The Foster
Crying My Eyes Out
Its been about 5 weeks since I have talked to Niall. I kinda feel bad because we where getting along and going to be friends but now I'm dating Luke and EVERYONE knows it. I looked over to Kip who was sitting on the floor as I was on my bed. "Do you think I should ask Luke if I can talk to Niall?" I asled looking back down at my drawing. "What do you mean?" Kip asked. "Like ask Luke if its alright for me to talk to Niall" I said. "Why would you have to ask?" Kip asked confused. "Because Niall beat Luke up!" I yelled. "OHHHHHHHHH Yea, I mean if you want to talk to Niall go ahead" Kip said. "Dipstick" I muttered
I pulled out my phone and left the room calling Luke. Colton was over Niall's hanging out with Ally so I went in his room. As the phone ran I got more and more nervous because I know Niall, Louis, Harry, Liam where all hanging out with Zayn in the next room.
"Hey babe" Luke said into the other end.
"Hey we need to talk I have a question" I said.
"What about?" Luke asked.
"I wanted to know if it was alright for me to talk to Niall......Colton is dating Ally his cousin and Niall's always over here and I'm friendly with all the boys, well I tallorate them and I'm close with Zayn and I wanted to sort things out with Niall" I said almost in tears.
There was no answer.
"Luke?" I asked.
"Yea sorry, umm yea its not up to me do what you like" Luke said.
"Thank you baby" I said then he hung up.
I walked back into my bed room to see the boys on my bed. Kip was sitting on the floor looking at me funny. "Can I help you?" I asked. "They aren't talking they walked in here and sat on your bed" Kip said. I could hear pain in her voice. "What did they do to you?" I asked. Kip looked down. "Kip!" I yelled. She stood up showing a cut on her leg that looked like she was in a fight.
"What the hell!" I yelled looking at them. "Its not their fault! I tripped and fell on the knife when they came in!" Kip said. "Is it true!?" I spat. Every one nodded. "Alright now get out!" I yelled. They all left. I told Kip everything.
I walked down stairs and out the door and headed for the woods. I texted Zayn telling him to have Niall meet me at the old oak in the right part of the forest, and to be alone. I walked all the way to the forest and to the tree. I could see Niall was already there. "Hey" I said. "What do you want?" He growled. 'I just want to talk god" I said.
"Well seeing how with every thing that went on do you really think I want to talk to you!" Niall growled. "Well I just wanted to make things right! Colton is dating Ally now and Im good friends with Zayn and your kinda always over his house!" I yelled. "So? what does that have to do with anything and Colton and Ally are braking up Ally's moving back to Ireland!" Niall growled. "WHAT WHY!" I yelped.
"Because I didn't find Colton a good enough boyfriend for her and the only way to keep them apart is to move her away" Niall said. "ARE YOU KIDDING ME! THIS IS BECAUSE OF ME NOT THEM! DON'T TAKE IT OUT OF COLTON AND ALL BECAUSE YOU SPENT YOUR HOLE LIFE BULLING ME AND NOW THAT YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND YOU GOT INTO SOME FIGHTS!!" I screamed at the top of my voice. "Its not my fault! I liked you ok! A lot more then anything else in the world and now you have a boyfriend and I find all these things out what an I going to do!" He yelled back.
"I came here to try to be friends with it looks like we're back at the starting line!" I growled turning around and walking down the hill we where on. I got to the bottom and kept going till I felt a hand lightly grab mine. I was spun around and pulled into a hug. "I want you to be MINE, not MY friend" Niall whispered. "N-Nia---""Save it I know your dating Luke" Niall cut me off. "But I know he will hurt you, I also know you feel safe with him and gave him your heart, but when he moves away or brakes it, I'll be where to clean up the mess and stitch your heart back together one kiss, one hug at a time" Niall whispered into my ear.
I let myself sink into his body. I hugged him back. "Promise?" I asked. I felt his smile on my neck. "Promise" he said. I tried to fight the feeling I had but couldn't do it. "Your not sending Ally away are you?" I asked. "No" Niall said. I smiled and pulled away. 'I have to get back to Kip" I said. Niall smiled. "Same with Zayn, want a ride?" Niall asked. "I guess" I said. We walked to his car and got in. He started driving even my phone rang.
"Hey Luke" I smiled.
"We need to take" Luke sighed.
"Whats wrong?" I asked.
"Its just that........meet me at your house" Luke said.
"Alright I'm on my way there now" I said.
I hung up and wanted to cry. "Step on it!" I yelped to Niall who drove faster. When we got to Zayn's house I ran inside and up to my bed room and walked through the door to see Kip and Luke talking. Kip left with out a word. 'Whats wrong?' I asked. Standing infront of him.
"Listen Liv my dad just got a new job, and we have to move to London" He said. 'WHAT!" I cried. He pulled me into a tight hug. 'Its going to be for a while, so I want you to be free" Luke said. I could tell he was holding back tears. "Are we braking up?" I asked. I could feel his non. I cried even more into his chest. "I leave today, you could come to the airport if you like" He asked. 'LUKE!" I screamed crying. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!!!!!" I cried. "I have to leave now" he sighed. I could tell he was crying.
We walked down stairs. 'Zayn' He said as we walked by the boys in the hall. Zayn came with us to drive me back home. I cuddled up to Luke in the car. 'I have only known you for 3 mouths, we have only been dating for 2" I cried into his chest softly. Luke and I talked in the back the hole ride there. Then the next thing I know I was single watching the one I thought I loved walking with his dad to a plain and leaving. I watched the plain leave sight then Zayn took me home.
Nothing was said in the car ride home. The radeo was off and it was quite. I sighed as we got to the house. I ran to my room, slammed the room and broke down on my bed. Crying my eyes out. I could feel Kip rubbing my back. But then I felt them move closer. I looked up to see Niall. I throw myself into his arms and burst out crying. My heart was broken, shattered. I was lost and lonely. All I knew that I was wrapped tightly in Niall's arms crying.
I pulled out my phone and left the room calling Luke. Colton was over Niall's hanging out with Ally so I went in his room. As the phone ran I got more and more nervous because I know Niall, Louis, Harry, Liam where all hanging out with Zayn in the next room.
"Hey babe" Luke said into the other end.
"Hey we need to talk I have a question" I said.
"What about?" Luke asked.
"I wanted to know if it was alright for me to talk to Niall......Colton is dating Ally his cousin and Niall's always over here and I'm friendly with all the boys, well I tallorate them and I'm close with Zayn and I wanted to sort things out with Niall" I said almost in tears.
There was no answer.
"Luke?" I asked.
"Yea sorry, umm yea its not up to me do what you like" Luke said.
"Thank you baby" I said then he hung up.
I walked back into my bed room to see the boys on my bed. Kip was sitting on the floor looking at me funny. "Can I help you?" I asked. "They aren't talking they walked in here and sat on your bed" Kip said. I could hear pain in her voice. "What did they do to you?" I asked. Kip looked down. "Kip!" I yelled. She stood up showing a cut on her leg that looked like she was in a fight.
"What the hell!" I yelled looking at them. "Its not their fault! I tripped and fell on the knife when they came in!" Kip said. "Is it true!?" I spat. Every one nodded. "Alright now get out!" I yelled. They all left. I told Kip everything.
I walked down stairs and out the door and headed for the woods. I texted Zayn telling him to have Niall meet me at the old oak in the right part of the forest, and to be alone. I walked all the way to the forest and to the tree. I could see Niall was already there. "Hey" I said. "What do you want?" He growled. 'I just want to talk god" I said.
"Well seeing how with every thing that went on do you really think I want to talk to you!" Niall growled. "Well I just wanted to make things right! Colton is dating Ally now and Im good friends with Zayn and your kinda always over his house!" I yelled. "So? what does that have to do with anything and Colton and Ally are braking up Ally's moving back to Ireland!" Niall growled. "WHAT WHY!" I yelped.
"Because I didn't find Colton a good enough boyfriend for her and the only way to keep them apart is to move her away" Niall said. "ARE YOU KIDDING ME! THIS IS BECAUSE OF ME NOT THEM! DON'T TAKE IT OUT OF COLTON AND ALL BECAUSE YOU SPENT YOUR HOLE LIFE BULLING ME AND NOW THAT YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND YOU GOT INTO SOME FIGHTS!!" I screamed at the top of my voice. "Its not my fault! I liked you ok! A lot more then anything else in the world and now you have a boyfriend and I find all these things out what an I going to do!" He yelled back.
"I came here to try to be friends with it looks like we're back at the starting line!" I growled turning around and walking down the hill we where on. I got to the bottom and kept going till I felt a hand lightly grab mine. I was spun around and pulled into a hug. "I want you to be MINE, not MY friend" Niall whispered. "N-Nia---""Save it I know your dating Luke" Niall cut me off. "But I know he will hurt you, I also know you feel safe with him and gave him your heart, but when he moves away or brakes it, I'll be where to clean up the mess and stitch your heart back together one kiss, one hug at a time" Niall whispered into my ear.
I let myself sink into his body. I hugged him back. "Promise?" I asked. I felt his smile on my neck. "Promise" he said. I tried to fight the feeling I had but couldn't do it. "Your not sending Ally away are you?" I asked. "No" Niall said. I smiled and pulled away. 'I have to get back to Kip" I said. Niall smiled. "Same with Zayn, want a ride?" Niall asked. "I guess" I said. We walked to his car and got in. He started driving even my phone rang.
"Hey Luke" I smiled.
"We need to take" Luke sighed.
"Whats wrong?" I asked.
"Its just that........meet me at your house" Luke said.
"Alright I'm on my way there now" I said.
I hung up and wanted to cry. "Step on it!" I yelped to Niall who drove faster. When we got to Zayn's house I ran inside and up to my bed room and walked through the door to see Kip and Luke talking. Kip left with out a word. 'Whats wrong?' I asked. Standing infront of him.
"Listen Liv my dad just got a new job, and we have to move to London" He said. 'WHAT!" I cried. He pulled me into a tight hug. 'Its going to be for a while, so I want you to be free" Luke said. I could tell he was holding back tears. "Are we braking up?" I asked. I could feel his non. I cried even more into his chest. "I leave today, you could come to the airport if you like" He asked. 'LUKE!" I screamed crying. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!!!!!" I cried. "I have to leave now" he sighed. I could tell he was crying.
We walked down stairs. 'Zayn' He said as we walked by the boys in the hall. Zayn came with us to drive me back home. I cuddled up to Luke in the car. 'I have only known you for 3 mouths, we have only been dating for 2" I cried into his chest softly. Luke and I talked in the back the hole ride there. Then the next thing I know I was single watching the one I thought I loved walking with his dad to a plain and leaving. I watched the plain leave sight then Zayn took me home.
Nothing was said in the car ride home. The radeo was off and it was quite. I sighed as we got to the house. I ran to my room, slammed the room and broke down on my bed. Crying my eyes out. I could feel Kip rubbing my back. But then I felt them move closer. I looked up to see Niall. I throw myself into his arms and burst out crying. My heart was broken, shattered. I was lost and lonely. All I knew that I was wrapped tightly in Niall's arms crying.
Notes
Sorry its been so long going through some hard things right now!!!!Im back from Maine so I can update more often! <3
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9/8/13