We’ve been back from Holmes Chapel for a little over a week, and tonight is the night our interview with Grimmy airs on the telly, that’s right we did it on television. I was sitting on the couch, the channel already pulled up on the telly, and just playing on our iPad.

“Harry, do you want anything to drink?” Abby asked from the doorway of the kitchen.

“Stella,” I told her and she smiled at me before going back into the kitchen.

“How much longer?” Abby asked as she walked out of the kitchen with four Stella’s in her hands while trying to juggle the bowl of popcorn. I immediately set the iPad down and went to take the bowl of popcorn out of her hand.

“A few minutes. Why’d you grab four drinks?” I asked her once we sat back down.

“Who knows how much we’re going to need to drink for this,” Abby said as she pulled her feet up in front of her and turned into my side.

“Nervous?” I asked her as I placed one of my arms around her.

“Just scared to see what your fans are going to think,” she said and I placed a kiss to the side of her head. We spent the remaining minute just messing about on the iPad and then we heard Grimmy’s voice come on the telly.

“Good evening everyone! It’s the lovely Nick Grimshaw and tonight I get the honor of being on the telly! Hi mum!”Grimmy exclaimed while waving at you through the telly, both Abby and I chuckled at our, radio host, best friend.

“’Ere we go,” I said as I pulled Abby closer into my side.

”I’m sure a lot of you are wondering why dear old Grimmy is on the telly, well I’ve been given the opportunity to do a pretty big interview with my dear friends Harry Styles and Abby Grimes, again. So without further ado, come on out you lot!” Abby and I walked out, swinging our interlocked hands back and forth, as we met Grimmy by the couch and greeted him with a hug. After greeting him we sat down on the couch and I pulled Abby close to me before taking her hand in mine.

“How are you two doing today?” Grimmy smiled at us.

“Mighty fine, thanks,” Abby responded as she playfully pat Grimmy’s knee.

“You two are revealing some pretty big things today, yeah?” Grimmy asked as he resituated himself in his chair.

“Definitely,” I answered him as I messed with my hair.

“You nervous?”

“Tremendously,” I said, holding my hands out, as if to give the viewers a picture of how nervous we were.

“Right, well let’s start it off simply then, yeah?” Grimmy asked and we nodded our heads. “How are you doing with the wedding plans?”

“We’re getting there, we’ve got a few things already planned but nothing major. We want it to be perfect and simple,” Abby explained as she smiled at me.

“Well that’s good. I’ll be expecting an invitation in the mail then. So, when’s the last time you two got in an argument?”

“A couple of days ago actually,” I told Grimmy, who smiled at me.

“Really? Over what!”

“Whose turn it was to do the dishes,” Abby smirked as she answered him. “I won that argument.”

“Only because she offered to rub my back if I did them!” I backed myself up, not trying to look whipped.

“Well that was sweet of you Abby, dear,” Grimmy said as he shuffled his cards around. “Now you guys know me, and you know I hate beating around the bush. So let’s get to the goods, shall we?” Abby and I both looked at each other before sending each other a reassuring smile, we were doing the right thing.

“Shoot for it, Grimmy,” I told him as I placed my hand on Abby’s bare thigh, thanks to the black mini skirt she was wearing.

“Okay, so what all of the world is wanting to know, around this time last year, why you two really broke up? Can you give us any answers?” Grimmy asked as he leaned forward in his chair.

“Well, in October of last year I started to feel sick a lot and I just wasn’t feeling myself. I eventually found out that…I was pregnant,” Abby confessed and I felt her slide closer to me, if that was even possible.

“And it was Harry’s correct?” Grimmy asked.

“Yes, of course. During Harry and I’s relationship and even after we broke up, I never even looked at another guy in that kind of way,” Abby told him and smiled at me as I pressed a kiss to her temple.

“So then, what happened? Why did you two break up?”

“Well, this is going to make me sound like a jerk, but when Abby told me the news I immediately thought about my career and Abby’s career as well. The boys and I were gaining a lot of popularity and Abby was preparing for the gallery of hers to open, things were going good. If Abby were to have had the baby, it definitely would have slowed us down because I truly felt neither of us were ready to be parents. I also feel that we weren’t at that stage yet in our relationship, so I told Abby…she should get an abortion or I wouldn’t be with her,” I confessed and could only imagine what viewers were thinking.

“Wow, that’s some heavy stuff right there. So you said that you pretty much gave her an ultimatum?” Grimmy asked and I nodded my head. “Did adoption ever cross your mind?”

“Adoption was definitely something that crossed my mind, but I felt that if she did carry the baby to term then it’d raise a lot of questions in the press and I just knew that if the press found out that we gave our baby up for adoption, it’d result in a lot of negative feedback.”

“So, you wouldn’t consider adoption because you wanted to look good in the press?” Grimmy asked, and I knew he was being sincere, he knew the whole story of what happened.

“No, not at all! I mainly didn’t consider it because I knew that we could afford a baby and provide everything for it, physical needs and emotional needs. We just weren’t ready though, and I feel that later on down the road Abby and I would begin to regret our decision to put the child up for adoption,” I told him and he nodded his head. I felt Abby squeeze the hand that was resting on her thigh.

“So, Abby, what’d you do? Did you get an abortion?” Grimmy asked and I felt Abby twitch, I knew this was a soft spot for her.

“I didn’t get an abortion. I actually chose to leave Harry and carry the baby to term and then decide on what I would do. But I was about two and half months pregnant when I suffered a miscarriage,” Abby confessed and I heard her voice crack. I took my arm from her thigh and draped it around her shoulders as I pulled her into me and pressed a kiss through her hair and rubbed her upper arm.

“Right, I’m so sorry,” Grimmy said as he leaned forward and gave a comforting pat on Abby’s thigh.

“It’s okay. The doctor said it was most likely due to stress, and I knew that wasn’t a lie. It was definitely reassuring though, to know that there wasn’t something wrong with me because I do want kids. But I also took the miscarriage as a sign of fate that one, I wasn’t ready to be a mother and two, Harry and I were meant to be together,” Abby told him as she placed her hand on my thigh.

“I’m a firm believer that you two were meant for each other as well, you couldn’t be more alike,” Grimmy said as he stared at us in awe. “So when Harry began dating Taylor, were you still pregnant?”

“I was,” Abby said as she nodded her head.

“How’d that make you feel, to see that Harry had apparently moved on?”

“It definitely hurt me a lot, because we had talked to each other about being in love with one another and then we break up and suddenly a few weeks later he’s with another girl,” Abby said and I pressed another kiss to her temple.

“So, what brought you and Harry back to speaking terms, I should say?” Grimmy asked as he changed note cards.

“Harry was actually the one that took me to the hospital when I had my miscarriage, I’d just been leaving his house from yelling at him when it had happened and—“

“And after I left the hospital early the next morning, I went to my mum’s house, for about a week, where I really took things into perspective, with the help of my mum. One day, I decided to call Abby and just see how she was and we talked things out, really opening up to one another, and decided we still wanted to be in one another’s lives,” I said, cutting Abby off.

“Right, okay. Abby was it easy to forgive Harry for making you choose?” Grimmy asked, a look of concentration set on his face. He knew how important this interview was and I was so thankful that he was taking it seriously.

“I hate to say it, but it was easy. I tried so hard to mad at him, but he’s the guy that stole my heart so long ago. I knew after a few months of dating him that I wanted to be with him forever. And, we’re both such strong believer’s in fate that I knew the miscarriage had to be a sign for something. So when he called me that day, I had no energy in me to hate him, all I had in me was forgiveness. Because he was right, the baby would have slowed us down a lot, and who knows how that would result with his success as a singer and my success as a photographer,” Abby explained, using her hands every now and then, and I couldn’t help but watch her with a smile on my face.

“Did you and Taylor get into any cat fights while you were both at the boys’ show at Madison Square Garden?”

“No, in fact, in the beginning I was actually the only girl out of the group that welcomed Taylor. I was very nice to her and kept inviting her to hang out with us because I knew what it was like to be the new girl in the group, and I wanted to show Harry that I was okay with him being in a relationship.”

“And then Abby and I both realized, during that trip, we were still hung up on each other. So one day after rehearsals before the show, I told Abby the truth,” I told Grimmy, who scrunched his eyebrows together.

“What truth, Harold?” He asked.

“I confessed to Abby that Taylor and I’s managements wanted us to be in a fake relationship. It was more for Taylor to break away from always being seen as ‘the innocent girl’ and for me, it was to expand our fan base,” I told him as I glanced at Abby, and she was giving me a smile that said go on. “I know it sounds bad, but I was in a bad place at the time, I broke up with the love of my life because she was pregnant, and I guess I thought that maybe Taylor and I’s fake relationship could turn into something more, but it never did.”

“Wow, that’s a lot to take in for some people. So, when did you and Abby initially get back together?” Grimmy asked us as he moved around in his seat.

“Abby and I got back together the day I told her I was in a fake relationship with Taylor Swift, which was in December two days before the big show.”

“This is just—wow. I mean you hear about the presumptions that some celebrities are only dating each other for a publicity stunt, but it’s completely mind blowing to actually find out that people do that,” Grimmy explained and both, Abby and I, nodded our heads. “So what made you guys decide you wanted to come clean about this? About everything.”

“There’s a new charity that’s up and coming for women who suffer from PTSD caused by miscarriages or women who suffer from postpartum depression, and Harry and I both want to jump on board with this charity,” Abby explained with a smile on her face. “And the only way to publicly do that, was to tell the world everything.”

“Wow, that’s amazing. So what are you two going to do for this charity?”

“Well, right now we are going to donate some money to it, and also we’re going to work in doing some talks about our experience and also allow other women and men talk about their experiences. We plan on giving them advice on how we coped with everything and telling them it’ll be okay,” I explained to Grimmy, who nodded his head along.

“We also decided that it might be a good idea to record a single, together, like him and the boys did for Red Nose Day,” Abby added after I finished speaking.

“That’s awesome! What do the boys think about that? Do you think it might speculate rumors that One Direction is going their separate ways?”

“The boys are behind us one hundred percent, they couldn’t be happier for us. As it goes for rumors of us breaking up, that won’t be happening for a long time, and on top of that, people are always trying to start new rumors that we’re breaking up, when that’s far from true,” I informed Grimmy.

“Well, there goes the important part of the show,” Abby said from beside me as we turned the TV off after watching the interview with Grimmy. The rest of it mainly consisted of random topics for about ten minutes until Grimmy concluded the show, but neither of us felt like watching the end.

“Should we check Twitter?” I asked Abby as I pointed to our iPad.

“Honestly, I think we should leave it alone for a few days. Let the fans say what they have to say, and we’ll just have to ignore it,” Abby told me as she chugged the rest of her beer.

“How do you think they’ll take it?” I asked her, pulling her back against me.

“There’s no telling, Har,” Abby said, shooting me a sympathetic smile. “Do you wanna post a tweet speaking about?” She asked as she handed me the iPad. I took it from her hands and brought up my Twitter account and decided to post a twitlonger.

@Harry_Styles: I hope you all can understand where @AbbyEGrimes and I are coming from as you watch the interview we did with Grimmy. It took a lot for us to do that, and we would never want you to feel lied to or betrayed. I hope you all can learn to take your hate for Abby and put it aside because if she didn’t forgive me for what I did, then I wouldn’t be as happy as I am today. She makes me the happiest and to know that I almost lost her, tears me up every single day. So before posting your nasty tweets to Abby and I, please take this into an open mind and put yourselves in our shoes during those situations. I love you all and can’t wait to get back out on the road with my boys.

XOXO,
H

“There,” I said as I posted the tweet and set the iPad back on the coffee table and grabbed a beer.

“Beautiful,” Abby said before placing a kiss on my lips.

“What do you say we head to bed? Because just watching that interview exhausted me,” she said as she stood up and made grabby hands at me. I smiled at her before standing up and helping her put everything up before I chased her up the stairs and in to our bedroom where I threw her on the bed and we fell asleep in each other’s arms.

Notes

All the italicized section is what was going on during the interview and not what was going on with Harry and Abby in the living room. Just wanted to clarify.
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