The Right Road to Love
Chapter 73
Alyssa's P.O.V.
Tears welled in my eyes, Zayn just kissed her. I had been watching since I had left my door open just a crack. I stormed out of my room, alarming Zayn.
"What the hell Zayn!" I screamed, letting the tears stay connected to my eyes.
"Babe, what's wrong?" He asked like nothing had just happened.
"Don't act like nothing just happened! You freaking kissed Jenna! Your EX!" I yelled. I was filled with frustration, anger, sadness, I felt as if I was being used, like he really didn't want me.
Zayn looked guilty and stepped forward to me with his arms open. I stood frozen not being able to move which gave him ability to wrap his arms around me and I buried my face into his chest."Why would you do it Zayn? Why?" I nearly whispered, letting my teats soak up into his shirt. "It hurts so bad to see you kissing your ex while dating me."
Just as he was about to speak, I pulled away from his grip. "So Jenna said you didn't care if you kissed her and I was dating you. And you said yes! How dare you?"
Now Zayn started to get mad. "You know what Alyssa? Maybe it was a mistake! Everyone makes mistakes!" He yelled, nearly spitting in my face. He was making me back up till my back was pressed against the wall and he was breathing heavily, while hovering over me.
I looked into his eyes and saw dark, angry, looking orbs. This wasn't the Zayn I knew. This wasn't the Zayn that cuddles you and plays with you hair. This wasn't the Zayn that called me beautiful and took me on dates. This wasn't the Zayn that always tried to comfort me. It just wasn't him. And it was scaring me.
"Yeah but a mistake isn't going to kiss your ex girlfriend Zayn!" I tried to yell but wasn't that strong because he was scaring me a lot now. Like ALOT!
"I'm fucking sorry! Maybe Jenna was right, you are too dramatic over stuff and it is so annoying!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
See, that hurt. Seeing my boyfriend of about a month calling me dramatic. And annoying. And he was siding with Jenna.
"I have the right to be dramatic if-" I was cut off by a hard sting to my left cheek. I opened my eyes to see Zayn not angered anymore. He had deep regret cut into his eyes and facial expression.
"No, Alyssa. No, just, I didn't mean to do that." He choked out, tears forming in his eyes, now.
"I knew it Zayn! You would hurt me just like Harry did. Get out!" I yelled at him.
"What?" He choked again. A new fresh tear now slipped down his cheek.
"I said get out!" Zayn looked at me and mouthed 'I'm sorry' and slipped out into the hallway to leave.
I ran into my room and started bawling, like really hard. I'm pretty sure Jenna heard me because suddenly I heard "Alyssa? What are you effing crying about now?"
I looked up to see another face that had regularly began to annoy me. "Maybe because you and Zayn kissed. And he didn't care about how I would feel. And maybe because I saw the WHOLE thing. And maybe because he hit me!" I tried to say powerfully.
Now, Jenna looked sad and felt bad. "Oh Alyssa, I didn't know. C'mon to the bathroom."
I followed her and I looked into the mirror, trying to inspect my cheek. It was bleeding lightly but not anything major. I held it softly because the pain hurt badly.
Jenna took a towel and wiped the blood off, leaving a slight mark. "Alyssa, just go to bed. You'll feel better in the morning. I promise." She advised with a smiled planed on her face.
I nodded, gave her a hug and went into my room. As I laid down, I thought about what just happened between Jenna and I. We actually hugged. And it wasn't one of those little fake ones, it was actually real.
I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep, trying to rid all thoughts of Zayn.
~Next morning~
I woke up and let my eyes gaze to the clock, it was....6:30?!?! What was I doing up so early?
I rubbed my eyes and slowly walked out to the living room. I went into the kitchen and was just about to get ready for work when I heard some rummaging outside of the door. I thought I was just imagining things at first, but then I heard it a few more times.
I went over to the door, opened it, and saw a red puffy eyed Zayn, laying there totally awake staring at me.
"Zayn, what are you doing?" I asked. I didn't want to speak to him.
"I'm proving to you that I care about this relationship, it's the best I've ever been in. I can't let you leave me, I would be horrible. Please take me back." He blurted out.
Seeing Zayn cry made me want to cry. He was totally forgiven. He stood up and we hugged tightly, he began to place small playful kissed on my nose, forehead and he managed to sneak one on my lips.
"Babe, I gotta go to work." I whispered while I kissed his ear softly. I felt him nod and he left leaving me to get ready.
I walked into my room and entered my walk-in closet, trying to find a good outfit for this weather. December was just starting, so I knew I was going to expect some cold weather in the nearby future.
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I headed out even though it was only 7:15, work started at 8:30. Eh. Well I could start finishing that new dress I was making.
Tears welled in my eyes, Zayn just kissed her. I had been watching since I had left my door open just a crack. I stormed out of my room, alarming Zayn.
"What the hell Zayn!" I screamed, letting the tears stay connected to my eyes.
"Babe, what's wrong?" He asked like nothing had just happened.
"Don't act like nothing just happened! You freaking kissed Jenna! Your EX!" I yelled. I was filled with frustration, anger, sadness, I felt as if I was being used, like he really didn't want me.
Zayn looked guilty and stepped forward to me with his arms open. I stood frozen not being able to move which gave him ability to wrap his arms around me and I buried my face into his chest."Why would you do it Zayn? Why?" I nearly whispered, letting my teats soak up into his shirt. "It hurts so bad to see you kissing your ex while dating me."
Just as he was about to speak, I pulled away from his grip. "So Jenna said you didn't care if you kissed her and I was dating you. And you said yes! How dare you?"
Now Zayn started to get mad. "You know what Alyssa? Maybe it was a mistake! Everyone makes mistakes!" He yelled, nearly spitting in my face. He was making me back up till my back was pressed against the wall and he was breathing heavily, while hovering over me.
I looked into his eyes and saw dark, angry, looking orbs. This wasn't the Zayn I knew. This wasn't the Zayn that cuddles you and plays with you hair. This wasn't the Zayn that called me beautiful and took me on dates. This wasn't the Zayn that always tried to comfort me. It just wasn't him. And it was scaring me.
"Yeah but a mistake isn't going to kiss your ex girlfriend Zayn!" I tried to yell but wasn't that strong because he was scaring me a lot now. Like ALOT!
"I'm fucking sorry! Maybe Jenna was right, you are too dramatic over stuff and it is so annoying!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
See, that hurt. Seeing my boyfriend of about a month calling me dramatic. And annoying. And he was siding with Jenna.
"I have the right to be dramatic if-" I was cut off by a hard sting to my left cheek. I opened my eyes to see Zayn not angered anymore. He had deep regret cut into his eyes and facial expression.
"No, Alyssa. No, just, I didn't mean to do that." He choked out, tears forming in his eyes, now.
"I knew it Zayn! You would hurt me just like Harry did. Get out!" I yelled at him.
"What?" He choked again. A new fresh tear now slipped down his cheek.
"I said get out!" Zayn looked at me and mouthed 'I'm sorry' and slipped out into the hallway to leave.
I ran into my room and started bawling, like really hard. I'm pretty sure Jenna heard me because suddenly I heard "Alyssa? What are you effing crying about now?"
I looked up to see another face that had regularly began to annoy me. "Maybe because you and Zayn kissed. And he didn't care about how I would feel. And maybe because I saw the WHOLE thing. And maybe because he hit me!" I tried to say powerfully.
Now, Jenna looked sad and felt bad. "Oh Alyssa, I didn't know. C'mon to the bathroom."
I followed her and I looked into the mirror, trying to inspect my cheek. It was bleeding lightly but not anything major. I held it softly because the pain hurt badly.
Jenna took a towel and wiped the blood off, leaving a slight mark. "Alyssa, just go to bed. You'll feel better in the morning. I promise." She advised with a smiled planed on her face.
I nodded, gave her a hug and went into my room. As I laid down, I thought about what just happened between Jenna and I. We actually hugged. And it wasn't one of those little fake ones, it was actually real.
I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep, trying to rid all thoughts of Zayn.
~Next morning~
I woke up and let my eyes gaze to the clock, it was....6:30?!?! What was I doing up so early?
I rubbed my eyes and slowly walked out to the living room. I went into the kitchen and was just about to get ready for work when I heard some rummaging outside of the door. I thought I was just imagining things at first, but then I heard it a few more times.
I went over to the door, opened it, and saw a red puffy eyed Zayn, laying there totally awake staring at me.
"Zayn, what are you doing?" I asked. I didn't want to speak to him.
"I'm proving to you that I care about this relationship, it's the best I've ever been in. I can't let you leave me, I would be horrible. Please take me back." He blurted out.
Seeing Zayn cry made me want to cry. He was totally forgiven. He stood up and we hugged tightly, he began to place small playful kissed on my nose, forehead and he managed to sneak one on my lips.
"Babe, I gotta go to work." I whispered while I kissed his ear softly. I felt him nod and he left leaving me to get ready.
I walked into my room and entered my walk-in closet, trying to find a good outfit for this weather. December was just starting, so I knew I was going to expect some cold weather in the nearby future.
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I headed out even though it was only 7:15, work started at 8:30. Eh. Well I could start finishing that new dress I was making.
Notes
Long chapter like you asked xstylish!-MrsMalik
12/11/13