She's Not Afraid!
The Letter
Harry's POV
Dear Curls,
Well I guess I should say hey. No that’s stupid to say. I don’t have an eraser so you’re going to have to deal with it. Anyhoodles, I’m sorry Harry. I’m sorry that you didn’t let me explain anything. I’m sorry that you were to much of a jackass to let me even say anything. You just left. And do you wanna know the worst part? I was telling this to you so you knew I was planning on staying. I just thought you should know. Well thanks for listening. Oh and the fact that you fucking left me and yelled at me for no good reason! I wanted to run after you and tell you to sit your ass down so we can talk about it but I figured if you were stupid enough to walk away that I’d be smart enough to let you go. I don’t want to let you go and I wasn’t planning on it. In fact I didn’t let you go, you let me go. Then you had the damn nerve to call my mom a bitch! You didn’t even let me explain what the hell happened! She made me leave because my dad wanted to hurt me. HE WANTED TO HURT ME! my mom saved me! I was going to have you talk to my mom so you could see shes not all that bad. I thought that you would’ve loved to meet her. I guess I was wrong. You yelled at me Harry. You left. You looked betrayed. Did you ever stop and think that I love you? Then you had the nerve to say that I didn’t love you! Are you fucking kidding me? I love you with all my damn might! I love you more everyday if that’s even possible. When I’m not around you I hurt. Seeing you walk away from me hurt. It really did. I thought I found my heaven inside of you. Everyone said that we were a match made in Heaven and Hell. Well I guess you could say we were screwed from the beginning. I want to say good bye but I think we both know that’s bullshit. Saying bye isn’t exactly good. I know that you’re mad right now and I don’t blame you, but don’t stay mad. I love you Harry. I love you so much. I told you that you stole my heart. You really did but now all that’s left is half of one. I want to swear that I won’t miss you more everyday but some things are better left unsaid. Now the only thing left to say is you should let me go. You really should. I know this is a really stupid thing to fight over and break things off over but I think it’ll be easier for both of us if you’re single. You won’t have to worry about me. Chase is gone, my dad left, and I have my mom now. Remember how I said that I would write you a song? Yeah well I did it. I wrote you one. Not as good as yours because I suck at writing things that actually means stuff. But I tried! I hope you like it. I love you Harold Edward Styles. I love you curly. I love you curls. I love you Harry.
Always and forever, Lacey
P.S. the song is in our room. Just press play on the laptop. I wrote it a while ago.
I feel tears stream down my face. She actually left. She left because I was stupid. Dammit! I should’ve stayed and listened! I lost the only girl that I would ever fight for. Perrie was right. I lost the girl who I should’ve fought for. Now she broke up with me over letter. Well I’m glad I got something; things could’ve been worse and she could’ve just left. I let her go.
Dear Curls,
Well I guess I should say hey. No that’s stupid to say. I don’t have an eraser so you’re going to have to deal with it. Anyhoodles, I’m sorry Harry. I’m sorry that you didn’t let me explain anything. I’m sorry that you were to much of a jackass to let me even say anything. You just left. And do you wanna know the worst part? I was telling this to you so you knew I was planning on staying. I just thought you should know. Well thanks for listening. Oh and the fact that you fucking left me and yelled at me for no good reason! I wanted to run after you and tell you to sit your ass down so we can talk about it but I figured if you were stupid enough to walk away that I’d be smart enough to let you go. I don’t want to let you go and I wasn’t planning on it. In fact I didn’t let you go, you let me go. Then you had the damn nerve to call my mom a bitch! You didn’t even let me explain what the hell happened! She made me leave because my dad wanted to hurt me. HE WANTED TO HURT ME! my mom saved me! I was going to have you talk to my mom so you could see shes not all that bad. I thought that you would’ve loved to meet her. I guess I was wrong. You yelled at me Harry. You left. You looked betrayed. Did you ever stop and think that I love you? Then you had the nerve to say that I didn’t love you! Are you fucking kidding me? I love you with all my damn might! I love you more everyday if that’s even possible. When I’m not around you I hurt. Seeing you walk away from me hurt. It really did. I thought I found my heaven inside of you. Everyone said that we were a match made in Heaven and Hell. Well I guess you could say we were screwed from the beginning. I want to say good bye but I think we both know that’s bullshit. Saying bye isn’t exactly good. I know that you’re mad right now and I don’t blame you, but don’t stay mad. I love you Harry. I love you so much. I told you that you stole my heart. You really did but now all that’s left is half of one. I want to swear that I won’t miss you more everyday but some things are better left unsaid. Now the only thing left to say is you should let me go. You really should. I know this is a really stupid thing to fight over and break things off over but I think it’ll be easier for both of us if you’re single. You won’t have to worry about me. Chase is gone, my dad left, and I have my mom now. Remember how I said that I would write you a song? Yeah well I did it. I wrote you one. Not as good as yours because I suck at writing things that actually means stuff. But I tried! I hope you like it. I love you Harold Edward Styles. I love you curly. I love you curls. I love you Harry.
Always and forever, Lacey
P.S. the song is in our room. Just press play on the laptop. I wrote it a while ago.
I feel tears stream down my face. She actually left. She left because I was stupid. Dammit! I should’ve stayed and listened! I lost the only girl that I would ever fight for. Perrie was right. I lost the girl who I should’ve fought for. Now she broke up with me over letter. Well I’m glad I got something; things could’ve been worse and she could’ve just left. I let her go.
Notes
Hey! WOW! All of the comments i got on my last chapter were amazing! haha! i'm sorry i made you guys wait! but at least i'm updating early! i might update later again! hope you enjoy!Xoxo, Ally
11/30/13