She's Not Afraid!
Bye I Guess.
Harry’s POV
As we arrive in the airport I hear dozens of screaming girls yelling. I lift my hood up higher on my head and I take Lacey’s hand she looks up and I see her eyes are glistening with tears. She quickly looks away and practically runs over to where Paul stands so she could get into the car. What in the world.? The boys and I stop to sign and take pictures with the fans while the rest of the girls climb in the car. Once we finish I sit next to Lacey who is asleep and I wrap my arm around her. I wonder what has her so upset. She was fine when we walked off the plane. Hmm? Well I’ll ask her when she wakes.
When we arrive to the hotel I carry Lacey out of the car and lay her across the bed and she instantly curls into a ball. She’s adorable. I lie next to her and she faintly says, “I’m sorry.” What?
Lacey’s POV
When we land at the airport in London
“Hello?” I ask into my phone. Why are people calling me at 3 in the morning? I swear I know nothing but idiots. “Lacey. I-it’s mum.” I freeze. My mum was calling me. my fucking mother is calling me. “W-what do you want?” I hear her sigh, “Lacey I’m sorry for everything that your father and I have done to you. I really am. I don’t know what happened. All I know is one day your father woke me up and said that you needed to leave. Please baby I’m sorry.” I stand dumbfounded. My mum is apologizing. She said sorry. I feel my eyes start to tear up, “Why?” I hear myself say. She sighs again and you can hear her crying, “I don’t know. I still don’t. all I do know is that your father said that you needed to leave or he’d end up hurting you. I couldn’t let that happen. I thought it would be easier to let you think that we hated you then to tell you at the time, but now I think that was actually really stupid.” She gives a little laugh, “I know you have no reason to say you forgive me in fact I don’t expect you to. I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry and I love you Lacey. I really do. I hope you’re doing well. Please if you would like, come visit me. Your father left me. Thank god! But I miss you Lacey. I’m sorry.” I feel my tears fall and I smile. She didn’t want me to leave. She wanted me to be safe. She loves me. “I love you too mum.” I say choking up a little. She cries into the phone and I cry too. I hear everyone calling my name saying that we needed to leave. I say bye and that I’d call later. I walk up to where Harry was and take his hand. It was then when I figured out what I had to do. I love Harry but I need to go home. I need to be with my mom. I need to see her. i have to leave. Harry looks over at me and his eyebrows furrow and I realize that I must have tears in my eyes. I look away and hurry up to where Paul was. I crawl into the car and sit down; seconds later I drift off dreaming of how I was going to leave.
The next day
Lacey’s POV
I wake up in a bed and turn to see Harry asleep. I take that moment to stare eat him. Hey don’t judge! If you see Harry next to you in bed you stare. I play with his curls and the memories of last night fill my head. My mom. I close my eyes and take a breath. Harry stirs a little and I look at the clock. It’s 5 in the afternoon in England right now and the boys have an interview later. I get up and walk around the hotel room. I find myself on the balcony and I sit down on the little chair thing. What am I going to do? Can I just leave? No I can’t just fucking leave Harry! But my mum. Fuck! I wish that this could be easier. I stare out into the sky. Clouds covering most of it. “Lace?” a raspy British voice says. Ugh! Harry has the hottest morning voice ever. I turn and give him a faint smile, “Hey curls.” He walks over and sits next to me. he puts and arm around my shoulders and kisses my head, “How are you doing, love?” Oh yeah. he saw me tearing up last night. “I’m doing fine. Just a little tired. Gotta love jetlag!” I say trying to crack a joke. He chuckles, “You’re weird.” I slap his arm and he pouts. I kiss his cheek, “You’re stupid.” He scoffs, “Am not! I’m smart!” I roll my eyes, “Don’t listen to everything Lou tells you.” He laughs, “He’s told me plenty of things and I believe every single one of them.” I shrug, “If you want to believe that man-child then go ahead.” he glares, “You suck.” “You swallow.” I retort. “Actually, from what I recall, you do that love.” I gasp and hit his chest, “Perv!” he laughs and holds my hands, “Only for you.” I smile. He hands me my phone, “Someone called you and when I answered they said for you to call back.” I nod and take the phone I look at the number and notice that it’s my mom. Great! Should I tell Harry? I turn to see Harry smiling at me, “I love you Lace.” I hug him, “I love you Harry.” He kisses my shoulder and I make up my mind. I need to tell Harry.
“Harry,I need to tell you something.” He lets go of me and lifts his eyebrow, “Whats up love?” “My mom called me. She apologized for leaving me. Or sending me away. She said that she loves me. Ok so long story short she wants me to go home.” I blurt out. He stays quiet for a long time. Then he speaks, “So you’re leaving me for someone who left you. That’s cool. Great thanks Lace! You know I really thought you loved me! but instead you’re choosing some bitch that gave you away! Great just fucking great!” he gets up and storms out of the hotel room. I cry and get up running to the room. I grab my phone and book the next flight to my home. My home in Northampton. I grab my bags and leave a note to everyone. I leave one for Bri under her door and head off to the airport.
Harry’s POV
Why the hell is she leaving me? Why is she leaving me for the bitch that left her?! It doesn’t make sense to me. She is fucking leaving me! I run into everyone down stairs eating breakfast. “Hey man! Whats up? Where’s Lacey?” Niall chirps. I growl and sit next to Liam, “Don’t know don’t care.” Alyssa gasps, Bri scoffs, Perrie and El both choke on their tea, “WHAT!?” I shrug and grab some pancakes pour syrup on it and start eating the girls run upstairs and the guy just look at me. I continue eating my pancakes and the girls come down with papers in their hands and Bri is in tears, “She’s gone!” wait what? “She’s fucking gone! Great! Harry what the hell did you do?” I shrug again, “I didn’t do anything. She made a bad choice.” Perrie groans, “Damn you Harry! You finally get a girl worth fighting for and you just let her go!” Perrie storms off and Zayn follows her. Alyssa takes one of the letters and reads it
Dear people,
Hey! Ok so if you’re reading this it means I have left. Well sorry! Blame Harry though for not letting me explain. I didn’t want to leave and I was going to stay but things change. So I left to be with my mom. I love all of you guys and I hope to keep in touch with you guys. I’m sorry I couldn’t say bye in person but I hope you understand.
Louis, I’ll miss you! Make sure you prank everyone in my honor!! Love you Loubear! Keep the ‘coloring’ with El to a minimum!
Zayn, my vain friend! I hope that you take care of Perrie! she’s amazayn! And if you hurt her I’ll cut off all your hair! Ok? Ok.
Niall, Take care of Alyssa. She’s special. You two are so perfect together I can’t stand it. I say you two have a good 6 months before you propose. Good luck!
Liam, if you hurt Bri I will cut your balls off and feed them to you. Another thing is I hope you let your hair grow out! I love you Liam!
Alyssa, so ok if Niall hurts you just punch him. Seriously just punch him and call me. I don’t think he would ever hurt you and I think you two will get married! And then you’ll have little Irish/American you’s running around! Aww!
Perrie, OMG! I still expect a invite to your wedding! Like seriously!! You and Zayn remind me of a song. You guys are like the song ‘I Want Crazy’ because you are both crazy as fuck! I’m kidding. Not really but oh well!
El, Heyyyyyy! Ok so you and Louis are mental! Just thought you should know that! But at the same time you two are what I want to feel. I want a boyfriend the will jump in a rain puddle and then kiss me before I yelled. I’m so jealous of your relationship so stay together! I love you El!
Alyssa stops reading and is in tears. She didn’t even mention me. Alyssa throws another paper and I read the first sentence.
Dear Curls.
As we arrive in the airport I hear dozens of screaming girls yelling. I lift my hood up higher on my head and I take Lacey’s hand she looks up and I see her eyes are glistening with tears. She quickly looks away and practically runs over to where Paul stands so she could get into the car. What in the world.? The boys and I stop to sign and take pictures with the fans while the rest of the girls climb in the car. Once we finish I sit next to Lacey who is asleep and I wrap my arm around her. I wonder what has her so upset. She was fine when we walked off the plane. Hmm? Well I’ll ask her when she wakes.
When we arrive to the hotel I carry Lacey out of the car and lay her across the bed and she instantly curls into a ball. She’s adorable. I lie next to her and she faintly says, “I’m sorry.” What?
Lacey’s POV
When we land at the airport in London
“Hello?” I ask into my phone. Why are people calling me at 3 in the morning? I swear I know nothing but idiots. “Lacey. I-it’s mum.” I freeze. My mum was calling me. my fucking mother is calling me. “W-what do you want?” I hear her sigh, “Lacey I’m sorry for everything that your father and I have done to you. I really am. I don’t know what happened. All I know is one day your father woke me up and said that you needed to leave. Please baby I’m sorry.” I stand dumbfounded. My mum is apologizing. She said sorry. I feel my eyes start to tear up, “Why?” I hear myself say. She sighs again and you can hear her crying, “I don’t know. I still don’t. all I do know is that your father said that you needed to leave or he’d end up hurting you. I couldn’t let that happen. I thought it would be easier to let you think that we hated you then to tell you at the time, but now I think that was actually really stupid.” She gives a little laugh, “I know you have no reason to say you forgive me in fact I don’t expect you to. I just wanted to tell you that I’m sorry and I love you Lacey. I really do. I hope you’re doing well. Please if you would like, come visit me. Your father left me. Thank god! But I miss you Lacey. I’m sorry.” I feel my tears fall and I smile. She didn’t want me to leave. She wanted me to be safe. She loves me. “I love you too mum.” I say choking up a little. She cries into the phone and I cry too. I hear everyone calling my name saying that we needed to leave. I say bye and that I’d call later. I walk up to where Harry was and take his hand. It was then when I figured out what I had to do. I love Harry but I need to go home. I need to be with my mom. I need to see her. i have to leave. Harry looks over at me and his eyebrows furrow and I realize that I must have tears in my eyes. I look away and hurry up to where Paul was. I crawl into the car and sit down; seconds later I drift off dreaming of how I was going to leave.
The next day
Lacey’s POV
I wake up in a bed and turn to see Harry asleep. I take that moment to stare eat him. Hey don’t judge! If you see Harry next to you in bed you stare. I play with his curls and the memories of last night fill my head. My mom. I close my eyes and take a breath. Harry stirs a little and I look at the clock. It’s 5 in the afternoon in England right now and the boys have an interview later. I get up and walk around the hotel room. I find myself on the balcony and I sit down on the little chair thing. What am I going to do? Can I just leave? No I can’t just fucking leave Harry! But my mum. Fuck! I wish that this could be easier. I stare out into the sky. Clouds covering most of it. “Lace?” a raspy British voice says. Ugh! Harry has the hottest morning voice ever. I turn and give him a faint smile, “Hey curls.” He walks over and sits next to me. he puts and arm around my shoulders and kisses my head, “How are you doing, love?” Oh yeah. he saw me tearing up last night. “I’m doing fine. Just a little tired. Gotta love jetlag!” I say trying to crack a joke. He chuckles, “You’re weird.” I slap his arm and he pouts. I kiss his cheek, “You’re stupid.” He scoffs, “Am not! I’m smart!” I roll my eyes, “Don’t listen to everything Lou tells you.” He laughs, “He’s told me plenty of things and I believe every single one of them.” I shrug, “If you want to believe that man-child then go ahead.” he glares, “You suck.” “You swallow.” I retort. “Actually, from what I recall, you do that love.” I gasp and hit his chest, “Perv!” he laughs and holds my hands, “Only for you.” I smile. He hands me my phone, “Someone called you and when I answered they said for you to call back.” I nod and take the phone I look at the number and notice that it’s my mom. Great! Should I tell Harry? I turn to see Harry smiling at me, “I love you Lace.” I hug him, “I love you Harry.” He kisses my shoulder and I make up my mind. I need to tell Harry.
“Harry,I need to tell you something.” He lets go of me and lifts his eyebrow, “Whats up love?” “My mom called me. She apologized for leaving me. Or sending me away. She said that she loves me. Ok so long story short she wants me to go home.” I blurt out. He stays quiet for a long time. Then he speaks, “So you’re leaving me for someone who left you. That’s cool. Great thanks Lace! You know I really thought you loved me! but instead you’re choosing some bitch that gave you away! Great just fucking great!” he gets up and storms out of the hotel room. I cry and get up running to the room. I grab my phone and book the next flight to my home. My home in Northampton. I grab my bags and leave a note to everyone. I leave one for Bri under her door and head off to the airport.
Harry’s POV
Why the hell is she leaving me? Why is she leaving me for the bitch that left her?! It doesn’t make sense to me. She is fucking leaving me! I run into everyone down stairs eating breakfast. “Hey man! Whats up? Where’s Lacey?” Niall chirps. I growl and sit next to Liam, “Don’t know don’t care.” Alyssa gasps, Bri scoffs, Perrie and El both choke on their tea, “WHAT!?” I shrug and grab some pancakes pour syrup on it and start eating the girls run upstairs and the guy just look at me. I continue eating my pancakes and the girls come down with papers in their hands and Bri is in tears, “She’s gone!” wait what? “She’s fucking gone! Great! Harry what the hell did you do?” I shrug again, “I didn’t do anything. She made a bad choice.” Perrie groans, “Damn you Harry! You finally get a girl worth fighting for and you just let her go!” Perrie storms off and Zayn follows her. Alyssa takes one of the letters and reads it
Dear people,
Hey! Ok so if you’re reading this it means I have left. Well sorry! Blame Harry though for not letting me explain. I didn’t want to leave and I was going to stay but things change. So I left to be with my mom. I love all of you guys and I hope to keep in touch with you guys. I’m sorry I couldn’t say bye in person but I hope you understand.
Louis, I’ll miss you! Make sure you prank everyone in my honor!! Love you Loubear! Keep the ‘coloring’ with El to a minimum!
Zayn, my vain friend! I hope that you take care of Perrie! she’s amazayn! And if you hurt her I’ll cut off all your hair! Ok? Ok.
Niall, Take care of Alyssa. She’s special. You two are so perfect together I can’t stand it. I say you two have a good 6 months before you propose. Good luck!
Liam, if you hurt Bri I will cut your balls off and feed them to you. Another thing is I hope you let your hair grow out! I love you Liam!
Alyssa, so ok if Niall hurts you just punch him. Seriously just punch him and call me. I don’t think he would ever hurt you and I think you two will get married! And then you’ll have little Irish/American you’s running around! Aww!
Perrie, OMG! I still expect a invite to your wedding! Like seriously!! You and Zayn remind me of a song. You guys are like the song ‘I Want Crazy’ because you are both crazy as fuck! I’m kidding. Not really but oh well!
El, Heyyyyyy! Ok so you and Louis are mental! Just thought you should know that! But at the same time you two are what I want to feel. I want a boyfriend the will jump in a rain puddle and then kiss me before I yelled. I’m so jealous of your relationship so stay together! I love you El!
Alyssa stops reading and is in tears. She didn’t even mention me. Alyssa throws another paper and I read the first sentence.
Dear Curls.
Notes
Omg! I have updated!!! i hope you guys like it!!!!Xoxo, Ally
11/30/13