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Loved you first...{Louis Tomlinson}

What started it all

Amanda's POV

Hi my name is Amanda I'm best friends with louis but the thing that haunts me is that I like him possibly love him but I have to get that thought out of my head. He could never like me he told me himself we were just friends. Well to be exact he told me that the day we met things could have changed since then. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT he does not like me plus things would be really awkward if we started going out. But not that we could date we're only 10 our parents would kill us if we started dating at the age of 10. I can still remember the day that we met.

**FLASHBACK**

I was walking into a new school I was really nervous. What if people don't like me what if people are mean to me. Wait those are all "what if" questions I'm sure at least one person will like me and be friends with me. But being in first grade and moving to a new school in the middle of the school year because your brother died is really hard. I was sure nobody would talk to me on my first day here so I was prepared for the worst. I said good bye to my mom and walked into the classroom right when the teacher Ms. Sweet (pronounced sweat) was saying that there was going to be a new student. I walked in and everyone was looking at me I felt like throwing up. Mrs. Sweet introduced me to everyone and told me where to sit I sat in a table with a boy named Wilbur, a girl named Sidney, and a boy named louis. So I sat down and as soon as I sat down Wilbur told me that I was ugly I was about to cry when Sidney told me not to listen to him and that I was really pretty. I felt better after she said that everyone had said at least one word all except louis I decided to ignore him too. The day went by and it was lunch time I sat down by myself and 5 minutes later louis comes and sits next to me. I was going to something but he interrupts me by saying "Sorry I haven't talked to you today I really hope we could be the best of friends and don't listen to Wilbur your really are pretty but don't ever get the wrong idea we're just friends". I smiled at him and said friends.
**END OF FLASHBACK**

I smiled at that thought of us at 7 years old making a deal. Too bad he doesn't feel the same way about me it's been three years and I still feel the same but he treats me like a really close friend not more than that. I wish he could like me that way.

Louis' POV

Hi my name is louis I'm Amanda's best friend I've known her for three years. I really like her a lot well you could say that I love her. The first day I saw her I started liking her I wanted to be her friend and get to know her but I screwed up and accidentally told her she was pretty but then I said for not to get the wrong idea. Now I regret ever saying that but now that I think about it love is a strong word and I'm only ten I can't possibly know what love is. I just wish I was old enough to date that way I could ask her out.NO NO NO I can't ask her out she'll reject me ugh why is this so complicated I wish there was a way I could tell her how I feel without things to be awkward between us.

Amanda's POV
**later that day**

I'm in my room on my bed when my mom comes in and tells my that we are moving to the United States oh god please help me how am I going to tell louis that I'm moving. After she leaves I start to cry I didn't want to move much less leave louis behind. And to make it worse is that we are leaving tomorrow I call louis to tell him that I'm moving.

phone conversation

L:hello
A:I'm moving tomorrow
L:are you moving towns cause I can visit every weekend
A:no I'm moving to the United States
*silence*
A:are you still there Lou
L:yeah umm why are you leaving
A:I don't know sorry but I have to pack bye forever I'll miss you a lot Lou *sobs*
L:don't cry I'll miss you too we'll call everyday ok
A:yeah bye
L:bye

And with that I started to pack.

Notes

Hope you like the first chappy!!! :) -Danielle

Comments

@Dani_Stypayhorlikson
what for?
@tommos_carrotling
No thank you
@Dani_Stypayhorlikson Thank you so much!

@tommos_carrotling
Yup I'll read it no problem :)
@Dani_Stypayhorlikson Just making sure... can u read my fanfic please? It's my first one and I want some feedback on it... Hate is something I can take.. its on my profile...