Back For You
Chapter 7 - Saved By The Bell
(Two month's later...)
A few week's after the incident with Kelsie, she started to become a nice person. I became curious as to why and kept asking her why she was so nice all of a sudden, but she kept giving me her bullshit answer I didn't believe, "because I think I should change myself." I would always roll my eye's at her and do something else. Today was different. Kelsie hasn't come up to me and ask me any question's, and I haven't seen Harry anywhere either. YES! BOTH OF THEM RAT'S OUT OF MAH HAIR! But it look's like I thought that too soon when both of them made me shit brick's.
"BOO!" Kelsie and Harry , shouted from behind me, making me jump out of my skin. I hesitantly turned around to face the two. I pulled on a fake smile and waved to them. "I was just wondering if you guy's wanted come over to my house? Harry said, he'd go if you'd go. Soo... Wanna go?" Kelsie asked. My eye's grew wide, and my fake smile dropped. I quickly shook my head 'no'. I can't face my biological parent's. After they chose Kelsie over me and Shawn, I just can't. The last time I ever spoke to him was five year's ago. Kelsie and I used to be the best of sister's when we were four, but mom and dad had a fight, and ended up putting Shawn and I up for adoption. I could remember it like it was yesterday.
|Flashback|
"Mommy? Daddy? Why are you fighting?" I walked into the trashed room. "YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO BE IN HERE! GO TO YOUR ROOM!" Dad yelled at me. I looked at mom, "mo-", she cut me off, "LISTEN TO YOUR FATHER!" I ran to Kelsie's and my room, ran in, closed the door, and put my back to the door, tear's streaming down my face as I heard their loud fight.
"I BET SHE GET'S THAT FROM YOU! *Crash* WHY DID I EVEN MARRY YOU!" Dad yelled, "I GUESS WHERE SHAWN GOT HIS MOOD'S FROM! *Crash* WHY DID I EVEN WANT KID'S WITH YOU! *Crash* HELL I DON'T EVEN WANT THEM ANYMORE!" her voice was fierce. "Kelsie is the only child I want! You have your little mutt's!" Dad's voice calmed down. "I don't fucking want them! We might as well put them up for adoption!" Her heart breaking word's hit me.
I stopped listening as my six-year-old brother, Shawn, kept me in his arm's, as tear's poured down my face like a waterfall. I was surprised at when he calm's me down, it feel's like he's older than his age. "Brooky? What's wrong with mommy and daddy?" Kelsie asked. I just shook my head and cried even harder on Shawn.
The door swung open and there stood mom and dad. "Shawn, Brooklyn, pack your thing's", he looked more calm. "Mom. Dad. What's happening?" asked Shawn, "nothing, just pack your stuff", mom said. Then Shawn shoved my clothing into a bag, then went to his room to pack. "Kelsie, say your last good-bye to Brooklyn", Mom ordered. "Bye, Brooky", she hugged me.
|End Of Flashback|
That was the last memory I had before I was snapped out of my thought's, "Are you in there? Hello? Why can't you come?" Kelsie looked me in the eye's. I pulled out my whiteboard and wrote quickly, 'personal reason's' I showed it to them, and quickly walked away. Good thing it was Friday!
(A week later...)
I began to panic when I haven't seen Shawn this whole week, I've called the police, reported him missing, and I was going mental, pacing back and fourth in my room. "Miss, calm down, we'll find him. We'll call you first when we find your brother", the police officer tried to calm me, but I just couldn't. My brother mean's everything to me, if I loose him, I might have to be sent to a mental hospital for trying to commit suicide! "Do you have anyone else other than your step-parent's?" he asked, I stopped in my track's. I had to tell my biological parent's, prove to them that they ruined my life. "The Anderson's, but don't tell Kelsie. I don't want her to worry about this", I spoke. Whoa, first time I spoke to a person other than my family. He nodded his head and left.
(The next day...)
When I wake up, I curse myself since I woke up late, and it's a stupid Monday. THE WORST DAY OF THE WEEK FOR ME. I threw on some clothing, not caring if I looked like shit.I didn't bother changing out of my clothing. I ran my finger's through my hair a few time's, and it looked good enough. I quickly brushed me teeth, put on some shoes, threw my book's into my bag, and walked out the door. I put on a beanie and some sunglasses to hide my tiredness. I didn't study at all, so I'm positive I'm going to fail this test. I've never failed before, but honestly, school is the least of my problem's right now. I HAVE A MISSING BROTHER!
I missed first period, and It's probably half way through the second. I walked into the room, handed the teacher the shitty late pass, threw my bag at my chair and sat down, not giving a care in the world. Everybody just stared at me like I murdered someone. "Ms. Lamar, would you care to explain why your late?" she asked. Go to fucking hell and leave me alone. I thought. I lowered my shade's and gave her a death glare, signaling I don't want to talk. Like I ever do. She backed off and continued the lesson. Everyone continued to stare at me, I could feel them burning holes right trough me. Then the bell rung. YES! SAVED BY THE BELL!
A few week's after the incident with Kelsie, she started to become a nice person. I became curious as to why and kept asking her why she was so nice all of a sudden, but she kept giving me her bullshit answer I didn't believe, "because I think I should change myself." I would always roll my eye's at her and do something else. Today was different. Kelsie hasn't come up to me and ask me any question's, and I haven't seen Harry anywhere either. YES! BOTH OF THEM RAT'S OUT OF MAH HAIR! But it look's like I thought that too soon when both of them made me shit brick's.
"BOO!" Kelsie and Harry , shouted from behind me, making me jump out of my skin. I hesitantly turned around to face the two. I pulled on a fake smile and waved to them. "I was just wondering if you guy's wanted come over to my house? Harry said, he'd go if you'd go. Soo... Wanna go?" Kelsie asked. My eye's grew wide, and my fake smile dropped. I quickly shook my head 'no'. I can't face my biological parent's. After they chose Kelsie over me and Shawn, I just can't. The last time I ever spoke to him was five year's ago. Kelsie and I used to be the best of sister's when we were four, but mom and dad had a fight, and ended up putting Shawn and I up for adoption. I could remember it like it was yesterday.
|Flashback|
"Mommy? Daddy? Why are you fighting?" I walked into the trashed room. "YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO BE IN HERE! GO TO YOUR ROOM!" Dad yelled at me. I looked at mom, "mo-", she cut me off, "LISTEN TO YOUR FATHER!" I ran to Kelsie's and my room, ran in, closed the door, and put my back to the door, tear's streaming down my face as I heard their loud fight.
"I BET SHE GET'S THAT FROM YOU! *Crash* WHY DID I EVEN MARRY YOU!" Dad yelled, "I GUESS WHERE SHAWN GOT HIS MOOD'S FROM! *Crash* WHY DID I EVEN WANT KID'S WITH YOU! *Crash* HELL I DON'T EVEN WANT THEM ANYMORE!" her voice was fierce. "Kelsie is the only child I want! You have your little mutt's!" Dad's voice calmed down. "I don't fucking want them! We might as well put them up for adoption!" Her heart breaking word's hit me.
I stopped listening as my six-year-old brother, Shawn, kept me in his arm's, as tear's poured down my face like a waterfall. I was surprised at when he calm's me down, it feel's like he's older than his age. "Brooky? What's wrong with mommy and daddy?" Kelsie asked. I just shook my head and cried even harder on Shawn.
The door swung open and there stood mom and dad. "Shawn, Brooklyn, pack your thing's", he looked more calm. "Mom. Dad. What's happening?" asked Shawn, "nothing, just pack your stuff", mom said. Then Shawn shoved my clothing into a bag, then went to his room to pack. "Kelsie, say your last good-bye to Brooklyn", Mom ordered. "Bye, Brooky", she hugged me.
|End Of Flashback|
That was the last memory I had before I was snapped out of my thought's, "Are you in there? Hello? Why can't you come?" Kelsie looked me in the eye's. I pulled out my whiteboard and wrote quickly, 'personal reason's' I showed it to them, and quickly walked away. Good thing it was Friday!
(A week later...)
I began to panic when I haven't seen Shawn this whole week, I've called the police, reported him missing, and I was going mental, pacing back and fourth in my room. "Miss, calm down, we'll find him. We'll call you first when we find your brother", the police officer tried to calm me, but I just couldn't. My brother mean's everything to me, if I loose him, I might have to be sent to a mental hospital for trying to commit suicide! "Do you have anyone else other than your step-parent's?" he asked, I stopped in my track's. I had to tell my biological parent's, prove to them that they ruined my life. "The Anderson's, but don't tell Kelsie. I don't want her to worry about this", I spoke. Whoa, first time I spoke to a person other than my family. He nodded his head and left.
(The next day...)
When I wake up, I curse myself since I woke up late, and it's a stupid Monday. THE WORST DAY OF THE WEEK FOR ME. I threw on some clothing, not caring if I looked like shit.I didn't bother changing out of my clothing. I ran my finger's through my hair a few time's, and it looked good enough. I quickly brushed me teeth, put on some shoes, threw my book's into my bag, and walked out the door. I put on a beanie and some sunglasses to hide my tiredness. I didn't study at all, so I'm positive I'm going to fail this test. I've never failed before, but honestly, school is the least of my problem's right now. I HAVE A MISSING BROTHER!
I missed first period, and It's probably half way through the second. I walked into the room, handed the teacher the shitty late pass, threw my bag at my chair and sat down, not giving a care in the world. Everybody just stared at me like I murdered someone. "Ms. Lamar, would you care to explain why your late?" she asked. Go to fucking hell and leave me alone. I thought. I lowered my shade's and gave her a death glare, signaling I don't want to talk. Like I ever do. She backed off and continued the lesson. Everyone continued to stare at me, I could feel them burning holes right trough me. Then the bell rung. YES! SAVED BY THE BELL!
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8/11/13