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Loving Him Was Red

All Too Well

Harry's POV

"Louis, what song is Sutton going to sing?" I asked questionly "I new one." Louis replied bluntly. What was his problem? "No shit Sherlock. No seriously. Is it about me? Her? Us?" "Haz. Just wait and listen." I sigh but I just wait for the commericals to finally be over before I can hear Sutton angelic voice. Did I say how much a missed her? "Welcome back! Please put your hands together for the wonderful Sutton Grimsaw who is debuting her brand new song 'All Too Well'! " Alan cheers and then the crowd goes wild. I guess they are really excited for Sutton to perform. She sits at a shiny black piano, she starts, when the crowd quiets down, by saying, "This song is a very emotional song for me. It is about a bad break up I went through. So I hope you enjoy it." She then takes in a very deep breathe before she starts singing. I watch her very intently and I am going to listen to every lyric.

I walked through the door with you, it was cold,
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow.
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house,
And you still got it in your drawer even now.
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze.
We're singing in the car, getting lost Upstate.
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place,
And I can picture it after all these days.
And I know it's long gone,
And that magic's not here no more,
And I might be okay,
But I'm not fine at all.
'Cause there we are again on that little town street.
You almost ran the red 'cause you were looking over me.
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red.
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-size bed
And your mother's telling stories about you on a tee ball team
You tell me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me.
And I know it's long gone
And there was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to...
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night.
We dance around the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all too well, yeah.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
And maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well

The song was absolutely beautiful. Sutton got a standing ovation from the crowd. She did great. To be honest though, the song kind of hurt. I could feel all of her emotions and I remembered all of the memories that were mentioned. When we were driving back from my parents house back to London, I was staring at her intently. Just taking in her beauty and everything that happened that weekend. It was the first time she met my mum, Anne, Robin, and Gemma. Thinkinh about the memories made me have tears start to roll down my face. I just got up and felt the living room without saying a word to the lads with my face in my hands. I just laid on my bed and cried, and cried, and cried. Not being with her was literally killing me inside.

Sutton's POV

After I finished singing and walked off stage I bumped into something, actually more like someone. "Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!" I said to the person before I look up. They just laughed. I look up and saw Austin Mahone. "No Sutton. It isn't your fault. I was the one standing in the middle of the hall." "Oh.. Okay" I say slightly embarrassed. "Your performance was really good. I loved the song. It was deep." He said smiling. I take in his appearance. I never noticed how cute he was. He didn't have anything on Harry though. "Thank you. I actually wrote it a couple of weeks ago." I tell him. He was easy to talk to. It wasn't awkward or anything. We stood there for about a half hour before I told him that I should get going but before I was about to leave he said," Sutton I really enjoyed talking to you. Do you think we could do it again sometime?" He says slightly embarrassed. "Yes. Of course. I enjoyed it too!" I said smiling. It was one of the first times I had a real genuine smile since the break up with Harry. Maybe I will be able to move on and who knows maybe it will be with Austin. "Great! So can I have your number Sutt?" "Yeah of course." I reply and then he gives me his gold iPhone 5s. I put in my number and then hand it back to him smiling. "I'll see you around Austin. Have a good night." "You too." He replies and before I am able to walk away he leans in and gives me a small peck on the cheek. I turn around and walk away shaking my head while smiling. I can feel my cheeks getting very red. I'm just happy that Austin didn't see that!

Maybe the break up with Harry was a good thing, There won't be anymore hiding. I want to be with someone who wants to show me to the world.

Notes

Comments

LOVE THIS STORY :)

malmal2585 malmal2585
4/30/14

please update soon :)

malmal2585 malmal2585
4/1/14

Pweeaseee update, no more avalon :)))))) HARRY AND SUTTON 4EVA

malmal2585 malmal2585
3/6/14

Very gd!!! Updateeee

So far it's really good :)

malmal2585 malmal2585
3/5/14