Loving Him Was Red
Interview Time
Sutton's POV
It has been almost a month since the break up. It has been hard, it gets harder everyday. Actually got some writing done though for my newest album. A lot of the songs have to do with the break up but whatever. It is a way to vent. Some of them were VERY hard to write actually. I was sitting in my room with the guitar, crying while writing down the lyrics. The songs are pretty good in my opinion though. I'm going to finish up recording them and the release the album in maybe a month.
" Sutton start getting ready! We have an interview to go to in approximately 2 hours!" yelled my sister. She has been very sympathetic towards me since the break-up. She is furious at Harry, hell even I am angry with Harry but that doesn't stop my undying love for him. Will it ever go away? Will I ever be able to move on? Gosh! I hope so!
Louis' POV
I thought Harry wanted Sutton back?! What the hell is he doing!? Sutton has an interview today and I am going to make Harry watch it with me and the rest of the lads. This is ridiculous! That boy honestly needs to get his act together. Fuck management! God! He loves the girl why doesn't he just get back together with her and dump Avalon. She is a bitch anyway. Sutton is going to be singing a new song today on the show. She wrote it about Harry apparently and it is very emotional. At least that is what El told me.
- 2 hours later-
"Harr-eh!! Get your butt out of your room and come hang out with us!" I yelled to Harry. Sutton's interview starts any minute now. I want him to see her. Especially when she performs because she is going to be very vulnerable and emotional.
Sutton's POV
I am about to go out and talk to Alan Carr. I am on his show tonight. I am kind of excited but also nervous at the same time. I don't want him to bring up the pictures of Harry and I from our date at the carvinal a month ago. My outfit for today's interview is http://www.polyvore.com/dressy_casual/set?id=72968939. I really liked my outfit. It is simple and comfortable. I hate going to an interview and wearing something totally uncomfortable just because it looks good.
My thoughts were interuppted when I hear Alan Carr say, "My next guest is a extremely beautiful and talent young lady. Please welcome Sutton Grimsaw!" I make my way down the stairs and wave at the cheering audience. I give Alan a hug before I sit down on the green couch. "Hey love! How are you today?" Alan asks. "I am very well thanks. How are you?" I say while giggling. "Great thanks!! Anything to drink?" "Just water please." I suggest while looking over at him. He gives me a weird look and says "Kind of a party pooper we have here don't we?" Everyone, including myself, start laughing at what Alan said and the audience claps.
Harry's POV
I come out of my room and sit on the couch with the lads. "What are we going to watch?" I ask curiously. "Just the Alan Carr show." Niall responds breezely. That's kind of weird, I think. We barely ever watch many interview shows. I hear Alan introduce his next guest, "Please welcome Sutton Grimsaw!" Shit, now I know why the boys wanted me to watch this interview. She does look beautiful though. I really missed seeing her. I know I said I wanted her back and believe me I do but it is hard. Firstly, I have to figure a way to get out of my 'relationship' with Avalon and secondly, how do I even know that she wants me back. Liam snaps his fingers in front of my face and says "Haz! Watch the interview!" I guess I zoned out for a bit. Alan is asking Sutton about relationships. Great. Just what I want to hear. "So Sutton, are you single?" Alan asks. Sutton smiles and says, "Yes. I am totally single. As free as a bird!" She says while laughing towards the end. 'At least she hasn't moved on yet' I say in my head. "So Sutton, what is going on with you and the one and only Mr. Harry Styles?" Alan says. I see Sutton gulp. I guess she didn't want to have to talk about me. I can see the pain behind her eyes as the camera is only on her. "Absolutely nothing is going on with me and Harry. We were just a couple of friends hanging out and having a good time. Completely harmless." She says with a fake smile. "Oh. Well that isn't as juicy as I wanted it to be." Alan jokes and once again the audience starts laughing while Sutton keeps the fake smile on her face. "If Harry was single would you ever date him?" I can see Sutton getting really uncomfortable right now. She looks as if she wants to cry. I just want to hold her. She gulps before saying," No. I would never date Harry." After she says that with a straight face I feel as though I will break down in tears in any second. I gulp when she starts talking again. "We are just friends. And that is all we will ever be. I'm not really looking for a relationship. I just want to focus on my music. But you never know when the right guy will come along." She smiles as she finishes. A genuine smile. Which breaks my heart even more. "Yes. And he will come Sutton! For sure! When we come back Sutton is going to be singing a brand new song off of her soon to be released album! Stay tuned for part 4!" Alan says with a smile.
New song? What is it about?
It has been almost a month since the break up. It has been hard, it gets harder everyday. Actually got some writing done though for my newest album. A lot of the songs have to do with the break up but whatever. It is a way to vent. Some of them were VERY hard to write actually. I was sitting in my room with the guitar, crying while writing down the lyrics. The songs are pretty good in my opinion though. I'm going to finish up recording them and the release the album in maybe a month.
" Sutton start getting ready! We have an interview to go to in approximately 2 hours!" yelled my sister. She has been very sympathetic towards me since the break-up. She is furious at Harry, hell even I am angry with Harry but that doesn't stop my undying love for him. Will it ever go away? Will I ever be able to move on? Gosh! I hope so!
Louis' POV
I thought Harry wanted Sutton back?! What the hell is he doing!? Sutton has an interview today and I am going to make Harry watch it with me and the rest of the lads. This is ridiculous! That boy honestly needs to get his act together. Fuck management! God! He loves the girl why doesn't he just get back together with her and dump Avalon. She is a bitch anyway. Sutton is going to be singing a new song today on the show. She wrote it about Harry apparently and it is very emotional. At least that is what El told me.
- 2 hours later-
"Harr-eh!! Get your butt out of your room and come hang out with us!" I yelled to Harry. Sutton's interview starts any minute now. I want him to see her. Especially when she performs because she is going to be very vulnerable and emotional.
Sutton's POV
I am about to go out and talk to Alan Carr. I am on his show tonight. I am kind of excited but also nervous at the same time. I don't want him to bring up the pictures of Harry and I from our date at the carvinal a month ago. My outfit for today's interview is http://www.polyvore.com/dressy_casual/set?id=72968939. I really liked my outfit. It is simple and comfortable. I hate going to an interview and wearing something totally uncomfortable just because it looks good.
My thoughts were interuppted when I hear Alan Carr say, "My next guest is a extremely beautiful and talent young lady. Please welcome Sutton Grimsaw!" I make my way down the stairs and wave at the cheering audience. I give Alan a hug before I sit down on the green couch. "Hey love! How are you today?" Alan asks. "I am very well thanks. How are you?" I say while giggling. "Great thanks!! Anything to drink?" "Just water please." I suggest while looking over at him. He gives me a weird look and says "Kind of a party pooper we have here don't we?" Everyone, including myself, start laughing at what Alan said and the audience claps.
Harry's POV
I come out of my room and sit on the couch with the lads. "What are we going to watch?" I ask curiously. "Just the Alan Carr show." Niall responds breezely. That's kind of weird, I think. We barely ever watch many interview shows. I hear Alan introduce his next guest, "Please welcome Sutton Grimsaw!" Shit, now I know why the boys wanted me to watch this interview. She does look beautiful though. I really missed seeing her. I know I said I wanted her back and believe me I do but it is hard. Firstly, I have to figure a way to get out of my 'relationship' with Avalon and secondly, how do I even know that she wants me back. Liam snaps his fingers in front of my face and says "Haz! Watch the interview!" I guess I zoned out for a bit. Alan is asking Sutton about relationships. Great. Just what I want to hear. "So Sutton, are you single?" Alan asks. Sutton smiles and says, "Yes. I am totally single. As free as a bird!" She says while laughing towards the end. 'At least she hasn't moved on yet' I say in my head. "So Sutton, what is going on with you and the one and only Mr. Harry Styles?" Alan says. I see Sutton gulp. I guess she didn't want to have to talk about me. I can see the pain behind her eyes as the camera is only on her. "Absolutely nothing is going on with me and Harry. We were just a couple of friends hanging out and having a good time. Completely harmless." She says with a fake smile. "Oh. Well that isn't as juicy as I wanted it to be." Alan jokes and once again the audience starts laughing while Sutton keeps the fake smile on her face. "If Harry was single would you ever date him?" I can see Sutton getting really uncomfortable right now. She looks as if she wants to cry. I just want to hold her. She gulps before saying," No. I would never date Harry." After she says that with a straight face I feel as though I will break down in tears in any second. I gulp when she starts talking again. "We are just friends. And that is all we will ever be. I'm not really looking for a relationship. I just want to focus on my music. But you never know when the right guy will come along." She smiles as she finishes. A genuine smile. Which breaks my heart even more. "Yes. And he will come Sutton! For sure! When we come back Sutton is going to be singing a brand new song off of her soon to be released album! Stay tuned for part 4!" Alan says with a smile.
New song? What is it about?
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4/30/14