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I Should've Kissed You

Chapter Forty ღ

“Wait a little bit longer Miss” the nurse said.

“I cant wait longer! My boyf—friend is in there” I correct myself.

“When the doctor leaves the room you can go see Mr. Styles” she said.

Oh I was impatient.

“Calm down” Niall said.

“How am I supposed to calm down? Harry coughed blood out!” I say pointing at my still dirty shirt. “and Louis is on his way to Eleanor and this is just not right!” I shout. Niall held both my arms I fought for some time but gave up and cried on his shoulder.

“Shh” he whispered in my hair.

“I’m a mess” I say clearing my tears.

“Here” Liam threw me his red Jack Willis hoodie. “Take that bloody shirt off” he said.


“I’m sure Hope, go get dressed” he said pointing at the bathroom. I go in the bathroom and take the bloody t-shirt out and put on his red hoodie. It smelled like Liam, it was warm too. I felt slightly better, not having Harry’s coughed out blood on me was 100x better.

I walk out the room and join the boys. The doctor walked out and I almost jumped.

“Give them some privacy” Zayn said pulling the boys back. They talked to the doctor and I just rushed into Harry’s room.

“Harry, you scared me to death damit!” I shout as I go near his bed.

“Hey, yeah I’m fine!” he said sarcastically.

I chuckle “only you to make me laugh in a time like this” I say.

“I’m fine now” he said in a husky voice.

“Are you sure?” I ask.

“I’m sure” he said holding my hand. All I’ve been waiting for was for that doctor to let you walk in those doors, because I knew seeing you would make me better” he said.

“Oh Harry” I said, I didn’t care anymore. I closed the gap between us.

“I’m sick Hope” he said stopping me.

“Who gives a fuck” I say as I finally crashed my lips against his. We stayed in the embrace just a few seconds. “I missed you Harry”

"I missed you too, so much" Harry said.

"Harry, what did the doctor say?" I ask worried.

"Oh," he frowned "he said my vocal chords are really swollen and that I need to stop to sing for a while, and it got mixed up with a flu or something like that" he said.

"You were supposed to pay attention silly!" I say.

"I was too busy thinking about you" he said.

"Gosh. I love you" I finally said.

"I love you too" he said with a smile.

"Wait, why are you wearing Liams hoodie?" He asked.

"Well, I took the bloody shirt off and he gave me his hoodie" I say playing with his thumb.

"Oh, sorry about that" he said. He coughed which worried me, but it was just a cough.
"Wait, you got undress in front of Liam?!" He instantly asked.

"What? No silly!" I said. I laugh.

The boys came in and checked on Harry.

"You finally got back?" Niall asked.

"I think so" I say with a smile.

"Good" he said smiling too.

~Later that day~ 2pm (a/n remember it was like 1am at the time)

After my big nap, well sleep, in the uncomfortable chair in the hospital, thank god Harry was out of there. We were all sitting on the couch, Louis probably had landed and was probably with Eleanor and I just couldn't stop thinking about it. About what they were going through right now. I had to call Louis, or Eleanor. Maybe I should just let it be?

“I’m going to check on Harry” I say.

I walk to the guest room and join Harry on the bed.

“Hey babe” I say. “how’re you feeling” I ask.

“The fever is going away finally, but my vocal chords still hurt” he frowned.

“You’ll be singing in no time!” I say enthusiastically.

“Our tour was moved because of me, am I supposed to feel good?” he asked.

“Your health is more important than anything!” I say.

“Yeah…” he sighed.

“When was it moved too?” I asked.

“February 21, the day after the Brit Awards 2013” he said.

“That gives us one more month to spend together” I say. He was now resting his head on my shoulder.

“That’s the only good side” he said.

I smile as he smiles back.

“Harry” I say “I’ve been thinking..” I sigh.

“About Louis and Eleanor?” he asked.

“Yeah… I feel the need to call them” I say.

“Then call them” he said.

“What if…”

“You wont know if you wont try” he said.

I nodded and reached for my phone. I dialed Louis number.

It started calling.

hello?” Louis said from the other line

Lou, its me.. Hope” I say nervously.

Hope! I’m with El on our way to the doctor, thank you for telling me, she needed my help, and I’m sorry of how I acted” He said. Wait he wasn’t mad?

What are you going to do?” I ask.

I don’t belive those pregnancy test things, so we’re going to the doctor and do it the old fashion way, just to be sure, and if she is carrying my baby, then we’ll be a happy family” he said with some doubt in his voice.

Louis, what about the band?” I ask.

well if I had to choose, being here for Eleanor is more important” he said.

so you’re saying what I think you’re saying?” I ask worriedly.

if it comes to that point yes, I have to, look im on a cab and with El I’ll keep you updated by text okay?” he said.

Yeah,” I say confused. He turned the phone off.

“He’s scared, to tell me something in front of Eleanor” I say to Harry.

“What did he say Hope?” he saw right through me like I was glass. “Why are you so worried, what are you hiding?” he asked.

“he said that if El was really pregnant he would have to drop out of One Direction” I said with a frown.

“What?” he said in shock.

“Without Louis there is no One Direction!” Harry said.

“Calm down.” I said

“This is the end, the end of One Direction? It cant end like this.” He trailed off.

One Direction cant end like this. Or can it?


dgasdhlbjdlak. here is cahpter 40! 40 already, aaaaaaaaahhhhh. end of 1D >.< NO WAY! i'll update soon. sorry i didnt update yesterday, i fell asleep finishing the chapter. hahaha
Love you alll


what app did you use to make your cover photo?
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Omg!!!!plzz plzz plzz updaattte!!!I want more!!!Aahhh!!!:)xxxx
sory guyz i ddnt have my computer for this week. i need to write chp 52. update tmr probs. love you
ahahah typo lool i meant Portugal :p