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Samanthas POV
“So do you guys want anything to drink?” Tanya smiled at us with her bubbly smile before guiding us to the kitchen. It was huge. Black stone counters were varnished to perfection, sparkling from the light coming through the window. An island was placed in the centre of the room with what looked like a stove in the middle. Bar stools were placed around it. Which was good, me and Harry liked barstools. But I doubt I would get any of his amazing pancakes whilst we were here.
Donny wasn’t with us anymore and had crashed on the sofa in the other room to watch tele. I could tell Harry was still fuming even though there was a thick walls between us. If he had the chance, Harry would probably throw Donny into it.
His arm tightened slightly more around my waist and I had to put my hand against his chest to stop myself from falling onto him.
“Would you relax Harry?” I whispered to him and his big green eyes focused onto mine. They poured into me, taking apart my every bad thought.
“How can I relax when he is here?” He shot back at me, his tongue ran over his plump lip and I so desperately wanted to kiss him. Moving my head up a little he saw what I was wanting, he moved down but the same bubbly voice interrupted us.
“So drinks?” We both looked at her at the same time, she was wearing a bikini with a loose top over it. A bottle of wine was in her hand and she was waving it at us.
“No no no don’t worry about it Tanya.” I said quickly before Harry would grab the bottle and smashed it into Donny’s head.
“Oh come on, just one glass. You guys deserve it anyway, after what happened and all.” Turning around she grabbed four glasses and started to pour the red wine into them. It sloshed back and forth a little and some spilled onto the varnished work top.
“Tanya where are we sleeping?” Harry said next to me, he was still rigid and stiff from encountering Donny. I could tell it was going to be hard to calm him down for the next few days of staying here. But I was going to do all I could. Without realising what I was doing I had traced my finger along his jaw bone and down his neck. The tip on my finger, circling his protruding vein in his neck, it was warm and made me want him even more. His eyes met mine and he looked desperate. We had been interrupted for another time and he wasn’t over it.
“In which ever spare room you want. You know where they are Harry.” She walked over and handed us a glass of wine each. Harry took mine and put it down onto the counter. I looked at him confused and then I felt his hand touching the bare skin under my shirt on my back. He was softly tracing the lower part with his hand and I felt my eyelashes flutter with desire.
“We should take our stuff up and you know just un pack the van quickly.”
“Oh Donny can help you with that!” Tanya exclaimed happily as though we were one big happy family. She left the door to get Donny and as soon as she was out of sight Harry spun me around to face him. I could feel my heart beating rapidly from wanting him and I was carefully pushed up against the island in the middle of the room.
Harry’s breathing was coming out quickly and un even, glad I wasn’t the only one. My hand cupped his cheek and his lips crashed down onto mine. When I opened my mouth to give him more he didn’t hesitate, his tongue found mine and I moaned quietly into him. My body ached for his. To touch every single nerve on his skin. To trace the dark tattoos with pleasure and have him say my name as though he craved for me.
We quickly stopped when Tanya returned with Donny. Harry quickly kissed my nose before him and Donny left to un pack the van. Leaving me with Tanya.
She smiled at me and leant back against the island.
“Harry seems pretty in love with you. And pretty desperate for you.” I noticed she said the last bit a little higher, trying to imply our sexual frustration with each other. I couldn’t find the right words to reply with, my heart was still going crazy from the kiss we just had and I could barely stand up. My knees shaking from his soft, delicate touch. “Look, me and Donny were gonna go out tonight. To see his little brother. You will have this whole house to yourselves for at least two hours. Condoms are in the draw next to the bed.” She giggled when she saw the look of horror on my face before she walked out the room for another time.
Walking out behind her, I made my way out to the front of the house. This took a while because her house was so huge and the rooms were three times the size of a normal one. I came to the front door which was open, Donny and Harry were picking up boxes and placing them in the hall way.
Harry came in and kissed me hard on the lips before he turned away to get another box. I watched him mouth the words ‘ten minutes’ at me and I could feel the blush sweeping onto my cheeks for another time.
I turned around my cheeks still blazing from heat. Tanya suddenly grabbed my arm pulling me to the big stair case. It was wooden and curved around the side of the room. Was everything polished until gleamed in this house? She pulled me up the stairs quickly and I heard the front door shut. Meaning Harry and Donny were done. But they were left alone together.
Harry would probably end up hurting Donny. Finding my strength I pulled Tanya the opposite way and she started tugging me up the stairs even harder. I winced through my teeth and I felt myself being hauled up the last couple of steps.
“Donny and Harry are alone together Tanya!” I exclaimed frantically and she brushed her bouncy curls off of her shoulders.
“They will be fine, trust me. Now come on.” She pulled me along a long hall way. The walls painted a soft blue and the floor was a golden carpet. Portraits of her family hung along the sides of the walls as if they were royalty. We came to the last door and she pushed it open. “TA DA. Your new room baby.” My mouth fell slightly agape.
The room was huge. Although I was expecting that due to the rest of the house. A double bed was in the middle of the room which would look like it was made for a giant compared to Harry’s old small one. The covers were white and looked extremely fluffy. My body wanted so badly to just jump onto it and sleep for days in the dreamy silkiness it provided. The rest of the room was pretty clear, apart from two glass doors which opened up to a balcony and another door on the other side which opened up to a bathroom. Tanya laughed and urged me to move into the room more.
“Big isn’t it? Our biggest spare room. Thought you and Harry might like it. You know…for you know.” She smirked up and winked at me. I heard footsteps down the hall and Harry was in the door way, looking straight at me. Not at the room. Or the huge double bed. At me. My hollow eyes widened with a sudden nervousness and he stepped into the room, those green eyes seeping into my mind.
“Well I will leave you guys to get to it. I gotta go and get ready to go out. Oh yeah help yourself to the food in the fridge and oh yeah your glasses of wine are still down stairs. I’ll go get-“ Harry cut her off. His eyes still piercing into mine. They made me want to feel him even more. Let my fingertips run over his soft body.
“It’s okay Tanya, thanks for everything.” He turned to smile at her and she looked completely smug about what was going on between us right now.
“Of course, I won’t interrupt.” She made her way out the room and shut the door behind herself. Leaving me and Harry alone for another time today.
It was weird thinking, a few hours ago we were practically having sex in Harry’s apartment. And now we were going to try again.

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I watched him kick his boots off as he walked slowly over to me. My body was trembling more than normal and I quickly hid behind my falling hair. Every nerve in my body was screaming for him, wanting him to touch me like he’s never touched someone before. I felt his longer fingers, fiddle with the ends of my hair, his body closing the space between us. My chest was rising and falling at a rate which could be deemed inhumane. But I didn’t care. Harry’s palm pressed against my chest gently and he stroked my hair carefully.
“Calm down beautiful. Calm down.” His low voice murmured, gently caressing me. Trying to get me to feel safe and peaceful. “It’s going to be alright, I’m not going to do anything you don’t want.”
Slowly he got onto his knees and started undoing the laces on my boots again. I felt a small noise leave my lips from how scared I was becoming and he looked up at me. I looked away from him, trying not to show how vulnerable and weak I was being around him. Why did I always do this? Why did I always think I needed to be strong around him. I love him. I don’t need to be anything.
“Samantha look at me…” I shook my head and he pulled my boots off before, standing up again. His tall frame towered over mine and his hands cupped my cheeks gently, turning my face onto his. My eyes looked away from his and I kept shaking nervously. I felt warmth spread through my body as his lips pressed lightly against the corner of my mouth. My head turned and his eyes were deepening into mine. He kissed me again softly, I could tell he was trying to hold back. I didn’t want him to. I needed him. I wrapped my only arm around his neck and jumped up, luckily his hands caught me under my thighs and he pulled me closer to him. My breathing was coming out randomly and I was finding myself gasping for small bits of air now again. His soft plump lips caressed mine again lightly before I pushed mine against him with a desperate force.
He moaned and his thumbs circled under my thighs. Our mouths moved hard against each others and our tongues found the others with ease. I tightened my hold on his curls and our mouths opened even more giving the other more access. We broke apart, breathing heavily and I traced my finger down his cheek bone lightly. His eyes were watching me as I did this. Our lips brushed due to how close we were and I could feel how fast his heart was beating through his chest.
“I love you Sam…” He spoke breathlessly before a trail of kisses went along my jaw bone and down my neck.
“I love you Harry.” I said nervously and his eyes met mine again. That’s when I saw a small glisten of water cloud over his eyes lightly. The green becoming hidden by an array of liquid. “Why are you crying?” My hand caressed his cheek carefully and he kissed me again lightly.
“I’m happy. I never thought I would find someone who makes me feel the way you do Sam. Even though you smash bottles into my back and take my cigarettes from my mouth, even then you were different. Even then my whole entire weakness was you. I don’t ever want you to go. Don’t let me go Sam.”
Silence.
“Make love to me…” I choked out quietly. I searched his eyes for an answer to my sudden words. He carefully placed me down before I felt his hands pulling my top off. He dropped it onto the floor and he leaned down to my small height. His lips gently traced down to my shoulder and I felt my eye lashes fluttering with pleasure. The sling fell from my arm again and it was free to move ever so slightly more. I brought my hands up to his shirt and I pulled it up slightly, his hands were on mine helping me. Before I knew it his torso was visible again, breathing heavily his eyes watched my fingers trace his tattoos. The tips of them brushed along his defined muscles and I lightly brushed them along his nipple. His mouth parted slightly and I could tell he liked it. I noticed his fists by his sides, straining to touch me. They were becoming white and I let my hands drop from his body. His tattooed chest was rising up and down with frustration and his teeth were biting his lower lip.
My shaking hands started to undo my jeans but he was there stopping me, hid fingers carefully undid them and slowly he guided them down my trembling legs. I had been naked many times before in front of Harry, but for some reason my mind was still scared. I stepped out of my jeans and he did the same. We were back to our underwear. His warm palms were placed on my hips as his mouth met mine. I wrapped my arm around his neck and he helped me to place my other one on his shoulder. We stood, entwined with each other, our mouths moving delicately against the others as though one of us might suddenly fall away. Or we would wake up and everything would be a dream. His fingers trailed up my back lightly and I could feel my body warming up every time it brushed his. Harry’s boxers started to bulge and his eyes fell onto mine. I looked up into his and felt my bra clasp click open. The material became loose and he moved the straps down my arms slowly. Making sure everything he did I was alright with.
It fell to the floor and I looked down at my bruised, lightly scared body. I could feel my eyes clouding over with embarrassment and I hid my face in my hands. His warm touch pried my hands away from my face and he wiped the small tear with his thumb.
“You are so beautiful.” His low voice whispered and I felt another tear run down my cheek to the tip of his thumb.
“Im no-“
“Yes you are. I’ve never seen something as beautiful as you in my whole life. And I’m sure that won’t change for the rest of my life.” I felt my heart suddenly stop and then beat even quicker. My fingers trembled as I pulled the elastic on Harry’s boxers down. He helped me and then before I knew it he was completely naked. Harry had seen me naked, but I had never seen him naked before.
I glanced at his length and saw how big it was, I squeezed my eyes closed and his hands were helping me up onto the soft bed. The covers which were filled with feathers sunk when I was placed down and I looked into Harry’s eyes as he hovered above me. I could feel him rubbing the warmth in-between my legs and his fingers brushed my cheek lightly.
“Are you sure you want this Sam?” His breathing had risen higher and he was looking more desperate and desirable than before.
I nodded and he kissed me softly, I reached up for more and his hand went behind my neck pulling my lips against his harder. I released as small moan when his fingers slipped into my underwear lightly and started to run lightly over the warm, wet area. “Shhh it’s okay.” He said into my ear quietly and I found myself moaning a little more. I clung onto his neck as his fingers moved against me. Suddenly I felt the tip of one press against my entrance and I held onto him tighter as I released another moan, this time louder. His lips caressed my shaking body, and trailed down my neck. Slowly his long finger pushed it’s way into me and I cried out from the strange feeling. His other hand quickly ran itself through my hair, trying to comfort me carefully.
“Harr-“ I couldn’t finish my sentence, the feeling inside me was so different and it hurt.
“I have to do this so it won’t hurt you as much beautiful.” His velvet voice gently whispered into my ear and I cried out again when another finger pushed its way inside me. He moved them around against my walls and I held onto him as I endured the small pain sensation in-between my legs. I then realised how much I was shaking from Harry. He placed a kiss onto my lips and kept them there whilst he worked me.
I felt another jolt of pain and I clenched my teeth before my head leaned back into the pillows.
“I wish I could stop it Sam.” He spoke to me, desperately trying not to hurt me again. But failing when I stifled another cry from my bitten lips.
I felt his fingers leave me and I lay still, my breath coming out in matted gasps and he ran his fingers up to his mouth, before gently sucking on them. He leaned over me and reached into the draw next to the bed. When he came back to hovering above me a silver packet was between his lips. My bottom lip wobbled and I quickly wiped my eyes. I never thought that my first time would hurt this much even with someone who was being as careful as you could be.
“We don’t have to Sam. Tell me if you don’t. I want you to want it…” He moved the silver packet from his lips and leaned down to mine. Our mouths brushed lightly and I felt his fingers hook into my panties. Tugging them down gently.
“Har-ry.” I could barely find my voice. Our bodies were burning against each other’s and the sheets were now becoming sticky with sweat. His green eyes looked deep into my brown hollow ones and I saw him looking guilty.
“Sam we don’t have to do this now.”
“I...I want to…” He nodded and kissed me again reassuringly.
“I will be careful. I promise.” I watched as he took the silver packet and ripped it open. My eye lashes fluttered and my heart was becoming heavier in my chest. He rolled the material onto his hard length before he took my legs carefully and spread them apart. I felt my legs touch his and he leaned forward, hovering above me again. His erection pressed hard down onto me and I closed my eyes quickly. His lips kissed my forehead lightly and his hands cupped my cheeks, his thumbs brushing against my cheek bones slowly.
My chest rose up and down and his did the same. He moved one of his hands down my body to where we were meeting.
“Stay calm Sam. I will look after you.” I nodded and ran my hands into his curls, holding onto them tightly. I felt his length push against my entrance I cried out from it. He quickly went back to stroking my hair and I calming me down as I found myself releasing another cry. Slowly his erection pushed into me and I leaned my head back as I found tears rolling down my cheeks.
“Hold onto my hands beautiful.” His hands entwined with both of mine as he started to go deeper. I held them tightly and he could tell the pain was becoming unbearable for me. Warm lips brushed mine and his face was right above me. I opened my eyes and his green ones poured into me.
“Harry it…hurts.” I cried out again when he moved himself into a better position and gently rocked into me.
“I know, I know, we can stop right now if that’s what you want.”
“No-“ I said breathlessly before a moan escaped his lips and he pushed them against mine. I knew he wanted to go harder, I knew he wanted to feel me around him more and I couldn’t help but feel guilty for my in experience of sex.
Tanya’s voice called down from the hallway and we both suddenly stiffened. Our chests still rising up and down rapidly.
“Me and Donny are leaving now you guys! Have fun!” We both knew she knew what was happening between us and Harry bit his lip with frustration and what looked to me like a little bit of embarrassment.
Harry bent down and kissed me hard, our hands still entwined together and I could feel my palms becoming sticky from the heat I was radiating.
“Do you want me to carry on Sam?” Harry whispered into my lips and I watched him looking at me desperately for an answer.
“Yes…” I said bravely and he rocked into me another time. I moaned from the pain quietly but Harry moaned from how tight I was around him. One of our hands left the other and Harry moved my legs slightly so he could go deeper. I wanted so badly to touch him, feel his arms around me. To keep me safe and hold me to him.
I tried to sit up and when Harry realised what I was doing his arms quickly wrapped around my back, pulling me against him. My head fell onto his shoulder and his hands ran up and down my back gently, soothing every aching muscle. I could still feel him throbbing inside me and I shook my head quickly.
“Sam?” His hand went into my hair and brushed through it lightly.
“I don’t- want- it hurts so bad.” I managed to say breathlessly and I cried out into his shoulder when I felt his length leaving me. It was burning so bad, Harry looked down at his erection which was covered with the condom. Blood was around the end and I found more tears running down my cheeks.
His arms wrapped around my tightly and he shushed me into my trembling body.
“It happens Sam, you’ve never done it before, sometimes you rip-“
“Don’t’ please don’t.” He fell silent and I could feel his arms gently lifting me from him and placing me down onto the bed again.
I lay still whilst he threw the used condom in to the bin and pulled his boxers back on. My heart was calm down more now but it still thudded against my chest heavily. Harry’s lips kissed up my legs gently and he pulled my underwear back on. I was too tired to move. Every muscle in my body screaming from pain. I just needed to sleep. To feel his warm arms around me as he soothed me into the dreams I always dreamt of. Him.
I felt the black shirt he had been wearing drape over my head as he lifted me up a little to put it on me. I slipped my arms through it carefully and winced when my broken one was carefully guided through by his strong hands. He wrapped the sling around my neck and arm and I felt myself falling back into the bed from fatigue. The clocked showed it was only around 6pm.
“Careful Sam.” Harry’s voice flooded through me and I felt him helping me to lie down again.
“It still hurts Harry…” I said quietly, as though if I said it any louder tears would come streaming down my cheeks again.
“I know love. I will look after you.”
The covers were pulled up around us and Harry’s arms were around me, pulling my back into his strong soft torso. I could feel his warm breath on my hair and I felt my body finally tranquil again. Me and Harry had done it. Finally. It hurt. But it was my first time and our first time together.
“Thank you.”
“Thank you?” He said curiously as his hands soothed up and down my sides.
“For being careful.”
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A breeze filtered through the glass doors, as the curtains gently swayed back and forth. The sky outside was now completely black and a few silver specks of stars could be seen. Harry was lying next to me, I was now on top of him and his mouth was slightly apart. His arms still held me to him and I smiled to myself. Gently I placed a delicate kiss to his forehead before I slipped from his hold. I stood next to the bed and watched him stir to try and find me again.
“Harry I’m just going to go outside I need some air…” I knew he was still asleep but I felt as though telling him where I was would still spark up in his memory if he woke up and I wasn’t there. My whole body hurt and it felt as though I was trapped inside this room.
Quietly I made my way down the dark hall and down the stairs. Not wanting to go onto the drive I turned and found a long room which led out to the pool. Carefully I pushed the door open and came into an empty room. It was so quiet and eerie I was scared someone would jump out. I made my way passed all the pin ball machines and the air hockey when I came to the back door.
Twisting the key I pushed it open and stepped out into the warm airy night. My feet walked me around the pool. The water reflected the tiny light’s which were glowing under the water. I moved my foot to the its surface and small ripples of water spread out due to my touch.
I smiled to myself and ran my hand through my hair slowly. It was messy and knotty but I wasn’t too bothered about that right now.
I watched my shadow reflected in the water as I did everything I did. Moving around the pool I came to the deep end and looked up at the sky. The water was darker here. I had never been able to swim. If I fell in now, I would probably end up killing myself by accident. But swimming was easy right? You just move your arms and legs? Quietly I made my way around the pool and suddenly I saw another shadow next to mine.
Frantically I turned. No one was there. I pressed my hand to my head and tried to calm down.
“You are imagining things Sam…” I rubbed my eyes and started to make my way back around the pool and inside when the shadow re-appeared. Turning as fast as possible a crisp, veiny arm reached out and hooked around my neck. I was pulled back against a strong figure. And his other hand covered my mouth.
“I hope you can swim baby.”
I recognised the voice straight away.
Chris.
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Notes

Hope you guys liked this one! It was kinda bad but whatever :P
Also sorry it's so long but i had to fit the ending in.
SO CHRIS? HE IS BACK. WAT.

also I'm going to try and write another chapter today. I'm going on holiday for a week tomorrow so i might not be able to upload for a week :(

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