Donny shouted and everyone around him cheered as they all started to pour into Harry’s apartment. Suddenly I felt myself being hugged and pushed by everyone. There had to be at least 50 people right now crammed into his room. And trust me his main room was small.
“Harry!” I tried to call over the loud music that was blaring out next to me. Someone knocked into my broken arm and I winced through gritted teeth. Looking over it was a girl in a tight pink dress, glaring at me and my clothes before turning to laugh with her friends.
Pushing my way through to the kitchen counter Donny was there handing beers out to everyone and filling bowls with food.
“Oh hey Sammi ready to party?” He winked at me and I felt disgusted that my lips had been against his.
“Get out!” I shouted, he smirked and passed a beer across to me.
“Lighten up will you. I wanna see that drunk Sammi like I use to.”
“Get out Donny now.” My grip had tightened on the beer bottle neck and I was glaring at him. A load of guys suddenly fell against me and I was pushed up against the counter. They were all cheering and dancing crazily. A few of them turned their heads to see who they had flattened against the counter but even those didn’t care.
I saw brown spiralling curls move next to Donny and Tanya was there sipping on her beer.
“Oh hey Sam you alright?” She smiled and downed the rest of her drink before grabbing another one. “You arm is still broken then? And what happened to all those clothes I bought you? That black dress would be perfect right now.”
“Yes my arm is still broken. And you need to go.” I grabbed the packets of food Donny was currently opening and glared at him.
“Sammi.” He spoke sternly, suddenly I felt nervous. Donny was Donny. He had hurt me numerous times and he was here, in front of me. Looking more angry than ever.
“No! Don’t Sammi me! Get out! You have no reason to be here.” I threw the food at him and pointed to the apartment door.
Harry was nowhere to be seen. How I wish I was back on his bed, with his lips against mine. We were so close to actually doing it.
“What’s going on here then?” It was Louis, he grabbed a beer and took a swig from it before he placed a quick kiss on my cheek. “Where’s Haz Sam?”
“That’s the thing, I don’t know!” I exclaimed obviously sounding a bit too frantic because Louis expression looked slightly shocked. “He was right by the door.”
“I’ll go find him.” He said lightly and smiled before walking back into the dancing crowd. I sighed and felt Tanya pulling me towards the bedroom. When we walked in two people were making out on Harry’s bed and Tanya shooed them as though it was something she did every day. I had been to parties before yes, but I had been forced to go to them and sit with Donny the whole time as he bragged on about how amazing our no existent ‘sex’ was.
“Sit.” She instructed me but I just stood there staring at her with anger.
“Why are you here?” I spoke to her, my eyes burning into hers.
“We heard you just got out of the hospital and me and Donny thought we should bring the party to you!” She said happily before rummaging through Harry’s draws trying to find some clothes. She brought out the small, tight fitting black dress I had tried on and threw it at me.
“Go on, get changed.” Walking out the room she shut the door and I stood frozen to the spot. The black dress hanging slightly off of my shoulder from where she had thrown it. I could feel my heart subtly pounding from the music blaring in the room next door. All I wanted was Harry’s arms around me and his lips against mine. But where was he?
The door suddenly burst open and Tanya was there again. She called up over the music.
“Why aren’t you changed yet! Come on, we have loads of partying to do.” Slamming the door shut, she left me alone in the dimly lit bedroom and I started trying to undress myself. I had managed to get the top off before she came running back in again. Her hands were pulling my jeans down quickly and I squirmed away from her.
“We are both girls Sam. Relax.” I could tell she was a little tipsy and I didn’t want to encounter the first night I had met her again. Holding her hair back whilst she threw up all over me wasn’t the greatest time.
The dress was slipped over my head, luckily it was strapless so my broken arm didn’t have too much trouble getting through and she zipped it up at the back.
“Right now heels.” I glanced in Harry’s tall mirror whilst Tanya rummaged in the unpacked bag of things she had brought me.
The dress was extremely tight and small. It stopped at the top of my thigh and almost looked like I was wearing a t shirt a size too big. It hugged into my waist and had lace all around it. It was slightly see through in some areas, revealing my skin, however it was tinted darker from the fabric. My boobs looked like they were about to pop out any moment and I had to turn away from the mirror before I felt myself burn away from embarrassment.
“Tanya I can’t wear this!” I exclaimed nervously as she slid huge red heels onto my feet. “And I can’t walk in heels so you might as well take them off now.”
“Oh stop whining all the guys are gonna love it.”
“I don’t care about guys! I want Harry and I want you all gone!” When she looked at me her eyes were widened with sadness. I didn’t realise how much I had upset her by saying that before she stormed out of the room and slammed the door shut. Tanya had never really had many people to talk to, she had told me in the hospital how everyone ended up cheating on her, leaving her or even tricking her for money. I remember her telling me how even though we were barely friends it was good to have someone to moan to.
Feeling suddenly guilty by what I had said I pulled the door open and stepped into the party. The whole room stank and people were running and dancing like the world was about to end. I saw a bunch of guys making out with one girl and I felt myself feel slightly sick.
My eyes glanced around the crowded and loud room to see Tanya and Donny huddled in a corner together. Making my way over to apologise I suddenly stopped to see they were full on making out. For some reason my head became dizzy and I didn’t want to be here anymore. The room was bursting with body heat and all my muscles were aching with hurt. Why would Donny kiss me the way he did if he didn’t even care? Maybe he was drunk? But those things he said to me? Running my sweaty hand through my hair I turned to walk out the door. I had to get out of here, I need fresh air to calm my nerves down. It was as though someone had poured hot water all over me and I was burning to a crisp.
An image of blinding white light flickered in front of my eyes and I screamed. My hands cowering over my face and I felt myself shaking uncontrollably. Chris.
Light.
Explosion.
Knife.
Hospital.
Looking up slowly, scared of what I might see I noticed eyes all looking at me confused. I was in the middle of the room, cowering away from everyone and shaking. Tanya and Donny had stopped and they were staring at me with shock. My head was screaming, I was so hot that my body had reminded me of the fire licking the walls in Chris’s kitchen.
My breathing hitched up a speed and I felt myself gasping for air. The party had started again and no one was taking notice of me breaking down in the centre of the room.
Running to the door I felt my ankles twist and I fell. The high heels had caused me to fall and I was being stood on by dancing lunatics. I felt my body still shaking and my breathing going crazy. Throwing the shoes out of the way I jumped up with dizziness and stepped out into the corridor, shutting the door quickly behind me. I could still hear the blaring music and noticed a few couples with drinks kissing down the hallway.
I leaned back against the door and closed my eyes, trying to calm my breathing down. It was no use I felt like at any moment Chris’s knife was going to stab me.
My bare feet picked up and I ran down the hall, not looking back.
I could feel my heart pounding hysterically against my thin chest, as though in any moment it was going to tear in two. My tight black dress which hitched up even higher as I ran. Coming to the end of the hall I turned to the right, seeing the door for the stairs. Using my hand to move my wild hair from my face I ran towards it.
As soon as the door pushed open, my heart was going crazy. My body was shaking even more now and all I could hear was Chris’s voice in my head.
“Now now shhhh all I want is a beautiful girl to love me back. Yet she goes and kisses Harry and then kisses the guy who use to hurt her.”
“No! No! No!” I screamed and my hand scrunched up into my hair as I tried to block out his voice. It was running through my mind, emptying everything I had ever loved and replacing it with darkness.
Then suddenly the blinding light from the explosion tormented my eyes again.
“NO CHRIS STOP IT PLEASE” I felt my lips scream and shout these words as I ran down the stairs. Tripping and falling as I tried to get out as fast as I could.
“Awww baby I didn’t mean to do that, you are just moving too much. Now lie still and it will all be over soon.”
Turning around frantically I checked to see if I was alone and saw no one. I tripped backwards down the last few steps and saw my leg cut from the stone ground I had fallen on.
My only free hand pushed me up as fast as I could and I ran straight into someone’s torso.
Chris.
Screaming and crying I tried to pull myself free, hitting him as hard as I could.
“NO PLEASE CHRIS STOP.” I felt tears running down my cheeks and I cried over and over again. My throat let out small gasps of air and my body was sweating and shaking.
“No can do sweetie, that would be too easy. Where is lover boy now? You can never do anything right can you? Maybe you should have just died when you attempted suicide.”
I felt my body slowly shut down from his voice and I felt my knees give away. My head was screaming from pain and I grabbed my hair as hard as I could, trying to hurt myself in any possible way.
“NO!” I screamed again, arms pulling me back up and I fell into him. I was so weak.
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Harry’s POV
She was screaming and crying, her whole body was shaking and I had to hold her arms to stop herself from hurting herself.
“Louis get the party out of my apartment now. Get the guys to help you just get them out!” I found myself shouting frantically as I held her frail body in my arms. She kicked and screamed, thumping her only hand against me trying to make me drop her. Didn’t she realise it was me?
“Is she alright?” Louis responded crouching a little so he was looking directly into her blood shot and glistening eyes.
“No.” Was all I said. My hands ran up and down her back and I picked up her steadily into my hold. Trying to calm her.
Looking into her deep brown hollow eyes I saw another tear unlatch itself and tremble down her cheek. Her head was moving around quickly as though someone might jump out at any second. I held her tighter to me as I carried her back up the stairs, behind Louis. He was now running ahead and shouting for everyone to leave. A small noise escaped from her trembling lips and I placed a light kiss against her forehead.
“Everything’s alright Sam, no one’s going to hurt you now.”
“H-harry where were you…?” This came out her lips trembling and her face held a sadness that no one would be able to decipher. I wasn’t there for the girl I loved when she needed me. I left her alone in a party whilst I went all pissed and stormed off on my own.
How could I have done this to her?
Loads of bodies walked passed us, whining about how the party had only just started. Pushing past them I finally found my apartment empty once more.
It was destroyed. The sofa had been turned upside down and cups, beer bottles and other unknown things were strewn across the floor. Food was smeared along the kitchen counter a pair of red high heels were left at my feet.
Louis opened the bedroom door for me and I went to lie Sam down when a girlish scream sounded.
“WHAT ARE YOU DOING GET OUT!” I looked to see Donny, he was naked on top of Tanya with sheets only just covering him. He looked angry and was shouting towards the three of us entering.
I was fuming. MY bed. MY apartment. And the person I hated most in the entire world fucking my ex-girlfriend in front of me.
Before I knew it Sam was crying even more and Tanya grabbed Donny’s shirt and ran out of the room.
“You better follow her now.” I said sternly, Louis hand on my shoulder trying to calm me down. My head was screaming to hit him and I felt my arms tightening on Sam’s small body.
“Upset that I fucked someone Harry? Don’t worry she’s next anyway. We all know you are too pussy to do it yourself.”
That was it.
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Notes

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