Irresistible Darkness (Inspired by "Dark")
Chapter 5
"So, do you prefer pizza or chinese food?"
We were sitting on his couch watching tv. I mean, he was watching tv, I was just looking to the ground trying to figure out a way to get out of there.
"whatever you like best."
"Hey, look at me." I didn't respond. He grabbed my chin and pulled it up to make me face his emerald eyes.
"Do I frighten you?" I lowered my head again freeing my face from him not responding. Yes, you scare the hell out of me. No Kate, you can't say that. You would only make things worst for you.
"So, pizza or chinese?" He said holding his phone.
"Chinese."
"What do you want me to order?"
"Whatever you order is good."
"If you say so." He got up and went to the hallway. I quickly grabbed my phone from my purse. I had to new messages. One from Skyllar and other from Allison. I decided to open my sister's first.
From: Sky
- I wanna know details about the sex later ;)
To: Sky
- Shut up! I'm not having sex with him.
I sighed and opened the message from Alli.
From: Alli
- Where are you? Where did he took you? Xx
To: Alli
- His flat :/ xx
From: Alli
- You're kidding right?!
To: Alli
- I wish I was. He's ordering chinese food while we speak.
From: Alli
- Don't worry. Everything will be alright Kittie-Kat. Good luck Xx
I hid my phone in my purse again and watched tv while I was waiting for Harry.
"Ten minutes." He said entering the living room.
"What?"
"The food will be here in ten minutes."
"Oh, ok" He sat beside me on the couch.
"Has anyone ever touch you before?"
"W-What?"
"Fine, I'll ask directly. Are you a virgin?" I could feel his gaze on me but I didn't took my eyes from the tv.
"that is not a question that you have the right to ask."
"Why?" He had a smirk on his face.
"because it isn't." I think, because of my voice tone, the answer was obvious.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"Fine, now is my turn. How old are you?" I turned to him. I was grabbing my legs to my chest waiting for an answer.
"Twenty."
After that no more talking. Harry was getting closer to me. He put his left harm around my shoulders. When he did this I gave a little jump but I didn't said anything.
"Kate."
"Hm?" I didn't look at him.
"Look at me." Shit. Just look at him Kate. Relax...
I looked at him. He grabbed my chin, he was getting closer, glancing between my mouth and my gaze. Hopefully the bell rang.
"You should go answer that." I turned my face again to the tv. He gave a small laught before get up and go to the door. He came back with two bags with a Chinese logo on them.
"Did you order for two or four people?" I said looking at the food that was now on the coffee table.
"I eat a lot."
"Oh, ok." While we were eating, Harry's gaze didn't got off of me. I tried to ignore the most but sometimes, our gazes met. I was still afraid about what he could do. He tried to kiss me before the bell ring, he would try to do it again.
When I finished eating, I put my hair in messy bun forgetting that I had still a bruise.
"That looks good on you ya know. Maybe I should do another."
"Don't."
"Why, That way everyone would know you are only mine."
"No." Now I looked at him.
"Maybe in another time." A smirk appeared on his face. "Come on, it's almost midnight. I'm gonna take you home." I quickly got up and grabbed my purse. I went almost running to the door not waiting for him. He laughed a little and then joined me by the door. We went to his car. During the trip he had his hand on my thigh. I was "playing" with my fingers just wanting to go to bed and forget this day. When he stopped the car in front of my car there was a moment of silence.
"We definetly are gonna do this again." I didn't answer and got out of the car. I was walking towards my front door when he grabbed my hand. I turned to facing him with a malicious face. He put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me against him. His lips crashed mine. I didn't do any movement. I was just standing there forzen with my eyes wide open while he was holding my waist with one hand, and the other was still on the back of my neck. He pulled away and intertwined our fingers. We started to aproach my front door when I started to retrieve my keys from the purse he started kissing the bruise he caused me. Chills were running through my body. with the feeling of his touch.
When I got my keys he stopped. I decided to say good night. His lips quickly touched mine.
"Good night beautiful."
I saw him walk away towards his car. I got into the house. When closed the door behind me I leaned on it and I slided to the ground. My legs were against my chest, I crossed my arms over my legs and rested my forehead on them. what do I do now?
We were sitting on his couch watching tv. I mean, he was watching tv, I was just looking to the ground trying to figure out a way to get out of there.
"whatever you like best."
"Hey, look at me." I didn't respond. He grabbed my chin and pulled it up to make me face his emerald eyes.
"Do I frighten you?" I lowered my head again freeing my face from him not responding. Yes, you scare the hell out of me. No Kate, you can't say that. You would only make things worst for you.
"So, pizza or chinese?" He said holding his phone.
"Chinese."
"What do you want me to order?"
"Whatever you order is good."
"If you say so." He got up and went to the hallway. I quickly grabbed my phone from my purse. I had to new messages. One from Skyllar and other from Allison. I decided to open my sister's first.
From: Sky
- I wanna know details about the sex later ;)
To: Sky
- Shut up! I'm not having sex with him.
I sighed and opened the message from Alli.
From: Alli
- Where are you? Where did he took you? Xx
To: Alli
- His flat :/ xx
From: Alli
- You're kidding right?!
To: Alli
- I wish I was. He's ordering chinese food while we speak.
From: Alli
- Don't worry. Everything will be alright Kittie-Kat. Good luck Xx
I hid my phone in my purse again and watched tv while I was waiting for Harry.
"Ten minutes." He said entering the living room.
"What?"
"The food will be here in ten minutes."
"Oh, ok" He sat beside me on the couch.
"Has anyone ever touch you before?"
"W-What?"
"Fine, I'll ask directly. Are you a virgin?" I could feel his gaze on me but I didn't took my eyes from the tv.
"that is not a question that you have the right to ask."
"Why?" He had a smirk on his face.
"because it isn't." I think, because of my voice tone, the answer was obvious.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"Fine, now is my turn. How old are you?" I turned to him. I was grabbing my legs to my chest waiting for an answer.
"Twenty."
After that no more talking. Harry was getting closer to me. He put his left harm around my shoulders. When he did this I gave a little jump but I didn't said anything.
"Kate."
"Hm?" I didn't look at him.
"Look at me." Shit. Just look at him Kate. Relax...
I looked at him. He grabbed my chin, he was getting closer, glancing between my mouth and my gaze. Hopefully the bell rang.
"You should go answer that." I turned my face again to the tv. He gave a small laught before get up and go to the door. He came back with two bags with a Chinese logo on them.
"Did you order for two or four people?" I said looking at the food that was now on the coffee table.
"I eat a lot."
"Oh, ok." While we were eating, Harry's gaze didn't got off of me. I tried to ignore the most but sometimes, our gazes met. I was still afraid about what he could do. He tried to kiss me before the bell ring, he would try to do it again.
When I finished eating, I put my hair in messy bun forgetting that I had still a bruise.
"That looks good on you ya know. Maybe I should do another."
"Don't."
"Why, That way everyone would know you are only mine."
"No." Now I looked at him.
"Maybe in another time." A smirk appeared on his face. "Come on, it's almost midnight. I'm gonna take you home." I quickly got up and grabbed my purse. I went almost running to the door not waiting for him. He laughed a little and then joined me by the door. We went to his car. During the trip he had his hand on my thigh. I was "playing" with my fingers just wanting to go to bed and forget this day. When he stopped the car in front of my car there was a moment of silence.
"We definetly are gonna do this again." I didn't answer and got out of the car. I was walking towards my front door when he grabbed my hand. I turned to facing him with a malicious face. He put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me against him. His lips crashed mine. I didn't do any movement. I was just standing there forzen with my eyes wide open while he was holding my waist with one hand, and the other was still on the back of my neck. He pulled away and intertwined our fingers. We started to aproach my front door when I started to retrieve my keys from the purse he started kissing the bruise he caused me. Chills were running through my body. with the feeling of his touch.
When I got my keys he stopped. I decided to say good night. His lips quickly touched mine.
"Good night beautiful."
I saw him walk away towards his car. I got into the house. When closed the door behind me I leaned on it and I slided to the ground. My legs were against my chest, I crossed my arms over my legs and rested my forehead on them. what do I do now?
8/17/13