I'm in love with my best friend?
How do I kiss?
I didn't know whether to say yes or no. I mean, why the sudden move? Out of all this time, now he asks me out on a date? It seems like my mouth had a mind of its own and said yes.
"Great pick you up around eight." he reached for my butt and I stood there nervous of what he was about to do. He grabbed my phone and typed in his number. He put it back in an whispered into my ear.
"I am going to show you the time of your life, saturday night." I could hear him smirking.
I shivered at his words. He walked away smirking at me. Shit. Harry is going to be mad.
"What the hell was that?" Harry said. He clearly seems pissed off.
"Zach asked me out on a date." I smiled, knowing that I finally went out on a date with someone.
"You should not go, amy." He said.
"Why not?" I pouted.
"Because. He only wants one thing and one thing only."
"And what's that?"
"Forget it Amy, just please don't go." He pleaded.
"But I am finally going on a date with someone! How can I not go?!" I said raising my voice.
"I'm telling you Amy, you're going to regret it!" he yelled back. His green turned into a darker shade.
"Harry you are not my father, stop acting like it! I'm going on this date whether you like it or not." I yelled. How could Harry be like that? I finally get a date and he just tells me to turn it down? He is not the boss of me. I want to be happy.
"Fine Amy. Don't say I didn't warn you." He said."and don't some crying to me when it goes downhill." He walked away with fists. I scoffed.
~ later that day ~
School ended and since that little argument Harry and I just had, I'm guessing I'm going to take the bus home today. I walked to the bus and right when I was about to go on the bus I get pulled back by a strong grip.
"What?!" I yelled still angry about the fight.
"I'm taking you home." A husky voice said.
I looked back and saw Harry. What the hell does he want? I thought he was mad at me.
"Aren't you mad at me?" I said.
"No. I can never be mad at you, princess." He smiled, showing his dimples.
I missed that word. I know it's only been a couple of hours but I missed him calling me that name.
"If I go, will you give me crap about the date tomorrow night?" I asked, crossing my arms.
"No." he said slightly angry. I can tell.
"Ok." I walked with him to his car and got in. I buckled my seat belt and looked at Harry.
"Thanks Harry." I said. "for giving me a ride."
"No problem." He starts the engine and drove off.
It was quiet in the car. I would sometime look at Harry and he would sometimes look at me. We arrived at my house. I unbuckled my seat belt and looked at Harry.
"Well, bye Harry." I smiled.
"What? I don't get a kiss?" He said pouting.
I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. I'm glad he's not mad at me. He smiled, showing his dimples.
"Bye love, call me whenever you need anything."
"Kay, will do." I said closing the car door. He waved at me and drove off. I walked back inside the house and I can see my mom doing dishes.
"Guueeesss whoo got a daaaaaate." I said singing.
"I'm going to go with... You?"she replied sarcastically.
"We got a winner!! Ding Ding ding!" I said laughing.
"Who's taking you?" She said walking to me.
"The popular kid at school, Zach." I smiled.
My moms face turned to a frown.
"What's wrong? Why are you sad?" I asked confused. Isn't she happy that I finally got a date?
"Well, I was hoping it would be Harry. It's never a good idea to go out with popular kids." She said worried.
"Mom don't worry, it's just a date." I said walking up the stairs.
I went to my bedroom and laid down on my bed thinking about the date. Ooh! I need to tell perrie and Eleanor! I sat up and reached for my phone and dialed the number to Perrie's phone.
"Hey gorgeous!" Perrie said.
"Hi! Hey listen, I got a date with Zach tomorrow!" I said excitedly.
"OH MY GOD!!!" She squealed."When is it?! *gasp* Does Harry know?"
"Calm down. It's going to be tomorrow night and yes Harry knows."
"Oh shit. She mumbled.
"Why what's wrong?" I asked.
"Oh, nothing... I'm just really excited for you!! You .. just need to learn how to kiss him."
My eyes go wide. I didn't know how to kiss. I have never kissed anyone. Shit. What if he makes fun of me?
"We'll I have to go! Zayn's here ."She said giggling."Zayn stop it!" Then she hung up.
I was still scare of what's going to happen if I didn't know how to kiss him. I must learn!! But how? How am I going to find a boy that I can say 'Hey can I practice kissing you?' [BZZZ]
I looked at my phone and it said:
Harry :) :
Hey we need to work on that packet we got from health class. Can you come over? ;) xx
Amy :
Yea sure :)
Hey, maybe Harry can. He will understand... Right? I don't know, but we'll see.
~ at Harry's house ~
"What the fuck is this?" Harry said, confused.
"Calm down, boy. It's just a problem." I said giggling at his confusedness."The answer is 42." I said writing it down.
"You're really smart Amy, you know that?" He said."and not to mention, your beauty."
"Thank you Harry. You don't need to say that." I said blushing.
"I'm serious though. If no guy can see that, then they can eat crap."
I laugh at his sillyness. Then I remembered about the kiss that I needed to learn. I don't know how to say it. Ugh. Will he be mad or sad or will it make everything awkward? My mouth went on without me.
"Harry, can you do me a huge favor?" I mumbled.
"Sure princess." Green eyes staring at me.
"Uh.. It's not easy saying this but.... Can you teach me how to kiss?" I said fast. I fiddled with my fingers. Then Harry laughed.
"Are you serious?"
"Yes. I have never kissed anyone. Don't rub it in." I said irritated.
"And you want me to teach you?"
"Well. Yea. But if you don't wan-"
"Okay." Harry said interrupting me.
"Huh?" I asked confused.
"I'll teach you." He smiled. It seems like he wants to.. Hmm.
"Really? Thanks Harry. So what do I do?"
He gets up to his bed and pats next to him, signaling me to sit next to him.
I sit cross-legged on his bed, facing him. "Here. Take this."He throws me a pillow at me.
Ooh.
Yum.
It smells just like him.
But, uh, excuse me. I've already tried practicing on my pillow, and it was NO help!
"No, that won't work." He quickly snatches the musky thing away from me. "Too big. I know, hold your hand up to your face," he orders. "Kiss it."
I look at him like he's nuts, but he nods his head yes, so I hold my palm up in front of my face and push my lips into it.
"Turn sideways a bit, so I can see better," he bosses, so I turn. "Okay, but your puckering is way too tight. You're not kissing your grandma Amy."
"No, worse," I gripe, "I'm kissing my hand."
He glares at me. I think I had better just do as he says.
"Just loosen your lips. Try again."
This time I pucker my lips, but then try to make them loose. I glance over at him, my eyebrows raised in hope.
"Alright, now slightly open your mouth."
I try to slightly open my mouth. "This feels ridiculous."
"Hmm, well okay then." He jumps off his bed, shuts and locks his door, and turns off the light. There's plenty of light coming through his window from the streetlight, so I can still see him. But I must appear slightly alarmed, because he says, "Look, I just don't want my sister walking in on this."
"Great pick you up around eight." he reached for my butt and I stood there nervous of what he was about to do. He grabbed my phone and typed in his number. He put it back in an whispered into my ear.
"I am going to show you the time of your life, saturday night." I could hear him smirking.
I shivered at his words. He walked away smirking at me. Shit. Harry is going to be mad.
"What the hell was that?" Harry said. He clearly seems pissed off.
"Zach asked me out on a date." I smiled, knowing that I finally went out on a date with someone.
"You should not go, amy." He said.
"Why not?" I pouted.
"Because. He only wants one thing and one thing only."
"And what's that?"
"Forget it Amy, just please don't go." He pleaded.
"But I am finally going on a date with someone! How can I not go?!" I said raising my voice.
"I'm telling you Amy, you're going to regret it!" he yelled back. His green turned into a darker shade.
"Harry you are not my father, stop acting like it! I'm going on this date whether you like it or not." I yelled. How could Harry be like that? I finally get a date and he just tells me to turn it down? He is not the boss of me. I want to be happy.
"Fine Amy. Don't say I didn't warn you." He said."and don't some crying to me when it goes downhill." He walked away with fists. I scoffed.
~ later that day ~
School ended and since that little argument Harry and I just had, I'm guessing I'm going to take the bus home today. I walked to the bus and right when I was about to go on the bus I get pulled back by a strong grip.
"What?!" I yelled still angry about the fight.
"I'm taking you home." A husky voice said.
I looked back and saw Harry. What the hell does he want? I thought he was mad at me.
"Aren't you mad at me?" I said.
"No. I can never be mad at you, princess." He smiled, showing his dimples.
I missed that word. I know it's only been a couple of hours but I missed him calling me that name.
"If I go, will you give me crap about the date tomorrow night?" I asked, crossing my arms.
"No." he said slightly angry. I can tell.
"Ok." I walked with him to his car and got in. I buckled my seat belt and looked at Harry.
"Thanks Harry." I said. "for giving me a ride."
"No problem." He starts the engine and drove off.
It was quiet in the car. I would sometime look at Harry and he would sometimes look at me. We arrived at my house. I unbuckled my seat belt and looked at Harry.
"Well, bye Harry." I smiled.
"What? I don't get a kiss?" He said pouting.
I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. I'm glad he's not mad at me. He smiled, showing his dimples.
"Bye love, call me whenever you need anything."
"Kay, will do." I said closing the car door. He waved at me and drove off. I walked back inside the house and I can see my mom doing dishes.
"Guueeesss whoo got a daaaaaate." I said singing.
"I'm going to go with... You?"she replied sarcastically.
"We got a winner!! Ding Ding ding!" I said laughing.
"Who's taking you?" She said walking to me.
"The popular kid at school, Zach." I smiled.
My moms face turned to a frown.
"What's wrong? Why are you sad?" I asked confused. Isn't she happy that I finally got a date?
"Well, I was hoping it would be Harry. It's never a good idea to go out with popular kids." She said worried.
"Mom don't worry, it's just a date." I said walking up the stairs.
I went to my bedroom and laid down on my bed thinking about the date. Ooh! I need to tell perrie and Eleanor! I sat up and reached for my phone and dialed the number to Perrie's phone.
"Hey gorgeous!" Perrie said.
"Hi! Hey listen, I got a date with Zach tomorrow!" I said excitedly.
"OH MY GOD!!!" She squealed."When is it?! *gasp* Does Harry know?"
"Calm down. It's going to be tomorrow night and yes Harry knows."
"Oh shit. She mumbled.
"Why what's wrong?" I asked.
"Oh, nothing... I'm just really excited for you!! You .. just need to learn how to kiss him."
My eyes go wide. I didn't know how to kiss. I have never kissed anyone. Shit. What if he makes fun of me?
"We'll I have to go! Zayn's here ."She said giggling."Zayn stop it!" Then she hung up.
I was still scare of what's going to happen if I didn't know how to kiss him. I must learn!! But how? How am I going to find a boy that I can say 'Hey can I practice kissing you?' [BZZZ]
I looked at my phone and it said:
Harry :) :
Hey we need to work on that packet we got from health class. Can you come over? ;) xx
Amy :
Yea sure :)
Hey, maybe Harry can. He will understand... Right? I don't know, but we'll see.
~ at Harry's house ~
"What the fuck is this?" Harry said, confused.
"Calm down, boy. It's just a problem." I said giggling at his confusedness."The answer is 42." I said writing it down.
"You're really smart Amy, you know that?" He said."and not to mention, your beauty."
"Thank you Harry. You don't need to say that." I said blushing.
"I'm serious though. If no guy can see that, then they can eat crap."
I laugh at his sillyness. Then I remembered about the kiss that I needed to learn. I don't know how to say it. Ugh. Will he be mad or sad or will it make everything awkward? My mouth went on without me.
"Harry, can you do me a huge favor?" I mumbled.
"Sure princess." Green eyes staring at me.
"Uh.. It's not easy saying this but.... Can you teach me how to kiss?" I said fast. I fiddled with my fingers. Then Harry laughed.
"Are you serious?"
"Yes. I have never kissed anyone. Don't rub it in." I said irritated.
"And you want me to teach you?"
"Well. Yea. But if you don't wan-"
"Okay." Harry said interrupting me.
"Huh?" I asked confused.
"I'll teach you." He smiled. It seems like he wants to.. Hmm.
"Really? Thanks Harry. So what do I do?"
He gets up to his bed and pats next to him, signaling me to sit next to him.
I sit cross-legged on his bed, facing him. "Here. Take this."He throws me a pillow at me.
Ooh.
Yum.
It smells just like him.
But, uh, excuse me. I've already tried practicing on my pillow, and it was NO help!
"No, that won't work." He quickly snatches the musky thing away from me. "Too big. I know, hold your hand up to your face," he orders. "Kiss it."
I look at him like he's nuts, but he nods his head yes, so I hold my palm up in front of my face and push my lips into it.
"Turn sideways a bit, so I can see better," he bosses, so I turn. "Okay, but your puckering is way too tight. You're not kissing your grandma Amy."
"No, worse," I gripe, "I'm kissing my hand."
He glares at me. I think I had better just do as he says.
"Just loosen your lips. Try again."
This time I pucker my lips, but then try to make them loose. I glance over at him, my eyebrows raised in hope.
"Alright, now slightly open your mouth."
I try to slightly open my mouth. "This feels ridiculous."
"Hmm, well okay then." He jumps off his bed, shuts and locks his door, and turns off the light. There's plenty of light coming through his window from the streetlight, so I can still see him. But I must appear slightly alarmed, because he says, "Look, I just don't want my sister walking in on this."
9/19/13