I'm in love with my best friend?
Ugh, school.
BEEEP! BEEEP! BEEEP! [CRASH] I threw my alarm clock across my room. I hate that ANNOYING sound!! UGGHH!! I lazily opened one of my eyes and looked to where I saw my alarm clock. It had a bunch of little nuts and stuff thrown across the floor. Looks like I have to buy another clock ... again.
"Was that another alarm clock?!" My mom yelled from downstairs. "You know, someday we are gonna have a trashcan full of broken clocks!"
That was my mom, Lilli. She works as a nurse. She works day and night shifts so she gets paid double. This means that I am pretty much home alone, but I honestly don't mind. I just miss her meals. I get really tired of eating leftover and frozen foods. My dad would always cover dinner for her but unfortunately, my dad is.. erm.. gone. He died in a car crash. I sometimes manage to get over the fact that he was gone, even though I want to cry.
I sit up lazily on the edge of my bed, rubbing my eyes harshly. My door squeaks open and my mom walks in the room with a basket of clean clothes for me to hang up but I eventually end up stuffing it in my drawers.
"Sweety, if you keep rubbing your eyes like that, your eyes will pop inside your head."
I giggled and said sarcastically, "Sure mom, that will happen."
"It wiiill." She said in a sing-songy voice.
She dumped my clean clothes on my bed and she walked over to my dirty clothes and she put the clothes in the basket. She walked out of the room.
"Get your lazy ass out of bed if you don't want to be late for your bus!" she yelled.
I got up and walked to my bathroom like a zombie. I'm not really a morning person. I locked the door knowing that my mom walks into the bathroom without knocking. I took my clothes off and hopped into the shower. I let the warm water run down my body. I could stay like this forever. But I quickly washed my hair and my body as I realized that I have school to attend to. I stepped out of the bathroom and wrapped myself in my pink towel. I walk to my room, to my closet and pulled out the clothes that I had planned for today. It was a turquoise shirt with rhinestones on the collar with ripped skinny jeans. I put that on along with my white converse. These are the only shoes that I like in my closet. I walk back to my bathroom and dryed my hair leaving it in their natural curls. I brushed my teeth and put deodorant on. I sprayed my favorite vanilla perfume on. I walked to my room to see what time it was. Then I saw my clock broken. Damn. I looked over to my phone on my bed and it said 6:58! SHIT! My bus arrives here in 2 minutes! I quickly grabbed my phone and slid it into my back pocket. I ran to where my homework was at and tripped on my shoelaces. [THUD]
"OWW!" I grabbed my knee. Ow, that really hurts.
But I have no time for pain! I quickly tied my shoelaces and reached for my homework and sighed knowing that I never finished it. I stuffed it into my backpack not caring that I crinkled the papers. I zipped it up and ran out my bedroom door. I ran down the stairs and gave my mom a quick peck on the cheek.
"See you later!" I yelled. I ran out the front door slamming it. Whoops.
I ran to my bus stop and I saw that there were people getting on. I ran as fast as I could and I safely made it on the bus. I sat on one of the empty seats and panted from my running. looked out my window to see a cloudy sky. Not uncommon here in Holmes Chapel. I looked to my left and I saw Harry. Harry is the kid that the bully would pick on. Nicole was the bully. Yea, a girl. Out of all the kids in the whole school, she decides to only pick on Harry. Sometimes she would pick on me, whenever Harry isn't here. Harry never stood up to her. Nobody did. Not what happened after this one girl who tried to help Harry.The bully punched her in the face and the girl cried. Soon later she moved schools. What a baby, I mean, it's just one punch. Harry is in the same grade as me. We have 5 classes together. I would usually sit in the back of the class, afraid of judgemental comments on my weight and height etc. People think I'm a loner, that I'm in my own little world. I mean It's not my fault if I want to avoid being called "fat" or "shorty". They even started these rumors of me saying that I talk to myself to keep me company. So not true! But they are rumors, what do you expect? Harry turned to look at me and I quickly looked away, embarrased that I was staring at him this whole time.
The bus then stopped and opened the doors. People came on the bus. Then I saw, Nicole. She smirked at me. I just ignored her and pulled out my ipod and put my headsets in my ears. I listen to music to let time go by. The bus started moving and then i felt my headsets being pulled off of me. I turned around to see Nicole grinning at me with my ipod in her hands.
"Give it back." I said calmly.
'Why don't you make me?"
She started to throw my ipod around to her snotty friends like if it was a ball. I tried to grab it but I couldn't. She was too fast for me. She laughed as they continued to throw my ipod around. The bus then stopped. Nicole handed me my ipod but before I could grab it, she threw it across the bus causing it to shatter. I felt my eyes go teary as I saw that my ipod was broken. My dad gave me that ipod before he passed away and that was the only thing I had left of him. It made me feel better when I listened to music on that ipod. But now it's gone.. into a thousand pieces. As I felt my tears starting to fall, I quickly used my shirt as a tissue to wipe away the tears. I couldn't let Nicole know that she defeated me. Even though she did. I won't show it.
Nicole smirked at me then everybody ran off the bus to school. Before Nicole got off the bus, she stomped on my ipod. She laughed and walked off with her friends. I wanted to die right here, and right now. But I couldn't. I got off my seat and picked up the remains of my shattered ipod. I walked off the bus and put it in my backpack. I wanted to cry my eyes out but I will not cry. I will not show it. "Sorry." I heard someone say. But I didn't bother to turn around. I ignored him and just continued to walk towards my school. Here comes another school day. Yay.
"Was that another alarm clock?!" My mom yelled from downstairs. "You know, someday we are gonna have a trashcan full of broken clocks!"
That was my mom, Lilli. She works as a nurse. She works day and night shifts so she gets paid double. This means that I am pretty much home alone, but I honestly don't mind. I just miss her meals. I get really tired of eating leftover and frozen foods. My dad would always cover dinner for her but unfortunately, my dad is.. erm.. gone. He died in a car crash. I sometimes manage to get over the fact that he was gone, even though I want to cry.
I sit up lazily on the edge of my bed, rubbing my eyes harshly. My door squeaks open and my mom walks in the room with a basket of clean clothes for me to hang up but I eventually end up stuffing it in my drawers.
"Sweety, if you keep rubbing your eyes like that, your eyes will pop inside your head."
I giggled and said sarcastically, "Sure mom, that will happen."
"It wiiill." She said in a sing-songy voice.
She dumped my clean clothes on my bed and she walked over to my dirty clothes and she put the clothes in the basket. She walked out of the room.
"Get your lazy ass out of bed if you don't want to be late for your bus!" she yelled.
I got up and walked to my bathroom like a zombie. I'm not really a morning person. I locked the door knowing that my mom walks into the bathroom without knocking. I took my clothes off and hopped into the shower. I let the warm water run down my body. I could stay like this forever. But I quickly washed my hair and my body as I realized that I have school to attend to. I stepped out of the bathroom and wrapped myself in my pink towel. I walk to my room, to my closet and pulled out the clothes that I had planned for today. It was a turquoise shirt with rhinestones on the collar with ripped skinny jeans. I put that on along with my white converse. These are the only shoes that I like in my closet. I walk back to my bathroom and dryed my hair leaving it in their natural curls. I brushed my teeth and put deodorant on. I sprayed my favorite vanilla perfume on. I walked to my room to see what time it was. Then I saw my clock broken. Damn. I looked over to my phone on my bed and it said 6:58! SHIT! My bus arrives here in 2 minutes! I quickly grabbed my phone and slid it into my back pocket. I ran to where my homework was at and tripped on my shoelaces. [THUD]
"OWW!" I grabbed my knee. Ow, that really hurts.
But I have no time for pain! I quickly tied my shoelaces and reached for my homework and sighed knowing that I never finished it. I stuffed it into my backpack not caring that I crinkled the papers. I zipped it up and ran out my bedroom door. I ran down the stairs and gave my mom a quick peck on the cheek.
"See you later!" I yelled. I ran out the front door slamming it. Whoops.
I ran to my bus stop and I saw that there were people getting on. I ran as fast as I could and I safely made it on the bus. I sat on one of the empty seats and panted from my running. looked out my window to see a cloudy sky. Not uncommon here in Holmes Chapel. I looked to my left and I saw Harry. Harry is the kid that the bully would pick on. Nicole was the bully. Yea, a girl. Out of all the kids in the whole school, she decides to only pick on Harry. Sometimes she would pick on me, whenever Harry isn't here. Harry never stood up to her. Nobody did. Not what happened after this one girl who tried to help Harry.The bully punched her in the face and the girl cried. Soon later she moved schools. What a baby, I mean, it's just one punch. Harry is in the same grade as me. We have 5 classes together. I would usually sit in the back of the class, afraid of judgemental comments on my weight and height etc. People think I'm a loner, that I'm in my own little world. I mean It's not my fault if I want to avoid being called "fat" or "shorty". They even started these rumors of me saying that I talk to myself to keep me company. So not true! But they are rumors, what do you expect? Harry turned to look at me and I quickly looked away, embarrased that I was staring at him this whole time.
The bus then stopped and opened the doors. People came on the bus. Then I saw, Nicole. She smirked at me. I just ignored her and pulled out my ipod and put my headsets in my ears. I listen to music to let time go by. The bus started moving and then i felt my headsets being pulled off of me. I turned around to see Nicole grinning at me with my ipod in her hands.
"Give it back." I said calmly.
'Why don't you make me?"
She started to throw my ipod around to her snotty friends like if it was a ball. I tried to grab it but I couldn't. She was too fast for me. She laughed as they continued to throw my ipod around. The bus then stopped. Nicole handed me my ipod but before I could grab it, she threw it across the bus causing it to shatter. I felt my eyes go teary as I saw that my ipod was broken. My dad gave me that ipod before he passed away and that was the only thing I had left of him. It made me feel better when I listened to music on that ipod. But now it's gone.. into a thousand pieces. As I felt my tears starting to fall, I quickly used my shirt as a tissue to wipe away the tears. I couldn't let Nicole know that she defeated me. Even though she did. I won't show it.
Nicole smirked at me then everybody ran off the bus to school. Before Nicole got off the bus, she stomped on my ipod. She laughed and walked off with her friends. I wanted to die right here, and right now. But I couldn't. I got off my seat and picked up the remains of my shattered ipod. I walked off the bus and put it in my backpack. I wanted to cry my eyes out but I will not cry. I will not show it. "Sorry." I heard someone say. But I didn't bother to turn around. I ignored him and just continued to walk towards my school. Here comes another school day. Yay.
9/19/13