Emaciated

I mean you can put yourself on medications to numb your mind, just like when you get a shot at the dentist for when a tooth is being ripped out of your gums, but it isn’t the same. You’re either getting physically numbed, or emotionally numbed. Some of us can be numbed without any medication, just situations.
The thing is that I go between being numb, or feeling any possible feeling there is to have in life. There’s no in between, and i should really fix that. I can’t really do that though unless if I’m under the influence of having to react for other people’s sake. Anything could happen and I wouldn’t be affected, or maybe I would be over affected. I just can’t really control how I feel, or how I want to feel. Maybe we should actually get to my life story though, because at this point I’m rambling at a new level.

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