For Your Eyes Only

I may be stressed but I know if I didn’t have the help of Liam I would be completely stressed out, meetings were piling up as was the paper work. Niall help physically releasing my stress but I felt bad asking any of them to help with the actual work load. I couldn’t help but smile thinking back to yesterday when he walked in with a cheeky smile over his face.
“So you’re receptionist or assistant has gone to lunch” he locked the door behind him and closed the blinds making sure no one could see in.
“So why are you closing my blinds?”
“Well now no one can hear or see, I felt that the way you were texting me you were a bit stressed”
“You were winding me up Niall”
“Well yes but anyway would you like a stress relief”
“Well I can never turn that down” and with that he was over to me quicker than ever, he undid his jeans and revealed his pride and joy that I have gotten to know very well. I was in a black skirt so all he did was move my thong to the side and slid right in to me making me feel every inch of him. The sex in the office was hotter than I thought it ever could be he bent me over the desk getting deeper. It wasn’t a long session and soon I was on my knees getting his load squirted in to my mouth. With the blinds all up he left just as my assistant turned up such great timing.
I shook my head of the thought and focused back down to the paperwork in front of me it’s been a month since I have been running this studio and to be honest I was very proud of myself. Tonight though I wasn’t going to get much more down so I got up and left the studio locking it up behind me. Lucky for me today was Saturday and we didn’t open up on a Sunday so a great peaceful day off tomorrow. Arriving home I walked in to a very quiet house walking through to the kitchen I saw Leah sat up with a glass of wine and one empty glass ready for me.
“Thought you could do with a glass”
“Oh thanks Leah, so where is everyone?”
“Well Louis, Zayn, Harry and Niall have gone home for the weekend to see their families”
“Oh yeah I remember Niall telling me about that where is Liam then”
“Right here, mind if I crash your girl’s night”
“Not at all pull up a seat and grab a glass”
“Red, white or rose?”
“Red please Leah”
She poured the wine out and the three of us walked on in to the living room turning on the TV just having a little chit chat. Leah didn’t stay long she left but making sure me and Liam had another of bottle of wine to go through.
“So Olivia tell me how is work actually going?”
“It’s okay you have helped a lot though so thank you”
“What are brothers for, now on to the more serious questions?”
“Oh dear go on then hit me with them?”
“Ok so you and Niall what’s going on there?”
“What do you mean?”
“I saw him leave your room a couple of times”
“Well nothing is going on just hanging out”
“Ha ok”
“Seriously were not together or anything”
“Ok I believe you there’s no problem if you did get in a relationship with him you know”
“Thanks but I don’t do the whole relationship thing”
“Why’s that”
“I just, a guy ruined it for me”
“Ok, that’s sort of convincing but come on there’s more to it then a guy cheating on you”
“Liam please”
“Olivia I am your brother now you can open up to me”
“No I can’t”
“Yes you can”
“No you don’t get I can’t, I have problems with opening up or expressing any sort of feeling anymore”
“Oh, so that’s why no relationship”
“Yeah”
“Do you mind me asking why you can’t open up any more”
“I guess I just don’t like to”
“Ok I will pretend that is the real reason for now, do you want to share this other bottle with me and put on any film you wish”
“Sounds great to me”
With mean girls finished with and two more bottles of wine downed it was time for bed I tried to fall asleep but with the wine still buzzing around my bloodstream I found it more challenging. Looking around my room I saw my mum’s song book on my bedside cabernet I just looked for a while before I reached out and took it. I went straight to the back where my mum had the title of her next song ‘For Your Eyes Only’. This could be the wine talking but I couldn’t help but think she wanted me to see this; this is only for my eyes. Maybe she planned this leaving a title for me to finish the song, the only thing she didn’t plan on is me losing all ability to play produce or write any piece of music. Okay maybe that’s going a bit dramatic I haven’t lost the ability just the motivation, courage, passion to write, produce etc... Maybe one day I might be able to but I couldn’t see it happening anytime soon besides I am way to busy with running the studio. Closing the book I rested it back on the side and let my head it my pillow trying my best to clear my mind and fall into a peaceful sleep.
***
Waking up was a dazed to me all I remember was Liam running and jumping on me saying I had to come downstairs as quickly as I could. So with that I pulled on my shorts that somehow came off last night followed by my strappy top, pulling my hair up in to a ponytail I made my way down the stairs to find Liam standing there with a massive grin.
“Liam what’s going on?”
“Well I was thinking it’s just me and you here and we can finally spend some time bonding as sister and brother”
“Right ok”
“So I had a crazy idea”
“Oh god what?”
“We are going to do an army assault course!”
“WHAT!!”
“YEAH exciting right we get to crawl through mud, climb over things swing on ropes the lot and we have to work as a team to get it done what do you think”
“Well when you said bonding I was thinking a boat trip or a shopping spree not a bloody assault course!”
“We don’t have to do it like I said crazy idea” I saw his face turn from excitement to a frown within seconds.
“No it’s fine we can do it, just promise me one thing”
“Yes yes anything!!”
“You have to help me with the paper work I have piled up tomorrow”
“Of course I would off done that anyway”
“Well this just makes sure, now how long have I got to get ready”
“5 Minutes”
“Fuck, you couldn’t off gotten me up earlier?”
“Well I tried you’re a heavy sleeper”
I didn’t bother to argue I just ran to my room and pulled on some other shorts a sports bra and a baggy top. I didn’t bother with makeup and I left my hair the same as it was, phone in my hand and some old vans on I was ready. Liam was buzzing saying he has wanted to do this for a while but none of the lads would do it with them, guess I just have more balls then they do. We took a selfie and posted it out for everyone to see Liam explained in the caption I was his sister and we were off to do this course. Texts from the lads came flooding through wishing me luck and say I was fool for doing this to be fair I didn’t have a clue what I was going to be doing I just knew it made Liam happy. The journey wasn’t long and we arrived at the massive complex were the course was laid out, looking around you saw some other groups but I was the only girl there. The instructor came over and he was called Dave, looking big a tough was a good tactic to get me to run because I really wasn’t going to stay in his company. The course was tough but to Liam he seemed to be doing it with the least amount of effort, of course I was slower but I still did it all. I may have made a few people laugh with a few pathetic attempts but they couldn’t knock me for not trying, there was one bit where I really just couldn’t reach the rope so I had to miss that bit out which I really didn’t mind. Three bloody hours later and we were done, I have never been happier for something to end I know it was a good day out but man it was exhausting. Liam drove us back home I for sure wasn’t driving as we arrived there were more cars back on the front drive way.
“Looks like the guys are back”
“Aww no more sister and brother time such a shame!”
“Hey you loved it today I saw you smile and laugh”
“I did just please not again”
“I promise thank you for doing it though”
“Hey what are sisters for”
He chuckled and we soon jumped out of the car walking in to our home hearing the laughs fill up the room. I walked with Liam to see all the lads sat around making themselves at home just watching some sort of football match on the TV.
“Liam Olivia your back and in one piece”
“Yes we are Olivia did such a great job better than what any of you would of been able to do”
“Well we will never know”
I didn’t say much I just laughed but soon left them to go have a shower as the mud was hardening and I didn’t want it to be any harder. The shower took longer than I thought as my skin was now pruning up, I pulled on an over sized t-shirt and just walked back in to my room to see Louis and Zayn sat on my bed.
“Guys do you mind”
“Nope we needed to talk to you!”
“What both of you?”
“Yeah” I got them to make room for me and I sat at the end of my bed waiting for them to talk.
“So what is it?”
“We overheard out girlfriends talking saying that both of them found other one they were dating more attractive”
“Wait what! So Louis your girl prefers Zayn and Zayn yours prefers Louis?”
“Yeah what do we do?”
“Well do a swap for the day”
“We can’t do that”
“Why not do you both really love the girl your with or can you bare going with the other”
Silence appeared but they both soon just grinned and high fived each other leaving my room saying thanks. That must have been the weirdest thing I have ever encountered but it wasn’t stopping there as I now had Niall sitting with me on my bed.

“So Liam asked you if something was happening between us”

“He did how did you know?”

“Because he just asked me to what did you say to him”

“I said we were just hanging out and nothing was happening like we weren’t together”

“Huh that’s what I said but he didn’t seem to buy it “

“To be fair he didn’t believe me either”

“He’s a weird one, anyway I was wondering tomorrow I don’t want to push you but can I play you song I’ve been writing I need a new opinion on it?”

“Urmm I have a lot of paper work to get through”

“Liam said he was helping you with it, but if it is too much don’t worry maybe another day”

“Urmm” I froze for a bit but his stare didn’t leave my eyes I looked over to my mum’s writing book and then back to Niall. Last night I was saying how the day will never come that I will be involved with music again but maybe that day could be closer than I thought.
“You will just be listing, we can do it here in the garden or something I just would like you to listen”

“How about we see what time I finish tomorrow maybe Liam will stay a close and you can play it to me in the garden that would be better for me”

“Of course whatever makes you more at ease thank you I really appreciate it now for the real reason I came in”

And with that we fell in to our almost normal routine of sleeping with each other he really knew how to work and tease my body. I made him do most of the work as I was tired from the work out I have already done today but he didn’t mind being in full control of me. After he climaxed he kissed my forehead and gave me a wink before going off to his room, I on the other hand put on t-shirt back on and walked on to the balcony to see Harry standing on his looking straight over to me.

“Olivia can I ask you something?”

“Of course what’s up?”

“Do you intend on making me a un loyal boyfriend?”

“I don’t know what you mean?”

“All weekend I was with Kendall and all I could think about was you and I couldn’t help but compare her to you”

“And what did that do for you?”

“Well it made me question why I was with her and not trying to chase after you”

“Well there is one thing that she is better at”

“Oh yeah and what’s that”

“Actually being able to allow herself to be in a relationship, you know I struggle with that”

“Yeah but everyone loves a challenge”

With that he gave me a wink and walked back inside me on the other hand I was left confused really confused so sleep was the best option for me. HaHa HAFJIE

Notes