For Your Eyes Only

The week was long but informative I have stayed out of being the entertainment for a few days as well my dad was on my case. Always checking up on me to make sure I was looking over the books and appointments, I didn’t realise just how much went in to running a studio. I was getting the hang of it as quite quickly I didn’t really have a choice though to be honest come Monday this was going to be my studio. Right now though it was time to not worry about the week ahead but worry about the night ahead and what I was going to wear. My dad was throwing a fair well party for himself and invited all friends and family over, we didn’t have much of a family and so really it was just my auntie and cousins coming over. Jade was coming down for the weekend to she tried to tell me it was to see me but I knew it was to be near Liam again. Going through my wardrobe I didn’t have Leah to help me tonight it was her day of that’s why 4 hours before the party I decided to start the process of getting ready. I wanted to look good enough for a shag as I haven’t had any in three days no action what so ever. Harry had his girlfriend round for most of this week so I couldn’t even have my late night sessions with him; Zayn has actually distanced himself from me since he was seeing his ex again. There was a quiet knock on my door all of a sudden bringing me out if my little daze.
“Who is it?”
“Louis, can I come in”
“Of course” he was the last person I was expecting to see knock on my door
“What can I do for you Lou?”
“Well actually I just wanted to chat, I need a women’s prospective and you’re the closest thing I have got”
“A right ok thanks, so I am guessing it is about your girlfriend Danielle?”
“Yeah how did you know?”
“Why else would you go to me and not her, so what’s the problem?”
“Ok you got me, well she only acts like a couple when we are in front of people and especially in front of fans and cameras but when were alone I get nothing from her”
“What not even sex?”
“Of course you would ask that, I get it sometimes but she doesn’t cuddle up to me or anything couple like”
“So sounds like she’s only wants to be with you when you’re in the spotlight”
“What should I do?”
“Well do you like her a lot?”
“Yeah I thought I was fallen for her but with this-“
“Speak to her then if you don’t speak to her to will never know she might open up to you, she might not realise she’s doing it”
“Your right, I will ask her tonight”
“Make sure you get one more bang out of her just in case maybe ask her tomorrow?”
“You and sex Olivia, but your right thanks love”
“Ha-ha that’s alright”
“By the way what’s going on with you Niall and Zayn?”
“Well nothing with Zayn no more since he is back with his ex”
“Oh right and Niall”
“Niall I’m just keeping him entertained”
“Ahh right same answer he gave”
“Really?”
“Yeah anyway must go got to start pre drinking you going to join”
“I will but I have to decide what I want to wear I haven’t got Leah here to help me”
“Ahh well if you want to impress Niall wear something green or blue”
“Thank for the heads up”
“Well you helped me so I thought I would help you”
He walked out of my room and I thought about what he said, looking through my dresses I didn’t have many green outfits. Although there was one sort of bright green dress I bought for a neon festival that should do for tonight. I still had three hours to go so a nice long shower first followed by spending an hour on trying to get my hair just right, make up didn’t take long to do and then it was time to get dress. By this point the music was blaring through the house and I could hear it filling up pretty quick. Walking out of my room it was the same as the first party Harry walked out at the same time, eyes fixed on each other only a little smile hit his face before he walked down the stairs. I fixed my boobs and then followed on down the stairs the first person I see is my Auntie Quinn. As her eyes look to me she couldn’t help scream and run over to me, I ran up to her and embraced her in to a tight hug.
“You look amazing, how was your trip”
“It was great thanks, you look great to Auntie Quinn”
“Aww thank you so have you got anyone on the go a new boyfriend I need to know about”
“Oh right in there with the hard questions, no I am just enjoying life”
“Good for you enjoy it whilst it lasts”
“Will do, anyway I’m going to get a drink”
I walked away straight in to the kitchen where I was handed a drink by one of the waiters. I looked around nodded at the people I knew as a gesture of saying hello, before I moved away there were two hands grabbing my waist.
“So green my favourite colour”
“Well a little birdie told me and I thought I would see if wearing your favourite colour would have any effect on you”
“Well I guess we will have to wait and see”
“I guess we will now let’s get some shots in”
We joined Liam, Louis, Zayn, Harry, Jade, Kendall, Danielle and Zayn’s ex who I didn’t know. I got the shots together and we were all having a laugh I saw Zayn keep looking at me biting his lip but had his arm around his girl. To be honest I still would go there with Zayn but it sort of looked liked I was paired up with Niall in this situation and to me that scared me I didn’t want to get close. So what better to do then excuse myself and head outside and look for a new guy to talk to. It didn’t take long until my eyes locked on to a guy called Elliot he went to school with my cousin and yeah we banged. He was the same age as me and has actually become very good looking, I walked on over and interpret the conversation they were having.
“Oh Olivia my favourite cousin”
“Ryan where have you been I have been looking for you?”
“No you lie you have been doing shots with your new boy band mates”
“Well I have found you now anyway Elliot right?”
“Yeah I was wondering if you would remember me”
“Well I do would you like a drink?”
“Yeah sure lead the way”
I took his hand and lead him in to the kitchen I looked over to see everyone I was with still in the same spot. Jade caught my eye and ran straight on over which caused Liam to watch and also the rest of the lads.
“Elliot, it’s me Jade”
She gave him a hug and he returned on to her us three poured some shots and started to just drink and catch up. We soon found out that I really wasn’t going to get anywhere as Elliot was now gay that always fucks up a plan to shag a guy. So instead of trying to get him in my pants me and Jade was helping him score a guy, he got lucky with someone Jade was then back to Liam and I found myself back with Niall. Maybe this is just how it was going to end up me with Niall, I mean I did wear the green dress his favourite colour. Drinks and drinks later and I couldn’t resist it anymore I was all over Niall, it didn’t take long until I was getting pulled up the stairs and towards my room.
“You remembered which room was mine”
“Well no one would forget after the memories we share in that room”
“Good point, do you want to make some more”
“Just get in there already”
With the door shut behind us I kicked off my shoes and he swept me up from the floor in his arms and carried me over to my bed. He was rough but also quite gentle at the same time which I haven’t really experienced his kisses on my neck were less forceful and he didn’t grip my body as hard. I pulled apart a bit and just looked straight in to his eyes.
“Niall why so gentle”
“I – I don’t know do you prefer it rough”
“With you, yes your great being rough”
An evil looking smirk crossed his face and that was it, it was as if I triggered a different side to him. His hands gripped tighter and spanks got harder, lips would move with more force and little marks were left everywhere. He rolled his hips in to me as his thrust got faster and deeper he wouldn’t let me on top he was in control tonight and I was loving it. I was pinned down and he did whatever he wanted sometimes stopping and forcing me to take his cock in my mouth to then flipping me on all fours and getting behind me. This way he definitely got deeper inside of me it wasn’t long after that he filled his load all in to me. Crashing down on the bed instead of laying next to him I walked out on to my balcony just needing air. Taking in a few deeps breaths the cold air on my skin cooled me down straight away.
“You know this is just not fair at all” I jumped at the voice but turned around to see Harry standing leaning on the bar looking over at me. I mimicked his actions and copied his smirk he had on his face.
“Why not I just needed some air that’s all?”
“But you are fully naked and you just fucked Niall”
“I am oh sorry about that and Niall why is that not fair”
“Urmm I don’t know why I said that”
“Ok well you should probably get back to your girl”
“Yeah... do one thing though for me”
“Depends what it is?”
“Well all I have actually seen is your arse as your arms are coving your tits can you just flash me your tits”
“You can have one tit” I dropped an arm and let him have a look his eyes were locked on my body I didn’t let him look for long as I walked back in to my room. Niall was laying there and he looked extremely hot he looked up and saw my presence smiling at me.
“Cooled down a bit?”
“Yeah you ready for round two?”
“I was hoping you would say that”
With that I was now in control I was straddling him and making him moan and grunt. This time around he didn’t mind me being in control more marks were left and more pleasure was sent through both our bodies. It wasn’t as rough as the first time it was more kinky and more teasing involved, lap dances would come out blind folds and cum just everywhere.
***
The next morning and I was in Niall’s arms I turned around so I was facing him and took this time to study his face. Messy blonde hair just made him adorable, lips plumped and pink nose wrinkling every now and then. Just as I was moving down to his neck his eyes opened up piercing blue eyes were now looking back at me.
“Moring babe”
“Morning” I whispered back he moved his arm so he was pulling me in closer to him normally I would run at this point but I felt comfortable with Niall.
“You know I never do this”
“What do you mean?” why did I even say anything I thought I was using my inside voice.
“Just this you now cuddling up with a guy”
“You mean to say you never cuddled in bed with a guy”
“Not really I did before but”
“What happened”
“Niall that is information I just cannot share, now you hungry I am?”
“Yeah, you know I will get it out of you”
“Yeah yeah whatever you say now food lets go”
Getting out of bed we got dressed and just walked down as if nothing happened, Liam gave me a raised eyebrow but is just copied as Jade was once again here. That soon stopped him food was passed out and conversation just flowed easily Harry was sat opposite me our eyes kept meeting. Our legs were entwined under the table even though his girlfriend was sat right next to him clinging of his arm. I wondered what was going on with me I was feeling something towards both Harry and Niall feeling that I promised myself I wouldn’t feel again. I enjoyed being single but even though I had slept with 3 different guys since I have been back and I flirted with Harry I haven’t messaged any guys or gone to any clubs I just stayed with in what was comfortable I guess. It was weird and I didn’t know what was going really but what I did know I will always have a shag with Niall. Trying to get back in to the conversation I just couldn’t focus and Jade picked up on it.
“Olivia lets go have a catch up, see you later guys” I got up and just followed her out to the garden sitting on the swing bench.
“Right spill what’s wrong?”
“Nothing is wrong Jade so did you sleep with Liam again?”
“Yes and you slept with Niall again now what is wrong?”
“Nothing”
“You know you can’t lie to me girl”
“Fine I just I enjoy being single and I’m doing things I promised myself I wouldn’t do”
“Like what?”
“Cuddling up to a guy after sex, letting them stay in my room, falling for them”
“Wait your falling for Niall”
“Not just Niall”
“Wait what!!! Who?”
“It doesn’t matter my point is I’m Olivia for Christ sake when people think of me it is just a shag and be done no emotions”
“everyone is entitled to emotions and I know when your mum passed you found it hard to connect to express the way you were feeling but maybe now it’s time”
“Look Jade I know you want to help but I can’t express my feelings I don’t have any besides I have to run the studio starting tomorrow so that is all I am focusing on”
“Yeah well with the access to the studio you going to start writing and singing again”
“No”
“Olivia I’m sorry you know I love your voice just miss it when you used to sing to me”
“Yeah well I had mum help write the songs and help me sing”
“Yeah ok sorry to of gone on”
“It’s okay I have had Dad on my case I know it’s been six years but I just find it hard on my own I can’t face it”
“You have five great guys in there you have me as well if you need someone to sit with you just ask I will always be there and I know those five guys will be to”
“If that happens I will call you now let’s go watch a film you and me chick flick”
“Sounds great to me”

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