For Your Eyes Only

Luke was great fun last night it was a shame he had to leave today but not before I got to show him around. We headed over to Hyde Park and the London eye we even went in to Madame Tussauds which was a lot of fun posing and just having a laugh. Obviously there were wax model of One Direction so we took a few funny pictures and I sent them off to Liam, in reply all he did was post them on twitter saying. ‘My new sister prefers to have a picture with the wax models instead of the real deal...’ All I could do was laugh the day was just so much fun it was almost sad dropping Luke of at the airport.
“You know Olivia I really have enjoyed today; maybe we could see each other soon”
“I have to Luke and yeah sure we will arrange something”
“Good, right then I will see you around thanks again”
“See you Luke”
A hug goodbye and he was gone, driving back home I was distracted by seeing Harry out in the streets with his girlfriend Kendall. Knowing he was of limits just made him more of an interest of mine and maybe the only reason why I was interested. I concentrated back on the road and soon arrived home to an empty house I thought.
“Olivia?”
“Niall, where is everyone?”
“Well Liam, Louis and Zayn are at the studio with your Dad, Karen is shopping Harry is with Kendall and I’m here with you”
“Oh lucky me and why are you not at the studio”
“Wasn’t feeling well today”
“Oh poor you” he walked closer to me with this cheeky attractive smirk across his face.
“Yes poor me so will you look after me?”
“Well I guess I could, you know you will be more comfortable in bed”
“Yours or mine”
“Niall as you are the patient you can decide”
“Yours I want to see your room”
“Fine follow me and I promise I will take good care of you”
He laughed and followed me on up the stairs towards my room, instead of climbing in to my bed first he walked over to my wall which was covered in pictures from my travels I did one evening.
“Whoa you looked liked you had such a great time”
“I did it was amazing”
“Do you miss travelling?”
“I do but I made the right choice in coming home”
“Maybe you could take me to some of these places”
“Maybe, now how are you feeling?”
“A bit tired actually”
He walked on over to my bed climbing in under the covers, he pulled back the covers patting the spot next to him for me to join. I sighed but jumped in next to him without anything being said he just cuddled up in to me. This was different for me I mean all I have ever been to a guy was a shag or a laugh nothing more than that. I didn’t mind I mean that’s all the guys were to me as well it was just different cuddling something so simple but something I have missed. Who would have thought Olivia Stark cuddling up with Niall Horan and no teasing was taking place, not yet anyway. He pulled out of the hug but sitting up and placing an arm around my waist facing me to talk.
“You know Olivia I admire you”
“What do you mean admire me for what?”
“Well you are 21 and are going to be running a studio it’s pretty amazing”
“Yeah but I haven’t earned it I have just had it handed over to me”
“Yeah but you are brave enough to take it on”
“Thanks Niall”
“No problem we will all help you out and in more ways than one” he leaned in with a smirk on his face and placed a kiss on my neck.
“Oh I like the sound of that”
“Yeah call it your stress relief”
“Well you know looking after you has been stressful”
“I have been a great patient for you”
“Yeah but I want to... trial out the stress relief if you’re up for it”
“Oh for you always”
With that his lips attacked my neck and I was not wasting any time my hands went down to his jogging bottoms and through his boxers. The feel of his cock just made me want him even more his cold hands travelled up my top and un-did my bra. With quick movements my top and bra was now off with his hands and lips attacking my bare breast. My hand didn’t move from his cock I was stroking up and down making Niall groan and thrust towards me. I was about to pin him down but he had me down before I could, on my back he kissed down my body he un-did my shorts but used his mouth to pull them off and did the same with my thong. He was driving me crazy I wanted to kiss him but I couldn’t we were sober and a kiss is a gateway to feelings. I don’t know if he felt the same because he was kissing everywhere apart from the lips. We were now both naked just looking in to each other’s eyes he wanted me and I wanted him, I saw this as my chance to take control so I flipped him over and got on top straddling him. Those beautiful blue eyes were just full of lust no words were said just heavy breathless moans. I was riding his cock the way I knew he liked he would grab my tits and spank them followed my gripping and digging in to my legs trying to force himself deeper in to me. After some time he pushed me off and got me to bend over the bed so he was in complete control of me and of every thrust in to me. I felt him speed up and his cock begin to pulse inside of me, I knew he was about to cum as was I. The moans got louder he was trying to be quite but soon got louder as he heard me being loud. With a big rough thrust he was exploding inside of me making sure I was filled with every last bit of his cum. He pulled out and then collapsed on to my bed breathless; before I could do the same I quickly wiped away the dripping cum and soon joined Niall in my bed. This wasn’t normal for me normally I just walk away or the guy just walks away, this time though I was cuddled up to Niall he had his arm wrapped around me pulling me in closer while we caught our breaths.
“Can ask you something Livy”
“Please don’t call me Livy and yeah go ahead”
“Ok sorry urmm don’t you care about the noise you know we were very loud”
“Well I don’t need to worry you see my room is sound proof”
“Well I guess if you are satisfied with the stress relief it can always happen here”
“Or the office”
“I told you that you were going to be trouble”
“And I told you I was entertaining, are you not entertained”
“Oh I am”
We locked eyes as we chuckled with each other I wanted to just grab his face and kiss him it was like the perfect moment for it. He was leaning in and I found myself leaning to but I stopped and lucky for me he stopped as well.
“Is everything ok?”
“Yeah, just I don’t kiss guys sober”
“Ha-ha really why?”
“Well it this thing I have if I kiss a guy that’s the gateway to feeling-“
Before I could even carry on his lips crushed on to mine I tried to fight back but he wasn’t haven’t any of it so I kissed him back. It was rough but slightly gentle why was I letting him kiss me this isn’t part of my game plan. He pulled apart looking pleased with himself me I was confused, was this going to ruin all the fun I was having.
“Look maybe you need to start feeling something, I promise though you still be you and have as much fun as you want”
“Ok, so yeah”
I couldn’t even speak I was just confused he just kissed me and he is still ok for me to carry on as normal. Maybe Niall was more fun then I gave him credit for, we heard voices fill the house and we went on downstairs to join in with Liam, Louis and Zayn.
“So Olivia you been looking after Niall?”
“Nah I have up after 10 minutes so needy”
“Olivia, no Liam she didn’t leave me alone for the whole time she’s the needy one”
“Well it doesn’t matter you up to hearing what we did today”
“Yeah sure is Harry back yet”
“Now I am”
“Right Olivia do you want to listen in”
“You know what thanks Zayn but I’m good you guys go ahead” I went to walk away but Niall chucked me over his shoulder and carried me on in to the music room. The truth is I haven’t been in here since my mum passed away and that was 6 years ago. He put me down and I just froze nothing had changed all the pictures of me and mum on canvases on the wall, I walked over and one thing stood out to me my mother’s song book. I felt the tears start to fall and all the voices sort of stopped apart from Liam’s.
“Olivia is everything ok?”
I didn’t say anything I just walked over to the shelf and took a hold of the book; I haven’t seen this since me and my mum were last in this room writing our next song. I felt the front cover remembering just what me and mum would write down. I ignored what Liam was saying and just took the book and walked out of the room and ran straight up to mine. Opening the book my mum’s handwriting just brought tears to my eyes, I flicked through the pages and saw the music we created my mother write a new song as easy as breathing. I turned to the last page which was blank but with a title it was the next song we were going to write ‘For your eyes only’. I closed the book as there was a knock on my door wiping away the tears I was ready to face whoever it was.
“Who is it?”
“It’s Liam can I come in?”
“Sure” the door opened and closed as he walked in and took a seat on my bed.
“Are you ok?”
“Yeah, just haven’t been in there for a while”
“Oh, I am so sorry and Niall is sorry to if he would of known”
“It’s okay I never would of seen this again if he didn’t so”
“And what’s that?”
“Mine and my mother’s song book I haven’t been in that room since she passed and when dad cleared a lot of stuff I just assumed this went with it”
“Oh Olivia I am so sorry, we always questioned why you never came down but now it makes sense”
“Yeah so it was just hard I guess”
“I understand if you ever need a chat or anything you can always come to me”
“Thank you Liam, anyway go back to having fun I’m alright”
“You sure”
“Yeah thanks though”
“No problem sis”
He walked out and I went back to the book, it was just a title my mum’s last idea for a song. I thought for a moment maybe I could finish this for her but I quickly stopped that, as I knew I didn’t have the talent or strength without her. I went back through the book a few more times when there was another knock at my door I closed the book and put it on my side.
“Who is it this time?”
“Niall, can I come in?”
“Ok” he walks in not with the smirk I am used to seeing but a sadden expression across his face, he closed the door behind him and made his way over to me the same as Liam did.
“Look I am really sorry for picking you up and taking you in to that room I had no clue, I just knew it was your studio and we just thought you wasn’t going in there because of us”
“No you being in there doesn’t bother me at all”
“I know that now Liam explained to us briefly and I am just so sorry”
“Niall you don’t need to be sorry, it’s just something I have to get over in my time and actually you carrying me in there may have helped in more ways than you think”
“You’re not just saying that right?”
“No, now if you don’t mind I’m going to have a bath and then go to bed been a tiring day”
“You’re telling me, I will make sure no one disturbs you, Night”
He left my room with a wink and I walked in to my bathroom starting to run a bath, as it was running I was going to go out on the balcony but I heard Harry shouting. I wanted to listen in but I couldn’t be bothered today has been a whirlwind of emotions and bath and bed is all I could be bothered to do.

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