For Your Eyes Only

Waking up with Olivia in my arms was simply the best feeling I have had in a long time, the events of last night came flooding back and I finally got to shag Olivia. It was all just an amazing feeling looking down at her still asleep she looked so beautiful, I had this feeling I never had with Kendall and the simplest way I can describe it was being happy. I could really see this being a regular thing me waking up with Olivia in my arms.
“Morning you had enough of staring at me”
“Morning to you to”
“You ok?”
“Yeah did you sleep alright?”
“Great thanks feel a bit rough though”
“Yeah me to but worth it”
“Yeah why’s that?”
“Finally got you”
“True it was great I must say to finally have you”
“Yeah good, still up for tomorrow though yeah”
“Harry of course I didn’t just want sex from you, it may have been the main thing I wanted but not the only thing”
“Good because I have a whole day planned”
“Sounds great to me”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Sure anything”
I thought about my words carefully before I spoke I just wanted to know where I stand I mean compared to Niall because I know she really does like him but I want her.
“Do you, urmm I just wanted to know about you and Niall I mean do you prefer me to him or him to me?”
“Harry I don’t know if I’m honest all I know is I enjoy being with both of you the same it’s all a bit strange for me at the moment but when I know you will ok”
“Ok right should we join the others for breakfast?”
“Can do I’m going to go for a swim though”
I nodded and kissed her forehead before she jumped out of the bed and started to get ready, I couldn’t help but just watch her she was truly beautiful. Once she was dressed and I pulled on some trackie’s we walked on down greeting everyone, all she wanted was a smoothie and then headed out towards the pool. I wanted to follow but Louis brought me in to a conversation, I would look over now and then at this point Niall was now sat with her I couldn’t help but feel jealous. Breakfast was done with and I knew I had to get ready because I was seeing my mum today for some shopping and lunch. I was going to tell her all about Olivia and see if tomorrow was going to be a good idea I could always count on my mum to be honest and give me advise on anything it was a great thing to have. Getting ready I walked out to see Niall and Olivia still talking I didn’t like it, maybe I could take her with me.
“Do you want two want to come along sure my mum won’t mind”
“Nah I just want to relax here today but have fun”
“Yeah same here spend some time with your mum sure she has missed you”
I nodded walking back out of the house feeling a bit upset but knew I had to get a grip she wasn’t mine and she wasn’t Niall’s I still have a chance with her. I drove town in to the central of London meeting my mum at the little café on the corner. We decided to have a coffee before we started and I knew this was the best time rather than ever to bring up Olivia.
“So you and Kendall broke up what happened there honey?”
“She just wasn’t right for me”
“Yeah you never seemed yourself around her”
“Yeah, urmm there is this one girl though”
“Oh and who is that”
“Olivia you know Liam’s new sister”
“Ahh yes she is very pretty that one”
“Yeah she’s funny and just great to be around to”
“But”
“How did you know there was a but?”
“Oh please where else was this conversation going”
“Fine so she urmm to put it nicely she doesn’t really believe in relationships no more, being hurt before whilst she was grieving over her mother was hard on her and the thing is she like me and Niall and we both like her back but she won’t admit her feelings about either of us”
“Hmm and just putting this out there if she went with Niall how awkward would that make things between you and Niall I mean you are working on coming back as a band you need to be focused and closer than ever”
“Yeah I’ve thought of that and I really don’t know it shouldn’t make it awkward because I would want them to be happy but then I won’t be happy”
“Right well is there any sing she isn’t just leading you two on”
“No she wouldn’t, I mean I don’t know I have a date with her tomorrow”
“Has she gone on a date with Niall?”
“Yeah last week”
“And she is now going on a date with you sounds like she really is playing you two or she genuinely doesn’t know how she is feeling and by what you said it could be she really don’t know what she is feeling. Is there any signs that she likes you at all”
“Well she hasn’t been in her music room for 6 years stopped playing recording and writing when her mum passed and not so long ago I actually helped her start to play the piano again and start a song her mum wanted her to finish”
“And has Niall helped with that as well”
“I don’t know”
“Well she must really like you to allow you to break those type of walls down, just be careful you don’t want a girl to ruin you guys coming back and she is Liam’s sister so just really think about it”
“Yeah do you think it is worth having a chat with Niall?”
“It might be but wait until you have had the date and compare”
“Yeah good idea thank you”
“No problem so what have you actually got planned for this date”
I go on to explain the date and we soon finished in the café and decided to go around shopping I loved treating my mum to whatever she wanted it was such a great feeling to have. It wasn’t long before I was soon saying my goodbyes to then be back at Liam’s house. We were staying here until we launched our coming back album, which is not actually too long away now. I joined everyone in to the cinema room I wanted to be next to Olivia but I had Louis company instead I didn’t mind Louis I just minded the fact Olivia was currently cuddling up to Niall. I couldn’t help but just look at her I knew Niall had picked up on me staring but for some reason I just couldn’t tear my stare away. That was until Olivia looked up to me and flashed me that beautiful smile it eased me instantly and I able to watch the film. How weird.
***
I was nervous but also really excited because today was date day and I know it was just going to be incredible. I was gutted that I didn’t have her all day but Jade booked a table at this restaurant for as all as she was going back to Uni, but I had the whole day with her, which was better than nothing. I picked up my phone and wallet and headed out of my room heading downstairs waiting for Olivia to come on down I told her to be ready for 9 so she still had a bit of time.
“So what have you got planned then?”
I looked up to see all the boys looking at me, Liam was the one asking the question but I couldn’t help but look at Niall. He was on edge but it wasn’t a competition between us we really did need to talk because I wasn’t going to lose him as a best mate and we need that in the air as soon as possible.
“Well I am actually taking her to-“
Before I could finish I turned around to see Olivia walking down the stairs as she came in to view I just couldn’t contain the smile. She looked hot in some shorts showing of her legs and tats followed by a black top with some wicked boots just spot on. I got up and walked on over to her shouting goodbye we quickly left the house not wanting her eyes to fall on to Niall and change her mind. Getting in to my car, I was starting to feel even more nervous.
“You look great by the way”
“Thanks Harry so where are you taking me”
“Well you will have to wait and see”
“Damn what is it with surprises”
“It’s better that way”
“Fine best be a fun day though Styles”
“Oh it will be”
Driving down conversation just flowed so easily between us it was perfect, I couldn’t help but just feel so happy this was completely different to how me and Kendall ever was. Arriving at Hyde Park I was nervous again but saw Olivia’s face light up which put me at ease. We got out of the car and started walking I think she knew were we were heading as I was now being pulled along to catch up with her.
“I’ve always wanted to go on these”
“Well I’m glad now jump in”
We climbed in to the little boats that you pedal to move across the river Olivia’s smile never left her face.
“Harry did you know I have always wanted to do this?”
“No honestly just thought it would be fun to be honest something different why have you never gone on these before”
“Well never had the chance to my dad always promised me since I was young to bring me here but never did and then I just got carried away with life to never come here but I’m glad I’m here with you”
“So am I, so good start to the date then?”
“Great start”
We carried on peddling and laughing I was wearing a hat and glasses which actually fooled pretty much everyone so I was able to really just be alone with Olivia, which was even better. Getting to the other end, we jumped out and I lead her to this little café, which me and my mum always go to. Ordering some drinks, we took a seat in a booth and just kept each other’s gaze until she broke the silence.
“So what else is on the agenda for today?”
“Hmm well we need to head back to the car as we have got to drive there”
“Ok how long is the drive?”
“About half an hour so you are in charge of the music”
“Deal”
Finishing our drinks, we walked back to the boats and went back to the other side continuing to just have a laugh. It wasn’t long until we were on the road and heading towards Thorpe Park, I haven’t been there in so long I just really hope she likes rollacosta or I am completely screwed. We were getting nearer and I think she picked up on the signs and I saw her smile changed to more worried look.
“Are you ok Olivia?”
“Yeah I’m fine”
I continued to drive and we pulled up in to the car park I couldn’t help but just smile whereas Olivia just looked up in shock at half of the rides on show. I reached out my hand to which she instantly took a hold of squeezing my hand as we walked up to the desk and I collected our tickets.
“You ok?”
“Honestly I have never been on a rollacosta before”
“Oh shit, we can go if you won’t I should of asked before just bringing you I’m so sorry”
“No don’t be sorry I mean I’ve been on loads of planes and there more dangerous than a rollacosta right?”
“Yeah these are completely safe guess you will be doing another first with me”
“God what are you doing to me Harry”
She finally relaxed chuckling along as we walked up to the first ride I know she was nervous as her hand was permanently stuck to mine. I squeezed her hand ensuring her everything is alright taking a seat on our first ride she wasn’t too sure about as our feet dangled.
“If you hate it we will go after this ok”
“Ok, sorry Harry”
“Hey no need to be sorry just hold my hand and scream as loud as you want to ok”
She nodded and looked straight on, I felt bad for bringing her here now but she turned down my offer to just leave. I couldn’t help but feel kind of happy and proud she was willing to get over her fear on her date with me. That has got to mean something. The ride began and she screamed to begin with but soon relaxed in to the ride and I saw a smile begin to form on her face. It was hard trying to keep my hat and glasses in place but I managed it thankfully. As we stood off the ride and cleared the queues Olivia turned to face me looking so happy, all she did was bring her lips to mine kissing them softly.
“What was that for?”
“You just for being you”
She shook her head laugh obviously didn’t say what she wanted to say and just crushed her lips back on to mine. When we pulled away from each other she told me to lead the way to the next ride, with each ride she got that bit more confident. Of course, she was still a bit nervous but she was going on the rides and that was an achievement. We had lunch and carried on with the rides the only one she didn’t do was the Stealth. I completely got understood, as it was ridiculously fast, sadly though we soon had to leave it was 5pm, and Jade had booked a table for 7pm. Getting in the car it was quiet but we had the music playing in the background until Olivia started to talk.
“How do you do it Harry?”
“Do what?”
“Well you got me to play again and start my song and now got me over my fear of rides how do you manage it”
“Don’t know maybe you just feel like you can do those things with me”
“Hmm I guess you’re right, after this dinner were carrying on with this date”
“Good I was hoping we could”
“Thank you for today it’s been amazing”
“You are so welcome Olivia I’ve enjoyed it with you today”
“You know this just makes it even harder”
“Makes what harder”
I watched as she went quiet I don’t think she actually wanted to say that out loud I knew what she meant she meant about me and Niall. The silence fell and I was about to break it to tell her to forget about what she had blurted out.
“You and Niall…”
“Oh right sorry”
“Why are you sorry you have nothing to be sorry for”
“Olivia I like you a lot and I just want you to be happy if that’s with me or Niall if it ever comes to that point”
“I like you to Harry a lot and I do want something to happen well I think I do I don’t know I just know I don’t want to be the entertainment anymore but then I don’t know who I want”
“Well the time will come when you know ok”
“Yeah”
Silence fell again but I was happy she likes me she actually does like me, this is the first time she has every actually opened up about how she feels about me. I don’t know if she has with Niall but right now it felt good knowing she likes me and can open up to me. I could see she was thinking but I honestly couldn’t wipe this smile of my face.
“Cheer up babe it will all be ok enjoy having two guys chasing after you”
“Ha-ha ok sorry I was just thinking”
“I know you were but remember this ok don’t feel bad about anything do what you want ok”
“Ok you always know what to say”
“It’s a gift, now put on the biggest smile ever to show everyone how great today was”
“I will you better smile to”
“Always”
We pulled up at the house and jumped out with beaming smiles from ear to ear, walking in everyone was just lounging around in the living room. Questions were asked straight away and I sat and watched Olivia explain what we did, when Thorpe Park came up Jade looked completely shocked. Apparently, they have tried for years to get her on rides but she never would, I felt a bit proud of myself that I was able to get her on the rides. I looked over to Niall who I was expecting to look upset but no he was just smiling looking at Olivia seeing how happy she was. Olivia and Jade went on up to get ready whilst the rest of us just stayed down chatting and watching TV. Niall looked at me and kept the same smile on his face but I noticed it didn’t hit his eyes he was sad inside but kept it together. It was hard seeing him like this but I’m sure, when we have a chat, it will all be okay hopefully.

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