For Your Eyes Only

It’s been a couple of days since my shower with Harry I haven’t really seen much of the boys as work has been really full on lately. Today wasn’t any different Wednesday a full day of meeting’s meeting new up and coming singers it really was just mental, contract after contract. I didn’t leave the office until 9 I got home and a note was left saying everyone has gone for a meal and then going to a party, I sort of miss being able to go out partying but I guess being an adult is my thing now. I went upstairs and got changed, I decided to try writing a bit more of my mums song but before I did I went around the whole house double checking I was actually alone. This time I was so behind the piano I begin to play my chorus thinking back to how Harry helped me shaking the thought out of my head I decided to think about Niall and me. One line I thought of sounded great and I would use this over and over in the song it explained completely how I felt.
‘Pay attention I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I’m completely defenceless’
Playing the words over and over in my head, I realised just how much I have truly opened up since meeting Niall and Harry. Before I would never of thought I would be going on dates telling people about my past it was just crazy. I was thinking of ways how can I express this feeling I had, I mean it gets hard sometimes I find myself missing my mum or getting upset over what I have become. Then I see Niall and Harry and the upset goes. It took a while but I soon had the verse finished and I was over the moon with it, it had explained everything I needed it to.
‘I’ve got scars even though they can’t always be seen
And pain gets hard
But now you’re here and I don’t feel a thing
Pay attention I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down
Right now I’m completely defenceless’
Moving my hands from the piano, I was happy with the progress I have made, closing up my book and putting my sheet of music away I made my way up to bed and fell fast asleep.
***
Another day in the office was boring and long but Liam soon appeared with all smiles looking like he didn’t suffer from a hangover at all. You see they all came in about six in the morning when I was leaving for work all completely out of their heads.
“Olivia how is it going today?”
“Long haven’t you got a hangover?”
“Sort of over it now anyway I was going to suggest that you have the rest of the day off and Friday I haven’t helped much being distracted by Jade and all and I know you have been having late nights”
“Liam it’s fine I mean my dad left it to me to run so you know I don’t mind the late nights it just has to be done”
“Ok I know but I want to help anyway everyone is missing seeing you”
“It’s okay Kev is doing Saturday so I have the whole weekend off so I will finish today and tomorrow you can help tomorrow if you like though so I’m not here all day”
“Yeah of course you sure I can finish up for you today if you like, kind of bored at home”
“Where’s Jade then?”
“She is still asleep”
“Ahh ok urmm sure you can finish up today it shouldn’t be a late day but call me if you need me”
“Olivia I’m sure I will be alright now go I will see you tonight I best have food on the table waiting”
“Nah I haven’t had it all week why should you get it”
“Worth a shot now go”
I said my goodbyes and left the studio taking the short drive back home, it wasn’t long until I was walking in and dragging myself upstairs to my room. I didn’t bump in to anyone, which was nice I was finally able to actually have a long hot shower, which was lovely. After the shower, I heard the laughter coming from the garden the middle of summer time and London was actually getting a lot of sun. Pulling on a pair of shorts and a crop top, I exit my room but I am soon stopped and pulled in to another room. It took me a while but I realised I was standing in Harry’s room and was now face to face with the man himself.
“Feels like I haven’t seen you in forever”
“It’s been a couple of days Harry”
“I know look Sunday we normally do nothing but I want to do something with you, just us to”
“Hmm ok and what have you got in mind”
“Well that is a surprise I was guessing from the shower I still had a chance after Niall”
“I did tell you that you would have a chance didn’t I”
“Yeah but”
“No buts now you have a tough date to beat Niall did an amazing job”
“Oh don’t worry I have loads of ideas”
“Great can’t wait”
I walked out of his room and headed on downstairs towards the garden; Jade has finally woken up and was crashed out on the sun lounger so I joined her.
“Hey thought you were at work?”
“Yeah Liam let me go early he got bored and you were still a sleep how was last night?”
“It was great you would of loved it! anyway I have decided we are going out Friday night all of us as I am going back to Uni Monday and Liam has something planned for Saturday so Friday night drunk night”
“You know what that sounds great to me”
“Good, so how are things with the little love triangle?”
“It’s not a love triangle is it really I mean I’m just taken an interest in a couple of lads”
“Yeah so you and Harry anything happening there?”
“Well he is taking me out Sunday which should be interesting”
“Oww you have to call me and tell me all about it”
“Of course I will it’s been nice having you around”
“To be honest I have loved being here I mean I am starting to think if Uni studying Media is what I want to do”
“Well go back and see you are always welcome here you know that and if you need a job I am running a certain studio I am pretty sure I can find you something”
“You know I might just take you up on that offer but got to give Uni one last try I guess”
“Just really think about it ok”
“I will, anyway should we watch a film”
“Yeah let’s have a real girly night”
We walked in to the film room and crashed down watching of course the number one chick flick Mean Girls. Quoting along and laughing it felt great to be spending time with my best friend, I truly have missed this. It also gave me time to clear my head and stop thinking about Niall and Harry, well that was until they all decided to crash our girl night when Liam arrived home. He told me everything went smoothly and that tomorrow with us both in shouldn’t be a late one, which was great news as we were hitting the town. Jade was cuddled up with Liam and I decided to take Zayn up on his offer and cuddle up to him as we haven’t really seen much of each other or hanged out. I couldn’t help but remember when we had sex and how rough he was but I quickly shook the thoughts out of my head and focused back to the film.
***
Friday was here and Liam was right with both of us in we really were actually going to be able to leave at 6, but as he is the best brother ever and boyfriend to Jade he allowed me to leave early to get my nails down with Jade. So right now I was sat down having some acrylic nails put on and catting about pointless topics until Jade brought up the boys once again.
“So I overheard Niall he said he was going to try and pull tonight”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I didn’t hear what he said after that but I know his eyes are scanning tonight”
“Oh”
“Gives you time to focus on Harry though right you won’t feel so bad if Niall has his tongue down another bird’s throat”
“Yeah your right”
“Oh my is Olivia getting upset”
“No of course not”
Jade decided to just laugh it off and go back to pointless crap and I just sat there nodding along once again. Niall was going to be scanning tonight I don’t think I am happy about it but I should be right I mean were not an item and he can do what he wants I mean I am. I decided to get my nails painted red knowing exactly what outfit I was wearing tonight, if Niall was of the table I could get Harry or even just someone random. Arriving back home Liam was now here and everyone was already drinking, I poured some vodka in a glass with a bit of lemonade and decided to start getting ready now.
“Livy can I borrow and outfit I want to look smoking hot”
“Yeah course”
“Have you got anything pink that will go with my nails?”
“Yes got just the dress and heels for you”
I pulled out the pink dress, which would flaunt her assets perfectly, and then I pulled out my little red number, a short red lace dress practically see-through which caused a raised eyebrow from Jade.
“Going for it tonight then”
“I don’t know what you mean”
We both just fell in to fits of laughter knowing I only every wear this dress when I truly want to get some. A couple of hours past and me and Jade were finally ready we took longer as we just sat and talked drinking wine for most of the time. We heard the lads call for us and it was time to walk on down to see them all, I watched how Liam was fixed on Jade and then looked to see Zayn, Louis, Niall and Harry watching me. I smiled to myself knowing I have done a good job maybe Niall won’t go scanning, or maybe I can get with Harry. As I reached the bottom of the stairs Liam had grabbed Jade and was telling her how beautiful she look me on the other hand took Louis drink downed the rest and walked on out leading everyone to the couple of taxi’s ordered. It was me, Niall and Zayn in one taxi and the others went in the other taxi.
“You look hot Livy”
“Thanks Niall”
“Yeah smoking, kind of don’t want Danielle to be there now”
“Oh you wouldn’t stand a chance now you have a girlfriend Zayn so you do want her there”
“Damn it worth a shot”
I shook my head and conversation flowed between us all but stopped as we jumped out to Bejoux it was heaving. With being with members of One Direction and me knowing the bouncers, they allowed us to skip the queue and head straight on up to the VIP area. The music was pumping and everyone was dancing along having such a laugh, I saw Niall was trying to distance himself from me and I couldn’t help but feel a little sad. So I head on over to the bar seeing my good old friend Ben working.
“Olivia hey you alright?”
“Yeah you?”
“Yeah great would you like your usual?”
“Yes please”
He turned his back but soon came back to me with a bottle of wine and a straw; trust me this is the way to do it. I smiled back and walked back to the group getting a few weird looks and laughs I just drunk the sadness away. I went over to Harry and danced with him a bit, feeling his hands grip on to my waist as we danced just sent shivers up my spine. I turned around to see Niall but he had brought a blonde girl up and had his tongue down her throat. I turned away quickly finishing off my bottle of wine and continued to dance with Harry, Jade soon pulled me away and we decided to head on down to the main dance floor as we recognised a couple of people. I knew really, though she was doing it because of Niall and she knew I was feeling a bit down about it.
“Look stay away from them lads tonight be you and find some random guy I think you need it”
“Fine be my wing women”
We looked around and it didn’t take long for someone to catch my attention, Jade shortly went back up with Liam and left me with this sexy guy. He was covered in tattoos had short brown hair and was the same size as Harry I would say but had the built of Liam. I learned his name was Tyron and it didn’t take long to find out that he was a great kisser, as I danced on I realised I wasn’t actually having any fun. It was then it hit me I didn’t a random guy I wanted Niall or Harry, I excused myself and headed back up to the VIP seeing everyone pretty much smashed and making out even Harry had found a girl. I couldn’t help but feel my heart break a little bit so I squeezed past and grabbed my phone, Harry must of seen me as he now had pushed the girl off him and was looking a bit worried. I gave him a smile and signalled him to carry on, I don’t know why I did but I couldn’t help it I mean I was just down there kissing some stranger. Jade and Liam both stopped me before I could leave the VIP asking where I was going.
“Home I’m not really feeling it”
Jade looked so confused but looked behind me and saw Harry and Niall kissing other girls and caught on straight away.
“How was that guy?”
“Great actually very nice I might see if he wants to go home to”
I think I managed to get them to believe me Liam sort of groaned and sat down clearly not wanting to hear that and Jade’s confused looked turned in to a smile. It is very easy to convince people when they are drunk, as I, left I did debate going to find Tyron but I really didn’t want him. So I went home alone, I didn’t bother getting changed I just went to bed and couldn’t stop the tears that just began to fall. For the first time I have realised I don’t just want to be the entertainment to Niall and Harry I want to be more than that I wanted to be loved. I could feel my self becoming sober but the tears was just continuous, I wiped my tears as they fell and decided to go on to the balcony for some fresh air. I heard the door shut and laughs fill the house knowing they were back I couldn’t help but just feel sick wondering if Harry and Niall brought a girl back with them. The house shortly went quiet and I couldn’t tell if they had company or not what I didn’t hear was someone had walked in to my room and found me on the balcony.
“You know you really do look hot in that”
I noticed the voice from anywhere I gave a sigh of relief and Liam took a seat down next to me pulling me in to his side.
“Harry and Niall both came home alone tonight thought you should know”
“Oh right, wouldn’t matter if they”
“Bullshit I saw you leave the club alone the Olivia I think we all know wouldn’t of done that I mean I know about you and the other lads. Jade let it slip and she explained a lot to me so I would understand more, and come on you came up saw them both necking on and you felt sad right”
“She told you what exactly?”
“She said since your mum died you relied on this guy who cheated on you and treated you like shit and you completely gave up after that switched all emotions off not being able to open up in fear of being hurt again. Then she told me about you Niall, Louis, Zayn and Harry you really got them all but I know and she knows you feel something towards Harry and Niall”
“I am so used to just not caring or falling for anyone but being with them all the time it’s hard”
“And seeing them tonight hurt you right”
“It didn’t hurt I mean they can do what they like I am I mean I never took in to consideration about how they might feel. They say they don’t mind as long as I still make time for them but I’m starting to feel like I want more than that but then I don’t know who I want more”
“Well promise me one thing please”
“What Liam?”
“Don’t shut of your emotions you need to ride this out and you never know you could be extremely happy at the end ok”
“Ok, Liam thank you you’re a good brother”
“Thank you and you’re a great sister, now must get back to Jade”
“Yes you must”
He gave me a hug and then walked out of my room; I stayed on my balcony and just took in the night sky. I shut the doors behind me and walked in to my room suddenly stopping as I saw a body laying down on my bed eyes fixed on me.
“Harry what are you doing here”
“I’ve wanted you since you walked down the stairs in that dress, I saw you sat outside and decided I should take a chance”
He jumped of the bed and came over to me not giving me a chance to talk he crushed his lips on to mine it was rough but it was heavenly. I wrapped my arms around his neck not wanting to let him go pulling my body closer in to his, his hands began to wonder all over my body soon deciding to lift the dress up and over my body.
“No underwear”
“Dress is better without any”
I could see in his eyes this drove him crazy, he was already in his boxers so all I had to do was slide them of and revealed his cock. Me and Harry have only teased but I have really had enough of just teasing him I needed him and wanted him and by the looks of it, he wanted me to. Lips back together he picked me up, wrapping my legs around him his cock rubbed against me making me moan slightly. Dropping me down on the bed, he places himself in between my legs but stops for a moment looking at me as if he was asking for permission to go further. I took this as my chance to be in control so I managed to push him over and get on top of him placing his cock in to me. I couldn’t contain the loud moan that escaped my mouth causing Harry to go wide eyed on me.
“My room is soundproof make as much noise as you like”
With that, it was if I unleashed a beast, he instantly took a hold of my hips and pushed himself him, deeper allowing moans slip from his mouth. He took it slowly to begin with and I could feel his whole length inside of me sending me absolutely crazy. I pinned his arms down and took control back riding his cock, kissing his neck making him moan and say my name. He could only take so much as he now spun me over and got on top pulling my legs up high making his cock go that bit deeper. He was so good he knew exactly what would send me over the edge and he was making sure to make this last. Spanks were given marks were left and hot steamy kisses were shared and he pounded himself in to me. I was now bent of the bed having him fuck me from behind griping on to my hips going faster and deeper in to me. I soon felt his cock start to pulse, which instantly made me begin to climax, it wasn’t long before he was cumin in to me and deep sexy moans were escaping his mouth. Pulling out of me I grabbed a towel and wiped his juice away, he stood for a moment and went to leave my room. Normally I wouldn’t mind but I wanted him to stay with me tonight, so I grabbed his arm before he could leave and pulled him back over to my bed. He climbed in next to me and pulled me in to his side I looked up to him and caught him looking at me. Automatically our lips found each other softly moving against one another he dropped his arm down trying to pull me closer in to the kiss. I didn’t really want to pull away but as we did, I went back a left a couple of little kisses causing a smile to break out on to his lips. One more kiss shared and I relaxed in to his side ready to fall asleep, he placed a kiss on my forehead and he was soon falling asleep as well. Who was I kidding I couldn’t pick between Harry and Niall not now.

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