Off The Rails

8pm and I was still in the same club in the same booth, 3 hours of drinking or so and it was safe to say I was very drunk. Looking around the club was filling up with strangers wanting to let loose and enjoy the night. I had constant phone calls and texts and I decided to just turn of my phone. Soon I looked to my left to see a drink being placed in front of me, looking up I see the guy form the other night smiling down at me.

"Heyy babe it’s you"

"Hey yeah it’s me where were you the other night"

I winked at him as he sat right next to me draping his arm over my shoulders. I could feel his hot breath on my neck as he leaned in closer to answer my question.

"I saw you with another guy"

I went to say something but his lips crushed on to mine, of course without a care in the world I kissed him back. He was such a great kisser and I knew where this was heading.

"Wanna go for a fag"

He got out not a normal fag but a joint by the looks of it and I was happy to accept. Downing our drinks we soon left the booth heading for the back door, as we got outside the cold wind hit me. This automatically made me feel slightly more drunk and light headed; I watch him light the joint and soon handed it to me. Taking a drag I tried my best to look as hot as possible and by his comment it worked.

"You know you are very sexy when you smoke"

I couldn’t help but remember back to when Zayn told me that on our great night out. I soon forgot about him as my mind just went to another level taking another drag before handed it back to this guy I couldn’t help but start kissing his neck. I was happy, as happy as I could be. The joint was soon finished and our lips were now attached it was getting heated as I was being pushed up against the wall.

“Shall we go back to mine babe”

“Yeah let’s go”

Getting in to the taxi our lips were just attached to each other, we only ever parted to get our breaths back. The ride wasn’t long and we were soon entering in to a little but very nice flat.

“Right this way urr...”

“Trinity”

“Ahh I’m Ben”

“Thanks I now have a name to moan out”

"You sure do let’s do this baby"

He picked me up lips still connected and headed to his bed room, I didn’t look around I was just focused on the guy above me. Removing each other’s clothes there was only one thing on our minds, not taking in each other’s bodies we just got to it. He was different to Zayn in bed he was more careless in the sense he didn’t care what he was doing to me how hard or rough he was. Zayn was more cautious with how rough he was going I shook the thought of Zayn and focused back to Ben and how he was giving me everything I wanted.

***

Waking up I had that all so familiar throbbing headache as soon as I sat up it just felt worse. I looked down to see I was completely naked and looking to my right there was a surprising very good looking guy beside me. I wanted to stay but I knew I couldn’t it’s always awkward staying from a one night stand. Getting up I picked up my clothes and got dressed quickly I didn’t bother putting my heels on and I exited the flat. I did find some paper and pen before I left and wrote down my number for this guy. Thinking of my number I finally decided to turn my phone on, as soon as it was on it was flashing for a good five minutes with notifications. 46 missed calls and 38 messages from all the lads instantly I felt so guilty. Soon an unknown number started to call my phone the first person I thought was that Ben I had just left.

‘Hello

Trinity hi it’s Eleanor look don’t worry I’m not with Louis just where are you?

Oh hi honestly I don’t have a clue I got drunk and well fucked a stranger and now I am lost but why do you care?

I care because you are Louis sister and he cares a lot about you

Ahh so you want to come across as the best girlfriend ever by trying to help his fucked up sister. You know I thought I could actually one say talk to you but fuck you

I do care listen please I don’t want to be the best girlfriend ever, I know it has got to be hard for you not being able to open up. Especially when you have all guys around you that’s why I thought you could you a girl friend you know I want to help you

WHY, why there is no point

Because you deserve to be cared for okay now try to explain where you and I will come get you please

No it’s okay I will wonder around and find my way’

With that I hanged up what a head fuck that was, why does a complete stranger care she has got to just be out to make an impression on Louis. I didn’t want to open up to her anyone I try to open to just won’t stay put or help nobody ever does. I kept walking down this unknown street for a good 5 minutes before I then heard my name getting called out. I turned around noticing that voice from anywhere, running towards me was the one and only Niall Horan.

“Trinity thank fuck I found you, where were you all night I was... I mean we were all worried sick”

“I...I went to a club... and then...”

“Had a one night stand”

“Yeah, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to...Urmm worry you I’m so used to doing this with no one caring what so ever”

“I know, well you have 6 amazing people who care and are all here if you ever need us ok now let’s get you home”

We started walking and he took his jacket of handing it to me whilst he took my heels to carry them. How can he be so nice to me after everything I do I’m such a mess.

“Niall?”

“Yeah babe”

"Thank you"

"For what?"

"Just thank you"

We carried on walking without talking but it wasn’t an awkward silence it was very comfortable and we were soon back home. Louis was on my case straight away which I don't blame him but he soon pulled me in to a hug and went upstairs to run me a bath. I walked outside on to the garden and sat on a bench pulling out a fag, I brought it to my lips taking a drag.

"Mind if I join?"

I looked up a saw Zayn waiting to take a seat next to me, all I did was nod and he sat next to me wrapping an arm around my shoulder.

"So who was the lucky guy last night"

"I don't remember to be honest"

"Well he must of been shit then"

I couldn't help but laugh at his little comment and snuggled up closer to his side breathing in his scent.

"What's going on between you and Niall then?"

"What do you mean?"

"Come on you two so like each other which is a bummer really"

"Oh and why is it a bummer?"

"Because I thought you know me and you?"

I stared at him trying to figure him out was he being serious, there was a little silence but a smile spread across his face. This instantly caused me to smile and I knew then he wasn’t being serious, laughter fell from our lips.

"Nah were more best friend’s right?"

Pulling me in closer he kissed the top of my forehead sighing I looked up to him with a smile on my face.

“Yeah best friends who can’t help themselves when they are drunk”

We carried on talking and soon Louis came out saying my bath was ready, saying bye to Zayn I headed on up to my room. The bath was lovely and just the right temperature after having a soak for a while I decided to get out and I changed in to some short and vest top. I was going to stay in my room but I decided to head on downstairs and took a seat on the sofa between Niall and Louis.

“Not going out tonight then love?”

“No Harry thought I would stay in tonight is that alright?”

“Of course it is”

I looked around to see them all smiling at me not caring that I would be joining there night in. Louis pulled me in to a hug and everyone else was just beaming with a smile.

“Let’s get a takeaway in then you up for that Trin”

“Yeah Liam sounds great can we watch some films to”

“Of course no chick flicks though”

“Oh but Zayn why not”

That did not come out my mouth I looked over to Harry sulking which caused me to laugh. His sulking facial expression soon changed in to smile looking and watching me laughing. Maybe a night in will be just as fun as a night out, who knows.

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