Cosmic Love

It’s the week after valentine’s day and my dad flew out to stay with me last night. Today we’re meeting up with Niall and Harry for lunch and then going with the flow from there. Right now my dad is making us breakfast while I go over lines with Logan through facetime before he gets back to LA for our last scene together for this show at least. It’s going to be super emotional because it’ll be the last day that all the “sibs” will be on set together. I play the younger sister of Logan’s, Tyler Posey’s, and Dylan O’brien’s characters and the twin sister of Ariana Grande’s character.

“It’s going to be so weird after wrapping tomorrow. I’m going to miss you so much log,” I said looking at him while pouting.

“I’m going to miss you too sis, but we’ll still have the wrap party once you and Ari are done. Plus we have that vacation this summer,” He reminded me and I got excited all over again.

“Oh my gosh! I completely forgot about that,” I replied causing him to laugh.

“I figured, but hey I got to go. I’ll text you later today and I’ll see you in two days. Love you little sis,” He said before hanging up. Once he hung up I walked downstairs into the kitchen and sat on one of my bar stools.

“Good morning lady,” My dad said. My name is actually Diana so when I was younger I acted like a little lady so my dad would call me lady Di, but as the years when on he just shortened it to lady. The only people who call me Diana are my siblings and my parents. I go by Bella because when I was younger I loved my middle name, Arabella, better because it seemed cooler.

“Good morning daddy,” I said to him as he put a plate in front of me along with a glass of apple juice.

“So are we meeting them there or are we picking them up?” My dad asked me.

“Niall is meeting us here and then the three of us are meeting Harry at the restaurant,” I explained to him. After eating I washed the dishes and put them away before going upstairs to shower and get one hundred percent ready for my day. I take a ten minute shower and when I got out I dried off and put on my teal crop top along with my light flare jeans and a white cardigan. I then switched the contents of my purse into my light pink backpack. After that I braided my hair and put it into two buns before walking into my closet and getting out my white sandals to put on. I then put on my three favorite rings and my favorite necklace. I picked up my phone to check the time and it read 11:30. That means it took me an hour to get ready. When I got downstairs I found my dad on the couch texting someone.

“I’m about to head out to the craft store. Want to tag along?” I asked him.

“Sure let me go grab my shoes,” he said hurrying back upstairs into the guest room where he was staying. Once he was back downstairs we headed out to my car.
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It’s now 2:30 and we’re at the restaurant waiting for Harry to arrive. Right now my dad and Niall are talking to each other while I was replying to Ari’s text about the plot twist for the final episode of our show.

“Sorry I’m late,” Harry said when he got to our table causing me to look up and smile at him. As soon as his eyes met mine I got major butterflies because everyone except for Niall and my dad knows that Harry is my celebrity crush and the only person I currently have a crush on to be honest.

“It’s fine mate. It’s good to see you,” Niall said standing up to hug him as my dad and I stood up also. After he gave Niall a hug he shook my dad’s hand and then also gave him a hug. Now it’s my turn and I do not think I can form a sentence. Like my language skills just aren’t there.

“Nice to finally meet you Bella,” Harry said as he pulled me into a hug.

“Nice to meet you too,” I somehow said forming a sentence. We all sat down and I was next to my dad and across from Hary.

“I must say I’ve always been a fan of yours, so this is a very surreal moment for me,” Harry said to my dad causing him to laugh. My dad is used to this reaction from people so he takes it with stride.

“Well both of my girls are big fans of yours and I don’t find your music to be too bad either,” My dad said and I rolled my eyes. My dad likes to embarrass all of us kids, but everyone knows that I’m the easiest to embarrass and he knows it.

“I’ve actually been a big fan of Let Go since it first aired,” Harry said looking at me now.

“Seriously?” I asked him completely shocked.

“Yeah. It helped that Niall forced us to watch every episode when we were on tour, but it’s really good. You’re an awesome actress. I would love to work with you at some point,” Harry said just as our waiter walked up to us. While he asked us what we wanted he was looking down, but as soon as he looked up he wa looking directly at me, or should I say my chest, with a smirk. I looked at all three of the men I was with and I’m pretty sure they all could sense my discomfort because they all cleared their throats at the same time causing our waiter to look at them.

“I would like the perch and to drink a water please,” My dad said with annoyance in his voice. My dad is a super chill man, but when it comes to his babies he will attack especially when it has to do with either me or Harper.

“And for you sir?” He asked turning to look at Niall.

“I would like the chicken parmesan with a coke please,” Niall said before picking up his phone and texting someone. As he was writing down Niall’s order Harry quickly looked at me and rolled his eyes causing me to laugh because I know he was for sure annoyed with our waiter.

“And you?” the waiter asked looking at Harry expentaly.

“I’ll have the same thing my buddy is having but with a Dr. Pepper,” Harry replied. After writing down Harry’s order he looked at me with a smirk again, but this time he was clearly checking me out.

“What can I get for you babe?” He asked me and my dad was about to snap at him, but I gave his arm a squeezing letting him know I can handle this.

“First off I’m not your babe so please don’t call be babe. Secondly I would like your fried chicken salad with ranch and a strawberry lemonade,” I said to him.

“Sorry about that babe,” He said as he wrote down my order.

“Call me babe again and I’m going to call for your manager. I am not your babe, in fact I don’t even know you,” I said to him before he left to go put our order in.

“He was a pig,” Harry said finally speaking up.

“You don’t know how bad I wanted to snap,” my dad said looking between the other three of us.

“I just hate guys like that. They’re so slimy and gross,” I said. Soon our orders were out and we spent the rest of lunch getting to know each other as well as eating. Harry and I happen to have a lot in common it’s actually creepy. By the time all four of us had finished our lunch Harry had agreed to come back to my house to watch a movie or two.

“So I can have Niall text you my address or you can just follow me,” I said to Harry.

“Niall can text it to me. I want to stop by my hotel and get some comfortable clothes anyway,” He replied.

“Sorry mate my phone died. You’ll just have to text it to him Bells,” Niall said before walking out and getting in my car. Harry and I then exchanged phone numbers and I sent him my address before the remaining three of us four walked out to the cars. When we got back to my house Niall and I went to my room since that’s where his sweats are stored.

“So you and Harry seemed to have hit it off pretty well,” Niall observed as he was rolling all over my bed as I got his sweats from my closet.

“I like him alot. He’s super chill,” I said tossing the sweats to him.

“I was hoping that was the case,” Niall said before walking down the hall to the bathroom while I closed my door and changed into pajama shorts and one of my dad’s old shirts that hit a little above where my shorts in. I took out the braided buns and just put my hair in a messy bun and then slid on my slippers. As I slid on the last slipper my phone dinged letting me know that I just received a text. When I checked my phone it was just Harry letting me know he was on his way over and asking if he should bring anything. I told him to just bring himself then grabbed my laptop and headed downstairs. I put it on the table and then went into the hallway closet and got out my extra pillows and blankets for us to use.

“Do you have popcorn?” Niall asked joining me.

“You know where it is,” I replied as I sat down and logged into my laptop to check my email to make sure that nothing important from work came in. Just as I was closing my laptop the doorbell rang. I stood up to get it and was greeted by a smiling Harry. I stepped aside to let him in and then lead him into the living room.
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The two movies turned into five and now it’s only myself and Harry. In the middle of movie number three my dad went to bed in the guest room and in between movies four and five Niall went upstairs to my bed to sleep for the night. Throughout the five movies I ended up with my head in Harry’s lap as he played with my hair. We are currently watching Moana and I’m at peace and calm.

“So what are your plans after the ending of the show?” Harry asked randomly.

“I’m going home and spending time in the countryside with my family and then of course spending time with friends. I think after a few months I’m going to go back out on auditions though,” I said.

“That sounds like a good plan. I hope we can hangout some more,” He said cautiously as if he was too afraid of testing the waters.

“I would like that,” I replied honestly. Throughout the day I’ve began to know Harry a lot and to form a crush on Harry the person instead of THE Harry Styles. He’s just so easy to talk to and he isn’t judgemental, and if he is he’s hiding it well.

“I’m not sure when you’re going to be back in the uk, but my mom is having a little welcome home party for me next month and Niall’s going to be there. You can come with him if you want to,” Harry said nervously again.

“I will definitely be there,” I said turning and smiling up at him and he smiled back down at me. Everytime I see his smile I just want to poke his dimples and it takes everything within me not to poke them.

“So what’s it like being a Beckham?” He asked me.

“Growing up it was hard just because I didn’t ask to be in the public eye it just came along with my birth. As I was growing up I had very low self esteem because the media always said I was either too fat or too skinny so I has a somewhat distorted view of who I was. Thankfully though my parents just kept reminding me everyday that the tabloids didn’t know me and that I should ignore them. Honestly if I could have decided to be born to other parents I still would've picked mom and dad. They were just the best and watching mom as I grew up taught me how to be a strong independent women while still being madly in love and leaning on him for support. Then seeing how my dad treats my mom showed me what I should be look for in a boyfriend and hopefully a husband later,” I explained.

“That’s awesome. I couldn’t imagine dealing with the paps at such a young age,” He said.

“It wasn’t easy, but then once my siblings came along we all had each others’ backs and of course our parents are very protective. What was growing up like for you?” I asked him which earned a chuckle from him.

“When I was really young I remember hearing my mom and dad fight a lot. It got so bad sometimes that I would have to crawl in bed with my sister, Gemma, in order to fall asleep. They soon divorced and it was just the me, mom, and Gemma for a while and then Robin came along and things got better. Robin was the ray of light the three of us needed at that point. Of course I was still close to my dad, but Robin stepped up and treated Gemma and I like his kids since day one,” Harry replied with the widest smile I’ve seen from him.

“I’d love to meet him sometime,” I said to him.

“I think he’d like to meet you as well. It might have to happen sooner than next month though. He won’t be at the party,” Harry said soberly as if something was wrong.

“Okay. Umm I’ll be back in London next Wednesday,” I said, “I can meet you guys somewhere or come to your house if you want,”

“I think coming to my house would be best, but only if you want to and are comfortable with that,” He said looking down at me in my eyes.

“I would,” I said smiling at him. We stayed looking at each other, but my attention was turned to the screen as soon as I heard Moana tell the ocean to take back the heart because one of my two favorite parts were coming up.

“I know a girl from an island
She stands apart from the crowd
She loves the sea and her people
She makes her whole family proud
Sometimes the world seems against you
The journey may leave a scar
But scars can heal and reveal just
Where you are
The people you love will change you
The things you have learned will guide you
And nothing on earth can silence
The quiet voice still inside you
And when that voice starts to whisper
Moana, you've come so far
Moana, listen
Do you know who you are?
Who am I?
I am a girl who loves my island
I'm the girl who loves the sea
It calls me
I am the daughter of the village chief
We are descended from voyagers
Who found their way across the world
They call me
I've delivered us to where we are
I have journeyed farther
I am everything I've learned and more
Still it calls me
And the call isn't out there at all, it's inside me
It's like the tide; always falling and rising
I will carry you here in my heart you'll remind me
That come what may
I know the way
I am Moana!” I finished singing along to this part and Harry just began to clap.

“You can sing and act? I see you little miss double threat,” He said causing me to laugh.

“Don’t act like you’re not also a double threat Styles,” I said also laughing.

Notes

I hope you guys are enjoying the story so far!