complete and utter abuse
jail time
*after school*
When school finally finished for the day, I was a bit hesitant to go home. All these flashbacks just come back when I go to my house. I just have to put all that aside. If I want to leave that awful place than I have to be able to stand being in there. But then again I can’t stand being around Matthew because when he’s angry, you’ll know. I went home anyways quietly to grab my stuff and put it into a suitcase to take with me when I want to leave.
I was packing all of my stuff when I heard someone stand behind me. I turned around to see Matthew with an angry expression on his face. “Where the fuck do you think you’re going?” I racked up the courage to answer the question. “I’m leaving and you can’t stop me! You’re the reason me and Louis can’t be together! You ruined my life you fucking cock blocker! You’ve hurt me for too long and I’m calling the police whether you like it or not!” he looked a bit surprised as I never talk back to him but after that little moment ended he just got super mad and outraged and just jumped at me with rage in his eyes.
I was so scared but I had to fight back otherwise I might not even survive this. With all my strength I pounded my fist right into his jaw then his stomach leaving him lying there on the floor. I thought this was good for me. I ended up calling the police after that. I explained how for quite a long time he was there forcing me into stuff that I didn’t want to do like live with him and be his boyfriend when all I wanted to do was to be with Louis.
When the police actually got there I showed all the cuts and bruises and that explained why I did what I did. They took him away and put him behind bars for 10 years minimum. That made my day when I found that out.
Now I just have to gain the courage to tell Louis and the rest of the group what happened and explain that I don’t want to live there and if only I could live with Louis and be happy. I called Liam first then he called Zayn who was with niall and I’m guessing one of them called Louis because he called me saying that I could stay with him. That was the one thing that I thought I would never hear ever but it was like music to my ears. I was there at louis’ house within 10 minutes flat. I felt amazing. After confessing my undying love for him this morning, I thought this was the right thing to do.
When school finally finished for the day, I was a bit hesitant to go home. All these flashbacks just come back when I go to my house. I just have to put all that aside. If I want to leave that awful place than I have to be able to stand being in there. But then again I can’t stand being around Matthew because when he’s angry, you’ll know. I went home anyways quietly to grab my stuff and put it into a suitcase to take with me when I want to leave.
I was packing all of my stuff when I heard someone stand behind me. I turned around to see Matthew with an angry expression on his face. “Where the fuck do you think you’re going?” I racked up the courage to answer the question. “I’m leaving and you can’t stop me! You’re the reason me and Louis can’t be together! You ruined my life you fucking cock blocker! You’ve hurt me for too long and I’m calling the police whether you like it or not!” he looked a bit surprised as I never talk back to him but after that little moment ended he just got super mad and outraged and just jumped at me with rage in his eyes.
I was so scared but I had to fight back otherwise I might not even survive this. With all my strength I pounded my fist right into his jaw then his stomach leaving him lying there on the floor. I thought this was good for me. I ended up calling the police after that. I explained how for quite a long time he was there forcing me into stuff that I didn’t want to do like live with him and be his boyfriend when all I wanted to do was to be with Louis.
When the police actually got there I showed all the cuts and bruises and that explained why I did what I did. They took him away and put him behind bars for 10 years minimum. That made my day when I found that out.
Now I just have to gain the courage to tell Louis and the rest of the group what happened and explain that I don’t want to live there and if only I could live with Louis and be happy. I called Liam first then he called Zayn who was with niall and I’m guessing one of them called Louis because he called me saying that I could stay with him. That was the one thing that I thought I would never hear ever but it was like music to my ears. I was there at louis’ house within 10 minutes flat. I felt amazing. After confessing my undying love for him this morning, I thought this was the right thing to do.
You could title it "a new beginning" or "a fresh start"
8/26/15