After the interview finished Lou and I went back to the dressing room and guys came soon after us. I still felt bad for Harry I know how it feels when people talk about you like that. First to walk in were Louis and Niall they were laughing about something, then Liam and after him Harry. He didn't look like he is interested in anything that is happening around him. He looked quite sad. He looked at me and I realised I was staring. I decided to walk towards him while Lou packed her things.
„Umm… You okay?“ I asked him quite unsure if he wants to talk or be left alone.
„Yeah…“ He said and forced smile „Why wouldn't I be okay?“ He asked me.
„No reason I guess.“ I said and looked at Lou.
„Okay, I'm ready. Guys hope you don't need me anymore because I'm off.“ Lou said and guys said bye to here. She led the way to here car and stopped once we got to the parking lot.
„I forgot my phone in there can you wait a second?“ She asked me and I nod my head. I checked my phone and shrugged once I saw I had no missed calls or messages. Who would want to talk to me anyway?
„Hi. Where is Lou?“ I heard Harrys' voice behind me. I turned around and looked at him.
„She forgot her phone she went back inside to find it.“ I say and he smiles.
„Well, she won't find it in there.“ He said and picked up her phone. I laughed Harry joined me.
„I prefer this laugh over the fake one you gave me inside.“ I say and he stops smiling. „That woman was quite rude if you ask me.“ I say and he shakes his head.
„It's fine I learned on it by now. You need to learn to brush off that kind of comments and stand up like nothing happened.“ He said and for a moment I almost believed him, I think he wanted to believe in that. But his eyes showed something else. I didn't want to push him further.
„Harry!“ Lou calls him and he smiles at her.
„Forgot something?“ He asks and hands her here phone. „Lately you seem to lose everything. You will lose your head once.“ He says and both Lou and I laugh. „It was nice to meet you, Ella. See ya later Lou.“ He says and walks back into the building.

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After Lou and I walked in every store we saw we decided to go to Starbucks and drink some coffee/tea. My legs were killing me.
„I appreciate that you made Harry wear that scarf.“ She says and I smile.
„Don't even mention it.“ I said and she smiled.
„What were you two talking about in the parking lot?“ She asked me.
„Well, I asked him if he was okay because he seemed a bit down since that question in that interview. He said he was okay that he learned on that sort of questions. To be honest I don't think he is okay with that. No one should be okay with that.“ I said and Lou nosed her head.
„He has changed he was more carefree before. I don't see that side of Harry so often anymore. I think he doesn't enjoy this as he used to. We can all see it.“ She said.
„It's just sad that they judge him just like that. I don't know him were well just what I saw on TV about him but he doesn't seem like a person they are trying to show.“ I say and Lou nods her head.
„He isn't that person he is so much nicer. He is the nicest person I have ever meet.If I needed a kidney I think he would give me one that's how nice he is. And nice people get hurt.“ Lou said.
„Yeah…“ I was cut by phone ringing Lou looks at me and apologise.
„Hi, Liam what's up?“ She answers the phone. „When? At the Starbucks. Yes, she is. I'll ask her.“ She looks at me.
„Guys are having a movie night at Harrys' they are trying to cheer him up a little. And Liam and Louis wanted to invite you. Do you want to come I am going as well?“ She asked me and I was quite surprised.
„I think he needs some time whit his friends I don't want to bother.“ I say and Lou shakes her head.
„Pleas. He needs a friend like you. It will be a little surprise for him.“ She says and I gave in.
"Fine, I'll go.“ Lou smiles and says to Liam we are on our way.

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Once we reached Harrys' house Lou rings a doorbell and soon after Harry is opening them.
„Hi, Lou.“ He says and she hugs him then he looks at me. He looked a little surprised but smiled at me.
„Hope you don't mind she came as well. I had such a great time with her today I just couldn't let go of her.“ Lou said and walked into the house leaving me and Harry alone.
„I'm glad you came. Come on in.“ He says and walks in I follow him through a nice decorated house.
„You have a lovely house.“ I say and he smiles.
„Thank you.“ He says and walks into a movie room. It had a huge couch in the middle.
„The new girl is here!“ Louis yelled and everyone laughed at him.
„Hi.“ I said and smiled I looked at Harry that was still standing next to me.
„You don't need to be shy. We don't bite.“ He said and smiled and then walked towards the couch I followed him and sat next to Lou.
„Okay, so what are we watching?“ Liam asked.
„Let's watch Anchorman. Haven't watched that movie in a while.“ Niall said and Louis groans.
„I regret the day I showed you that movie… No, let's watch Pointbreak.“ Louis said Liam didn't look pleased.
„I don't want that I want Batmen.“ Liam said. I looked at Harry he rolled his eyes at boys.
„Don't you think Harry should pick a movie. I mean it's his house.“ I say and everyone looks at me including the Harry who seemed shocked.
„Yeah, great idea. What do you want to watch Harry?“ Liam asked him and Harry still looking at me answered.
„The Lion King.“ He said and I smiled. That is my favourite movie ever. I can watch it thousand times and not get bored. Yeah, it is a cartoon but you are never too old for that.
„The Lion King? Really?“ Louis asked him and Harry nodded his head.
„Lion King it is.“ Liam said and put the movie in DVD player. Around the middle of the movie, everyone fell asleep except Harry and me. Harry stood up and sat next to me.
„I can't believe they fell asleep. Now is coming the best part of the movie.“ I said and Harry smiled.
„You mean on the part where they sing Hakuna Matata?“ He asks me and I nod my head. „That is my favourite part as well.“ He says and I smile. „You know what we should start singing along and dancing.“ He says and the song starts. Harry starts singing and I laugh but start singing as well. We ended up dancing foolishly and singing along.
„The hell are you two doing?“ Louis asks us and we look at him. Everyone woke up by now and looked at us like we are crazy. Harry and I started laughing like crazy.
„I don't know what they are doing but I am joining them it looks fun.“ Niall says and joins us. After the song ended we all started laughing. „Guys I feel terrible to be the party breaker but I need to go home. Haven't seen Lux today and it's getting late.“ Lou said and looked at me. „Are you coming with me?“ She asks me. Honestly, I don't want to go I started to have a great time but she Is my ride so I have to go. I walk towards the couch to take my bag but Harry takes my hand and stops me.
„I can drive her home.“ He says and looks at me. „If that's okay with you of course?“ He says. I look at him and then at Lou unsure of what to say. I guess I can stay a little bit longer and it's not that late it's only 10 pm.
„Okay. Umm… Thank you, Lou, for today I had a great time.“ I say and she smiles.
„Sure. We will definitely have to do that again.“ She says and I smile. I look at Harry and he is smiling at me.
„Oh wait, Lou, I have to take my bags from your car.“ I say and walk behind her.
„I'll help.“ Harry says and follows us. Harry takes my bags not letting me to help him. I hug Lou goodbye and she leaves. „Jesus how many things have you bought?“ Harry says once we are back at his house.
„Have you bought half of the store?“ Louis asks me, Liam and Niall standing behind me. All the boys are looking at me.
„Well here is a little bit colder than in Croatia so I needed some warmer clothes. And then I saw couple more things that I really really liked and yeah… I think I might have a problem.“ I say and boys laugh at me.
„Harry mate I'm hungry.“ Niall says
„Niall you are always hungry.“ Harry says and I remember that I had only breakfast. My mum would kill me.
„Actually I am a little bit hungry as well.“ I say and Harry smiles.
„In that case lets head to the kitchen.“ He says and I smile.

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After we ate Liam and Niall went home. So it was only Louis, Harry and me. I helped Harry with dishes.
„So tell us something about you.“ Louis said and I looked at him.
„I don't have an interesting life as you do so there is nothing much to say.“ I sad and sat next to Louis.
„How old are you?“ Harry asks me.
„I turned 20 this month.“ I say and he nods his head.
„Happy birthday.“ Louis and Harry say
„Why did you moved to England?“ Louis asks.
„I always loved the country there was just something about it… And I needed a new chapter in my life so I worked hard to be able to buy a place here and pay one year of college here. My parents helped but I had to work hard anyway. I don't like when I get everything served on the plate.“ I say and they nod their heads.
„Impressive.“ Louis said and I smiled.
„Why fashion?“ Harry asks me and I smile.
„Well I was always a creative person and art always calmed me down it was something that helped me to express myself. You show your feelings through music and writing I do it through fashion. You can tell a lot about a person just based on what she wears.“ I say and Harry smiles.
„Have you ever heard of One direction?“ Louis asks me and I nod my head.
„Actually my teenage self is having a heart attack.“ I say and laugh nervously.
„Really?“ Louis asks and I nod my head.
„Have you stopped listening to our music or you became too old for our music?“ He asks.
„No, I actually think your music grew up with you and I still listen to your music I just learned to control myself.“ I say and Harry and Louis laugh.
„I like you. You are funny and smart.“ Louis says and I blush a little. „Now that I know you won't get raped if I leave you alone with her I can go home.“ Louis says and I look at him shocked.
„What?!“ I make some wired high pitched noise and bout Harry and Louis laugh at me.
„Just joking. Gosh, you are funny.“ Louis says and leaves.
„Don't mind him… He is.. Well, he is Louis.“ Harry says and I smile. He looked relaxed but I could still see he is hurt. I didn't want to push him so we just sit in silence. Not the awkward one, it was comfortable. „How did you know?“ He asks me and I snap out of my thoughts.
„Know what?“
„That that question made me upset.“ He says.
„Well anyone normal would be hurt by that question. And your eyes sad a lot. You are a good actor but some things you can't hide.“ I say and he looks at me like he is trying to read me. „I wasn't the only one that saw that Harry. Why do you think we were here tonight?“ I ask him and he looks out through the window.
„It's just… It is all becoming too much. I just lost one of my friends. And people think that once you are famous you have everything. But they don't see how lonely you are.“ He says and looks at me. His eyes are sad and he looks like he might cry.
„Harry you are not lonely you have boys, you have Lou and I'm sure your family would do anything for you. You can talk to them.“ I say and he looks at the table. „And you got yourself a new friend. Not the fake one. The real one that will listen to you and actually try and help you.“ I say and smile. He looks at me and pulls me into a hug.
„Thank you.“ He says.

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