Loves A Crazy Thing!
Chapter Fourteen xo
*Georgia's POV*
I haven't left my room in three days. I've hardly talked to anyone and haven't even considered turning on my laptop. I don't know what's wrong with me. Walking out that day, I was so sure I had made the right decision that was until I got onto the train and Niall sent me a message. When I got home I said my goodbyes to Danni and went straight to my room and that's where I've been ever since. I didn't understand why I was so upset. I had only hung around with them for a short amount of time, it wasn't like they were my best friends or something and I had to walk away from them. Well I didn't have to walk away but I decided to.
I couldn't bring myself to turn on my laptop and look at my twitter mentions. Just like last time I was scared. I knew the boys were following me and since then I had gotten a lot more followers, so if they mentioned me again they would ask to hang out and get close to them. I pushed my cover off me and sat up straight, pushing my messy bed hair out of my face and into a pony tail. I picked up my laptop from my side cabanit and turned it on. Waiting for it to load so many thoughts were going through my head. I hoped that there was nothing about the concert and how I was sitting with Eleanor and the gang. The laptop was finally loaded and I searched 'Twitter'. I checked my profile and I was now up to one thousand followers. I was wondering why I had gained three hundred more. I clicked 'Connect' and there was a bunch of mentions. I scrolled down and there were loads of tweets about a video. I scrolled down even more and there was one tweet that stood out, Harry's tweet. Okay so he posted a video, why would that be involving me?
@Harry_Styles: Everyone check out this vid, amazing singer!:D
"Wait it couldn't be" I said saying my thoughts out loud I clicked on the link that the tweet provided and was directed to Youtube. The video was named 'Performing to One Direction at a M&G'. I started to panic, my stomach was doing flips and my mind wandering all over the place. I clicked play and after a few seconds the music started to play. It was 'Titanium', I'm sure it was. The camera changed directions and was now pointed to the stage where seven figures were stood. Five boys and two girls to be exact I watched in horror as the girl started to sing, I mean I started to sing. I pushed my laptop to the side and started passing my bedroom floor. I didn't realize but a few tears were trailing down my cheeks, I was so upset and disappointed with Harry. He didn't even tell me about the video and he knows I didn't want anyone else to hear me sing. I could feel myself getting worked up and more and more angry towards Harry. I searched for my phone and clicked on the number I needed. I waited a couple of rings until he picked up.
"Niall, hi?" I said through the phone.
"Yeah, it's me!" he said, sounding a bit shocked.
"Georgia, what's up?" I took a moment to answer him and whether or not to ask about the video.
"Umm, Harry posted a video of me? Did you know about it?" I asked him and it seemed to go silent.
"I did... I'm sorry!" he said and all I could do was sigh.
"It's alright, but you could have warned me!" I said with a giggle.
He laughed and then told someone to shut up in the back round, "I hope that wasn't aimed at me!" I said laughing into the phone.
"No it wasn't aimed at you hun, Harry was just asking what we were speaking about!" it fell silent and there was talking on the other end, I'm guessing he was talking to Harry again.
"Please don't tell him were talking about the video, I'm pretty annoyed with him still about putting it up!" I said trying not to sound angry but boiling inside.
"He said sorry!" but some how I still didn't believe him. Why would he do that to me. Now people new about me meeting them. This sucks. No one knew about me being able to sing and now he put it all over the internet, it was going to be on there forever.
"Georgia... you still there?" Niall called from the other end, sounding worried.
Snapping out of my day dreaming I noticed I was still on the phone to Niall. "Yes, sorry Niall I'm still here!" I replied and we seemed to talk for ever, about random things and them going on tour. He told me that he was on a weeks break and he was spending it with his family which I thought was so cute. I asked why Harry was there and he said that they had one interview to do in Ireland and then the rest of the time they had off. I smiled without him knowing and then he asked something I didn't expect.
"I was just wondering, what are you doing for the rest of the summer?" he asked and I really had to think, nothing came to mind.
"Not a lot I don't think, why you asking?" I replied, still wondering what he was going to ask me.
"Well me and the lads start touring in less then a week and I was wondering if you wanted to tag along? I asked Danni and she seemed excited to come but she still hasn't replied yes or no to me asking her so maybe you could talk to her and maybe both come up with a decision!" he said and you could tell by his voice that he was really excited.
"I don't know what to say, you know I can't hang around with you guys?" I said with a bit of announce in my voice, it really didn't mean to come out that way.
"You can't or you won't?" he said, sounding angry on the other line. You could hear people talking in the back round and I hoped that it wasn't Harry still listening in.
"Niall you know I can't, you know the situation and how will it look with me and Danni coming on tour with you? You know questions will be asked!" I replied, not realizing that a single tear was falling from my eye.
He seemed to sigh which made me think he had given up, but nope he still was trying. "If I'm being honest I think this 'Situation' crap is so stupid. We all know you want to hang out with us and I know for sure that before the 'Harry' incident you would have been on the bus already. You know your heart was breaking when you walked out and now we want you to come on tour with us, isn't that telling you something! We love hanging around with you and Danni and I think it would be awesome us all being together for a couple of months or until you get fed up with us." he said and I could hear whispering in the back round.
"Who the hell are you whispering too?" I asked, feeling myself becoming more angry with Niall. Something I didn't want happening.
"I'm... Harry!" I gasped hearing his name made me both angry and sad at the same time. God I hated whispering.
"Well please stop! and about the whole touring thing, I'll think about it, and I'll text Danni in a bit and see what she says, if she goes then I'll think about it but if she doesn't then theirs no way I'm coming on my own." I said with a small sigh. He seemed to laugh and let it go silent.
"Yes... please think about it! We would love you to come on tour with us, and we have already sorted it out with Simon and the crew just in case you do come!" he said sounding even more excited then he did before.
"Okay I will, now I have to go! Say Hi to everyone from me and bye to Harry!" I replied, I think sounding a bit happier then at the start of the conversation.
"Yes will do and he said goodbye beautiful! Also remember text me before the end of Saturday to let me know if your both coming or not!" and I'm sure he was smiling on the other end.
"Okay Nialliar, bye!" and with that we hung up. We must have been on there for an hour or so but some how I didn't mind. I could listen to his accent for hours upon hours. I put my phone down on the side and picked up my laptop that was still on it's side. Staring at the screen and the video that was still paused from earlier. I clicked play and let the video run, looking at myself standing on stage and liking what I looked like. I looked good on stage. I seemed to have confidence and a presence on stage that I don't normally show.
The video finished and I was still staring at the screen. Thinking about the performance, I was shocked but in a surprisingly good way. Closing my eyes and picturing a stage with me standing right in the middle of it made a smile creep onto my lips. Thinking about getting that buzz every night before walking out to a crowd was something I needed. Wait, shit snap out of it G, it's not going to happen why would it?
I put my laptop to the side and got dressed. Apply my make-up and sorting out my hair and walking downstairs. Mason was running about like a mad thing and mum was sorting out breakfast. Like normal I wasn't hungry and just grabbed an peach. I looked outside the window and it seemed to be good weather. The sun was shining and the birds were singing. Trying to think about what I was going to do about the whole 'Tour' situation made me realize I hadn't messaged Danni yet. I walked back upstairs once messing about with Mason for a bit and picked up my phone.
To: Danni
Thought Id let you know that Niall asked me to come on tour with them? He said he already asked you but you haven't given him a reply, what are you going to do?
-Love G x
Whilst waiting for a reply I went to replay the video again, however seeing the views had now gone up to four million I screamed. Knowing people were watching me made me feel so sick but not with fear but with excitement All I could do was smile and enjoy, I'm glad he didn't have the bit with me running off but the man filming did seem to catch Harry taking my hand in his and smiling at me like a goof. But what surprised me was I wasn't worried about people seeing it, he was being a friend. Shit, I mean he was just being nice because he saw I was scared. I felt my phone buzz and light up. Picking up the phone, it wasn't who I expected.
To: Georgia
4 MILLION VIEWS WOAH!!!!!!!:D
-Harry x
I smiled to myself knowing he was checking the video to see if the views were going up and up. I didn't know what to reply so I just left it. This will be a good day. I felt my phone buzz again and this time it was Danni.
To: Georgia
I really want to go but I haven't given him a answer yet because I didn't want to go without you! So are you coming or is it going to be too weird? Love you<3xx
-Love Danni xx
I thought about it for a moment, I really wanted to go to but would it be weird or awkward? I had to think about the bigger picture, I would have to share a tour bus with five boys, plus there girlfriends some of the time. It would be awesome. But some media and the fans might get the wrong idea and think we are dating, I know Niall and Danni are heading that way but what happens if they pin me and Harry together? That would not end well. But this could be a good chance to travel the world and to see arena and venues that maybe someday I could perform at. I would have access to mics and instruments to write songs on and this could be good for me. I would be able to spend all my time with Danni and then the girls when they would visit. And lets not forget the boys, oh the boys. I do consider myself a tom boy so I would have no trouble messing about and getting into trouble.
After about an hour of thinking it through and pacing up and down my bedroom floor I came to a decision.
To: Danni
I have made a decision... WERE GOING ON TOUR!!!!!!!!!:D I'll message Niall tomorrow and let him know, Danni.. start packing!!<3
I haven't left my room in three days. I've hardly talked to anyone and haven't even considered turning on my laptop. I don't know what's wrong with me. Walking out that day, I was so sure I had made the right decision that was until I got onto the train and Niall sent me a message. When I got home I said my goodbyes to Danni and went straight to my room and that's where I've been ever since. I didn't understand why I was so upset. I had only hung around with them for a short amount of time, it wasn't like they were my best friends or something and I had to walk away from them. Well I didn't have to walk away but I decided to.
I couldn't bring myself to turn on my laptop and look at my twitter mentions. Just like last time I was scared. I knew the boys were following me and since then I had gotten a lot more followers, so if they mentioned me again they would ask to hang out and get close to them. I pushed my cover off me and sat up straight, pushing my messy bed hair out of my face and into a pony tail. I picked up my laptop from my side cabanit and turned it on. Waiting for it to load so many thoughts were going through my head. I hoped that there was nothing about the concert and how I was sitting with Eleanor and the gang. The laptop was finally loaded and I searched 'Twitter'. I checked my profile and I was now up to one thousand followers. I was wondering why I had gained three hundred more. I clicked 'Connect' and there was a bunch of mentions. I scrolled down and there were loads of tweets about a video. I scrolled down even more and there was one tweet that stood out, Harry's tweet. Okay so he posted a video, why would that be involving me?
@Harry_Styles: Everyone check out this vid, amazing singer!:D
"Wait it couldn't be" I said saying my thoughts out loud I clicked on the link that the tweet provided and was directed to Youtube. The video was named 'Performing to One Direction at a M&G'. I started to panic, my stomach was doing flips and my mind wandering all over the place. I clicked play and after a few seconds the music started to play. It was 'Titanium', I'm sure it was. The camera changed directions and was now pointed to the stage where seven figures were stood. Five boys and two girls to be exact I watched in horror as the girl started to sing, I mean I started to sing. I pushed my laptop to the side and started passing my bedroom floor. I didn't realize but a few tears were trailing down my cheeks, I was so upset and disappointed with Harry. He didn't even tell me about the video and he knows I didn't want anyone else to hear me sing. I could feel myself getting worked up and more and more angry towards Harry. I searched for my phone and clicked on the number I needed. I waited a couple of rings until he picked up.
"Niall, hi?" I said through the phone.
"Yeah, it's me!" he said, sounding a bit shocked.
"Georgia, what's up?" I took a moment to answer him and whether or not to ask about the video.
"Umm, Harry posted a video of me? Did you know about it?" I asked him and it seemed to go silent.
"I did... I'm sorry!" he said and all I could do was sigh.
"It's alright, but you could have warned me!" I said with a giggle.
He laughed and then told someone to shut up in the back round, "I hope that wasn't aimed at me!" I said laughing into the phone.
"No it wasn't aimed at you hun, Harry was just asking what we were speaking about!" it fell silent and there was talking on the other end, I'm guessing he was talking to Harry again.
"Please don't tell him were talking about the video, I'm pretty annoyed with him still about putting it up!" I said trying not to sound angry but boiling inside.
"He said sorry!" but some how I still didn't believe him. Why would he do that to me. Now people new about me meeting them. This sucks. No one knew about me being able to sing and now he put it all over the internet, it was going to be on there forever.
"Georgia... you still there?" Niall called from the other end, sounding worried.
Snapping out of my day dreaming I noticed I was still on the phone to Niall. "Yes, sorry Niall I'm still here!" I replied and we seemed to talk for ever, about random things and them going on tour. He told me that he was on a weeks break and he was spending it with his family which I thought was so cute. I asked why Harry was there and he said that they had one interview to do in Ireland and then the rest of the time they had off. I smiled without him knowing and then he asked something I didn't expect.
"I was just wondering, what are you doing for the rest of the summer?" he asked and I really had to think, nothing came to mind.
"Not a lot I don't think, why you asking?" I replied, still wondering what he was going to ask me.
"Well me and the lads start touring in less then a week and I was wondering if you wanted to tag along? I asked Danni and she seemed excited to come but she still hasn't replied yes or no to me asking her so maybe you could talk to her and maybe both come up with a decision!" he said and you could tell by his voice that he was really excited.
"I don't know what to say, you know I can't hang around with you guys?" I said with a bit of announce in my voice, it really didn't mean to come out that way.
"You can't or you won't?" he said, sounding angry on the other line. You could hear people talking in the back round and I hoped that it wasn't Harry still listening in.
"Niall you know I can't, you know the situation and how will it look with me and Danni coming on tour with you? You know questions will be asked!" I replied, not realizing that a single tear was falling from my eye.
He seemed to sigh which made me think he had given up, but nope he still was trying. "If I'm being honest I think this 'Situation' crap is so stupid. We all know you want to hang out with us and I know for sure that before the 'Harry' incident you would have been on the bus already. You know your heart was breaking when you walked out and now we want you to come on tour with us, isn't that telling you something! We love hanging around with you and Danni and I think it would be awesome us all being together for a couple of months or until you get fed up with us." he said and I could hear whispering in the back round.
"Who the hell are you whispering too?" I asked, feeling myself becoming more angry with Niall. Something I didn't want happening.
"I'm... Harry!" I gasped hearing his name made me both angry and sad at the same time. God I hated whispering.
"Well please stop! and about the whole touring thing, I'll think about it, and I'll text Danni in a bit and see what she says, if she goes then I'll think about it but if she doesn't then theirs no way I'm coming on my own." I said with a small sigh. He seemed to laugh and let it go silent.
"Yes... please think about it! We would love you to come on tour with us, and we have already sorted it out with Simon and the crew just in case you do come!" he said sounding even more excited then he did before.
"Okay I will, now I have to go! Say Hi to everyone from me and bye to Harry!" I replied, I think sounding a bit happier then at the start of the conversation.
"Yes will do and he said goodbye beautiful! Also remember text me before the end of Saturday to let me know if your both coming or not!" and I'm sure he was smiling on the other end.
"Okay Nialliar, bye!" and with that we hung up. We must have been on there for an hour or so but some how I didn't mind. I could listen to his accent for hours upon hours. I put my phone down on the side and picked up my laptop that was still on it's side. Staring at the screen and the video that was still paused from earlier. I clicked play and let the video run, looking at myself standing on stage and liking what I looked like. I looked good on stage. I seemed to have confidence and a presence on stage that I don't normally show.
The video finished and I was still staring at the screen. Thinking about the performance, I was shocked but in a surprisingly good way. Closing my eyes and picturing a stage with me standing right in the middle of it made a smile creep onto my lips. Thinking about getting that buzz every night before walking out to a crowd was something I needed. Wait, shit snap out of it G, it's not going to happen why would it?
I put my laptop to the side and got dressed. Apply my make-up and sorting out my hair and walking downstairs. Mason was running about like a mad thing and mum was sorting out breakfast. Like normal I wasn't hungry and just grabbed an peach. I looked outside the window and it seemed to be good weather. The sun was shining and the birds were singing. Trying to think about what I was going to do about the whole 'Tour' situation made me realize I hadn't messaged Danni yet. I walked back upstairs once messing about with Mason for a bit and picked up my phone.
To: Danni
Thought Id let you know that Niall asked me to come on tour with them? He said he already asked you but you haven't given him a reply, what are you going to do?
-Love G x
Whilst waiting for a reply I went to replay the video again, however seeing the views had now gone up to four million I screamed. Knowing people were watching me made me feel so sick but not with fear but with excitement All I could do was smile and enjoy, I'm glad he didn't have the bit with me running off but the man filming did seem to catch Harry taking my hand in his and smiling at me like a goof. But what surprised me was I wasn't worried about people seeing it, he was being a friend. Shit, I mean he was just being nice because he saw I was scared. I felt my phone buzz and light up. Picking up the phone, it wasn't who I expected.
To: Georgia
4 MILLION VIEWS WOAH!!!!!!!:D
-Harry x
I smiled to myself knowing he was checking the video to see if the views were going up and up. I didn't know what to reply so I just left it. This will be a good day. I felt my phone buzz again and this time it was Danni.
To: Georgia
I really want to go but I haven't given him a answer yet because I didn't want to go without you! So are you coming or is it going to be too weird? Love you<3xx
-Love Danni xx
I thought about it for a moment, I really wanted to go to but would it be weird or awkward? I had to think about the bigger picture, I would have to share a tour bus with five boys, plus there girlfriends some of the time. It would be awesome. But some media and the fans might get the wrong idea and think we are dating, I know Niall and Danni are heading that way but what happens if they pin me and Harry together? That would not end well. But this could be a good chance to travel the world and to see arena and venues that maybe someday I could perform at. I would have access to mics and instruments to write songs on and this could be good for me. I would be able to spend all my time with Danni and then the girls when they would visit. And lets not forget the boys, oh the boys. I do consider myself a tom boy so I would have no trouble messing about and getting into trouble.
After about an hour of thinking it through and pacing up and down my bedroom floor I came to a decision.
To: Danni
I have made a decision... WERE GOING ON TOUR!!!!!!!!!:D I'll message Niall tomorrow and let him know, Danni.. start packing!!<3
Notes
Sorry I haven't updated in a while, shame on me;) I've been really busy with work and being with my friends so haven't had the time:(
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Another shout out for Zayn and Perrie, Congratulations on the engagement guys, I do think they are a little to young to get married now but it mind me a long engagement so they might be a lot older when they finally do tie the knot:D
Also Happy Birthday Liam<3
Love you lots G xo
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12/24/13