Loves A Crazy Thing!

*Georgia's POV*

Saying all this out loud seemed weird. I had been saying it over and over again in my head for so long and making sure it was the decision that I wanted. I think if any other girl was in my position they wouldn't give up on Harry and the boys but I wasn't them. I didn't want to be involved in fame. I didn't want to have my picture in magazine or to have stories written about me and my personal life splashed across the front page. It wasn't my life to lead. That's why we both agreed, well I told Harry that we couldn't be friends. I'm not stupid, I see all the hate that girls get when they even meet the boys. It's terrible and I don't think I could even handle it.

Just as I was about to speak a couple of young girls walked through the doors with Paul, they must have been here to meet the boys. The other girls. In a way I was thankful that the subject was dropped and we could just go around and talk to each of the boys like we had just met them. Introducing yourself's again and hopefully not making it obvious that we have spent all day together. Just by looking at the two girls you could tell they were huge fans. One of them was crying and couldn't even speak and the other just couldn't stop talking and saying 'Oh my god' as she looked around the room. Looking at Danni she was just rolling her eyes, just like me. I was trying so hard not to laugh so had to turn around and pretend I was coughing.

Turning round to face the group again all the boys were smirking uncontrollable, including El, Sophia and Perrie. We all knew what we were laughing at but the girls just stood there with questioning looks on their faces.

"Guys and girls this is a meet and greet so please start meeting and greeting!" Paul said from where he was stood. A couple of us laughed and then headed to the nearest figure to start talking and for them to start signing. I noticed that the girlfriends stood to one side and were talking among-est themselves, I was about to go stand with them but realized that this would be my last time to see all of the boys, so I made sure it was a good 15 minutes to remember.

I went to Louis first, he gave me a quick hug and a reassuring smile when he looked down at me. "Are you sure about not being friends with us?" he asked me and I tried not to think about it because I knew I would end up changing my mind. "Yes, I'm certain! You are all really nice boys and so sweet but I'm sorry, being friends with you means being brought into fame!" I said and then dropped my head. Of-course I wanted to be friends with them, I enjoyed hanging around with them so much but I couldn't handle the hate and abuse that would come along with it. So I straight up lied to protect myself and to protect them.

"Well even if the rest of the boys don't say it, we are going to miss you and Danni. We loved hanging around with you both today and I'm sure we will see you soon, you know when you're on your own tour!" he said and smiled huge. "Wait, I'm not going to be on my own tour, you have to be a pop start to do them kinds of things. And that's not going to happen, I'm to scared to even post a video on Youtube!" I said whilst looking behind him to see Danni talking to Niall and only Niall, what a surprise there.

"I promise you that we will meet again, you are going to become a huge star one way or another and us five will be sitting in the front row watching you and singing your lyrics!" and all I could do was smile. I wish he was right but some how I didn't think so.
We finished up speaking and saying our goodbyes with a long hug and a kiss on the cheek. We all moved around one, next was Niall and I could see by his facial features that he wasn't happy about leave Danni. "Try and smile!" I said, lifting his chin with my finger. I gave him a a reassuring smile and he tried to smile back. But it didn't seem to reach his eyes. "I guess I'm going to miss her! We have spent all day together and it seems like years." he explained and I could feel his pain. I felt like that when I met Harry, we didn't spend that long together but I would trust him with my life, I would ran to him if I was upset and I knew he would protect me if I was in trouble. And some how I still felt like I couldn't be friends with him. I thought about what I was going to say to him but I knew what I was about to tell him might bring so color back into his face, "Just because I'm not going to be friends with you guys doesn't mean Danni can't. She cares about you a lot and I know you care about her too so here's her number and please contact her when your free" I said searching through my phone and getting Danni's number up, he added it to his contacts and then gave me a smile.

"So how come it's okay for Danni to be friends with us but not you?" he questioned and I knew it was coming. "Because she doesn't have a horrible history with you, with me and Harry everyone would ask how we met and I know the truth would come out!" I said, letting out a breathe that must have been caught in my throat. He sighed and look me straight in the eyes. "Then tell everyone the truth, you almost being raped wasn't your fault it was the two grown men that almost did. Looking at Harry, he cares for you and I know you telling him you don't want to be friends is breaking your heart. You might have only spent a short amount of time with each-other but he still cares and I know you do to. So please just try and be friends, we won't even have to mention about how you met!" I must admit I thought about it for a second, however I was trying my hardest to think of a reason why we couldn't be friends but I couldn't think of anything. So I came up with a lie.

"I don't like him and I know he doesn't like me. He saved me and like he said it meant nothing. He would have done it for anyone. Now please I think you boys are lovely and so sweet but being friends isn't an option and I know Danni will be in contact with you but you five have to forget about me please!" I said, feeling the tears rising to the surface. So many lies and I knew that they would come back to haunt me. "Well Danni will have my number so if you even feel like you want to talk then I'll be just on the other end, we could have been such good friends, but I know you have made your mind up so goodbye and maybe I'll speak to you soon!" he said quickly, leaning in and giving me a tight hug. Somehow with him hugging me and so many thought flying around my head the tears seemed to fall. Heavy.

I pulled away to move on to the next boy to say goodbye too but he lifted his hand and wiped away a few tears that were still on my cheeks. I smiled at him and kissed him on the cheek and walked to Liam and Zayn. I wanted to look back but I never did, walking with my head held high like I had made the right decision.

I spoke with Liam and Zayn for a little while, noticing that the two girls were still speaking to Harry like they were 15 minutes ago. I laughed to myself and continued to speak to the two hunks standing in front of me. They both told me exactly what Niall and Louis did, somehow each time I heard it I felt worse and worse and full of guilt. They really did care about me and I was just leaving them. Stop Georgia seriously, you can't change your mind think of everything that will be bought up. I don't know why I was so scared about being friends with them, the hate, abuse, almost being raped being brought up, fame and sadness. I think them leaving for tour soon was also stopping me from being friends with them because I know that they would be meeting hundred upon thousands of girls that would be willing to spend a day with them. So why was I any different?
I left Zayn and Liam and was about to say goodbye to Harry when I was pulled into the corridor. I turned around to be faced with three very sad looking girls. I was about to talk but was pulled into a tight hug with them all surrounding me. We all pulled away and by this time Danni was standing with us as well. "So I guess this is goodbye?" Eleanor asked, holding out her hand and holding mine in hers. "I guess it is!" I said feeling the tears rise to the surface but trying so hard to push them away. "I just want you three beautiful girls to know that it was such an honor meeting you all and I wish this could have ended on better terms but it won't be hard to forget and plus you still have Danni!" I said and looked towards Danni, she had a shocked expression on her face and I knew I had explaining to do.

"I gave Niall your number Danni, he has it and said he will contact you when he is free and available to hang out. He likes you a lot and I don't want my actions to stop you from hanging around with people that you care about. So for my sake as much as yours go out with these guys and enjoy yourself because it would make me feel a hell of a lot better!" I said, finishing with a genuine smile. "Are you sure?"she asked me and all I could do was nod 'yes'. I wanted her to be happy and I knew not getting in the way was the best way to do that. We spoke with the girls for a short amount of time before Paul said we only had five minutes left with the boys. Danni went straight back to Niall and the girls went to find there boyfriends. The two girls had left so I'm thinking the boys aloud us an extra five minutes with them, because were awesome. So that only left two, me and Harry.

I walked towards him slowly as she looked up in my direction. I stopped right in front of him, smelling his aftershave floating around the air. I smiled at the sent and then looked into his eyes. I didn't know what I saw but it wasn't happiness "I'm sorry it had to end this way, but you understand why we can't be friends, right!?" I asked him but he didn't respond straight away, he took a moment to think about what was exiting him mouth. "I understand... that your scared and concerned about being involved with a world famous boy band but there is nothing to be worried about, we are like normal teenage lads that are in your class, messing about. I don't know why you are so afraid of being friends with us, Niall told me about you giving him Danni's number and telling him to keep in contact with her so why are you happy for Danni to be involved but not yourself?" I thought about it for a moment and could see everyone crowding around us, each standing with someone else. "Because I know she can handle what ever anyone throws at her and I know that I am to weak to handle something like that. I'm sorry I can't!" i reached out and hugged him and then walked towards Danni, she gave me a reassuring smile and then took my hand. We both turned around to day our final goodbyes and then walked out the door. Leaving them standing there. That was the hardest thing I had to do in my life and I could feel my heart breaking every step I walked away.

*A While Later*

We were sat on the train heading home. I could feel the tears about ready to burst but knowing that there were people surrounding me made me control my emotions. Looking out at the corner of my eye Danni was texting on her phone. I could have guessed who it was but then that meant talking and that was something I couldn't be bothered to do right at this moment. I could see her smiling and almost knowing it was Niall made me a little bit happy inside. She was happy, so I was happy.

We were a couple of hours into the journey when I felt my phone buzz, I looked to the screen and almost cried. Feeling my heart do many flips inside.

To: Georgia

You can't get rid of us that easily. Miss you already.

-Love Niall, Louis, Zayn, Liam and Harry xx

All I could do was smile, staring down at my phone and reading the message over and over again. I knew walking away meant never seeing them again but a couple of texts wouldn't hurt. I looked up to see Danni smiling at me, I didn't even realize but she must have given Niall my number. I sent her a quick wink and then relaxed into my seat. I was so happy and content that all the other worries seemed to just drift away. Deciding to text back was the option I went for so I did.

To: Niall

Let's get this straight, I'm not friends with you guys but I'm sure a few texts won't hurt!;)

-Georgia xo

I sat back into my seat and let sleep consume me, knowing we still had a few hours of the train journey left. But knowing I could still speak to the boys without anyone knowing made me so much happier.

Notes

Thought I'd update for you beautiful people. Been writing all day, I also have the next chapter sorted!
Please VOTE/SUBSCRIBE/COMMENT and let me know what you think, feels like people aren't reading it anymore!!

Also what's happening with the views?? They don't seem to being going up, seems to be happening with a few people??

Much Love G xo