Oh my god…

“I...” I couldn’t finish my sentence. I just hugged him tightly.
What if I was put in his situation? His father had left him, and his (what it seems like) only brother was gone forever. I could tell that he’d gone through some really hard times because of his lost.
“Harry… I’m so sorry” I almost whispered.
He chuckled, showing off his perfect dimples. “It’s okay”

No it’s not. It’s never okay to lose someone you really care about. But of course I didn’t want to rip up some sort of a scab, so I managed to just… be quiet.
He played with a strand of my hair, while he sighed.

“Say it again” he said giggling, and somehow I knew exactly what he was talking about.
I started blushing while I said the three words he wished to hear: “I love you”
He slightly bended his head down and kissed me on my forehead.
“I love you too” he whispered into my ear.

***

“Well hello there” Zayn said with a smirk as soon as Harry had opened up the front-door. I guess the smirk was because of Harry wrapping his arm around my waist as we were standing there.

All of the four boys had with big smiles on their faces. I immediately felt a wave of good-smelling pizzas, since Niall were holding at least three filled pizza cartons. The rest of them were holding one coke each.
“Hey guys… Um… come on in” Harry said, scratching the back of his head with this other hand. You could tell that he didn’t expect any visitors.

“We were hungry so we brought some pizza” Louis said as he went inside and started taking his jacket off. The rest of the boys followed his footsteps and it ended with all six of us sitting in the sofa in his living-room.

The guys started goofing off almost immediately and soon all of the pizzas were eaten.

Suddenly it got quiet and Niall started to blush and giggle. I took a sip of my coke while mine and Harrys’ uncomprehending gazes met.
“So, how’s the sex going?” Louis asked, sounding deadly-serious.

The soft drink got stuck in my throat and I started coughing loudly, and I could feel my whole face heating up. Since Harry was sitting next to me, he gently hit on my back to help me as he was laughing loudly, while the others were waiting curiously for an answer.

“Well, we’ve decided to take things slow” Harry said, looking at me.
The truth is that we hadn’t even discussed about this, but I guess he’s right. We shouldn’t rush anything.
“So… you haven’t had any sex… at all?” Louis said a slightly astonished.
“Louis..!” Liam said, widening his eyes towards him, trying to make him shut up.

“What? I’m just trying to make it clear to myself!” Louis said innocently. I rolled my eyes.
“Nope, no sex” I said, making a pause.
“Yet” I continued, smirking towards Harry, and he smirked back.

“Ooooh” the guys said in choir, making me blush. Oh my god, what did I just say in front of all of them? I’m so embarrassed…

“It’s okay Harry, I had to wait for Eleanor for like…” Louis said, making a pause and counting on his fingers.
“four whole months! It was almost killing me, but it was so worth it” he continued.

“Can you please just shut up Louis” I said, not even giving it a second thought.
All of the guys burst out in laughter and I tried my best not to blush.

The thing is that… I just… I can’t picture Eleanor and Louis in the bed, moaning each other’s names and so on.

Notes

There it is! Such a shitty update if you ask me.
I went to a rock festival and saw System Of A Down. It's pretty funny actually. I listen to like metal and other kinds of rock music, and here I am today... Listening to One Direction, a completely other style. Well,well...

And guys, have you heard their new leaked song "Just can't let her go"?
It's sooo bad, and I got so disappointed. It doesn't even sound like them!I mean, come on. If you are going to use the word "sexy" in one of your songs for the first time, then I'd want it to be in a song with a... like... sexy beat. Not some kind of japanic-pop-kind of beat.

Okay I'm going to quit the hating, and tell me what you think about their new song! (I really loved BSE though, and it was really catchy aswell!)