From the Ashes [ L.T ]

I opened the eyes to the Alarm beeping. 'I miss my mom', that’s the thought came to my mind first. I know you may feel "What?” what can I say; I am close to my Mom. She is the only person I share everything. Also can say that she is my best friend or only friend. I got refreshed and put on my running shoes. It’s been a week I have been to Paris. I have always loved this city, one of my favorite places in the world. When I got an opportunity to come and continue my studies here, I went for it. I worked hard to get a full scholarship. I know that my parents are proud of me and of what I have achieved. The only thing I love in my home town is my family- mom, dad and my little brother. I had a week for my classes to start. I am looking for a job so that my additional expenses don’t bother my parents. They always have taken care of my studies, so that I had to concentrate just on my studies. I'm lucky to have them as my parents. Even when we went through some financial crisis, they never allowed me to drop my studies and go for a job, which I wanted to do. So my aim always was to make them happy and proud of me. But they don't know why I really want to leave my home and study here half way across the world. I never want them to know about it. Thinking back to those days, a drop of tear rolled down my face. I wiped it off and increased my running speed. No, I will never drop a tear on my past. This is what I needed. A new start in my life and now I have it. I don't want to mess it up with my past. I started running back to my apartment. This is something I love, to feel the wind sweeping my face and the first rays of morning light. It’s wonderful and refreshing.
After I got back to my apartment, I made myself some breakfat. I sat by the window and ate it thinking about all things that came to my mind. I ticked off all the things I did and started marking what I want to do next in my diary. I am here to study molecular biology. Its what I always wanted to study. Now I know what you think about me-‘nerd’. I can actually be fun girl, but no one other than my parents have seen that. You know why? I never ever have had a friend. I have always been a lonely one, sitting in the last bench. When somebody talk to me they always want some favour from me; not because they want to talk to me or know me. But I am fine with that; atleast I know that I can’t trust anyone and what they want from me. Something that makes me stand out is two things- I’m a vegetarian and I don’t drink alcohol. You may think that its pretty boring. But I’m like that and I don’t want to change it because I don’t have any friend, with that thought I closemy diary. Today I have to find some job that can help me survive. I got changed into my comfortable jeans and shirt along with some shoes and made my way out.
I started walking around and spotted a cute café in the corner. I made my way towards that café. I talked to the owner of the café who was at the counter, a man around latte 40s and his name was Johnny. To my luck he wanted someone to work there, he asked me to start tomorrow and scheduled in the morning shift everyday and half day at the weekends. I was so happy and thanked him. From there I went to a book store a couple of shops down the café. I was happy to get a job and was in my own bubble as I was going through the books. I picked up a book that interested me and from the other side somebody else pulled it at the same time. I looked up and saw beautiful blue eyes; which were looking down at me puzzled. I gave the book to him. He just smiled and gave it back to me and walked away. After a moment I came back from the haze of those blue eyes. I pay for the book and walked back to my apartment. The rest of the day I was haunted by those blue eyes and that smile that was so warming.

Notes

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