Always
Live Shows - Week 4: Part 2
Harry's POV
Saturday, 15th October
She pulled back to look at me, my heart in love with the milk chocolate shade of her warm youthful eyes. Our foreheads came together as my arms remained tight around her back, her legs on either side of me. I forgot about being in her house, being her mentor. All I thought about was how much I loved her.
"I want you, need you, to know..." She whispered, running her fingers across my jawline, sending shivers over my skin. I kept my eyes locked to hers as a sweet smile caressed her lips. And finally, I heard those words that I had wanted her to say to me when I had said them.
"Harry, I've fallen so madly in love with you. I love you. I love you with everything that I am, with my whole heart. And I just wanted you to kn-" She never got to finish her sentence before I cut her off with a strong erotic kiss that was sure to leave the both of us breathless.
I felt Kaylie dissolve into my embrace, moaning into the pressure of my lips on hers. The kissing grew into something more heated, tongues being introduced, warm and slick, tangling together. I was happy, so much that it felt like my heart was about to burst with complete delight. I loved this girl and she loved me. What could be better than that? I was worried that she didn't feel what I felt but I had been wrong. She was in love with me just as much as I was in love with her. Her fingers journeyed their way through my hair, pulling at my scalp as our kissing intensified.
"Oh, Kaylie, I love you so much. I love you, angel." I whispered softly. Only a moment had passed before I returned my lips to hers. I attacked her mouth with my tongue and lowered her down onto the couch, resting my hand down on her hip. She trembled underneath me, her infectious laugh echoing around the room. I laughed with her, my lips barely brushing her own.
"I love you. I've wanted to tell you that for so long."
For Kaylie to say that, my heart jumped for joy. Our mouths meshed together into the most passionate of ways as her breathing became quicker, harder, faster. Her eyes stared up at me kindly, shooting bullets into my soul. But I loved the feeling.
"You've made me so happy by saying that, angel. Now, you'll forever be mine."
My lips curled into a seductive smirk and Kaylie's cheeks flushed a deep rosy pink. I knew she wanted me and I knew I wanted her. I wanted her so badly. I wanted to show her I loved her, just how exactly how much I adored her.
And on that night, I did.
The memory of making love with Kaylie was still fresh in my mind. The way her body moulded with mine, the way she quivered from my touch, the way her lips kissed my neck. What an incredible pleasurable experience it had been, one that had fulfilled all of my desires but had left me wanting more. I longed to touch her like that again, kiss her like that again, cherish her like that again. I wanted to hear her sighs and her moans, calling out my name during her peak of pleasure. I didn't want her to touch herself. That was my job. I wanted to be the person to make her moan with lust, make her breath deeply, make her writhe on the bed as I touched her.
I was walking down the corridor from behind the stage when Kaylie called me. A smile beamed on my face when I saw her name on the caller ID. I pressed the Accept button and raised my phone to my ear.
"Hello, angel."
Hi. Sorry if I disturbed you...
"You could never disturb me. What's this call about, my love?" I asked. The sound of her voice always made me smile. Her defining accent, her gentle tone. It was amazing how much power she held with her vocals, so powerful and emotional.
Harry, I'm scared...I'm...terrified.
The smile on my face vanished and I stopped walking, the sudden change in her voice making me anxious.
"Why? What is it? What's wrong? Kaylie, talk to me!" I cried out, clutching the hair at the nape of my neck. Why is she scared? Has something happened? Did Melody threaten her again? I hated hearing my girlfriend so petrified. I wanted her to be safe 24/7.
Tonight... What if I stuff up? I don't feel good enough to open the show. I...don't...
I could tell that her voice got caught in her throat and she struggled to breathe. She sounded like she was having a panic attack. Fuck! Shit, oh, no! Now, I was terrified. For her. I needed to go to her, calm her down. That was my prerogrative, as her boyfriend.
"Kaylie, where are you?"
Dressing...room...
"Is anyone there? Are you alone?" I asked. I hoped she was alone and thankfully, she said that she was. I started powerwalking to the girls dressing room, wanting to get there as quick as I could.
"Stay there. Don't move. Keep breathing, angel. I'll be there in less than a minute." I said reassuringly and I hung up, running the rest of the way. I didn't see anyone as I rushed down the corridors, the image of Kaylie falling to the floor, having a panic attack, engraved in my mind.
I reached the door of the dressing room and pushed it open with force. And I saw her. Kaylie was sitting on the couch, her hand over her heart and her eyes wide with fear and love when she saw me. I shut the door behind me and rushed over to her, going down on my knee and cupping her face in my hands. She truly looked scared. My poor sweet angel...
"I'm here, angel. Breathe with me, come on. In and out, in and out." I breathed softly and slowly, gesturing her to follow my lead. I stroked her cheeks and kept my eyes to her, watching as her breathing evened out and sounded like mine.
"There we go. It's OK, Kaylie." I said and titled my head up to kiss her. Her hands slithered over my shoulders and tugged me closer, her lips cherry-flavoured and warm like they always were. Evidently, she craved me as much as I craved her. Her fingers turned into fists in my curls, opening her mouth to deepen the kiss. Memories of each and every single kiss that we had shared on Tuesday night flashed in my mind, making me yearn to see her naked body, stroke her all over her skin. I grabbed hold of her wrists and pulled back from the kiss, staring up at her with faith.
"Listen to me, my love. You're going to be just fine. You've never disappointed me and that's not going to start tonight. You're going to go out there and smash it out of the park. I believe that you can do it. I know you can do it." I told her, hoping that she would see my belief in her. I believed in her the first moment that I saw her, so many months ago now. I wouldn't have picked her to be in my Top 3 if I didn't think she could handle the pressure of performing live every week. She impressed me all the time with her strength and while being only 18, I knew opening the show was a big deal for her. But Kaylie could it.
She draped her arms around my neck and connected our foreheads together.
"I believe you."
I grinned at her and brought her to her feet with my arms locked around her back. She looked absolutely breathtaking tonight, her petite figure hugged by a flattering green jumpsuit and gold heels on her feet. I placed my hand behind her head where her ponytail started, allowing her to rest her head into my neck.
"I love you, Harry."
"I love you too, Kaylie. My angel." I whispered, kissing her forehead. Her body relaxed in my hold as I rubbed circles on the small of her back with my fingers. I leaned my head down to give her a gentle kiss on her lips. I wished her "Good luck" and exited the dressing room, giving her my dimple smile as I walked out.
The moment I shut the door, I wanted to go back in and kiss her more, ravish her for eternity. Peel the jumpsuit off her, take her hair out, slip off her gold heels, be willingly naked for me. How she reacted to my kiss or my touch was unqiue to her so only she could react like that, which gave me pleasure in doing such things to her. As I walked in the direction of the main stage, I took my bottom lip in between my fingers and reminscined about the feeling of her lips pressed against my own. It was poisonious, like a drug. I wanted more already. I needed more. Tonight.
0*0
To Kaylie: I'm driving you home tonight x
I knew I was being completely reckless, sending her the text, but there was no other way that I could see her again tonight. Her performance had been amazing, a great opening to the show; us four judges all agreed on that. I knew the pressure built for Kaylie every single week but that's what it was like working in the music industry. The pressure built before each live performance, before each concert, before each interview. There was no escaping it. The lads and I were always nervous before each tour date but we went out there and rocked it as best as we could. And Kaylie needed to do that as well, if she was to become a recording artist with number one albums and sell-out shows. My phone buzzed in my hand with a reply from Kaylie.
From Kaylie: We'll get caught. And my parents expect me to go home with them x
Of course, I forgot about her parents. I need to twist her arm now. I thought.
To Kaylie: No, we won't, angel. Just tell them you're getting a lift from me. They'll understand, I'm sure x
From Kaylie: Are you sure they'll understand? x
To Kaylie: Angel, we're in love. Of course they will x
I smiled at my text and waited for her to respond. Her parents will understand... Right? The excitement of first love made my heart swell and if I could, I would spend every waking moment with Kaylie. She was the emodiment of my personal lusts and desires. She was my angel. She was mine.
As I headed down into the garage underneath the studios, I got a text back from Kaylie to inform me that her parents were OK with me driving her home. Yes! I fished my keys out of my flared pants and unlocked my car. Everyone else had left by this point, leaving just me and my car alone in the cold garage. I had only waited a couple of minutes before I saw Kaylie. She had changed out of her jumpsuit, back into casual clothes, and her hair was loose, long caramel waves flowing around her. She still gave me heart palpitations every time I saw her. This was the way she made me feel.
Kaylie walked over to me, her eyes wide on my car. I twirled my fingers around my fingers and smiled at the look on her face.
"Nice, isn't it?" I laughed.
"What's the model?"
"An Audi R8 Coupe." I answered.
"Wow." She gasped. I knew she wasn't used to expensive luxurious things because the truth of it was, she was just a normal teenage girl. I had been younger than her when the lads and I shot to fame but I got through it. And so could she. My arm went around her waist as I pressed a kiss to her head. I opened the passenger door with my right hand and smiled at her.
"Your chariot awaits, angel."
Kaylie chuckled and her lips left a kiss on the corner of my mouth, their flavour attacking my skin. She hopped into the seat and I shut the door as soon as she was comfortable. I slid into the driver's seat and turned the engine on. When we got our seatbelts clicked in, I rested my hand on her knee and stroked the denim material of her jeans with my thumb. This is where I wanted her. With me, in my car, like we were a normal couple. We were already a normal couple already really but the situation we were in was the most abnormal one. That was our dilemma. Not just hers, not just mine. Ours.
"Are you sure that no-one will see us? Paparazzi?" Kaylie asked as I zoomed in and out of the London traffic.
"It's night-time, Kaylie. We'll be fine, I promise." I looked at her momentarily before returning my eyes to the road. Truthfully, I didn't know if my promise was true. There was paparazzi everywhere, day and night, and London was full of them, just like Los Angeles. The only reason I promised Kaylie was to reassure her, not have her freak out. It would draw attention if she started to panic. I didn't want a repeat of what happened before the show. I hated seeing her so vulnerable and scared. I pushed down on the brakes when the lights glowed red. I smiled to myself, feeling her eyes on me. She was so obvious, it was adorable. I knew it when she couldn't take her eyes off me. It was like reading the back of my hand.
"You're staring."
"Am I not allowed?"
"Of course you are, angel. Just...you staring can be very distracting." I chuckled under my breath, waiting for the lights to turn green.
"How so?" Kaylie asked.
"Well, for one, I can tell that your cheeks are flushed without looking at you." I smiled. And in that moment, I knew she was blushing. I didn't have to look at her to know that. The aura she gave off was the reason for it. I looked down at my lap and discovered that her right hand was caressing my inner thigh, resulting in the organ in between my legs beginning to get a little hard. I swallowed deeply and laughed.
"And your hand is dangerously close to my crown jewels."
I heard Kaylie gasp a little "Oh!" and removed her hand very quickly, as if she had touched a burning-hot frypan. I looked over at her to see that her attention was locked to the buildings and shops on her side of the street, remaining quiet. She seemed embarrased but there was no reason for her to be.
"It's perfectly alright, angel. I like the fact that you turn me on. Makes me love you even more." I lowered my voice into a seductive tone, hoping it would make her smile or cheer her up. But she didn't respond. I licked my lips and sighed softly, just as a bright green light lit up the windscreen. I pressed down on the accelorator and off we went again.
The rest of the drive to her house was awfully silent. I didn't pressure her to speak but the silence was killing me. I didn't want her to think that she'd done something wrong, because she hadn't, and I didn't want to think that I had done something wrong. I drove into her driveway and parked behind another car, which I assumed to be her parents' one. I turned the engine off and looked at her with a cheeky smile.
"So am I going to get a goodnight kiss?"
It seemed fitting. If I couldn't get her to talk, I could get her to kiss me. She wouldn't refuse because she never had before. The moment our lips were locked together, the whole world disappeared and it was just the two of us. Sometimes, I wish it was like that all the time. Kaylie returned my smile and took her seatbelt off, making it easier for her to lean over to me. The car was dark so it was hard to see each other's lips but the second I felt her mouth brush mine, I took it to a more intense level. My fingers gripped her hair tightly and I parted her lips with my tongue, deepening our heated kiss. She adjusted her position in her seat, wrapping her arms around my neck as she moaned softly. That sound made my stomach do backflips. I wanted to hear her moan more, moan my name. I kissed her cheek before sucking on the area of skin just below her left ear. I had found out that it was her sensitive spot the night we made love. The way she had sighed, wanting me to do it more. I couldn't resist doing it again. Her fingers played with my curls as my lips lathered loving on her supple skin. Then, suddenly, there was a knock followed by a voice.
"You two all done in there?"
Kaylie and I jumped apart, my head connecting with the roof of my car with a loud thump. I groaned quietly and massaged my head, a flash of pain shooting through my scalp. Both of us looked out of her window and there stood her older brother, Michael, whom I had met twice before. He was a very nice guy, just a little bit younger than me. I could tell how much he loved Kaylie, how much he cared for her. I had Gemma and Kaylie had three brothers. Honestly, that scared me from time to time. I could get ripped to shreds by them if I did something wrong to their sister. I would rather not get on any of their bad sides.
"What are you doing out here, Michael?" Kaylie asked, her window rolled down.
"I saw his car from upstairs and I came down to check that you two weren't having a root in public." Her brother said. Oh, crap! I would never have sex in a car in full view of passers-by to see. I was up for having sex in a car but somewhere private, where no-one could see what was happening.
"Michael!" Kaylie stuck out her arm and slapped her brother on the chest, scowling at him. Michael leaned his head down and flashed me a smile.
"Taking care of my little sister, aren't you?"
"Yes, always." I nodded with a smile, tucking my hair behind my left ear, keeping my right hand on the steering wheel. I didn't particularlly like getting caught by Michael, he had interrupted our kissing session, but it was better than being exposed by Simon or Melody. Kaylie's family and mine had been sworn to secrecy about our relationship until the show was over. Then, we could do whatever we wanted.
"He does more than take care of me. He makes me feel loved." Kaylie informed her brother. I smiled to myself. My goal, apart from mentoring Kaylie to have her win the show, was to make her feel loved every day. It seemed that I had been achieving my goal so far.
"And turn you on, I'm guessing." Michael chortled.
"Michael, just go away! I'll be inside in a couple of minutes." Kaylie snapped, getting rid of her brother. I watched him walk inside the house and Kaylie turned to me, threading her fingers in my hair, rubbing the spot where I hit my head.
"You OK?" She questioned nervously.
"I'm fine, Kaylie. Your brother just...surprised me."
"You and me both. I'd better go inside though, otherwise he will come out again." I saw the light from the dashboard reflect off her bright smile, making her glow. She really is an angel. I gave her one final kiss, softer this time, and bumped my nose against hers.
"Good night, angel. I'll see you tomorrow." I whispered, pressing my lips gently to her forehead.
"Bye, handsome." Kaylie grinned and grabbed her bag before climbing out of my car. I turned the engine back and shifted into reverse. She stood on the path, waving goodbye to me. I blew her a kiss before driving away, heading further down on the street. I wondered what would be in store for tomorrow. I wondered what the results would be. I had my fingers crossed, mentally, that Kaylie would be voted through. She gave an incredible performance and the audience loved her. I just hoped that the public at home did too.
Saturday, 15th October
She pulled back to look at me, my heart in love with the milk chocolate shade of her warm youthful eyes. Our foreheads came together as my arms remained tight around her back, her legs on either side of me. I forgot about being in her house, being her mentor. All I thought about was how much I loved her.
"I want you, need you, to know..." She whispered, running her fingers across my jawline, sending shivers over my skin. I kept my eyes locked to hers as a sweet smile caressed her lips. And finally, I heard those words that I had wanted her to say to me when I had said them.
"Harry, I've fallen so madly in love with you. I love you. I love you with everything that I am, with my whole heart. And I just wanted you to kn-" She never got to finish her sentence before I cut her off with a strong erotic kiss that was sure to leave the both of us breathless.
I felt Kaylie dissolve into my embrace, moaning into the pressure of my lips on hers. The kissing grew into something more heated, tongues being introduced, warm and slick, tangling together. I was happy, so much that it felt like my heart was about to burst with complete delight. I loved this girl and she loved me. What could be better than that? I was worried that she didn't feel what I felt but I had been wrong. She was in love with me just as much as I was in love with her. Her fingers journeyed their way through my hair, pulling at my scalp as our kissing intensified.
"Oh, Kaylie, I love you so much. I love you, angel." I whispered softly. Only a moment had passed before I returned my lips to hers. I attacked her mouth with my tongue and lowered her down onto the couch, resting my hand down on her hip. She trembled underneath me, her infectious laugh echoing around the room. I laughed with her, my lips barely brushing her own.
"I love you. I've wanted to tell you that for so long."
For Kaylie to say that, my heart jumped for joy. Our mouths meshed together into the most passionate of ways as her breathing became quicker, harder, faster. Her eyes stared up at me kindly, shooting bullets into my soul. But I loved the feeling.
"You've made me so happy by saying that, angel. Now, you'll forever be mine."
My lips curled into a seductive smirk and Kaylie's cheeks flushed a deep rosy pink. I knew she wanted me and I knew I wanted her. I wanted her so badly. I wanted to show her I loved her, just how exactly how much I adored her.
And on that night, I did.
The memory of making love with Kaylie was still fresh in my mind. The way her body moulded with mine, the way she quivered from my touch, the way her lips kissed my neck. What an incredible pleasurable experience it had been, one that had fulfilled all of my desires but had left me wanting more. I longed to touch her like that again, kiss her like that again, cherish her like that again. I wanted to hear her sighs and her moans, calling out my name during her peak of pleasure. I didn't want her to touch herself. That was my job. I wanted to be the person to make her moan with lust, make her breath deeply, make her writhe on the bed as I touched her.
I was walking down the corridor from behind the stage when Kaylie called me. A smile beamed on my face when I saw her name on the caller ID. I pressed the Accept button and raised my phone to my ear.
"Hello, angel."
Hi. Sorry if I disturbed you...
"You could never disturb me. What's this call about, my love?" I asked. The sound of her voice always made me smile. Her defining accent, her gentle tone. It was amazing how much power she held with her vocals, so powerful and emotional.
Harry, I'm scared...I'm...terrified.
The smile on my face vanished and I stopped walking, the sudden change in her voice making me anxious.
"Why? What is it? What's wrong? Kaylie, talk to me!" I cried out, clutching the hair at the nape of my neck. Why is she scared? Has something happened? Did Melody threaten her again? I hated hearing my girlfriend so petrified. I wanted her to be safe 24/7.
Tonight... What if I stuff up? I don't feel good enough to open the show. I...don't...
I could tell that her voice got caught in her throat and she struggled to breathe. She sounded like she was having a panic attack. Fuck! Shit, oh, no! Now, I was terrified. For her. I needed to go to her, calm her down. That was my prerogrative, as her boyfriend.
"Kaylie, where are you?"
Dressing...room...
"Is anyone there? Are you alone?" I asked. I hoped she was alone and thankfully, she said that she was. I started powerwalking to the girls dressing room, wanting to get there as quick as I could.
"Stay there. Don't move. Keep breathing, angel. I'll be there in less than a minute." I said reassuringly and I hung up, running the rest of the way. I didn't see anyone as I rushed down the corridors, the image of Kaylie falling to the floor, having a panic attack, engraved in my mind.
I reached the door of the dressing room and pushed it open with force. And I saw her. Kaylie was sitting on the couch, her hand over her heart and her eyes wide with fear and love when she saw me. I shut the door behind me and rushed over to her, going down on my knee and cupping her face in my hands. She truly looked scared. My poor sweet angel...
"I'm here, angel. Breathe with me, come on. In and out, in and out." I breathed softly and slowly, gesturing her to follow my lead. I stroked her cheeks and kept my eyes to her, watching as her breathing evened out and sounded like mine.
"There we go. It's OK, Kaylie." I said and titled my head up to kiss her. Her hands slithered over my shoulders and tugged me closer, her lips cherry-flavoured and warm like they always were. Evidently, she craved me as much as I craved her. Her fingers turned into fists in my curls, opening her mouth to deepen the kiss. Memories of each and every single kiss that we had shared on Tuesday night flashed in my mind, making me yearn to see her naked body, stroke her all over her skin. I grabbed hold of her wrists and pulled back from the kiss, staring up at her with faith.
"Listen to me, my love. You're going to be just fine. You've never disappointed me and that's not going to start tonight. You're going to go out there and smash it out of the park. I believe that you can do it. I know you can do it." I told her, hoping that she would see my belief in her. I believed in her the first moment that I saw her, so many months ago now. I wouldn't have picked her to be in my Top 3 if I didn't think she could handle the pressure of performing live every week. She impressed me all the time with her strength and while being only 18, I knew opening the show was a big deal for her. But Kaylie could it.
She draped her arms around my neck and connected our foreheads together.
"I believe you."
I grinned at her and brought her to her feet with my arms locked around her back. She looked absolutely breathtaking tonight, her petite figure hugged by a flattering green jumpsuit and gold heels on her feet. I placed my hand behind her head where her ponytail started, allowing her to rest her head into my neck.
"I love you, Harry."
"I love you too, Kaylie. My angel." I whispered, kissing her forehead. Her body relaxed in my hold as I rubbed circles on the small of her back with my fingers. I leaned my head down to give her a gentle kiss on her lips. I wished her "Good luck" and exited the dressing room, giving her my dimple smile as I walked out.
The moment I shut the door, I wanted to go back in and kiss her more, ravish her for eternity. Peel the jumpsuit off her, take her hair out, slip off her gold heels, be willingly naked for me. How she reacted to my kiss or my touch was unqiue to her so only she could react like that, which gave me pleasure in doing such things to her. As I walked in the direction of the main stage, I took my bottom lip in between my fingers and reminscined about the feeling of her lips pressed against my own. It was poisonious, like a drug. I wanted more already. I needed more. Tonight.
0*0
To Kaylie: I'm driving you home tonight x
I knew I was being completely reckless, sending her the text, but there was no other way that I could see her again tonight. Her performance had been amazing, a great opening to the show; us four judges all agreed on that. I knew the pressure built for Kaylie every single week but that's what it was like working in the music industry. The pressure built before each live performance, before each concert, before each interview. There was no escaping it. The lads and I were always nervous before each tour date but we went out there and rocked it as best as we could. And Kaylie needed to do that as well, if she was to become a recording artist with number one albums and sell-out shows. My phone buzzed in my hand with a reply from Kaylie.
From Kaylie: We'll get caught. And my parents expect me to go home with them x
Of course, I forgot about her parents. I need to twist her arm now. I thought.
To Kaylie: No, we won't, angel. Just tell them you're getting a lift from me. They'll understand, I'm sure x
From Kaylie: Are you sure they'll understand? x
To Kaylie: Angel, we're in love. Of course they will x
I smiled at my text and waited for her to respond. Her parents will understand... Right? The excitement of first love made my heart swell and if I could, I would spend every waking moment with Kaylie. She was the emodiment of my personal lusts and desires. She was my angel. She was mine.
As I headed down into the garage underneath the studios, I got a text back from Kaylie to inform me that her parents were OK with me driving her home. Yes! I fished my keys out of my flared pants and unlocked my car. Everyone else had left by this point, leaving just me and my car alone in the cold garage. I had only waited a couple of minutes before I saw Kaylie. She had changed out of her jumpsuit, back into casual clothes, and her hair was loose, long caramel waves flowing around her. She still gave me heart palpitations every time I saw her. This was the way she made me feel.
Kaylie walked over to me, her eyes wide on my car. I twirled my fingers around my fingers and smiled at the look on her face.
"Nice, isn't it?" I laughed.
"What's the model?"
"An Audi R8 Coupe." I answered.
"Wow." She gasped. I knew she wasn't used to expensive luxurious things because the truth of it was, she was just a normal teenage girl. I had been younger than her when the lads and I shot to fame but I got through it. And so could she. My arm went around her waist as I pressed a kiss to her head. I opened the passenger door with my right hand and smiled at her.
"Your chariot awaits, angel."
Kaylie chuckled and her lips left a kiss on the corner of my mouth, their flavour attacking my skin. She hopped into the seat and I shut the door as soon as she was comfortable. I slid into the driver's seat and turned the engine on. When we got our seatbelts clicked in, I rested my hand on her knee and stroked the denim material of her jeans with my thumb. This is where I wanted her. With me, in my car, like we were a normal couple. We were already a normal couple already really but the situation we were in was the most abnormal one. That was our dilemma. Not just hers, not just mine. Ours.
"Are you sure that no-one will see us? Paparazzi?" Kaylie asked as I zoomed in and out of the London traffic.
"It's night-time, Kaylie. We'll be fine, I promise." I looked at her momentarily before returning my eyes to the road. Truthfully, I didn't know if my promise was true. There was paparazzi everywhere, day and night, and London was full of them, just like Los Angeles. The only reason I promised Kaylie was to reassure her, not have her freak out. It would draw attention if she started to panic. I didn't want a repeat of what happened before the show. I hated seeing her so vulnerable and scared. I pushed down on the brakes when the lights glowed red. I smiled to myself, feeling her eyes on me. She was so obvious, it was adorable. I knew it when she couldn't take her eyes off me. It was like reading the back of my hand.
"You're staring."
"Am I not allowed?"
"Of course you are, angel. Just...you staring can be very distracting." I chuckled under my breath, waiting for the lights to turn green.
"How so?" Kaylie asked.
"Well, for one, I can tell that your cheeks are flushed without looking at you." I smiled. And in that moment, I knew she was blushing. I didn't have to look at her to know that. The aura she gave off was the reason for it. I looked down at my lap and discovered that her right hand was caressing my inner thigh, resulting in the organ in between my legs beginning to get a little hard. I swallowed deeply and laughed.
"And your hand is dangerously close to my crown jewels."
I heard Kaylie gasp a little "Oh!" and removed her hand very quickly, as if she had touched a burning-hot frypan. I looked over at her to see that her attention was locked to the buildings and shops on her side of the street, remaining quiet. She seemed embarrased but there was no reason for her to be.
"It's perfectly alright, angel. I like the fact that you turn me on. Makes me love you even more." I lowered my voice into a seductive tone, hoping it would make her smile or cheer her up. But she didn't respond. I licked my lips and sighed softly, just as a bright green light lit up the windscreen. I pressed down on the accelorator and off we went again.
The rest of the drive to her house was awfully silent. I didn't pressure her to speak but the silence was killing me. I didn't want her to think that she'd done something wrong, because she hadn't, and I didn't want to think that I had done something wrong. I drove into her driveway and parked behind another car, which I assumed to be her parents' one. I turned the engine off and looked at her with a cheeky smile.
"So am I going to get a goodnight kiss?"
It seemed fitting. If I couldn't get her to talk, I could get her to kiss me. She wouldn't refuse because she never had before. The moment our lips were locked together, the whole world disappeared and it was just the two of us. Sometimes, I wish it was like that all the time. Kaylie returned my smile and took her seatbelt off, making it easier for her to lean over to me. The car was dark so it was hard to see each other's lips but the second I felt her mouth brush mine, I took it to a more intense level. My fingers gripped her hair tightly and I parted her lips with my tongue, deepening our heated kiss. She adjusted her position in her seat, wrapping her arms around my neck as she moaned softly. That sound made my stomach do backflips. I wanted to hear her moan more, moan my name. I kissed her cheek before sucking on the area of skin just below her left ear. I had found out that it was her sensitive spot the night we made love. The way she had sighed, wanting me to do it more. I couldn't resist doing it again. Her fingers played with my curls as my lips lathered loving on her supple skin. Then, suddenly, there was a knock followed by a voice.
"You two all done in there?"
Kaylie and I jumped apart, my head connecting with the roof of my car with a loud thump. I groaned quietly and massaged my head, a flash of pain shooting through my scalp. Both of us looked out of her window and there stood her older brother, Michael, whom I had met twice before. He was a very nice guy, just a little bit younger than me. I could tell how much he loved Kaylie, how much he cared for her. I had Gemma and Kaylie had three brothers. Honestly, that scared me from time to time. I could get ripped to shreds by them if I did something wrong to their sister. I would rather not get on any of their bad sides.
"What are you doing out here, Michael?" Kaylie asked, her window rolled down.
"I saw his car from upstairs and I came down to check that you two weren't having a root in public." Her brother said. Oh, crap! I would never have sex in a car in full view of passers-by to see. I was up for having sex in a car but somewhere private, where no-one could see what was happening.
"Michael!" Kaylie stuck out her arm and slapped her brother on the chest, scowling at him. Michael leaned his head down and flashed me a smile.
"Taking care of my little sister, aren't you?"
"Yes, always." I nodded with a smile, tucking my hair behind my left ear, keeping my right hand on the steering wheel. I didn't particularlly like getting caught by Michael, he had interrupted our kissing session, but it was better than being exposed by Simon or Melody. Kaylie's family and mine had been sworn to secrecy about our relationship until the show was over. Then, we could do whatever we wanted.
"He does more than take care of me. He makes me feel loved." Kaylie informed her brother. I smiled to myself. My goal, apart from mentoring Kaylie to have her win the show, was to make her feel loved every day. It seemed that I had been achieving my goal so far.
"And turn you on, I'm guessing." Michael chortled.
"Michael, just go away! I'll be inside in a couple of minutes." Kaylie snapped, getting rid of her brother. I watched him walk inside the house and Kaylie turned to me, threading her fingers in my hair, rubbing the spot where I hit my head.
"You OK?" She questioned nervously.
"I'm fine, Kaylie. Your brother just...surprised me."
"You and me both. I'd better go inside though, otherwise he will come out again." I saw the light from the dashboard reflect off her bright smile, making her glow. She really is an angel. I gave her one final kiss, softer this time, and bumped my nose against hers.
"Good night, angel. I'll see you tomorrow." I whispered, pressing my lips gently to her forehead.
"Bye, handsome." Kaylie grinned and grabbed her bag before climbing out of my car. I turned the engine back and shifted into reverse. She stood on the path, waving goodbye to me. I blew her a kiss before driving away, heading further down on the street. I wondered what would be in store for tomorrow. I wondered what the results would be. I had my fingers crossed, mentally, that Kaylie would be voted through. She gave an incredible performance and the audience loved her. I just hoped that the public at home did too.
Notes
Hope you guys liked the chapter from Harry's POV! It's already been a year since One Direction's last performance together before their break, isn't that crazy? This will be my last update for about a week because I'm flying off to Holland tomorrow for my 6-week holiday! I'll also be going to London, maybe I'll meet one of the boys, lol ;) Also, I've been distracted lately because I've got a crush and the guy I like, I think he likes me too! So I'll see you guys when I'm in Holland!
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11/19/17