Clueless | N.H.

Did he really just say that? Just coming here and staying at my place? Is he freaking crazy?
"Are you fucking serious, Niall?" I still couldn't believe he just said that.
From shock I go to anger and I am furious. First he didn't contact me back, he just left me and I was alone with Martina. Everything started to go back to normal and bam. There he was again. At my doorstep.
He just stood there and looked at me with his sad and hurt eyes. But I couldn't let him hurt me again. Not after I had taken so much time to heal myself. He left me in wounds and completely on the ground. Pregnant.
All the anger started erupting out of me, after more than a year I felt the same pain. And I wanted to forget it.
"Laura, please. Can I just spend some time with you two?" He asked hopefully and I started thinking. Did he care about me and Martina? I could find out if he did.
"Niall... I don't know, it's too much for me." I said still confused from all that chaos.
His eyes darkened and his mouth fell a little in a sad expression.
"I love you, Laura. I still do." He whispered and I felt my heart breaking out of the chains of sadness.
He loved me after he left me? I knew why he left me, he told me. But still, it didn't make sense.
I loved him too. Still, with all my heart. But I couldn't let him get away so easily. He left me alone with my daughter and I knew he could find a way to contact me. He is a freaking megastar, he could have found a way.
"Niall, I..." I started still shocked from his confession. I was confused, really confused. But when I looked in his ocean blue eyes, I suddenly felt, that my life was coming back together from ripped pieces. Just his look comforted me.
"Laura, it's okay. I should go." he said and sighed. No, no, Niall. Stop. But I couldn't say it. I just stood there locked and in shock.
He started walking away, to the door. Harry followed him with lowered head. I felt my life flowing away from my body again. I couldn't let him go again. Not again.
"Niall, wait." I almost screamed and he froze on the spot. He slowly turned around and I started walking quickly torwards him, with Martina still in my arms. My heart almost fell in my pants and I felt adrenaline flowing in my veins.
I run into his embrace, his big arms hugged me and I felt alive again. Home. He was my home. He pressed his lips on my forehead and I melted in his arms. Like they were perfect for me. I will say it, now. I breathed deeply and my heart started beating even faster.
"I love you, Niall." I whispered next to his ear and his eyes went wide. I lost myself in his beautiful eyes and he kissed me with such a passion, I almost released Martina from my arms but he hugged us both.

Notes

I have a huge writer's block but I hope it will pass. I work for 8 hours everyday and I am freaking tired :( I had a very difficult month, I was a little bit depressed.

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