Clueless | N.H.

The peaces of the puzzle started coming together. Sure, I'd heard of One Direction before, but I wasn't interested in their music or them. Of course it was him. Niall Horan from One Direction. What a coward. He didn't even had balls to tell me who he was and then he made me a child. Just perfect. And then he didn't answer his phone, even worse, he disconnected it.
I started crying and telling everything to Josephine on the phone. All the peaces of the puzzle made sense. Him wearing sunglasses and a hat all the time, he struggled with telling his fake surname at the restaurant, his sudden call and departure. And his angel voice, how beautifully he sang. Of course he sang beautifully, he was in the most famous boyband on the planet. Oh Laura, you silly girl.
"I heard on the news that NIall Horan came back to Ireland for a few days and then he leaves for London to prepare for their tour." she informed me and I sobbed harder.
"So it's true. Oh my god Josephine, what am I gonna do?" I cried and she tried to calm me.
"Laura, don't worry. Just tell him okay?" she told me.
"He disconnected his number, Josephine. I can't reach him anymore." I cried and cried. I was a complete mess. And it was his fault.
"Maybe you can direct message him on Twitter and Instagram?" she suggested and I agreed to try that.
"Josephine, he said he loved me and that I shouldn't forget his words no matter what happens. And that he would never forget me. He's such a coward." I sobbed to the phone and she tried to calm me for another ten minutes. I had never cried that much in my life. Never. And he made that happen. Because I fell in love with him. I loved him.
I needed to let him know. I loved him so much that it hurt. I direct messaged him on Twitter and Instagram saying the same words: Niall, we have to talk, please contact me as soon as you can. Laura
I knew he wouldn't answer just yet. I was devastated and scared, so I sent the message to his bandmates: Please tell Niall it's Laura, he needs to contact me just tell him.
*
After two days nothing happened with the messages. I heard Josephine every day, she was everything I had. I went to my gynecologist on Monday after work. He said everything was okay, I was only in my third week and he couldn't say anything more.
My sadness and depression turned into anger. I was furious on Niall, he didn't contact me, so I wrote all of them another message: Tell Niall I need to speak with him, I'm pregnant.
I knew they would think I was just another crazy fan trying to get to them but I needed to try.
*
Nothing happened and weeks went by without Niall answering and I was more angry every week. I worked every day and pregnancy started getting on me. I was feeling tired and my legs were aching.
I talked to Josephine almost every day and she was the best person at that time. I already had a little bump and it was cute. I got along with the idea of the baby. I actually started to love the little creature.

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