Before my head turns as red as a tomato, I walk out of the room.

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I close my door behind me and see my dog running to me. I'll need someone to watch over him when I'm at Ashton's. He can't be alone and I can't watch the cameras on my phone, only on my computer, which stands at the office.

I call Bryan and hope that he's free tomorrow.
"Hey babe, what's wrong?" He asks as he picks up.
"Hey, I just wanted to know if you're free tomorrow, I need someone to watch over my dog."
"Sure, I think I only have one shoot on the afternoon tomorrow."
"So, could you please come to watch over my dog?"
"Everything for you. Where you going?"
"To a friend. Thanks."
"Thanks....?"
"Thanks babe." I smile.
"When do I need to be there?"
"Does 1p.m. work?"
"Sure, I'll be there."
"okay, bye babe."
"Bye princess."

I hang up the phone and go to bed. We'll see what happens tomorrow.


~the next morning~

I wake up and dress myself. I'm kinda excited. I shouldn't be excited, he has a girlfriend and is still an ass.
I make breakfast and I wait until it's time. Two hours before he would come Bryan already stands for the door.
I open it surprised.
"Bryan, you had 2 hours before you should come." I say while I let him in.
"Do you mind?" He asks.
"No, of course not! But I just didn't expect it."
"A lot of things come unexpected."
He kisses me deeply. I smile before kissing back.
"Now, I have a good idea how we could spend those two hours.." He smirks.
"Bryan, we can't. I gotta be there at 2." I sigh when he kisses my neck.
"It's 11 now, we have time enough."
"Bryan please, don't." I say while I push him back a little.
He doesn't sigh or anything. He doesn't even seem bothered.
"A movie?" He smiles.
"that's sounds nice."

We watch a movie and I lay still cuddled up to him when he asks
"How late did you needed to be there?"
"at 2."
"It's 1:45."
"Oh god!" I stand up and fix my hair and makeup.
"I gotta go, you just need to feed him and give him some clean water." I say while I give him a quick peck on his lips and run out of the door.
I run to my car and start it. I drive as fast as I can to Ashton.


I park the car on the driveway from his home and get out. I'm nervous and I don know why. I sigh while I straighten the invisible cracks in my clothes. I walk to his front door and hesitate before knocking softly. It feels weird to be here again.
When his mother opens she smirks.

"Sierra, what are you doing here?"
"uhh, I came to help Ashton." I say a little awkward.
"Mum, leave her alone." I hear Ashton behind her.
He's still shirtless and my eyes flew over his muscles. It remembers me when he made me breakfast. Arrgghh, why do I need to think about that?
"Hey Ashton." I wave a little while he lets me in.
"Hey Sierra, want something to drink?" He asks.
"Some water if you have."
"Stop those formalities, I'm shirtless anyway." He says grumpy while turning around.
I look at Anne Marie and she lifts her shoulders.


I quietly follow Ashton to the kitchen. Nothing changed a thing.
"It didn't change a thing." I say while I look around.
"Don't." He says, not looking at me but filling a glass of water.
"What?"
"It reminds me of you. Of us. Which reminds me how I lost you, and I don't wanna think about that." He gives me the water and looks at me for a brief moment, but his eyes say enough.
Beforw I could reply someone comes in.
"Sierra? What are you doing here?" I hear Harry ask behind me.
I turn around and he hugs me. I hug him back.
"Oh, I'm just here to.." I say, not really sure how to respond.
"I actually don't care why you're here, I'm just happy you are." He smiles.
I smirk and let go of him.
"Missed me little one?" I smirk.
"Just a little."
I smile and I hear Ashton grumble and turn around to him.
"Harry, could you please go? I gotta tell Ashton something." I say, not looking at him.
I don't hear him say anything, but he still leaves.
"Okay, what's going on?" I ask while I sit down in a chair.
"I don't know what you're talking about."
I sigh.
"Look Ashton, I'm here to help you, not to fight. So stop acting like I'm your enemy. What do you want me to say? That I'm sorry for not forgiving you? That I'm sorry for not listening when you told me to? Ashton, I am. I am so damn sorry about everything. I regret a lot. I regret not listening to you. I regret not forgiving you, but there's nothing I can do about it now."
He looks at me for a second.
"You regret?" he asks softly.
"Of course I do! Ashton, I loved you! My heart shattered to pieces when I saw you with her."
I didn't know if I meant Madison or Hunter, but either way was true.
"Which one?" He asks, probably asking himself the same as I did.
"What do you mean?" I ask casually.
"Madison or Hunter?"
I don't know what to say. What should I say? I don't wanna sound desperate, and I'm in a relation with someone else. But I also don't want him to think that I don't care about him.
"Madison." I say quietly.
"Why am I not believing you?" He asks while he stands up and walks to me.
He leans on the sides of my chair and looks at me very closely. My eyes flicker from his eyes to his lips very quickly, but he still notices.
"Tell me what you're thinking right now." He demands.
"I can't think straight right now." I whisper.
"Tell me, what do you want now."

Notes

Hey guys!!

So this will probably be the last chapter I upload on all of my stories bc I could copy and paste it for once in kill me, but now it doesn't work anymore :(. I'm sorry you need to wait :(. I hope you still can wait for a while ;).
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