"And I still love you." I say without thinking...

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We just stare at each other for a moment.


Fuck.


Fuck.


Fuck.


I was ready to apologise when he smiles.
Why the fuck is he smiling?
I give him a questioning look and he softly kisses me.
"I've been waiting for so long to hear you say that." He smiles.
"What?"
"You said it."
Okay, I'm officially confused.
"What?" I ask again.
He chuckles.
"I said that I loved you, but you never said it back literally."
"I told you."
"You didn't, you said that you didn't love Luke."
I roll my eyes.
"What you want it black on white too?" I say.
"Sure."
I giggle softly and get off him.
"Where you going?" He stands up and wraps his arms around me.
"Ashton.." I laugh.
"You're mine, you're not going anywhere." He smirks onto my ear.
"Technically I'm not."
"I don't do technically."
"I see."
"Staaaayyy."
"I gotta go home."
"I'm not letting you drive with this weather."
"I need to go home!"
"You can stay here, I'm really not going to let you get an accident."
I sigh.
"You're lucky that I don't feel like driving home in this weather either." I mutter.
He smirks and walks to the kitchen to tell the others.


After he told them he shows us our room.
"And this is yours." He says as last.
"Thanks." I smile.
"I'll be downstairs if you need anything." He smiles and disappears.
I jump on the bed and smile.
I realise that I don't have any clothes or toilet supplies with me.
Great.
I just decide to text him, too lazy to go downstairs.


Me: I don't have anything with me.
Ash: We can always do it without ;).
Me: You whore, I mean PJs and toilet supplies.
Ash: I know, you can borrow some clothes from Hunter a I'm sure we have some extra toothbrushes, but else you could use mine ;).
Me: you're disgusting.
Ash: I know.


A few minutes later he comes into the room with some clothing and a toothbrush.
"There you go." He hands me the stuff.
"This... Is what I gotta wear? This is tinier than most of my underwear." I hold up the piece of fabric.
"It will look super sexy on you." He smirks.
"Sure. I'm not gonna wear it though."
"Then what are you gonna wear?"
I think and then smirk before running to his room.
I jerk open his closet and pull out an Nirvana shirt out of it.
"I would say 'make yourself feel at home' but you clearly already did." He smiles.
"Can I wear this?" I pout and hold up the shirt.
"No."
"Why not?"
He just shrugs.
"I just don't want you to." He says.
I fold it up and put it back.
"I'll go get ready for bed then." I say as I walk around him, out of the room.
I can just hear him sigh as I walk into mine.


After brushing my teeth and all the other stuff I do before I hit the pillows, I walk downstairs.
"Hey." I smile and sit next to Madison.
"How did it went?" She asks, sipping her thee.
"It went kinda.. Good."
"Kinda good?"
"Well, he's acting like we're already having something.. And we made out.."
"He's just happy to have you back and that you feel the same way." Ashley assures me.
I nod my head and smile again.


We talk on for a little until we go to sleep.


I walk to my room and slide carefully under the warm covers. I smile as I close my eyes, ready to fall asleep and let the dreams take me away.
Just when I'm almost asleep I feel a tap on my shoulder.
"Hm?" I groan a little and open my eyes.
I see Ashton standing there with a soft smile on his face.
He holds up the Nirvana shirt from earlier and I smile.
"Ashton.." I smile as I reach for the shirt.
He grabs my hand and pushes his lips softly onto mine.
"Shouldn't you be with your fiancé?" I smirk.
"Nope."
"Why not?"
"Because we've had a fight."
"About the pregnancy?"
"And you."
I nod my head.
I saw that one coming.
"Just put on the shirt, I'll explain later." He says, handing me the shirt.
I smile happily as I slide the shirt over my head.


Of course, it's way too big for me, but it feels cozy.


He slides under the covers and lays his head on the pillow.
"You're not going back?" I ask and he shakes his head.
"I'm done talking to her."
"Ashton, you'll need to face her."
"No, I don't."
"Ashton, I don't like her either but-"
"You don't know how she's been treating me for the past years. It began all loveable and sweet... But she got more demanding and selfish. She wasn't the person that I thought she was. But the media loved her so..."
"Ashton, think about the band. If you don't handle this off gently than the whole band will get bad publicity."
He sighs and nods his head.
"I'll talk to her tomorrow."


I smile and lay down next to him.
"Now, are you gonna tell me what the fight was exactly about?" I smile.
"Well, I only asked her why I didn't heard anything from the doctors about the pregnancy, and she fell out to me. She was saying that I wanted to hurt her and the baby so I could move on to you. She was yelling at me that I only was with her because of the baby..."
"Well, that's not a total lie." I giggle.
"But still though. Then I asked her to let it get checked to see if everything was alright with the baby, but that only made it worse..." He looks down but I lift his chin up.
"What happened?"
"She threw things at me.." He mumbles.
"What kind of things?"
"Everything she could get her hands on."
"Like?"
"First it were just pillows.. But then she got her hands on the vase and.." He stops and sighs.
"Did it.. Did it hit you?"
He nods his head
"Where?"
"At the back of my head."
I quickly lay my head and feel the warm liquid.
"Ashton, you're bleeding." I switch on the lights on the night stander and sit up.
He sits up too and I turn to look at the back of his head.
I gulp gently as I see that his hair is all sticky from the drying blood, his head is still bleeding.
"Wait here."


I run to the little bathroom and get some towels and water. Then I go get some alcohol and cottons before I sit next to him again.


"She did this to you?" I feel my anger rise.
He just nods his head.
"And you approve this?"
"No, I don't approve bu-"
"Then why didn't you do something?"
He sighs and shrugs.
"Guess I'm used to being the underdog."
"Ashton, you're not an underdog. You're super sweet and nice. You have never been an underdog to me.." I grab the alcohol and cotton before pushing it carefully against his wound.
He doesn't wince and just smile softly.
"Thank you." He mumbles.
"There's nothing to thank me for." I smile back and clean the wound.
At least It won't need any stitches.
"Done." I say after cleaning his wound.
"Thank you."
"Like I said Ashton, there's nothing to thank me for."
"Still though.."
"No. I don't wanna hear your thank you's just keep it clean and don't make it bleed again."
"I won't." He smiles.
I look at the time and see that it got past 2 a.m.
"Let's just go to sleep." I yawn and lay back onto the fresh pillows without bloodstains on them.
He cuddles up to me and closes his eyes.
"Goodnight Sierra." He mumbles against my collarbone.
"Goodnight Ashton." I smile as I rub his back a little and close my eyes too.

Notes

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Sorry Sorry Sorry, for such a delay since summer :(.

I just gotta learn way more than usual for school and it's almost Christmas,which mean basically for me another exam week. And busy buying presents for my friends because we're always having a little Christmas evening a few days before actual christmas ^-^.


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