I kiss him on his forehead and rest my hand on his hair.

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We lay there for a few hours, not saying a word. I almost drifted off to sleep, but suddenly Sarah begins to mumble, meaning she's hungry. She never really cried, she just began to mumble all kind of stuff.
I look over to Luke and see that he's sleeping. I smile. He looks so cute when he's sleeping. Sarah stares at me with her big blue eyes, the exact same as colour Luke's. An ocean colour you could drown in.
I carefully wiggle myself out of Luke's grip and look at Sarah. I stand up and reach for her. Luke is still holding her at her waist, so I carefully grab her under her arms. I wanted to lift her up, but Luke just grabs her tight. He's still sleeping, but strong as hell. I really don't wanna wake him up either. Sarah begins to mumble again.
"It's okay sweetie. We'll get you out of daddy's grip." I calm her.
It's actually kinda funny to call Luke daddy.
Totally because I never imagined it. I mean, I did imagine having my own family with him, but not at this age.
I try again to lift Sarah up, but without success.
"Luke." I softly whisper.
I get no response from him. I sigh.
"Luke, wake up." I say a little louder, but still not really speaking out loud.
This time he mumbles a little. He flutters his eyes open and looks at me. His mouth forms a smile. He slowly reaches up to me and before I know, I'm back on the bed.
"Look out with Sarah." I warn him.
He doesn't say anything but just comes close as kisses me softly. When he pulls back, he lifts up Sarah to our faces. She brabbles something and then reaches for my face. She lays her hand on my cheek and stares at me.
"Someday, you will be as pretty as your mommy." Luke whispers in her ear.
"And then daddy needs to let you go." I remind him.
"What's the.... Time?" He yawns, completely ignoring what I said.
"I dunno. But Sarah is hungry so I need you to let her go now." I smile.
He just hugs her tight and pouts. I smile.
"You'll get her back." I promise him.
He sighs dramatically but still gives her to me.

I get up and take her to the kitchen.
"Let's get something to eat for you." I mumble to her while I reach for the fridge. Normally, I would give her breastfeeding, but because there were some insecurities that I wouldn't be able to, we bought packages, just in case. Luke and I decided to just feed her the package that was already open and then switch to breastfeeding.
I put her down in her seat and walk to the counter.
I reach for the milk in the fridge and grab the powder from the counter. I pour it into her bottle. I begin to shake with the bottle while she watches. Then put it into the microwave turn it on. I walk to Sarah and smile. I go through her hair a few times before I feel two arms wrap around me.
"Is it done already?" Luke asks inpatient.
"No. It's still warming up." I smile.

I love that He's crazy about her. When I found out that I was pregnant, I was afraid to tell him. I was afraid that he would leave me. Mel convinced me that I needed to tell him and I'm so happy I did.
He's been nothing but supportive the whole pregnancy. He did everything for me. He learned how to cook real meals and how to wash clothes. He did as much as he could to keep me happy. A part of it he wasn't there because they started a new tour when I was around 7 months pregnant. He was feeling so guilty, even tho I said to him that I didn't mind. He flew back for me when I was in labor. I heard him yelling at the doctors because he couldn't see me yet. I don't know why they didn't let him see me, but he was mad because of it.
Sometimes I can't believe that's almost a year ago. In 10 weeks my sweetie will be one.

"Why does it takes so loooonnnggg??" He whines.
"Just be patient."
"You're the patient one here."
He rests his head on my shoulder and looks at Sarah. Then the microwave peeps and I make myself loose from Luke. I walk to the microwave and open it. I grab out the bottle and shake it again. I look at the bottom to make sure that nothing is sticking there. I take a sip to check if it's not too hot for her. Then I spin the top on it.
"I wanna taste too." He says holding out his hand.
"No. This is for Sarah." I say while I walk to Sarah. I hand her the bottle and she begins to drink. I don't know when she started holding the bottle by herself, or how she learned it, she just did it. She's clever, just like me. I smirk.
Again he wraps his arms around me. He turns me to him and lays his hands on my lower back, pulling me closer. I smile and lace my fingers behind his neck. He bites his lip before softly pushing his lips onto mine. Those kisses were innocent, but they had a lot more meaning than anyone would ever know. He pulls back and rests his forehead on mine.
"I love you." He whispers.
"I love you too." I smile.
Suddenly we hear something fall on the ground. I turn around to see Sarah's bottle on the ground. It was empty.
"Sarah!" I say while I pick up the bottle and place it on the counter.
I hear Luke chuckle and I sigh. I turn around and rest with my lower back against the counter. He walks to me.
"Just let it go. You go to bed. I'll take care of Sarah today." He says while he laces our fingers.
"But.." I begin to protest.
"Please princess. You need it. And it's already 4pm. It's only for a few hours."
I sigh and nod my head. He smiles and picks me up bridal-style. He walks to our bedroom and lays me down onto the bed. He tucks me in like a child. I smile at him and he kisses me softly. I look up to him.
"Don't do that." He says.
"What?" I ask confused.
"Looking up to me like that. It only makes me wanna lay here with you." He sighs.
"Sorry." I smirk.
"Just go to sleep, okay?" He kisses my forehead and walks out of the room. He softly closes the door behind him.

Notes

Hey guys!

heres the new chapter!!!<3 I hoped you all liked this one!! I've found a way to still write chapters when I'm on camp without my parents noticing >:). Anyway, I'm just going to write them in the notes on my phone and then upload then on Sunday evening, or whatever the time is by you now! Wait, I don't think that sentence is write :/. Anyway,

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