Saturday nights are the nights that I, Leia Rae, let my hair down and spend some time with the people who devote themselves to drinking their wages away. I work for this day, I work for the freedom and for the adrenaline that fuels inside of me. Life is hard enough from Monday to Friday all we are expected to do is to work, eat and sleep. That's all my life consists as I have to keep busy to keep those thoughts out of my head. As much as I'd love to be one of those that sits around and watches day time tv, I just know watching several episodes of Jeremy Kyle will just drive me crazy. Keeping busy and making my brain constantly think is something I keep in control of. I don't want to dwell on past events that are still raw to me, I don't want to open up to people to help get the feelings off my chest. I just want to be happy and free from anger,hurt or any other vulnerable emotion. I'm in the best place that I could ever be.

I watch as my friend Toby dances with Daisy, my other friend. They've been flirting for weeks and it's only a matter of time that they get it on. The sooner the better really as they're not fooling anyone. Daisy is sweet as she's the one who doesn't tend to settle down as much as she loves being around different people and socialising. She believes different people bring different qualities and you can enjoy different things with them. I suppose it makes sense, I like shopping with Daisy but can't stand it when Toby is there. Toby is a funny guy who likes to feel wanted, he's forever changing his hairstyle and I know he refers himself to a pretty boy. He likes looking the part and to gain attention but if it's not all about him then he isn't really interested. As arrogant as he sounds, deep down I know he has a good heart.

"I'm a bit let down tonight. There aren't any fit guys at all." Frankie moans as she sits down next to me and places two large cocktail pitchers on the table. "This is not good Leia!" She says as she pushes one pitcher towards me with just one straw.

"Thanks!" I smile as I lean forward and take my first sip. The sweet taste sends my taste buds wild as I go in for more. "I'm sure there's someone here" I add as I sit back comfortable in my seat.

"I've sort of wandered around the room. There's hardly anyone here." She stirs the ice with her straw as she looks over at the dance floor. I don't bother to argue about all the guys that are in this club, she's clearly not impressed so I leave it at that. I have to say, I've seen some good looking guys tonight but I've also seen them getting it on with girls. It's always the way.

"I'm going for a cigarette." A dirty habit I know but I have tried to quit quite a few times. Even my Mum has offered to pay for me to be hypnotised but what's that really going to do? I just can't believe that I'd be able to be under hypnosis as my mind never sleeps. It would be a complete waste of Mum's money.
As I leave the table I see a crowd forming by the back door as a few girls are shouting loudly over to someone. There's always someone kicking off and having to take things way too far. I just carry on walking by and I walk out to the smoking area.

There's a few people here but it's relatively quiet, I take a single cigarette and I flick my lighter a couple of times to get it going. Inhaling deeply I look up at the stars as I slowly release the smoke through my lips. I start to get the feeling of someone watching me so I casually look around me and I spot some guy who's quite a big guy standing firmly by a 4x4 car and he's dressed pretty smart. His eye contact meets mine and I immediately look away as I can't help but feel slightly intimidated by him.
Inhaling more of my cigarette I take deeper drags as I hurry myself to get back inside. Stubbing the cigarette out on the wall and disposing the bud I head back in to the club. I stumble as Frankie runs up towards me with the biggest smile on her face. Prehaps she's caught someone's eye at bloody last.

"You'll never guess who's just gone up on to the Dj deck??!" Frankie beams as she takes my hand and leads me to the dance floor.

"Who?" I shout over the music but she doesn't hear me as she's continuing to pull me through the crowd. I try to look up at the DJ but the flashing lights make it impossible for me to focus on the people surrounding him. Frankie looks at me and smiles again and I raise my eyebrows as I've no idea what the heck is going on. Until the DJ announces his special guest, I look up and almost my jaw drops in shock..

Shit, it's Harry Styles!

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