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Forgive Me ~Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction~

Movement





Heather's POV

I don’t remember much of the ride home or the rest of the night. The medicine the doctor prescribed was… “a very heavy dose” and let's just say it makes morphine look like its bitch. Well i can't really say that because morphine, is well, the greatest. What the fuck are you saying right now Heather? What would Louis think if he’d hear you talking about this?

You're already a drug addict. A voice spat at me from my inner thought train. I pushed it away by building a mental wall.

I let out a long sigh. I felt a little shuffle from the other end of the couch. I pulled some blanket away from my face to see who was there and CRIKEY! We've got ourselves here a wild tomlinson straddling my legs with his arms. I gave my toes a little wiggle causing Lou’s groggy head to pop up.

“Huh? Wh-what?” He gave a little sniffle and ran his fingers through his flattened locks. “Youre awake! Good. Wait, what time is it?” He scramble to find his phone, checking under my blanket and pillows, on the table, under the table and still no luck.

I gave a small chuckle when i felt it under my leg. I slowly brought my legs into my chest and swiftly grabbed it, going stealthy and unnoticed. Louis, still in search, got off the couch and ran to the kitchen. “Do you want some help?” I called out.

“No, no. It's fine. You just relax, it's got to be around here somewhere.” His voice trailed off.

“Well since you're in the kitchen, what time is it?” I unlocked his phone and went to messages, of course. Who in their right mind wouldn't want to go through Louis Tomlinson's messages? Ok, there Mum, Harry, Sebastian, Simon, an unsaved number, and then me. I investigated the unsaved number first. It was a very one sided conversation with only the unsaved number messaging Louis. Its his cell phone company. BORING! To think how cool Louis is, his chats sure don't show it.

“Its… um.. Half past 7. Holy Shit!” He exclaimed out loud. I hear drawers opening and closing and clothing being shuffled.

“What is it?” I closed the messaging app and opened twitter. Should i do it? Should i? I am. I composed a tweet really fast.

L I R

Posted for all to see. That's it. Larry Is Real. He’s going to be soo pissed, HAH! I let out a small laugh. I heard footsteps and his voice traveling towards the living room, i tried shoving the phone under my blankets but was caught in the act.

“I'm supposed to meet Harry at the studio at 8:30!” His head popped around the corner. His face scrunched up, he started stomping towards me. My body tried sinking further into the couch. “What did you do?” He growled.

“Nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing!” I squealed. Louis jumped on top of me, straddling my legs under him and grabbed the phone. Instead of getting up, he remained on my lap and checked his phone.

“What does that mean?” He asked, his face held confusion. I just let out a hysterical laugh and sooner than later Louis joined in. “No, really, what does this mean? L I R?” It just made me laugh harder, tears forming now.

“L...La….Larry.” I could barely get out.

The smile on his face instantly dropped. “You didn't. Heather, oh god.” Pure terror was in his eyes. I kind of felt bad. I knew that what people said about him and his best friend hurt him a lot. But also with me saying that, I'm a huge larry shipper, no doubt. I mean they did live with each other at one point in time and I can say I've walked in on some questionable situations. Plus, it's for the fans. “I'm deleting it. Right now.”

“OK, but can you get your fat arse off of me?” I tried pushing his legs off of me but I couldn't.

“Say sorry.” He demanded, locking his phone and crossing his arms.

“No.” I shot right back.

“Now or I won't move.” He demanded again.

All of the sudden I felt nausea consume me. I could feel the blood drain from my face and so did my laughter. Instantly Louis got up and crouches down in front of me, grabbing my hands. I don't know how I did it but I managed to jump off the couch and make it to the bathroom in the matter of a second. Then I puked my guts out. I mean I didn't really eat anything so it was mainly me just dry heaving but it lasted for a while. Louis was right by my side. Well, technically behind me, holding my hair. I can't thank him enough for this.

“The doctor said this would happen. It's the dt’s and the medication. At first they don't mix well. It will take some time for your body to get used to them.” Louis calmly said. He was rubbing my bad but for some reason it wasn't helping.

“Louis,” -dry heave- “can you g-get”, -dry heave- “me some water?”

“Sure love.” he swiftly left the bathroom, leaving me with my head resting on the toilet bowl. Ah, I remember when I was 18. It's kind of disappointing because I couldn't even get drunk so this wasn't even worth it, you know? No? Just me? Okay. Oh shit, here it comes again.

A couple minutes went by and louis walked in with a large glass of water, a biscuit, and his phone at ear. “See you in 15 then mate? Okay, cheers.” He gave me a big smile which I returned.

I gulped down the water and took a bite of the warm biscuit. It felt like sandpaper going down my throat. “Fucking hell, man.” I croaked, taking another swing of water. “Who was that?” I asked as louis hung up the phone. He sat down next to me, and moved a lock of hair that was dangling in my face behind my ear.

“Harry and niall are stopping by since we aren't going to make it to the studio today.” He sighed a little bit but a smile never left his face. I admired the way Louis always managed to keep his head straight with all the madness that he lives with. I mean, yeah, he has his moments where everything gets to him but he always manages to see the brighter side. He loves what he does and I admire that. I feel bad because I know that what I did to him, hurt him a lot. I can't forgive myself for it but I thank god for keeping him by my side.

“Oh great.” I whined, sticking my head back onto the toilet seat. God, this is so disgusting.

He let out a laugh, “what?”

“I look gross. I haven't showered in a couple days Louis. You could deep fry chicken with the amount of grease that's in my hair right now.” I mentally cringed at the thought of that. It might actually make me puke again.

His eyebrows scrunched up, “do you want to shower?”

“Please?” I pleaded. He helped me up and took me to his room which was clean as could be. His mum must of came by and cleaned up for him because this isn't Louis doing. He grabbed me a pair of joggers and tee shirt.

“You know how the shower works.” We awkwardly just stood there for a second so I gave him a hug. You could tell he wasn't ready for it but he didn't hesitate and his arms wrapped around me. Its just so comfortable. I felt his chin rest on the top of my head.

“I’m sorry Lou. I'm really sorry. I seriously fucked up.” I mumbled into his chest. His arms tightened up just a little bit.

“You did seriously fuck up.” What a smart arse.


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LOUIS POV

I felt better now that heather is getting to her old self. I feel like her coming and staying with me is probably going to be the best for her. I love the kid to death and even though I know that she's quit all of the bullshit, I feel like she's still hiding something from me. Sebastian hasn't bothered to contact me after he decided to leave the other day at the hospital. I'm not even sure he's tried to contact heather at all. Speaking of, I don't think she even has her phone. Anyways, something obviously happened between them but neither of them wants to say. Its probably just a dumb fight they had and neither of them want to apologize for it because it's happened before. I'll just have to talk to her later.

I walked into the kitchen to get a tea kettle going while I change into some fresh clothes because, just like heather, I hadn't shower in a while either. I ran to my room and threw on a pair of black jeans and a white t-shirt. Just as I got done I heard the tea kettle whistle.

“A little cream!” Heather screamed from the shower.

“I know how you take it!” I screamed back from the kitchen.

“That's what she said!” She giggled. I felt myself smile but I just shook my head at her. I poured myself a cup and poured her one too when I heard the shower turn off. I heard a soft humming come from her. It was the tune of You Don’t Own Me by Lesley Gore. It's one of her favorite songs, which is very fitting.

I went to put the creamer in the fridge when I felt a shock go through my body. Heather came up from behind and started tickling my sides. “NO!” I shouted. I spun around and grabbed her hands. I couldn't stop laughing, and neither could she. “Please don't. You know I don't like it.”

“Louis, who likes being tickled?” She asked. She gracefully hopped into the counter and took a baby sip of tea. She looked so good in my shirt. I mean, heather is gorgeous. She's always been, its undeniable. But there's something about a girl in your clothes that makes them ten times more hot. Or is that just me? Why the fuck am i thinking this about heather? She like your fucking sister mate? Pulling myself away from those thoughts, I remembered that I wanted to ask heather a question to see what's going on between her and Sab but was interrupted by the buzzer on the door. “Will you stop staring at me like a weirdo and go answer the damn buzzer?” She giggled. I laughed nervously. She raised her brow at me but I quickly ran to the door. What a pussy?

“Who is it?” I pitched my voice higher and threw on a heavy posh accent. I turned on the screen next to my door to show me who was waiting outside. Immediately, Harry's face was right in front of the camera with a huge cheeky smile planted on his face.

“‘Ello! We brought you some goodies!” He blurpled. Niall bumped harry out of the way and put his eye right up to the camera also.

“Let us in damn it. It's raining, you know?” He let out his cackle of a laugh. I buzzed them in and they shortly entered a few minutes later. I joined heather back in the kitchen and hopped on the counter next to her. She gave me a little shoulder bump and smiled.

“Awe, aren't you two cute as buttons.” Harry said as he entered the kitchen full of smile with his hands full with two bags of what looked like food. Niall ran over to heather and wrapped her into a huge bear hug. Thank god she didn't have her cup in her hands, that would of been bad. I pulled it away from the edge slowly. He pulled away from her to look at her.

“Heather, we missed you so much. We stopped at the hospital a couple times but… you know, you were out so i don't think you remember.” I looked up at heather and her smile faltered a little bit but she pulled it back together. Her eyes didn't match her smile though. They held sadness. I took another swig of tea. “Did you get the teddy i left? It was purple, i thought you'd like it since it's your favorite.”

“That it is.” She let out a little giggle. “Yes i did get it and thank you. It's actually in my bag. Louis packed everything up for me so.” She grabbed a lock of niall's hair to inspect it. “Its green?! Niall are you actually turning into a leprechaun on me?”

He swatted her hand away, “Hey, did i make fun of you when you dyed your hair hot pink last year? No. Plus, it's for a charity so you kind of just fucked yourself.” They both let out a huge belt of laughter and heather's cheeks went a bright shade of red.

I was pulled out of my own little world when harry came around the island and tapped on my shoulder. “Hey, can we talk for a second?” He asked. I honestly didn't think anything of it.

“Sure.” I hopped off the counter and made our way to the living room, leaving Heather and Niall in the kitchen. Harry sat in the rocking chair by the window and i sat where heathers make-shift bed was at the moment. “Whats up?”

“How is she doing? She looks great.” Harry moved his long curly locks away from his face.

“She's doing good. She's only been home for a night but she seems ok. I really haven't got the chance to talk to her about it. I really haven't got the chance to talk to her about anything really. The medicine makes her sleep like a damn bear.”

“Where is her stuff? I know she moved out of her mom's.” He asked.

“Well she said she moved into an apartment but got kicked out and had to move in with this random girl who's going to Uni. I've only seen her once in a video chat so i really don't know about her. Her stuff is probably there.” I shrugged my shoulders.

“I think you should talk to her.” He recommended.

“Well no shit. I’ve been trying but i don't want to bombard her. She's already fragile. I don't want to push her.”

“Why do i feel like you're always talking about me behind my back Louis?” She leaned in the threshold with her arms crossed.

“Its nothing bad, i promise.” i gave a nervous laugh and looked to harry to save me.

“I was talking to Louis about your living situation right now.” Harry said innocently. At least he didn't lie. He's shit at lying.

“Ok? Well i have a “living situation”,” she literally put that in air quotations, “It's might not be the best but it's the best i could get right now.” She said sternly. I knew she was in a rough patch right now but she hasn't completely opened up to me. I really didn't care where she lives right now because i'm going to try and get her to move in with me. I know she's going to refuse, because that's how she is. She's stubborn as hell.

“Move in with me.” I half mumbled and half said mentally. I was in a deep stare and really couldn't pull myself out of it.

“What?” I heard Harry and Heather say at the same time.

“I want you to move in with me.”

Notes

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Sorry for not updating in a while, life has been crazy as hell but I've been working on it. Should be out sometime in the next two weeks.

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