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Forgive Me ~Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction~

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Chapter 1

Going on tour isn't all it’s cracked up to be. I mean yeah, we get to travel the world and sing for a living and make people happy but sometimes you forget what makes you happy after a while. You get so caught up in living this fast life that you lose sight of what got you here in the first place.

We wake up either in a hotel room or the tour bus, stop off for interviews or special appearances, like meet and greets and then we go for small rehearsals all week until we have our big shows and then were off to a different city. For a couple months our lives are complete chaos.

The down time is what keeps me going. Knowing that when my life slows down I have my family and my best friends by my side.

My mom, Jay, is a saint. She's always calling me and always making sure that I'm alright. I always talk to my little sisters, they keep a smile on my face. But then there's my best friends. My best friends that I've known since we were little kids. My really good friend Heather grew up right across the street from me and naturally, my mother being the curtius lady she is, introduced me to her and her mother after welcoming them to the neighborhood. Since that day we’ve been inseparable. She also keeps me grounded, usually knocking the sense into me when i need it.

I met my other friend Sebastian. He's like me but times two. Just a sarcastic asshole with a sense of humor like a bad comedy. He’s a ball. I met him through heather a couple years after we got separated in primary school. Thats right, we got separated, like she had to be put into separate classes because we caused so much problems. HA! Oh, how so many teachers hated us! Anyways, Heather met him in her new class and introduced me to him and since then we've just been the kids that every mother hated.

Damn, i missed them.

That's why i'm so happy at the moment. I’m currently in a cab on the way to my house. Sleeping in my bed sounds like heaven right now compared to sleeping in the shitty tour bus bunks. Ugh, i cringe at thinking about spending one more night in them. The cab driver pulled down the familiar road and turned on the familiar curves, and we came to a stop.

My house wasn't much but it was perfect for me, located right outside of london, a little far from my mom's house but it was the best decision for work. I waved the cab driver off after tipping him heavily and unlocked the door. I felt the stress roll off my shoulder as soon as i dropped my bags.

I flipped the lights on and, “SURPRISE!” My heart jumped out of throat.

“Welcome home Lou!” Everyone shouted. SO many people filled up my living room. There’s my sisters, my mom and my step dad, Heather, Sebastian and my grandparents. A huge smile planted itself on my face. My mom came up and pulled me into a tight hug. It felt like home.

“We missed you so much sunny.” My mom whispered into my ear and pulled back so she could look at my face, she ran her fingers through my hair, “My, you need a haircut. Look at it. It's shag.” I laughed and shook her off.

“I think i'm going to grow it out.” I smiled, shaked it out so it would go back into place. “Oh my god, is that my sister!” I kneeled down to hug the twins. “What are you now? Twenty?” I asked.

Phoebe, technically the oldest twin, swatted my arm. “You've been gone for 6 months, not 13 years Louis.” She scrunched her eyebrows together.

“It felt like 13 years.” Heather commented, butting in as usual. She came up behind the twins. “I hate when you leave.” She said, her arms crossed. She gave me a sly smile. I stood up and gave her a hug.

“Hope you didn't cause too many problems… without me of course.” I winked at her as we let go.

She gave a sinister chuckle. “I’d be lying if i said i didn't.”

“Yeah, well she lost her license if that gives you any clues.” Sebastian came up and gave me a “bro hug” heather would call it. You know, that thing where you go in for a handshake but just end up pulling each other into a hug with one arm. “It's good to see you mate.”

After all of the welcomings everyone started to form into all their own little chat groups. I turned on some tunes and grabbed a well earned beer.

“Now, you did what?” I asked incredulously to Heather. She was posted at the back window with Sebastian overlooking the back garden. Thats one thing that i absolutely loved about this house, it pretty much sold it for me. The garden was huge and was so peaceful. It was a great space for football and riding. It was amazing.

“It was a bad night.” She shrugged, causing her hair to fall over her shoulder. I didn't notice it until now but she changed it. I mean i've seen the new hair in pictures but it looks so different. She used to have long blonde hair but now she had shorter hair that goes down right below her breast that's the shade of dark brown. It suited her but i missed the old stuff.

“Ive talked to you pretty much everyday for the last 3 months and you've failed to mention this? What the hell?” I was kind of hurt, i mean i was more surprised then anything but still. I thought she would of told me something important like this.

“Well i was drinking and thought it was would be a good idea to drive up to the store and well… i guess i was more drunk than i thought i was.” She took a drink of her soda but never lost eye contact with me. I must of gave her a look of disappointment because she rolled her big blue eyes at me, “I know you're disappointed. I've heard the speeches and everything. I have it taken away for 6 months and then I'm free. I've quit drinking so i've got it under control.” she wiggled her half empty cup at me.

I rolled my eyes at her, Sebastian let out a snort. “How was the tour, man? I didn't really get the chance to talk to you much. Starting this job with my dad has taken a lot of time away from me.” He rubbed the back of his neck. His hair was a lot more different then I remembered. He used to have shaggy blonde hair but now it was buzzed with a little quiff at the front. He looked more business-y. He looked like a spitting image of his dad.

It's weird how things change so fast in just a couple of months. My sister's baby is almost due, she looks like she's about to pop. Heather getting into big trouble, always so childish but I loved it, I've never met someone like her. Sebastian growing up from a mischievous little shit to a businessman like his father. My sisters looking like they've grown up a couple years. Just another thing that scares me, that I'll miss out on life.

Heather, Sebastian and I all mingled until the party slowly started to disappear. I kissed my mother and stepfather goodbye and all my sisters filled out. My grandparents left me 20£ for “my savings” and bid me farewell. Not going to lie I felt a little buzzed but I was just exhausted from being on the go constantly. I loved the party though. It was such a nice surprise.

I just wanted to relax and chill for the rest of the night. Sebastian came over and sat next to me on the couch. A football game played on the t.v. I took another swig of my beer.

“I haven't played a good game of ball in a while.” I said to no one in general. Sebastian let out a laugh. “How's the job. I didn't really get to talk to you about it lately.”

“As good as a being a lawyer's assistant can be. I'm pretty much a bitch from 9 to 5.” We both laughed a little. “But being around my dad so much has made us a lot more close. He's not as bad as what I thought he was cracked up to be. I guess I just never gave him a chance.” There was a little awkward silence between us but then he looked over at me. “Louis we have to talk about heather.”

I felt my stomach flip flop and a nervous lump formed in the back of my throat. “What about her?”

He scrunched his face together. “She's just been acting… crazy. I know heather crazy but this is too much. She used to drink all the time. I had to pick her up from your front porch one time because she passed out from banging on your door. She started smoking and not just cigarettes. She came over a couple weeks ago and reeked of weed. I don't know what's going on with her because she kind of stopped talking to me. This is the first time in months that she's actually held an actual conversation with me.”

I was mind boggled. I talked to her pretty much every day, even video chatted with her and I wouldn't of even guessed that something was wrong. I couldn't even tell! She was the same old heather when she talked to me. She didn't give me any signs of change.

“I talked to her but I haven't seen anything change. Then again, I actually haven't seen her in person. But even today, I can't tell.” I looked over at my friend who had bags under his eyes and his face full of concern.

“I just don't want to see anything bad happen to her. If anything would happen… I don't know what I would d-” he was cut off short when heather ran into the living room from I don't know where.

“Louis!” She stopped in her tracks and her smile drop by just a smidge. “What's with the long faces?” She shook her head, jumped over the back of the couch and plopped down next to me. Her attitude and energy was so much more higher than earlier.

“What's with you?” I laughed and had a big smile on my face but it just covered up the concern I had at the moment. “Why are you so happy?”

She rolled her big blue eyes at me again. “I can't be happy that my best friends home? I missed you. Holy shit did I miss you!” She threw her hands up dramatically. “Why are you looking at me like that Sab? You've been a Debbie downer all evening.” She scrunched her eyebrows together. I just shook my head and looked over at Sebastian who looked displeased with her.

He shook his head, chugged down the last of his beer and stood up stretching out his arms. “I'm sorry to ditch the party early but it is Sunday and I have work in the morning. I'll see you later mate.” He gave me a fist bump and flipped off heather, in a joking matter. She stuck her tongue out at him and he let out a soft chuckle. “Take care of yourself babe.” He winked and walked out out of the living room leaving me and heather alone.

“I wonder what his problem is?” She asked standing up herself.

I scratched the back of my neck and let out a small chuckle, “I wonder.”

She gave me a look but it disappeared quite and was replaced with a smile. “Ugh, I missed you louis. I know this is probably the hundredth time I've said it but I don't know. This time I really missed you. I don’t know what it is about you.” She laughed. She rested her head on my shoulder and I couldn't help but feel guilty for leaving her. It was equally, if not harder, to leave them then for her to watch me leave. It wasn't a good day. It never is. “I'm just glad your back. Its nice having my partner in crime by my side again.”

I rested my head on the top of hers and we sat there just facing the t.v. “I'm sorry for leaving you, love.”

“You couldn't help it. It's your career. Its part of the job.” She lightly shrugged. She pulled my hand into her lap and traced the veins on my arm. It sent tingles throughout my whole body. Now this may seem a little weird but this was something she did when she was upset or needed comforting over something. I gently used my index finger to rub tiny circles on her leggings.

“What's wrong?” I asked her. She let out a large sigh.

“It's weird when your gone because I feel like I have no control on my life anymore. I don’t have you to tell me to stop doing stupid shit when I get dumb ideas. I'm not going to lie to you. I tried coping with it by doing stupid shit.” She covered her face and I felt her start to shake. She did that when she was nervously upset and trying to hold it in.

“Did you stop doing that stuff?” I asked her with hesitation. She stiffened a little bit but relaxed again.

“Yeah.” Was all she answered with. Something inside me didn't believe it but I have no reason not to believe her.



Notes

Hey guys!

Listen, I'd like to personally apologize for being lazy and never updating my other story. I just lost my spark towards it. I have this new story and I've been working on it for a while and i swear on my grave, NO... on my niece that i will keep up with this story. I just wanted to have a different view because i feel like every time i find a new story to read its the same thing and its always from the perspective of the girl but i wanted to try something new out and put the story in the perspective of Louis for the majority.

Please let me know how you guys like this first chapter. I can tell you guys that this story starts off very strong with emotions, you'll understand with the new chapters to come!

Please leave your comments and opinions. Rate and Subscribe and all that other junk!

xoxo



Comments

Yaaay!!! Congrats!

love this....keep updating babe

Do you guys like the gifs?

@Sophalicious
Sorry for not updating in a while, life has been crazy as hell but I've been working on it. Should be out sometime in the next two weeks.

love this chapter. I ship Leather so much!!! Can't wait for the next update