*back 3,5 years back*
The last two weeks went by fast and Harry and I send each other some text about Noa.
He asked me if I wanted to stay at my parents’ house when he came to visit Noa.
I had to think about it but decided that I was going to be there.
“Are you nervous?” My dad asked.
“Nervous is not the word. I’m happy that Liam is back. Also it’s nice for Noa to see her dad.”
“You could have said no about coming here.”
“I know. But something in me said that it was time that I face Harry again. For Noa.”
“I love you sweetheart.” He pulled me into his arms.
“There here.” Mum said when she walked to the door.
Liam walked into and saw me and gave me a smile before he hugged me.
“It’s nice seeing you sis. Where is my little niece, that I have missed so much?”
“She is upstairs taking a nap. We can go get her.” I made my way to the stairs when I bumped into Harry. His hands grab my arms to protect me from falling.
“Are you alright?” He looked straight into my eyes.
“Mm, yes thank you.” He smiled.
“Hi.” He said still smiling.
“Hello.” I reply back.
“Hello, can we go see Noa now?” Liam asked.
“I will get her, you can wait here.” I walked up the stairs.
“You should go with her.” I hear Liam say.
“Don’t know, man.” Harry said. I turned around and smile.
“Come.” I don’t know why I said that but for some reason I want Harry to go up there with me.

We walked into the room she was laying.
“Can I get her out of bed?” Harry asked and I simply nod my head.
She is already awake and smiling when she sees me.
“Hello baby girl. Look who’s here.” I whispered.
“Hello Noa.” He said and carefully picks her up, holding her close.
“You are my little angel.” He whispered to her. He gave her kisses on her head.
“We have to change her diaper.” I said.
“You have to help me.” He said.
“Just lay her here and I will tell you how you change it.”
We changed her diaper together. We were standing close to each other and enjoyed Noa’s smiles and little noises she made. Nothing in the past matters now. It’s was a nice moment.
When her diaper was changed by mostly Harry, I took her and kiss her on her head.
“Let’s go see uncle Liam.” I said and we walked downstairs.
When we walked into the living room Liam jumped off the couch and took Noa from me.
“Little cute Noa. I missed you.” I watched how Liam saying sweet things to her.
“I’m going outside for a little air.” I walked out into the backyard.
When I was outside I took a deep breath.
“What is happening to me?” I said out loud.
“You still have feelings for Harry do you?” My mum come outside.
“He hurt me so bad, I shouldn’t feel this way.”
“You aren’t together for long but there is something about you two.” She sat down on the bench.
“But mum, you know how I was when I find out.”
“But you just had a baby. Now six months later things slowed down. I know Harry has regrets. He tells us a lot when we Skyped.”
“He did date that girl.”
“He didn’t. He told us that he didn’t date her. It was just for the press.”
“I don’t believe that. Why didn’t Liam tell me this?”
“You have to ask him. All I know is that he regrets what he had done.”
“Why didn’t he even try to talk to me about it. Say sorry a million times? Why didn’t you tell me he regrets it? Why now tell me?”
“I needed to know how you feel about Harry. Last six months was all about Noa.”
“I have thought about it a lot. I wasn’t going to be here until two weeks ago I answered a call from Harry. I just had to see him. But…”
“But nothing, Kim. Just enjoy the moment you have together with Noa. Go outside for a walk later. Just the three of you.” I look out over the lake.
My mum stood up and placed her hand on my shoulder.
“I love you.” She said, I smiled at her and she walked back inside leaving me alone with my thoughts.

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