ALWAYS

I walked into the kitchen to see Enola putting a couple of bottles into the refrigerator. I smiled and peaked at her bum as she bent over.
"Harry, stop it." Enola giggled not looking at me.
I smirked, "No way." Enola stood straight and turned to me. She placed her hands on her hips and gave me a sassy look. "What were you just putting away?" I inquired stepping closer to her. I wound my arms around her waist slowly.
She placed her hands on my biceps with a smile, "Wine. The kind that we had in Italy."
I hummed quietly, "That's sounds nice. What are we going to do with that?"
"I was thinking since Darcy's not home and we're finally together again, we could have some wine with dinner. Some wine with dessert." She murmured brushing her bottom lip against mine. "Wine and snogging." Enola smirked as she added, "Wine and sweet lovemaking." I smirked as well and pressed my lips to hers gently. After only a moment, her fingers were buried in my hair. I backed her up to a bar stool. I lifted her by her hips and set her rear on the seat. She wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me closer by my t-shirt. I moaned into her kiss as she dragged her fingernails down my chest and abs.
"Hey Harry!" Louis shouted, he was coming closer to the kitchen. Enola and I separated quickly. As Louis walked into the kitchen I was straightening out my shirt. Enola turned her back to Louis and bit down on her lip to keep herself from laughing. "Hey is it cool if we start watching Netflix? The girls aren't into the football." Louis inquired staring at me curiously.
I nodded, "Yeah. That's fine." Louis kept his confused stare on me for a moment longer then left the room again. I returned my attention to Enola. She was smiling up at me. I stood between her legs once again and locked my wrists behind her neck, "Are we hiding this on purpose or is it just a reaction because of Darcy?"
Enola shrugged, "I'm not sure. But I do like it being just between us. At least until after Darcy comes home. I just want to enjoy this the way we did in Ireland when it was us against the world."
I kissed her nose lightly, "Alright then. When Darcy comes back from my mum's no more hiding kisses. I'm yours and I want everyone to know about it." Enola nodded then pulled my lips down to hers again.
"I am going to go put away all of the stuff I bought, okay?" Enola said as she backed out of the kiss.
I blushed and asked shyly, "Where are you going to put it?"
She smiled warmly, "In our room. Where else?" I grinned at her and let her hop off of the bar stool. She picked up the bags from the boutiques she went to then ran up the stairs.

I sat quietly on the sofa next to Louis. He was still eyeing me awkwardly. I ignored him but the way he was looking at me was starting to get to me. I wanted to call him out on it but I knew it was because of how panicked and breathless I had been in the kitchen. I didn't want to have to admit to anything in front of everyone.
"Harry, what is going on with you and Enola?" Louis finally asked. Inside my head I was screaming. I didn't want to have the conversation without Enola there. She was better with words in situations like this.
I shrugged, "I don't know."
"What do you mean you don't know? The energy between the two of you has been very different today. Are you back together? Are you getting closer to being there?" Niall asked.
I sighed, "I guess we're getting closer. It's just strange not having Darcy in the house. I'm not sure of how I should be acting." I rested my head against the back of the couch, wishing that Enola would come out of the bedroom and be the buffer between Louis and I.
"HARRY!" Enola shouted from the bedroom.
"Yes?" I replied just as loudly. She hollered something else that I didn't understand. "Pardon?" I shouted back at her.
"I need you to come look at something! Could you please come here?" She yelled after opening the bedroom door. I groaned loudly then got up from the comfort of the sofa. I shrugged to myself, at least I got out of speaking to Louis about Enola and I. I sauntered up the stairs lazily. I wanted to be away from Louis but I was sick of fixing things around the house. I was done after redoing Darcy's room.
I opened the bedroom door and my jaw dropped, "Whoa." Enola stood before me wearing almost nothing. She was wearing a lavender lace, bra that made her breasts look fuller and bigger and panties that were matching. The panties hugged her hips and bum in a way that made me weak. Enola snickered and grabbed my shirt.
"Get in here you fool." She pulled me into the room and closed the door. I still couldn't help but stare at her. The color made her fair skin look so flawless and bright. Enola looked like a goddess. Beautiful from head to toe. "What do you think?" She asked winding her arms around my neck. I smirked and pressed my mouth to hers. She giggled against my lips as I backed her up to the bed. I gently laid her on our bed before breaking the kiss.

We entered the living room laughing but I had dropped Enola's hand without anyone noticing. She frowned a bit when I let her hand fall out of mine. I wanted to take her hand again just so I could see her smile. Enola flopped onto the sofa beside Louis, leaving me the seat at the end of the sofa. I sat down quickly as well. Enola moved closer to me. I smiled when she wrapped her pinky finger around mine. The little things she did. I leaned my head against my fist and stared at the television.
"Harry, settle this, please." Niall whined at me. Enola glanced at me for a moment. The boys were tied up in a dispute and I was going to be the tie breaker.
I sighed heavily, "What's the question again?" Louis glared at me and crossed his arms over his chest. I cleared my throat and tried to think of the right way to say what I wanted. Conversations about sex with mixed company were always a touchy thing with Enola. I didn't want to get slapped. "Personally, I think that if you..." I grunted not liking how I started. Enola giggled quietly. I rolled my eyes, "I like doing it. I think you're just down right mean if you don't go down on your girl." The boys all looked at me like I was crazy. Niall and Zayn were saying that it was just a given that you had to, to reciprocate whatever their girls had done. Louis and Liam were saying that if they didn't want to they weren't going to, no matter what they got from their women. My eyes flicked to Enola's she was trying to hide a smirk.
"Seriously, you like to? You don't just do it so you can get a suck or a more...exciting sex." Liam asked me with astonishment.
I nodded, "I do. I do it because it makes who I am with feel good. I do it because its fun. If you're doing it out of obligation or because you think its payment for something else, then you need to rethink why you're in the bedroom in the first place. Unless you're with a prostitute, there shouldn't be any payment involved in it." I glanced at Enola for a moment. She was staring at me with proud eyes. "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked quickly. She shook her head and turned her eyes away from me.
"E, is there something that you want to say?" Liam asked of her.
She smiled awkwardly, "No. No, I'm fine. Thanks." I choked on a laugh.
"That's a right lie there." Louis laughed and poked her in the side.
"You don't want to know what I have to say. So, I am going to just sit here quietly." Enola announced politely and gripped my little finger tighter with her own. I choked back another laugh. I knew what she wanted to say.
"Harry, anything else you want to say?" Niall asked of me.
I cleared my throat again, "That's just me and what I think. But I might like it more because I'm really good at it." Enola cracked up laughing and I did as well. She rested her head on the back of the sofa and looked at me lovingly.
"You know, how you guys said that we would all just know it?" Brynn spoke softly. The boys, Sophia and Perrie all nodded. "I think I just saw it." Brynn smiled brightly. I smirked a bit and winked at her.
Enola lifted her head from the sofa and kissed my lips gently, "I love you."
I smiled and nearly whispered, "I love you."
"Finally! Jesus Christ!" Louis sighed in relief. Enola leaned over to him and kissed his cheek. "Yes thank you, Enola." Louis chuckled. "When? How?" Louis inquired of her.
"Last night and you don't need any details, Mister." Enola replied honestly. Louis shrugged and went back to being silent. Niall was wearing a bright smile as was Brynn. Liam, Zayn and Perrie all looked pleased but not the the point of creepy like Niall and Brynn. I then noticed Sophia looked a little upset. I nudged Enola and motioned to Sophia.
"Soph, what's the matter, honey?" Enola asked her with genuine concern.
"You guys are going to have a second baby before I have my first." She replied quietly.
Liam groaned, "Sophia." I frowned when she looked at him with tear filled eyes. Enola looked really sad as well. I lifted my eyebrow at Enola.
She whispered in my ear, "Soph wants a baby but Liam won't even talk about it." I glared at Liam a bit.
"Liam, can I talk to you for a moment? In the kitchen?" I asked in a less than nice tone. Liam looked at me like a deer in headlights. "Now." I commanded. I kissed Enola's temple before leaving the room with Liam.

Liam sat down on the counter top and looked at me sadly, "She's being irrational."
I glared at him, "Why is your wife crying in my living room about having children?"
"Because she's being irrational." Liam stated once more.
"Liam, you're going to be walking a fine line with me." I warned him. His eyes dropped a little bit. "Tell me what is going on."
"Sophia wants to try to have a baby. I don't. She's being weird because of it." Liam informed me.
I stared at him blankly, "She's weird because she wants to be a mother?"
Liam groaned, "That's not what I said." I folded my arms over my chest. "She's mad because I don't want to talk about having kids."
"Why not?" I inquired quietly.
"Harry, we're never home. How could I possibly even attempt to make a child when we're never home? I don't want to leave her alone pregnant and I don't want to leave her alone with a newborn baby. How am I supposed to be a dad to someone I never see?" Liam asked with an attitude.
I shrugged, "It's hard. Most nights it's one of the most difficult things that I do, hanging up even though Darcy is balling her eyes out, when Enola is crying. I feel awful that I can't be here when she wants me here. But the time that I do get to be with her is worth the beatings I give myself."
"And what if I'm no good at being a dad? I'm not like you, Harry." Liam sounded annoyed.
"By no means am I a perfect father, far from it. I'm still learning. Enola knows more about being a dad than I do. But you figure it out. It's not for everyone but I know that you'd be a good father. Sophia wouldn't want kids if she didn't think that you would be. Enola and I didn't really get a choice with Darcy but she is the best thing in my life. I love her more than anything or anyone." I explained to him. "While being a dad is a lot of fun, you have to be ready for some pretty scary and stressful stuff. If you think you're ready to be a dad for the fun reasons just remember that you can't be Mr Cool all of the time. You have to back your wife up, let your kid know that you are in charge as well as Sophia."
"What Mum says goes?" Liam chuckled.
I nodded, laughing as well, "Kind of. Mostly I tell her not to talk back or argue." I sat down at the table, "You know, Liam, I didn't get to have everything from the beginning with Darcy. I would've liked to hold Enola while she kicked and moved around inside her. I wish I could've been there when she was born. I'm even sad about missing out on Enola yelling at me in the delivery room. You have the chance to do all of that and I think that's an incredible thing. Noli and I aren't ready to have another baby but I know that even if we're still touring a lot when the time comes that she wants another child I will jump at the chance. I love this life. Even though getting where I am at right now has been a struggle, I'd gladly do it all over again." Liam stayed quiet for a really long time. It was like he was thinking about what I had told him.
"Do you ever get scared? When you think about Darcy, do you get scared about like future stuff?" Liam inquired.
"What do you mean future stuff?" I asked wanting specifics.
"Like, she starts school next autumn, right?" Liam asked. I nodded. "DO you worry that she'll get bullied? That she won't do well or she'll be a trouble maker? What about when she's a teenager and gets a boyfriend?" Liam looked worried.
I laughed, "I've never been one for violence but I'll kill the boyfriend. The other stuff, yeah, I worry so much that when I'm alone I can't sleep at night. Though if you ask Enola I'm too calm and it drives her nuts. But I do worry. No one wants their kid to be the one that gets picked on. I know that she'll be fine when it comes to the trouble making, she's my daughter, she'll be able to charm her way out of it. It works on my mother and Robin already. Gemma too." Liam nodded slowly and dropped his eyes to his swinging feet. "Liam, being a parent is full of uncertainty. You can't know the outcome of everything but that's half the fun." I stated.
"What's the other half?" Liam questioned curiosity in his eyes.
I laughed, "Making them." Liam started laughing as well. "If you really want an answer on how to be a dad, ask Louis. He's been there from the start with Freddie. And both of us can help you with all of your internal shit. But don't make Sophia suffer because you're scared. She'll be just as in the dark as you are." I spoke gently. Liam nodded with thankful but still worried eyes. Just then I heard Enola yelling for Sophia. Her voice and Sophia's frantic voice were coming closer.
"No. I'm not taking this anymore, E. I can't." Sophia shouted as they got even closer to the kitchen. Suddenly, Sophia stomped in and put her finger in Liam's face, "You're going to talk to me about this and then we are going to have a baby. I can't believe that you are hiding in here with Harry, laughing like there isn't anything wrong, right now."
Enola stepped toward me; she whispered, "I'm sorry. I tried to calm her down." I shook my head and took Enola's hand. I pulled her down into my lap. Enola put her arm around my neck and we sat quietly while Sophia yelled at Liam. Both of us were ready to step in if need be.
"I don't know what your problem is but I am done with this Liam. We have been together for almost seven years and I am ready for this. I want a family. Why can't we start a family?" Sophia shouted at him.
"I never said we couldn't Soph, I said not right now." Liam sighed heavily.
"Why not? I'm not getting any younger Liam!" Sophia was livid. I smiled a bit as Liam told her everything he told me.
I looked up at Enola, "They should be fine. Let's go." Enola nodded and quickly got off my lap. We headed back into the living room quickly. Once Enola and I sat down we snuggled up together. I pulled the throw from the back of the sofa and wrapped it around her. I kissed her hair gently, " I love you."
She smiled up at me, "I love you."

Notes

A sweet and sexy filler. :D

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