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ALWAYS

Chapter 47

Darcy crawled into my bed, waking me. I looked at her tired eyes and the way she held her teddy bear close. She was tired but couldn't sleep.
I closed my arms around her, "What's wrong, baby?"
"I miss Daddy." She replied. "I want Daddy to snuggle me." She added.
I sighed, "Yeah me too." I smiled after a moment, "Hey, let's go sleep in Daddy's bed. It smells like Daddy in there." Darcy beamed at me. I sat up and got out of the bed. I picked Darcy up then carried her out to Harry's room. We crawled into the bed together, snuggling under Harry's blankets. "Now, let's call Daddy." I said showing her my phone. She clapped and hugged her bear tighter. I waited patiently for Harry to answer.
"Hi Noli." Harry sounded sleepy.
"Hi. I've got you on speaker and someone really misses you." I said sadly into the line.
"Hi Darcy. How ya doing, baby girl?" He asked gently.
"When are you going to be home, Daddy?" Darcy asked, not wasting any time.
He sighed quietly, "In a few weeks baby. Remember, we've got Auntie Gem's wedding coming up."
Darcy frowned, "But I want you to snuggle me and sing to me."
"I know, Darc. But Daddy has to work. I'll be home before you know it and you're going to have fun helping Auntie Gemma with her wedding. Auntie and Mummy are going to take you to get a pretty dress for the wedding." Harry tried to ease the blow of him not being home for a while.
"Can you still sing to me now, Daddy?" Darcy asked softly.
"Of course, babygirl." Harry sounded a bit happier as he started to sing to Darcy over the phone. She rested her head on my chest and held her bear tightly. I too was about to fall asleep until I noticed that Darcy was out cold.
I took the phone off speaker, "She's asleep, Harry." He sighed in relief. "How was your day?" I asked wanting to hear his voice.
"Long. I miss you and Darcy. I'm trying to sleep but I can't. I got used to you crawling into my bed at two am." He chuckled.
"It's not my fault you're always warm and are good at cuddling." I blushed even though he couldn't see me.
"I could say the same for you. Did you and Darcy do okay moving in? My mum helped and all?" Harry asked concerned.
"Yeah, she and I bonded a bit. We talked about what happened between us and Darcy and all that stuff. We talked about you a lot and how we're working on us." I answered.
"Oh lovely. I'm never going to hear the end of it from her. How I should be trying harder and what not." Harry groaned.
"Harry, you don't have to try to do anything. If that's where we end up its where we end up. We never had to try with each other before. Things between us have always been easy. If we don't push, it'll be the way it always was." I assured him.
"I know." He sighed. "Did you get Darcy's room finished?" He didn't want to talk about it. I knew he wanted me and he knew I wanted him. It was killing him that we weren't kissing all the time and making love when our daughter wasn't around.
"I did. She really wants you to paint it for her when you get home. She misses the purple." I chuckled quietly. "But she misses you more, we've gotten into your bed now."
"You should sleep in my bed without her and do naughty things there." Harry was smirking; I could hear it in his voice.
"Harry, we are not having phone sex while your daughter is sleeping next to me." I blushed madly as I shot him down.
He was smirking still, "Didn't say it had to be tonight. We're not even together anyway. And I'm just saying that one can only watch our video so many times before they go crazy."
"Harry, I can't believe you kept that." I laughed.
"So did you! I saw it on your laptop the other day while you were working." He replied, faking hurt.
"Well, yeah I have it. I needed it for the collection I made. That was the whole purpose of the questions part of the video. The other half on the other hand..." I trailed off.
"Was amazing. Don't even try to tell me otherwise." He laughed.
"I was going to say was impromptu. It was an amazing night. That was the night I knew that you loved me. You cried afterward." I was trying not to giggle.
"I wasn't not crying. I was just really sweaty." He yelped.
"Babe, you cried. I'm not upset by it and I don't think it's silly or unmanly. We felt a lot that night. You overloaded your emotions and that's okay." I tried to make him less embarrassed.
"Well, you were crying the next day while we were..." Harry trailed off not wanting to say it out loud.
"Yeah, of course I was, do you know what that felt like for me? I've never been made to feel that way before. You were so...so deep and driving me crazy and yet you were being so gentle, so loving with me. I was used to a man that roughed me up in the bedroom and made me feel ashamed. I felt like I was on fire with you. No one had ever made me...peak like that before."
"Yeah, I'm well aware of that one. I've never done that to anyone before." Harry sounded proud. He sighed after a moment, "We've got to stop talking about this or I'm not going to make it through the night."
I laughed, "Me either. Tell me about your show. Get your mind off of it."


I woke to my phone ringing. I grunted and picked it up. I answered groggily and with an angered tone.
"Well good morning to you too." Louis laughed.
"Hi Louis. What do you need Louis?" I asked rolling over to face my daughter. She was still fast asleep. I smiled seeing her father's same expression.
"What on Earth were you and Harry talking about up until five in the morning?" Louis asked.
"Everything pretty much. Darcy. The band. The tour. His day. My day. His mother. His sister's wedding. My mother. You know, life stuff." I replied.
"So, what made him spend nearly a half hour in the bathroom after he got off the phone with you?" Louis asked. I choked back a laugh. Even though we agreed to stop talking about it, our conversation led back to our time together. WE ended up discussing our sex life again.
"I don't know. Maybe he was going to the bathroom. He is human you know." I replied casually.
"Come on E. I know when you're lying too." Louis grunted.
"Louis, if I told you, you'd tell me to shut up because you were going to be sick." I answered with a giggle.
"Enola Moon, you were talking dirty?" Louis was shocked.
I scoffed at him, "No. We were reminiscing on the time we were together. We just happened to do that a lot. It's not my fault he can't keep his glands under control."
"Oh that's just wrong. Stop telling me this." Louis faked vomiting noises.
I rolled my eyes, "Can I go now? I need to make my child breakfast." Louis whined but let me off the phone anyway.


I stood at the counter making Darcy pancakes when my phone rang again. I sighed heavily and picked it up. Who it was would determine if I would answer or not. Harry. I smiled and answered.
"Hello." I greeted him brightly.
"Hey babe." Harry sounded just as happy.
"So, Louis called me this morning. Woke me up." I informed him.
"Yeah, I know. He did it right in front of me and the boys." Harry sounded agitated.
"He did it to get a rise out of you. And its working. Don't let it get to you. He's still a child himself sometimes." I said trying to ease his anger.
"Still don't like it." Harry grumbled.
I laughed, "I know. Just focus on me right now. Why did you call?"
He sounded a bit embarrassed, "I wanted to hear your voice."
I hummed, "Is that right?"
"Yeah, what are you doing?" He inquired.
"I am making your daughter breakfast. She's still upstairs asleep in your bed." I replied.
"I was serious about what I said to you last night, about you in my bed." Harry's smirk could be heard once again. "Just make sure you call me first. I wanna..."
"Oh I know what you want, and you're naughty." I stated in a low tone.
"Yeah, good boys are bad boys who haven't been caught." Harry teased.
"Oh whatever, you are a good man through and through." I replied with a giggle.
"I might be a good man but when I'm with you..." He began.
"Very bad boy." I snickered. I thought back to the night that the boys had showed up in Italy. The way Harry made me feel, the things he did to me. My breathing went a little ragged.
"Whatcha thinkin' about, Noli?" I could the smirk again.
"Be quiet." I giggled.
"Come on tell me."
"That night in Italy when you and I made the boys lives miserable." I replied a bit embarrassed as I remembered more of it.
"Ah, I loved that. We should do it again sometime." Harry snickered.
"Can we go without the breaking of shit because I'm so shaky?" I asked shyly.
"Um, I can live with you not breaking things but the shaking? Nope, not going without that." Harry was being cheeky.
"Are you where the other boys can hear you?" I asked feeling slightly embarrassed.
Harry laughed, "No. I'm in the upstairs lounge alone. So if I tell you that I keep thinking about that bath and how close I was to being inside you, no one is going to hear it."
I sighed, "I missed that."
"Missed what, babe?" Harry inquired.
"You. The feel of your lips. The way your fingertips move across my body. The way you can make me tremble without even being inside me. And the way you can move your hips," I moaned softly at the thought. "I've never felt anything like it."
"To be inside you, is the greatest thing I've ever felt. I don't even have to be there long and you clench around me. Sometimes, I wonder how I didn't just cum right then." Harry chuckled a little. His tone turned serious again as his voice dropped an octave, "I love the way you taste. Always sweet like candy." I bit my lip and blushed. "Is that how the night in Italy started, you wanted me to taste you?" His voice was so deep and husky. "I still remember what you said to me."
"Me too." I could feel my heart rate rising.
"Say it." He requested.
"Harry." I blushed and dropped my eyes to the counter.
"Come on." He pleaded but it sounded more like a command. I inhaled deeply to get the tone I had that night.
I then murmured into the phone, "You know what I can't wait for?" Harry hummed in response just like he did that night. "To feel your mouth on me. To feel your tongue all over me. To feel you sucking on my clit until I'm shaking and pulling your hair the way you like." I could hear Harry breathing heavier on the other end. I bit my lip, "Harry, what are we doing?"
He chuckled, "I have no idea. But I like it. Keep talking to me."
"No way! I'm in the kitchen and your daughter could be up any minute." I laughed loudly.
"Fine. Tell me what you think of the house." Harry grunted like he was disappointed.
"I like it. It's a little bit big for just the three of us." I replied with a shrug, trying to shake the images in my mind.
"Well, just think if all this nasty talk takes a naughty turn, it won't just be the three of us anymore." Harry replied with his infamous cheeky tone.
"I guess and with the boys sleeping over a lot I guess it's not so big. I will be making up the other two guest rooms while you're gone just in case. We should have room for more than one of the boys." I insisted.
"Go for it. It's not just my house. It's our house. Do what you want. I haven't had the time to do anything with it anyway. Make over the whole damn place if you want." Harry offered.
I sighed, "No anything like that I am going to wait to do until you get home. Our house, remember?" Harry chuckled and agreed. "Harry?" I murmured after a few moments of silence.
"What love?" Harry sounded happy still.
"I'm sorry." I sighed heavily.
"For what? What did you do?" Harry sounded worried almost instantly.
"Trying so hard to get you to...for basically forcing myself on you." I answered softly.
"First of all, it would never be forcing, I want to be with you. I melt in an instant when you touch me. Two, the first time was a rush of emotions because we were both upset. The second time I asked you to stop and you did. No forcing. No need to apologize. It's easy for the both of us to get caught up in each other that's why we have Darcy, remember?" Harry said trying to easy my guilt.
"I know I just...I made rules and I tried to break them the same day. Us being sexually charged isn't enough and I...just threw that out the window." I grunted annoyed with myself.
"But that's not why I love you. Yeah, the sex was amazing and probably the greatest lovemaking known to mankind but that's not why I love you." Harry stated calmly. I didn't say anything. I rubbed my face as I sat down at the island. "You're an amazing person Noli. I love how you're so creative and intelligent. I didn't go through as much schooling as you did and when you explain things to me you never make me feel stupid. You don't act like you're as beautiful as you are, most people who know they are attractive let it go to their heads. You don't. You're a grounded person. I love the way you see things, how you notice the small stuff. I love the way you think and express yourself. I love that we can sit together in complete silence, not on word can be spoken and I know what kind of mood you're in. I like the way you can read me even if I look like I'm complacent. And you're a wonderful mother to our daughter. It's like you're not even trying with her most days." He sighed quietly, "Enola, you are so much more to me than a great shag. I love you for the strong independent person you are. For the mother you are to our child. For the woman you are to me. You make me want to be a better man, a better father. You are the love of my life and I've got all the time in the world to wait for you." I sniffled and tried to clear my face of the tears that had fallen. "Noli, please don't cry. I didn't mean to make you cry. What did I say wrong?" Harry begged me.
I giggled through my tears, "You didn't say anything wrong, Harry. That's...that's probably the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me."
"Hey, that's not true. I think I've said something similar to you before."Harry chuckled.
I laughed as well, "Probably. But I love it every time you do." I drew patterns on the counter top as I said, "You know that you're the most amazing and loving man I have in my life, right?"
"Well, you're the most amazing woman in my life. I can't wait to see how Darcy will turn out." Harry sounded so hopeful.
"What are you going to do today?" I asked him sheepishly.
"I am going to stay on the phone with you until you tell me to bugger off. Then we have a show tonight." Harry answered quietly. I stayed quiet for a while. "What are you and Darcy going to do?" He asked softly.
"We're probably going to spend the day unpacking more. We didn't get everything done yesterday. We called it quits because Darcy was getting tired and hungry. I'm going to try to get as much done as I can." I answered. I rested my head on my fist as Harry and I both stayed quiet for a while. "I miss you, Bear." I murmured into the phone.
"I miss you too. I'll be home soon." Harry replied.
"With you helping me with Darcy, I forgot how hard it was to do it alone." I informed him.
"I wish I could be home or that you guys could be here with me all the time. But I don't think hotel to hotel and the bus is a life I want my daughter to become accustom to. I'm glad she had fun coming out for the month but I don't want it to be her life. She needs to be normal. Go to school and make friends."
"Oh God, Harry, don't talk about school yet. I've got a year before I have to think about it seriously." I groaned.
"I know but all I'm saying is I want her to have a semi normal childhood. I don't want her to be fucked up because Daddy is a popstar." Harry stated.
"I know honey. She won't be. If you're just Daddy when you're home it won't be an issue." I said trying to rid him of his worry.


Darcy came running down the stairs yelling for me. Harry and I had hung up long ago. Louis was making him play video games with the rest of the boys.
"I'm in the kitchen, baby!" I called out to her.
She ran into the room and climbed up onto the bar stool, "Hi Mummy."
"Hello munchkin. I made you pancakes." I smiled setting a plate in front of her. She clapped then set her teddy and pixie in the seat next to her. "I talked to Daddy this morning." I began.
"What did he say?" Darcy nearly shouted with a mouth full of food.
"He said that he loves you and he misses you and he will call before it's time for his show. Daddy also said that we're supposed to look at colors for your room so he can paint when he gets home." I informed her.
"Oooh is that what we are going to do today?" Darcy inquired happily.
I shrugged, "Maybe but we need to finish unpacking first then we need to go grocery shopping." Darcy sighed heavily and went back to eating her breakfast. I wanted to make Darcy happier but I didn't know how. Not when I missed her daddy just as much as she did.

Notes

Hey there!
So first off, everyone should thank Mel for the next few chapters that get posted. She's been helpful with this story so very much the last few days.
Second, I am putting my Curious Cat link up again. I'm probably going to put it in my profile as well.
Third, near the end of this month it is a big 1D anniversary for me. Yay! One year since I saw the OTRA tour. Woohoo. So, to honor that joyous event, I was thinking about a special post. Would you guys like to see another full length story added or some one shots? Leave your vote in the comments, in a message or on the Curious Cat page.

Peace&Love

PS: you guys will probably love the next chapter. :D

Comments

@#104926
I’m so glad you do!

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@Kammy.
I do. Very much so. Lol. ❤️

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You love me <3

Hell yes to a new story about Harry and Enola.