I flopped into the bed with a happy sigh. I stared at Harry with a smile as he entered the bedroom. He chuckled and shook his head as I rolled around in the bed like a little kid. I grabbed the pillows and hugged them tightly. Harry collapsed onto the bed with me. I grinned at him.
"You're ready to take a nap huh?" He inquired. I nodded quickly. "Well, Darcy is asleep and my mum keeps saying that we should sleep when they're sleeping." He stated.
I shook my head, "I wanna talk to you." Harry smiled and turned to me. I snuggled up to him and wrapped my arm around him. I buried my face in his chest and smiled. I hummed and sighed when I felt his arms wrap around me gently. "I missed this." I murmured.
"I cuddled you the night before last just like this." Harry chuckled.
I pouted, "Yeah but there was a huge belly between us. I like this more. That's the only downside to being pregnant. I know that your skin touches mine but I don't feel close enough." Harry rubbed my back and kissed my hair. "How are you doing?"
"I'm fine, baby." He laughed some more.
"Harry." I whined. "Come on. It's the first moment we've had without the kids in three days."
"I'm tired. I feel gross and like I need a shower, even though I took one at the hospital. I am a little angry with your mother. I really want to take a nap. I frustrated. I'm worried. I'm irritated." He babbled at me the way I would to him.
"Why are you mad at my mom? She's seemed fine." I frowned.
Harry sighed, "Sassy comment about not being allowed in the delivery room. Apparently, she thinks that I said no when you distinctly said 'I don't want that bitch in here', which isn't nice, by the way."
"Well, I didn't. I wanted you. She wasn't allowed in the room when I had Darcy either. Sorcha came in. She's too...the way she is." I responded sadly.
"I know that, baby. But I just let her think what she wanted because you don't need to deal with it right now." Harry kissed my forehead.
"Why are your worried and irritated?" I asked, even though I had a suspicion as to why.
"I don't want to leave. I want to stay here with you and Darcy and Atlas. I don't really want to leave my family when they need me the most. I know I'll only be gone for another month but we have wedding stuff left to do. And Atlas, I'd like to be able to be with him all the time. Darcy too. It's just even harder to leave." He explained softly, not wanting me to feel bad.
"Is that why you're frustrated too?" I frowned.
Harry's cheeks turned a light shade of pink, "No. That's something else." I smirked up at him and lifted my eyebrow. "What?" He sounded defensive. "Sue me. It's not my fault you're the most beautiful woman in the world, baby body or not. I love you." I giggled and pushed him onto his back. "But I know that you hurt like everywhere. And I'm good with waiting." He smiled sweetly. I bit my lip and slowly started to unbutton his shirt. "Noli. Noli." Harry gripped my wrists.
"What?" I pouted.
"We can't." Harry sounded almost scared.
"We can't do the actual intercourse part." I giggled.
Harry groaned, "Don't say that. It's weird." I continued to unbutton his shirt even though he looked a bit nervous.
I leaned forward and kissed his neck teasingly, "But there are other ways I can make my man happy." Harry made a small moaning sound as I worked my lips down his neck to his chest. "You've been doing everything for me, let me do something for you." I murmured against his heating skin. Harry moaned softly as my hands slid to his thighs. I created a trail down his torso with wet kisses. He was watching me with intense eyes, like he was waiting for me to change my mind. I carefully unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down along with his underwear. I wasn't wasting any time. Harry sighed heavily when I got his pants off. I threw them to the ground with a smirk. I then began kissing his already trembling thighs. I took my sweet time, kissing every inch of him that I could. I giggled when he made a noise of pleasure but that also sounded frustrated. I nipped at his thighs gently.
"Noli." Harry whimpered. I smirked and lifted my eyebrow at him. He turned bright red and relaxed into the pillows. I kept my eyes locked on his as I licked my lips a bit. He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth with anticipation. I playfully licked the tip of his rigid cock with a smirk. Harry made another whimpering sound. I wrapped my lips around his tip, popping it out of my mouth gently just seconds after. "Teasing." Harry grunted, his hips lifting a bit. I giggled quietly, liking that he looked so desperate and in need of the attention. I licked my lips before placing them around his very large, tumescent member. His breath caught almost instantly then he moaned. I smiled then began to bob my head, taking him in deeper each time. Harry buried his hands in my hair. I then gripped his length gently. I began to stroke him in conjunction with my mouth. I looked up at Harry to see his eyes were closed and his mouth was hanging wide open. I felt Harry's body tense a little.
"Shit. Shit. Shit. Stop, Noli. Stop." Harry panted releasing my hair. I smirked and didn't do as he asked. I tightened my grip and bobbed my head faster. Harry's moans grew louder and he gripped the sheets beside him. He moaned my name and buried his hand in my hair when I let him slide all the way to the back of my throat. I hummed when his body trembled even more and his beautiful appendage twitched inside my mouth. I backed away from him slowly with a grin. I gulped and he fell back into the pillows, even more exhausted than before. I kissed back up his body to his lips, like he would do to me. I kissed his lips lightly and sweetly a few times. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me down on him. I grinned as he deepened the kiss a little. "I love you." He panted as he caressed my back through my shirt.
"I'm well aware. I have to babies and a ring as proof." I grinned, resting my head on the pillows beside his. "Harry." I muttered. He looked down at me. "I love you more than anything in the world...beside the kids." I beamed at him. He hugged me even tighter and buried his face in my neck. I giggled and wound my arms around him as he flipped me onto my back. I smiled and ran my fingers through his hair as he laid his head on my chest.


I grunted softly when I heard Atlas crying in the nursery. I flung the blanket off my body and whimpered. I felt Harry place his hand on my shoulder and kiss my cheek.
"Stay in bed, baby." He whispered. "I'll just go get him." Harry's voice was deep and raspy with that sexy tone I loved. I nodded and relaxed into the bed again. Harry covered me up and slid out of bed carefully. I heard him struggle to get his underwear back on. I chuckled quietly and turned onto my back. I giggled again as he tripped walking toward the door. "Its not funny, Enola." Harry grumbled.
"It is because you end up tripping all over the damn house after I give you a straight up suck." I teased. Harry blushed and shook his head. "I love you." I beamed at him.
"I love you, Noli." He laughed bashfully before walking out of the room.
I sighed and sat up a bit. I picked up the pillows and created a comfortable way to prop myself up. I knew the moment I had heard Atlas' cries that he was hungry. I smiled when Harry entered the room with Atlas cuddled into his arms. I loved how nervous Harry looked while holding Atlas. I knew it was because he hadn't had that much experience with newborn babies. It was adorable nonetheless.
"Hey Mummy." Harry smiled brightly at me as he sat beside me with Atlas still screaming in his arms. "Hey ssshhh." Harry murmured to our son as he placed turned to place the baby in my arms. I stopped Harry and smiled. He looked confused as to why I wasn't taking our screaming child. I quickly lifted my shirt over my head and threw it to the floor. Harry chuckled then laid Atlas in my arms. Within moments, Atlas' cries were stopped. Harry chuckled and stroked Atlas' cheek, "Yeah, I like those too, buddy." I quickly slapped Harry in the chest and giggled. Harry laughed loudly and moved closer to me. Harry rested his chin on my shoulder and watched Atlas with loving eyes. "He's so beautiful, Noli. So beautiful." Harry whispered, stroking Atlas' small head.
"He looks just like Darcy when she was a baby." I smiled at Harry. He nodded with wide eyes. "Except the eyes. Her's were a duller blue but they changed to green when she was like two months old." I murmured. "All babies eyes start out blue. But with Darcy, she has your eye shape too." I explained.
"I think he looks like you." Harry stated, his eyes still filled with an overwhelming love. "I hope his eyes stay blue. We need a baby with blue eyes." Harry smiled lifting his eyes to mine.
"I want them to be green. I want to look at our children when you're gone and see their father in their eyes." I smiled widely. Harry pressed his lips to mine softly. "If I ask you a question, will you promise not to get mad at me?" I nearly whispered.
"Depends on the question." Harry replied honestly.
I inhaled deeply then asked, "Do you have the first baby feeling with him? The way you would've felt for Darcy?" I chewed on my bottom lip while he thought.
He smiled, "I think that I would feel that with him no matter what. I mean, he's the boy. He's my son." I lifted my eyebrow. "Darcy is the baby girl. She would've had me wrapped around her tiny little finger whether I was there the day she was born or not. That's just the way it is with Dad's and their first little girl. I loved her the moment I laid eyes on her. I think I always knew that she was mine, even that first time I saw her. The way I fell in love with that little girl was no coincidence." Harry explained. I bit my lip harder as I nodded. "But this is my son. It's the same but different because he's my boy. My little man." Harry grinned as he stroked Atlas' head. "He's going to be my shadow. My buddy for life. Darcy's my princess. It's the same love but just...different." Harry tried his best to make me understand. "So no. I don't love him more than I love her. If that's what you're asking. They're my children with you. I love them more than my own life. I could never choose between them. And I would never give one more than the other." I nodded quickly, tears streaming down my face. Harry kissed my lips lightly, trying his hardest to not interrupt Atlas' meal.
"I love you so much." I whispered into his lips.
"I love you, Noli. More than anything." He smiled against my mouth. He kissed me sweetly a few more times before leaning back against the pillows with me. He placed his arm over my shoulders and went back to watching Atlas. "This is so weird but it's so normal too." Harry stated softly. I hummed, wanting an explanation. "Our daughter is in her room taking a nap. You're feeding our son. We're a family. We have a family, Noli." He said, his eyes completely glued to our son. "We're going to be married in a month." He added. "This is the life that we always talked about. It's amazing that we've got it." Harry beamed at me. I nodded and cuddled into his side as much as I could. He kissed my temple lightly and stroked my shoulder with teasing fingertips.



"Harry, come on. You have to share." I laughed when Desmond held his arms out for Atlas and Harry just glared at him.
"My son. I don't have to share shit." Harry grumbled as he caressed Atlas' cheek with his index finger.
I slapped Harry in the back of the head, "Let your father hold his first grandson. I'm sure grandson is just as much of milestone as having a son for a man." Harry cursed under his breath and placed Atlas in his father's arms.
"Watch his head. And don't drop him." Harry told his father as I sat down at his side.
"You know, I have done this before. You and Gemma seem to be just fine." Desmond laughed quietly. Harry grunted and sat back, draping his arm over my shoulders. I laid my hand on Harry's chest and kissed his cheek. Harry relaxed into the sofa just a bit, his eyes were still firmly planted on Desmond and Atlas.
"How are you sweetie?" Anne asked, her hand resting on my knee.
I shrugged, "I'd be better if I didn't have to battle with Harry on letting other people hold the baby." Anne and Gemma both laughed softly while Harry grumbled. "Harry and I took a nap earlier when Darcy and Atlas did so I think we're doing okay."
"That's good. Have you heard from your mother?" Gemma inquired nervously. I shook my head and tried not to fear for the worst. "She apparently decided to call the hospital this afternoon right after you and Harry brought Atlas home. She had a few choice words for the nurses that released you."
"What the fuck? Why?" I asked, knowing Darcy was too busy being in Desmond's face to see Atlas.
"She didn't want you to leave before she got to see Atlas again. She wanted to try to talk you and Harry out of the name you picked. And she..." Gemma looked over at Anne sadly. "She heard from your dad that Darcy stayed with Mum while you were in the hospital." I groaned and threw my head back against the sofa. "And she bought a bunch of stuff for your wedding." Gemma choke out quickly.
I snapped my head up again, "Like what?"
"Everything...." Gemma appeared even more nervous as she stated, "Including your dress." I rubbed my face roughly. I was trying my hardest to remain calm. "I looked at it. It is quite beautiful. She just couldn't stand that you weren't going all out on the dress so she did it for you." I tapped my finger on my leg gently.
Harry leaned over and kissed my temple, "End result, baby. End result." I smiled warmly at him. We were less than a month away from the wedding and I was having the ultimate struggle with almost everyone around me about it. Harry turned my face to his, "No worries, Nols." I nodded slowly. "Everything will be alright. It's about being married, not the other stuff." Harry murmured, trying to keep the worry from getting to Gemma and Anne. I couldn't do anything but nod. There was a terrible knotting in the pit of my stomach. Harry sighed and pressed his lips to mine. I knew he was trying his hardest to make me feel better because he hated kissing me so deeply in front of his parents and sister. "It's all good, Noli." I leaned into him, resting my head on his shoulder.


After saying goodbye to Gemma, Anne and Desmond at the door, I walked into the living room again to see Harry sitting on the floor with Atlas in his arms. He was speaking lowly to his son with a sweet tone. I leaned against the door frame and just watched as he smiled and stared at our baby with love. My heart began to melt when Darcy scooted across the floor. She leaned against her Daddy and rested her chin on his arm, both of them now looking at Atlas with love filled stares.
"Daddy?" Darcy murmured.
"What, babygirl?" Harry grinned at her.
"Do you still love me, Daddy?" Darcy asked sadly.
Harry frowned, "Of course I do, princess." Darcy looked at her brother again. "Why would ever think I didn't?" Harry inquired, obviously hurt by Darcy's words. Darcy shrugged and stared up at Harry's face again. "I love you with all of my heart, babygirl. I will always love you."
"But brother..." Darcy began.
Harry shook his head, "Nonsense. I love you, Darcy. There will never be another little girl like you on the planet and you are mine. I will love you every day for the rest of your life. Just like I will love, Atlas. You're both my babies. Mummy and I love you both terribly much. No parents have ever loved their babies the way we love you. Don't ever worry about how much we love you." Darcy nodded slowly. "Do you want to help me take care of brother?" Harry asked Darcy with a smile. She nodded quickly and clapped her hands. "Mummy said he needed his nappy changed and a new set of clothes." Darcy beamed at Harry as he laid Atlas down on the floor on his little blanket. "Oh there we go, buddy." Harry smiled as he removed his hands from underneath Atlas' tiny body. Harry and Darcy gently began removing Atlas' clothing. I smiled and walked further into the living room, feeling the need to supervise more closely. I sat down on the sofa. "Hi Mummy." Harry smiled up at me.
"Hi." I replied just above a whisper.
"Mummy! Daddy said I could help change Atlas!" Darcy shouted at me. I nodded with a huge smile on my face. Darcy turned back to her father and brother and tried to assist Harry as much as she could. I laughed quietly when Harry slapped Darcy's hand after removing Atlas' diaper.
"No. I will change his nappy. You can do his clothes." Harry sounded a bit nervous. Darcy stared at Harry curiously. I was waiting for a follow up question for Darcy, but it never came. I was pleasantly surprised by it and Harry seemed relieved. "Okay. Darc. What should he wear?" Harry asked holding up two different onesies.
"Um the blue with a truck." Darcy replied. Harry tossed the dinosaur shirt to the side.
"And his pants?" Harry held up two pairs of pants.
"Black joggers like yours." Darcy grinned. Harry smiled and threw the jeans to the side. Harry carefully slid the onesie over Atlas' head the put his tiny arms through the holes. Slowly, he adjusted the article of clothing so fit comfortably. "Can I button it Daddy?" Darcy asked. "I'll be really careful." She begged. Harry nodded and leaned back so Darcy could button the onesie. "All done!" She shouted. Harry smiled and thanked her. He then slid Atlas into his black sweatpants with no hassle at all. "Oh! He looks so cute, Daddy!" Darcy announced with a giggle.
Harry picked Atlas up and smiled, "Who is my handsome, little man?" I bit my lip and tried to hold back my tears. Harry kissed Atlas' face over and over as softly as he could, his lips never leaving the infants cheek. "My sweet baby boy." Harry cooed, nestling Atlas in his arms close to his chest. Darcy quickly leaned against Harry. He wound his arm around her shoulders, letting her rest her head on his chest. She stared at Atlas with amazed eyes and reached out for his tiny hand.
"Look, Daddy! Look!" Darcy spoke with excitement. "He's holding my hand!" Darcy beamed as her baby brother gripped her finger tightly. Harry kissed her forehead then gazed up at me.
"Thank you." He whispered, tears filling his eyes.
I lifted my eyebrow at him, "For what?"
"Them." He still grinned like a little boy but his eyes held a love that only I could understand at the moment. I nodded, tears finally streaming down my face. I leaned toward him and placed my lips on his. "Thank you." He repeated before deepening the kiss.

Notes

Hey my lovely people! I hope you're all having a great morning/afternoon/night, depending on where you are in the world.

Now, I know that I should probably stop myself, and I should have more control but hey, when you're in a good part of your mood cycle, you roll with it. Anywho, my reason for this statement being, Livy and I were talking a bit, and though I have stated a general detest for them, what would you guys think about me doing a "Review Book". While I am not a professional writer at all, I feel like with what I have done over the last year, I think that I could be of help, if others wanted. Just leave your thoughts about it in the comments.

Also, TELL ME YOUR PREDICTIONS FOR THE REST OF ALWAYS!!! I really want to know what you guys are thinking is going to happen!!

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