He's My Bad Boy
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EMILYS POV:
When we got in his car I tried not to look at him. I was starring out my window while he was starting the car. When it turned on he began to drive. It was a very awkward silence to be honest. I enjoyed talking to Harry and having him around but after that stupid stunt he pulled I just wanted to be as far from his as possible. I kind of regret asking for a ride but I really needed it.
“umm…Emily?” I heard Harry speak. I just ignored him, not wanting to have a conversation with him. I continued to look out the window and I saw how everything was moving slower, meaning Harry was stopping the car. I know what he is capable of and I didn’t want it to happen again. We weren’t at my house so I knew we were stopping to either talk, or so he could be an abusive punk.
“Please look at me” I heard Harry speak again but this time it was different. His voice sounded hurt and broken and I hated when he sounded this way. I kept my face looking out the window even though hearing him upset hurt me. “Look at me” he said with anger and frustration in his voice. The sound of pain was gone and only demanding anger came out.
Knowing what he could do I looked at him and said “what do you want!” my voice was risen and I could see the anger in Harry’s eyes. “Don’t yell at me! When I say do something you do i-” he said yelling but stopped himself. He grabbed onto his hair pulling at it completely frustrated now. a loud groan escaped his mouth and he then said “why does everything have to be an argument with you”
I was took by surprise and said “because I can’t stand the way you behave!” I said raising my voice even louder. He looked at me and said “if you don’t like it then why don’t you just walk home!” I looked out the window to see it was still raining outside but who gives a fuck? I cannot stay another minute in this car with him. I took off the jacket Harry had put on me earlier and set it on my seat.
I saw threw the corner of my eye, Harry watching me. I took off my seat belt and opened the door. Before I could step out I heard Harry sigh and before I knew it, he was leaning over me, and shut my door. I looked at him clearly annoyed and he said “no, you don’t have to go” I huffed and said “its not that I have to Harry, its that I want to”
His eyes were starring deep into mine and it was as if knifes were stabbing me. I turned my head ignoring his gaze and opened my door again, only to have it shut once more. “Harry stop, Let me out” I said getting angrier by the second. “Can we please just have a proper talk at the house?” he said quieter then I’ve ever heard him.
“Whatever, but its going to be fast” I said annoyed and just wanting to get home already. He nodded his head and pushed on the gas so we were now moving. I put my belt back on and looked out the window once more.
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We arrived at my house a little later and we got out of the car. Once we got inside, I personally thought it was weird. He walked over to the couch but before he did he grabbed my hand pulling me with him. He sat on the couch I did too but I sat on the other side, away from him. He scooted closer and he then said “I want you to know something Emily” I nodded my head signing for him to go on. “well, Im sorry” he spoke softly.
“Im sorry that I hit and pushed you. I don’t know what came over me but it just happened. My mind isn’t so clear on why I did it. Well long story short… Emily I think I love you” he said finishing off his speech. I was in complete shock. “Harry, you don’t know what love is” I said knowing his feelings were wrong. “No! I do know what it is. Its everything Im feeling for you” he said as he voice softened at the end.
I have to admit. This was really cute. The boy sitting by me was felling, feelings for me. The boy I didn’t think I would be seen with 4 years ago. I didn’t know what to feel. Did I love him? Did I want to take things farther with him. I did and I do. I love him…a lot more than I would think. I know he has hurt me but I felt like I needed to forgive him. I needed him. A sigh escaped my mouth and then I said “kiss me” quietly but loud enough for him to hear.
A look of confused washed over his face but them immediately left. He put his hands on my cheeks and he lent in very slowly. Our lips finally met and it was perfect. I lips moved in sync and It was everything I wanted and never wanted to let go. This kiss was full of passion and love. It wasn’t like any other it was just wonderful.
Harry pulled away and he looked into my eyes and this time I saw happiness and joy with a bit of relief. He smiled and lent in for another kiss. I happily kissed him back but the difference was that I was the one who wanted this way more than he did. I felt as he smirked against my lips. I pulled away this time and I then said “I love you too Harry” he smiled causing me to smile. “can I ask you something?” he said a bit quiet.
I nodded my head and he spoke saying “why were you walking around?” I froze kinda awkwardly. The thing that happened with Chad was running threw my head. It kept replaying and I just sat there froze. I got out of my thoughts as Harry waved his hand in front of my face. “Oh…umm… no reason” I said putting on a fake smile. He then said “im not stupid love, what happened?” with concern in his voice.
“just an incident with chad” I said not really wanting to talk about it. “well, what happened?” he asked looking at me with concern written all over his face. I let out a loud sigh and hesitantly said “uh he just tried to have a make out session and… umm… “ I said feeling very sick when I was about to continue. I couldn’t because I just felt horrible. My stomach just turned upside down and it wasn’t very pleasing.
“what else babe?” harry said as his fist were now clenched. “t-that’s it. he was just v-very touchy” I said feeling very uncomfortable with this conversation. His face had anger all over. I closed my eyes and said “its no big deal, its done and over with so lets just let it be” he stood up off the couch and said “alright well I have to go ill call you okay?” I stood up as well and said “where are you going?”
He shook his head and said “no where, just please don’t worry about it” I stood standing as I watched him start walking to the door until he stopped. He turned around and ran over to me. He then gave me one last kiss and said “I love you”
When we got in his car I tried not to look at him. I was starring out my window while he was starting the car. When it turned on he began to drive. It was a very awkward silence to be honest. I enjoyed talking to Harry and having him around but after that stupid stunt he pulled I just wanted to be as far from his as possible. I kind of regret asking for a ride but I really needed it.
“umm…Emily?” I heard Harry speak. I just ignored him, not wanting to have a conversation with him. I continued to look out the window and I saw how everything was moving slower, meaning Harry was stopping the car. I know what he is capable of and I didn’t want it to happen again. We weren’t at my house so I knew we were stopping to either talk, or so he could be an abusive punk.
“Please look at me” I heard Harry speak again but this time it was different. His voice sounded hurt and broken and I hated when he sounded this way. I kept my face looking out the window even though hearing him upset hurt me. “Look at me” he said with anger and frustration in his voice. The sound of pain was gone and only demanding anger came out.
Knowing what he could do I looked at him and said “what do you want!” my voice was risen and I could see the anger in Harry’s eyes. “Don’t yell at me! When I say do something you do i-” he said yelling but stopped himself. He grabbed onto his hair pulling at it completely frustrated now. a loud groan escaped his mouth and he then said “why does everything have to be an argument with you”
I was took by surprise and said “because I can’t stand the way you behave!” I said raising my voice even louder. He looked at me and said “if you don’t like it then why don’t you just walk home!” I looked out the window to see it was still raining outside but who gives a fuck? I cannot stay another minute in this car with him. I took off the jacket Harry had put on me earlier and set it on my seat.
I saw threw the corner of my eye, Harry watching me. I took off my seat belt and opened the door. Before I could step out I heard Harry sigh and before I knew it, he was leaning over me, and shut my door. I looked at him clearly annoyed and he said “no, you don’t have to go” I huffed and said “its not that I have to Harry, its that I want to”
His eyes were starring deep into mine and it was as if knifes were stabbing me. I turned my head ignoring his gaze and opened my door again, only to have it shut once more. “Harry stop, Let me out” I said getting angrier by the second. “Can we please just have a proper talk at the house?” he said quieter then I’ve ever heard him.
“Whatever, but its going to be fast” I said annoyed and just wanting to get home already. He nodded his head and pushed on the gas so we were now moving. I put my belt back on and looked out the window once more.
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We arrived at my house a little later and we got out of the car. Once we got inside, I personally thought it was weird. He walked over to the couch but before he did he grabbed my hand pulling me with him. He sat on the couch I did too but I sat on the other side, away from him. He scooted closer and he then said “I want you to know something Emily” I nodded my head signing for him to go on. “well, Im sorry” he spoke softly.
“Im sorry that I hit and pushed you. I don’t know what came over me but it just happened. My mind isn’t so clear on why I did it. Well long story short… Emily I think I love you” he said finishing off his speech. I was in complete shock. “Harry, you don’t know what love is” I said knowing his feelings were wrong. “No! I do know what it is. Its everything Im feeling for you” he said as he voice softened at the end.
I have to admit. This was really cute. The boy sitting by me was felling, feelings for me. The boy I didn’t think I would be seen with 4 years ago. I didn’t know what to feel. Did I love him? Did I want to take things farther with him. I did and I do. I love him…a lot more than I would think. I know he has hurt me but I felt like I needed to forgive him. I needed him. A sigh escaped my mouth and then I said “kiss me” quietly but loud enough for him to hear.
A look of confused washed over his face but them immediately left. He put his hands on my cheeks and he lent in very slowly. Our lips finally met and it was perfect. I lips moved in sync and It was everything I wanted and never wanted to let go. This kiss was full of passion and love. It wasn’t like any other it was just wonderful.
Harry pulled away and he looked into my eyes and this time I saw happiness and joy with a bit of relief. He smiled and lent in for another kiss. I happily kissed him back but the difference was that I was the one who wanted this way more than he did. I felt as he smirked against my lips. I pulled away this time and I then said “I love you too Harry” he smiled causing me to smile. “can I ask you something?” he said a bit quiet.
I nodded my head and he spoke saying “why were you walking around?” I froze kinda awkwardly. The thing that happened with Chad was running threw my head. It kept replaying and I just sat there froze. I got out of my thoughts as Harry waved his hand in front of my face. “Oh…umm… no reason” I said putting on a fake smile. He then said “im not stupid love, what happened?” with concern in his voice.
“just an incident with chad” I said not really wanting to talk about it. “well, what happened?” he asked looking at me with concern written all over his face. I let out a loud sigh and hesitantly said “uh he just tried to have a make out session and… umm… “ I said feeling very sick when I was about to continue. I couldn’t because I just felt horrible. My stomach just turned upside down and it wasn’t very pleasing.
“what else babe?” harry said as his fist were now clenched. “t-that’s it. he was just v-very touchy” I said feeling very uncomfortable with this conversation. His face had anger all over. I closed my eyes and said “its no big deal, its done and over with so lets just let it be” he stood up off the couch and said “alright well I have to go ill call you okay?” I stood up as well and said “where are you going?”
He shook his head and said “no where, just please don’t worry about it” I stood standing as I watched him start walking to the door until he stopped. He turned around and ran over to me. He then gave me one last kiss and said “I love you”
Notes
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7/26/13