Two months later

Lucy's P.O.V

I was sitting on our new kitchen counter in our new home. Right after we came home from The Bahamas Harry and I had started looking for houses. And here I am two months later in a house that I share with my true love. My bloody soulmate. My life was perfect at the moment, apart from Harry and I moving in together I got in at Uni and my future looked bright again. Everything was perfect, well except for the fact that Harry leaves for tour tomorrow. Is it weird that it scares the shit out of me? I mean, we all know what went down last time. I don't think I'd make it if I lost him again. I really don't want him to go. But I can't tell him that. Of course I can't. This is his job, which he by the way loves, and he has duties. All though I know he would have stayed if I asked him to. Stupid. That's also why I never could do it, it would be too selfish. I'm not giving up Uni just to go on tour with him, so why would he give up his dreams to stay home with me? That's just ridiculous. I feel like I'm personally in a better state than I was the last time he left, but hell I thought I was fine back then and it almost ended with me being put in a grave. ''How are you doing, are you okay?'' I didn't notice that Harry had joined me in the kitchen, I let out a sigh ''yeah, I'm fine'' and gave him a weak smile. I looked up and met his concerned look, ''no you're not'' he simply said before walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me. I mimicked his actions and put my legs around his waist before burying my face in his chest, trying to hide the tears that were now escaping my eyes. His embrace got everything I had been hiding inside me ,since I started the countdown of his leaving, out. And now when I was sitting there leaning on to his body it was like I lost it, I just couldn't hold anything back. I felt his hand rubbing my back as I sobbed into his chest. After a while he pulled back a bit and looked at my face, he didn't say anything, he didn't have to. He already knew why I was crying, he always knew. Before I knew it he lifted me up and out to our living room just to sit down on the couch with me over him, like I was his child. ''It's not gonna be like last time'' he looked deep in to my eyes, ''you don't know that'' I let out a sniffle. ''You love me, right?'' he smiled, ''with all my heart'' I nodded. ''And I love you, that's how I know. We love each other too much to not let such a thing happen to us again. I have never been more sure of you, of us, and I'm not letting you go ever again'' ugh, why does he have to be so damn perfect? ''how do you always know what to do or say to make me feel better?'' I let out a quiet laugh, ''I don't, I just say what comes out of my mouth and hoping for the best'' he winked making me laugh again. ''Now that's the happy Luce I know'' he said and kissed my forehead. ''You know I can't come to the airport with you, right?'' I sighed, ''are you kidding? You're crying like this now, and I haven't even left yet. Hell I would have to order an ambulance to the hospital if you came'' he laughed but added ''you know I'm joking, right?'' ''of course, but you're probably right though''.


Since our new house was the largest everyone would always come over to hang out, tonight we would all just chill before it was time for the One Direction tour tomorrow. I was sitting in Harry's lap on the couch just watching our friends be silly playing games. I haven't left Harry's side all night, and I wasn't planning to either. I had been an emotional roller coaster all day and was now exhausted so I didn't participate in the games. ''How are you feeling?'' Harry whispered, ''better, I'm just tired'' I gave him a weak smile ''you want to call it a night?'' he stroked my cheek. ''No'' I said too fast making him give me a confused look, ''if I go to sleep now that means tomorrow will come faster and I...'' I couldn't finish the sentence when I felt tears burning in my eyes. Don't cry, Lucy. Do. Not. Cry. ''Okay, well I'm super tired so I was gonna ask them to leave anyway'' he shrugged ''guys, this has been fun and all but this prince needs his beauty sleep'' Harry said making everyone laugh. ''Someone has learned some sass from the sass master of Doncaster'' Liam laughed. Since I wasn't going to the airport tomorrow this was my cue to say goodbye to everyone. I gave Zayn and Perrie a quick hug before they left and then walked over to Liam. As he was giving me a hug he whispered in my ear, ''I know you're scared because of what happened last time. But don't be, everything will be okay babe'' I nodded and squeezed him harder before letting him go just to hug Sophia. ''My turn'' Louis tapped me on my shoulder so I let go of Sophia and put my arms around him, ''Damn I hate that I got to know you in The Bahamas, other wise it wouldn't be so difficult now to say goodbye to you'' he said and pretty much crushed my bones with his hug. ''Love you too Lou'' I laughed. ''I'll be here in London as you know so we don't have to say goodbye'' Eleanor laughed when I hugged her. Tess was also staying since we soon would start Uni, maybe I forgot to tell you but she got in too. Yay. I saved the hardest goodbye, so it was only Niall left. My little Irish leprechaun. ''I don't want to say goodbye to you, it makes it real'' I took a step back, ''you're saying that as we were gonna leave forever. You'll see us in a month, Lucyloose'' Niall grinned before walking over to me and putting his arms around me. And oh did the tears come. ''Aw Lucy'' Niall said and hugged me tighter, ''I'm sorry, Ni. It's just...I don't know, you're my best friend. And I love you, and I'll miss you so damn much'' I sniffled. ''Well good thing that I'm gonna miss you too, and love you. Would be super sad if I didn't'' he joked making me laugh. ''Everything is gonna be alright'' he said before kissing my cheek. I walked over to Harry who put his arm around me as we waved goodbye to our friends.

I was laying in bed all cuddled up beside Harry with our hands tangled together. We were just studying each others faces and not really saying anything. ''I love your eyes'' I whispered, ''I love your smile'' he whispered back just as I gave him a smile. ''I love your dimples, my knees get weak when you show them'' I confessed, ''whenever I hear you laugh my heart does a loop, don't get me started on your beauty. You're so incredibly beautiful, sometimes I just need to stare at you because it should be impossible to have such beauty in and out'' he said and I felt myself blush. ''I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see you after a couple hours, hell minutes, apart'' I stroke some curls away from his face. ''You have no idea how much I love you'' he smiled, ''oh I think I do, because I love you as much'' I said before meeting his soft lips. The kiss grew deeper and even though we were tired we both knew where the night was going to take us. Clothing after clothing dropped without a sound on the floor and it didn't take long before I felt him inside me. It was like electricity in the air, it felt different. We have had sex a lot of times, but this time we were making love.

It was the next morning and Harry had just been picked up by his tour manager Paul and the other boys. The house felt so empty without him, so quiet. Suddenly I started to question whether or not I had made the right decision to not come to the airport with him. Maybe he forgot something here at home that I need to bring? Come on Lucy, don't be silly. If you want to go, go. The feeling of stress rushed trough my body as I grabbed Harry's car keys from a counter in the hallway. With my pajamas on I jumped in the car and headed for the airport. It wasn't until I was almost there I realized I was not only sitting in a car, I was driving it. This was the first time I had driven a car since my accident. I can't wait to tell Harry I did it, I overcame my fear. I looked at my clock and stressed out even more when I saw how soon their flight was going to take off. I knew I was at the right place when I saw the fans outside. I parked the car and quickly jumped out before I started to run to the entrance. I sick sacked between hoops of fans who shouted my name, but I didn't stop running. Please don't be too late. I got in at the airport and I must have looked like a maniac in my pajamas, uggs and a messy bun on my head. I looked around for a moment and felt the disappointment rise in my stomach, but then I saw them. Or, I saw the curly hair I knew to well. My legs started moving, no running, again and I was almost there when I yelled ''Harry'' and he turned around giving me a shocked look. He dropped his bag on the floor before he started to run just to meet me half way. And when we finally collided I flew in to his arms as he lifted me up. ''How did you...what..you?'' he was clearly speechless, ''Harry I drove here'' I said with a big smile as he put me down. ''Like by yourself?'' ''uh-huh'' I could tell by his smile he was genuinely happy for me, ''I'm so so so proud of you, baby. Didn't we say goodbye at home?'' he smirked ''I just needed to say goodbye again. And tell you that..uhm..I will be fine. I'm half a heart without you, but I'll make it. We'll make it'' and I believed every word I said. There's always going to be ups and downs in life, but I know that as long as I have Harry and he has me, we will be alright. Always, and forever.

Notes

That was the last chapter. Shit. I'm actually sad to see Harry and Lucy go, so of course I'll have to do the sequel. I just feel like there's a LOT more I need to write about these two, there's also a lot that I have been thinking to write about them but just forgot. So yeah, there will be a sequel.

I really hope you've enjoyed the story about Harry and Lucy, I know I have enjoyed writing it! Anyways, please rate the story. It would made my day :)

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