Lucy's P.O.V

''I'm ready to talk now'' I said to Tess and Harry as they sat down on the couch. I sat down on the floor facing them. ''I went out for a coffee with Tyler. He's clean. He hasn't touched any kind of drugs in three years, I think that he finally got his life turned around. He has his own flat here in London and he has joined the army'' I said only to get silence as a reaction. Harry and Tess looked at each other before turning back to me. ''Uhm'' Tess said ''that's really nice to hear, we just feel that you should be careful. Because..'' Tess didn't finish her sentence, Harry did ''he has done this before, Luce. Telling you he changed, be with the family for a couple of days and then boom he's M.I.A for two months'' Harry's words were harsh even though I knew he meant well. ''I know, but it feels real this time'' I said a little quieter this time ''if mom and dad believes him I will too, he's family''. They nodded, but they clearly didn't understand.

''Hi girls'' I wrapped my arms around Eleanor and Danielle outside of a nail salon in Camden. We had decided to have a girls day since we hadn't seen each other since the charity event two weeks ago. I was still happy about my first photoshoot yesterday, which went amazing. ''Hey it's our favorite model, Dani'' El said when I had let go of them. ''It's so cool that you're modeling now'' Dani smiled at me ''I know, it's really fun'' I said. We sat down in chairs next to each other while people started to do our nails. ''How are you and Harry doing?'' El asked ''great, he told me that he loved me a couple of weeks ago. I mean, we've been best friends forever and we had obviously said that to each other before but this was something else'' I said feeling myself blush ''I totally get it, I mean, me and Louis hadn't been friends before we were together but the feeling when he says it for the first time'' Eleanor sighed remembering. Danielle just smiled at us and both El and I noticed something was going on. ''How are you and Liam doing?'' Eleanor asked looking a bit concerned. Danielle shrugged ''honestly I don't even know'' she sighed, ''did something happen?'' I asked careful not to intrude. We hadn't known each other that long and I didn't want to make her uncomfortable. ''No, not really. I just...I mean we...ugh. It just doesn't feel like we prioritize each other any more, we take so much for granted. Like he hasn't told me that he loves me for a month and it just..it sucks'' she said sounding like she was about to cry. This was terrible, Liam and Danielle had always been the power couple that everyone wanted to be. And now this? ''And how do you feel, babe?'' El asked ''I love him, but...'' Danielle didn't finish her sentence. ''You're not in love with him anymore?'' El tried ''I just...I really don't know. I don't feel those butterflies anymore, it's not the same. When we kiss, there just isn't a spark there, like it used to be'' I nodded, knowing exactly what butterflies and sparks she was talking about. I felt them all the time with Harry. When he looks at me, with my face in his hands, looking me deep in the eyes, I forget to breathe. I can't imagine not having that.

When I got home later that day I found Tess sitting on the couch. She was a wreck, bawling her eyes out. I rushed to her and sat down beside her wrapping my arm around her. ''Babe? What's going on?'' I asked and she just shook her head. ''I can't tell you. You're gonna think that I am so stupid. Which I am'' she snuffled ''Tess, you can tell me anything. I won't judge you, you know that'' I stated. She nodded while trying to catch her breath. ''I think that I'm pregnant'' she blurted out. What. The. Fuck. ''Wait, who did you sleep with?'' I asked still in shock ''Niall, obviously. I like him so much but he is going to hate me now'' ''okay, are you sure?'' she gave me a death stare ''I have all the symptoms, can you just get me a fucking test?'' I nodded and was out the door in seconds.

''It says you should wait three minutes'' I said reading on the back of the pregnancy test box. Tess sat next to me on the bathroom floor trying her hardest not to have an anxiety attack. I rubbed her back trying to calm her while waiting for the answer. ''What do you think Niall will do if you are?'' I know it was stupid to ask, it just added more stress but I didn't come up with anything else to say. ''How would I know? Niall and I aren't even dating'' she said clearly annoyed ''well how would I know? You don't tell me stuff anymore, you're always so secretive about him. I tell you everything about me and Harry'' I stated. Tess let out a sigh ''I know. I'm sorry, I just..I don't know what him and I are doing actually. We're fooling around but I just don't think he wants something serious'' I nodded, I knew Niall was a pretty easy guy. It wouldn't surprise me if he was a 'we don't have to label anything'- kind of guy. I mean, I love Niall but he is a very easy dude. ''Guess time's up'' I said looking at my phone. Tess quickly took a deep breath ''No, I can't look at it. You do it'' she said giving me the test. I held my breath while looking at it ''you're not pregnant'' I exhaled relieved. ''Oh thank god'' she said and took a few deep breaths. ''Yeah I don't know if you could handle a child, you can't even handle me when I'm drunk'' I joked and she pushed my arm laughing.


Tess where off hanging out with some old friend she had here in London and my night seemed like it was going to be pretty quiet. Harry was here but he was leaving. I was just about making some popcorn for myself since Harry was about to leave for Ed's house. They were going to write music or something. I got distracted when my phone rang. It was Cara. ''Hey girl what are you up to tonight? I want to go clubbing, you wanna come?'' she said sounding as happy as always. That girl was a really happy person. ''Sure, I have nothing better to do anyways'' we both laughed ''can I bring a friend though?'' I asked her ''sure thing''. Harry came out to the kitchen all dressed to leave ''who are you going out with?'' he asked ''Cara'' I smiled. He frowned ''what?'' I asked suspicious ''nothing, I got to go. Love you'' he said before walking over to me and kissed me.

''Yaaaay, Niall'' I ran and hopped on to Niall as he wrapped his arms around me. ''Did you miss me that much, ey?'' he teased and let me down ''well of course'' I laughed. I decided to invite Niall out with us since the other boys were busy with their girlfriends, well obviously not Harry, but you get the point. And since Tess was out seeing some male friend I wanted to take Niall out to have fun too. Cara had told us to meet her at the VIP area on a club called Pacha which was were we headed. We got swarmed by paparazzi's as soon as we got to the club and Niall grabbed my arm so he wouldn't lose me. ''That was intense'' I said when we finally got in to the club. The music was loud as we walked up to the VIP area. Cara was dancing with some guy when she saw me. ''Lucy'' she yelled and ran over to me almost making me fall as she crashed right in to me. ''Cara this is Niall'' I said and dragged Niall up next to me ''hi Niall it's so nice to finally meet you. I never meet Harry's friends'' she stated and gave him a hug. Apparently Niall knew some guy at our table and turned to him.
I had taken a few shots when Cara leaned in to talk in my ear ''so your boyfriend called me earlier'' I raised my eyebrows ''what did he say?'' I asked ''he practically wanted to pay me not to hang out with you. Apparently I'm a bad influence'' she laughed, clearly seeing this as a joke. ''Why the fuck would he say that? I'm an adult, I can hang out with whoever I want'' I stated ''I don't know, don't let him boss you around like that'' she said before pulling up the dude next to her and started to dance. Niall must have seen my pissed face expression and followed me when I stood up. I was drunk and needed some air so he followed me out.
''Can I have a cigarette?'' I asked some guy and he gave me one and lighted it for me ''thanks, mate'' I said and walked away from the crowd with Niall right behind me. ''What's going on? why are you smoking, you don't smoke?'' he slurred a bit, obviously drunk. ''I do, sometimes. When I'm upset'' I stated and inhaled the smoke. ''Why are you upset?'' he asked and sipped on his beer. ''Harry is acting like a little bitch, he thinks that he can control me but oh no. Look at me, I'm smoking. Control this, Harry fucking Styles'' I said loud making Niall laugh. ''You know I'm going to tell him exactly what I feel'' I pulled up my phone ''no don't do that'' Niall said but laughed, he was clearly smashed. A few seconds went by before he answered ''this is Harry'' he slurred. Great, he was drunk too. ''Who do you think you are, Harold?'' I yelled, I rarely called him Harold since he basically hated it but I just wanted him to get annoyed. ''Uh, why are you yelling at me?'' ''how dare you call my friends telling them not to hang out with me?'' I said a little lower but still loud enough. ''I'm only..'' I cut him off ''if you don't realize that the shit you say to our mutual friends won't come back to me you're fucking stupid, Harry'' now that got him off ''oh shut the fuck up, Lucy. Don't fucking call me accusing me of shit'' ''don't tell me to shut the fuck up, you jerk'' our conversation was going nowhere, we were both too drunk for having this argumentation. ''You know what? Call me when you're not acting like a bitch'' he yelled ''fine'' I hung up. I shrugged it off and walked back inside with Niall, planning to get shit faced tonight. I'm not going to let Harry ruin my night.

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