Miss Independent

There are no words to explain how I'm feeling, the numbness in my heart is overwhelming. There's no one there to take that feeling away, I'm all alone, not a single soul there to care for me. They can only offer kind words that just irritate me even more.

I wouldn't wish this upon anyone; I'm just one of those unlucky people that have to experience what I have experienced. When I was 16 my mum was killed in an accident, a stupid kid who drank too much at a party caused the whole accident.

I had no one to help me, not even my father was around because he left when he found out my mother was pregnant with me, claiming that I was going to be 'too much work.' What teenage girl isn't? And who helps them through the tough years of their life? Parents, they're supposed to be there to help, not leave their only child and wife behind to fend for themselves.

You would think not having a proper role model in my life anymore would ruin me, that I would cower away and sit in a corner and cry. Losing my mum and having no dad just made me stronger. I became independent, learning to live without the help of others. I'll be my own person, Miss Independent.

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