Dark whisperer

After talking with Zayn I got up. It's time to go. Although the girls wanted more to chat they had to take shifts. And I am no longer able to stand the screams. How Lou survive here? Oh, yes. He likes to do this. Yet he is there a long time and he got used. I stopped in front of the gate and thought of my new house. I hope this gate can take me to there. When I opened my eyes I was standing in front of the same edifice of today. This thing is great. You do not have to walk. Just think and fly. I could get used to this. Bite your tongue Loona. Don't ever think about it again! You want to go out of here and not to be there. I really don't know what you're talking about lately. Quick march I climbed over the porch and went inside. Harry was sitting at that same table, his chin resting on his hand. His eyes flew to me, and then reverted to a list. I think it's his paper on which tracks who's next to leave. Wait! It's been an hours and on my list there's no one. So there are a lot of people, and each are born and others die. how then there's nobody? I pulled it out again and looked to make sure no one is there.
'' How there's nobody on my list? Noone died? '' This question made him laugh. What is funny? I really don't understand. Why would normal people, no matter if they aren't actually people, scared, or at least upset made him laugh. He's really cold-blooded.
''No, I'm not. It's just funny that you don't know that there are others. Well, did you thought we were the only ones doing this? What do you think, how many of us there are there? ''In my head I counted the ones that I know and I almost include Liam and then I remembered that he was a white angel. Then I added some more just in case.
'' Maybe about one hundred or two hundred? '' Once more he began to laugh. His dimples were evident. They are so sweet! Oh, and I'm not allowed any more to talk with myself because they all hear. But I can do that. I stopped talking and do my best. I can't hear anything. Excepthis laughter, which is by the way loud and not in my head.
'' What's so funny? '' I ask insulted.
'' So it's kind of funny because you're trying so hard to hear my thoughts. You know, over time you learn sometimes to block your mind for some '' Huh? Didn't he said that I can hear everyone's thoughts?
'' Yes I did, but only if that person accidentally forget to close his mind to the other, or when he's like you. The new '' Now his telling me about it. So everyone can hear my thoughts and I can't! This is really hell! I didn't even notice that he got up but now he was standing right in front of me. He raised his hand and touched my cheek. I felt a strange heat.I never gonna understand this. How I can feel?
'' You are like alive. You can feel '' He raised the other slowly making gentle moves my cheek by his thumb. I felt pain in my head. As someone else entered into my head. I'm in my body but i can't steer with it.
What is going on? I raised my hand to Harry's face and thought I was going to do the same thing like he but I pulled his face stronglytoward me.
I connected my lips with his and started to move them fast. I've never kissed someone like this. I can't do this! But I did, I did it! Although not willingly. I feel strange! He acted surprised at first and I was hoping that he will push me away but instead he pressed me against him. Thank you Harry! You really help! Just let me go and I'll kill you! He turned meand started to push. I walked until I hit something. I fell and he fell on me. I didn't even notice the couch but now I laying on it. Just let me go! I tried to regain control of my body but it didn't react. It did the opposite of what I wanted. My fingers went through his hair even though I wanted to rip it so he would release me I was slowly pulling it what stimulate him to go on. If he do something i'll kill him, but really! Let it finish. I want to figure out that this was just a dream and I start to laugh.
'' This is not a dream '' His words from before demolish all my hopes. Is it possible that all this is not a big illusion?
'' Finally '' Harry speaks after moving his head from my. Finally what? WHY ME? He wouldn't' do that? Or would he? He looks at me kinda hungry while squeezed my one hand, while his other travels under my shirt. What's that supposed to mean?
'' I thought it would never happen '' continues. Is he delirious? What is he talking about?
'' But I was wrong '' I wanted to laugh because I'm ticklish and his movements tickles me but my body didn't moved. And all time in the chest I have a cold feeling. It's like a part of me, bigger part of me covering darkness. I've never felt like this.
'' Harry '' I moaned. I moan? Okay, stop! If this is a joke then it's not funny and it's not April Fool's Day!
'' Say. What do you want? '' On my lips appear smirk. I want out! I want this to stop!
'' I want you '' I said. Okay, there are a lot of things I want but he's not in the repertoire! At least not now.
'' I know '' He wants to withdraw me again but I accidentally touched my pendant with hand. I hear a scream in my head and then the dark part disappears. I feel like myself. Without those evil in me. Great! I push Harry off of myself immediately. He was more than confused by my reaction.
'' What happened? '' He asked me while I was putting down shirt.
'' It happened that you're a perverted jerk! Do you know that the raping is punishable? '' Yes Loona. And you're otherwise in hell just to remind you, and here there is no one to condemn him. Yet, it is important to note.
'' Well, you said you wanted to! Even you kissed me first. It is not raping! '' He rebelled fixing hair that is now sticking out in all directions.
'' It wasn't me '' He rolled his eyes.
'' Yes, youdo tihs to me and it wasn't you '' He gets up and see what he means. Do angels have such needs? In fact, the black angels.
'' Yes, you're really curious'' He replied angrily. I hate it! He read my mind again and doesn't hide it from me. But how then he couldn't read when I said that I want this all stop?
'' Maybe it sounds crazy but, at one point, as if I'm being someone else. I wasn't I. It just was not me. I'm sorry but we don't know eachother so well that I have such a desire towards you nor the feeling '' I explained.
'' But if you don't have then how did this happen? '' He stopped for a moment and then on his face appeared strange look. Then he looked at me like he don't believe. What's happening to him?
'' Do you remember anything? Did you see anything unusual when you were enveloped in the darkness? '' Let me see? Only his tattoos that are not so strange. In factthey are veryattractive.
'' No '' I replied. He sighed.
'' Now let's have a dinner '' Do angels eat?
'' Well, not all but some things yes'' I can imagine! Or better not. I'll wait to see what he'll bring. I really wonder what was all that darkness around my heart?

Notes

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