Hurting

"5th time! This is the 5th fucking time, Harry and I'm sick of it! I'm sick of all the shit I go through and I am tired of it! Married for three years and you haven't changed! I can't believe I kept taking you back. I should've dumped your ass long ago, but I was so naive and in love that I didn't see how much you care less of me! I'm done,Harry! I can't keep living like this!" She yells at me while she is walking towards the door.

"I'm Sorry, babe. I-I promise to stop! Please!" I beg to her. I can't lose her.

"No! I've had enough of your shit! I should have known better! Of course you would cheat on me AGAIN! It's no big deal to you since you do it all the fucking time but I'm done."

"No, no, no ,no" I say over again. "I can't lose you, babe please." I kneel infront of her and wrap my arms around her waist. "Babe, please. I-I, just-, no, I-I love you. Please!" I cry as I feel a wet drop on my head.

I close my eyes as I feel her soft hands on my cheek as she tells me "Harry" she shakes her head " I'm tired, ok. I don't want to do this anymore. You don't get it. You don't love me, Harry." She whispers sadly.

My heart broke. "What do you mean! I love you, D! How dare you think that! How. Dare. You!" I angerly yelled.

"You Don't. How can you love me when you have a girl easily grab your attention even for just a moment. How can you love me when there's a time where you don't think of me. You think about that one girl who's giving you a night, but not the one who should be able to give you the world. While I'm at home worrying and helping you, you are out here looking for a wild night not caring bout the girl you supposedly love. How can you let another girl touch you when you have one who's supposed to do that for you. How can you kiss a random girl knowing I'm at home. How can you-" she didn't finish as she started sobbing uncontrollably.

"I-I didn't kno-" I was cut off by her yelling.

"Of course you didn't know! Your too busy out there to even notice what I'm going through. Do you know what's sadder?" She asked.

"What?" "I expected this." She explains sadly.

"What do you mean?"

" I knew you would do this. So I didn't have my whole faith in you knowing you would never grow up." She tells.

"I-" I couldn't finish as dissappointment flooded through me
as I realized nothing would work on her. It makes me wonder why I did all this. Was it really worth losing her.

"Before I go, I need to tell you something" she hesitates on telling me.

"What is it?

"I'm pregnant" she watches me as tears of joy and sadness comes out of my eyes once I realize that we won't be together for the baby. I have never been so upset in my life than I was now.

I barely even realized she had already got into the car when I started chasing after her screaming.
"Babe! Please! I-I can't lose you and the child please! Please Babe! Please!"

She shakes her head as she started driving off. I watched her as she drove towards the light and if I had blinked, I would have missed the way a red Semi truck that was speeding towards her.

"NO! NO, NO, NO!" I cried repeatedly as I ran towards her car as it spun round and round 'til it stopped 50 ft away.

"Babe!" I screamed as I got there. "Please!" As I pulled her weightless body out of the car.

As I cradled her into my arms , I started talking.
"Stay with me! Please! I promise to give you everything when we make it. I can't lose you, babe. I won't. Please I promise to be better. Just- just don't go, please" i whisper the last part and I closed my eyes praying to God that she'll be alright.

"Harry" it was so quiet but I still heard.

Sigh of relief came through me as I looked into her eyes. "Ok good babe. You can do this. You'll be fine."

"No Harry" she spoke as the smile vanished from my face. " My body hurts and I-I won't make it. I feel it and it's ok. I love you Harry, ok. I do."

"NO!" I yell "Don't say that! Please! You are going to be ok!" I beg with pain in my eyes.

"No Harry. I need you to move on after this. I need you to live your life normally like before you met me. Ok? Promise me!" She begs

"Ok" I cried as she slowly starts to close her eyes.

"I love you Harry"

"No babe. I'm not ready for this. I don't want to say goodbye. Please!" I cried helplessly as I stared at my loving wife.

"Just think of a see you later, Harry" she whispers as she had finally given up and let go.

"NO! NO! NO! I LOVE YOU BABE, PLEASE! PLEASE GOD, NO! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY, D , I'M SORRY! I SHOULD HAVE LOVED YOU BETTER! I SHOULD HAVE! I LOVE YOU!" I screamed and held onto her for dear life as I realized that for once she was actually gone and she was never going to come back to me like the other times.

Reality hit me when I realized that it was all my fault. I had lost my love and my first child. And I was never going to get them back.

Notes

Yeaa so I did a little heartbreaking scene. I'm sorry! Hope you like it!