We Meet Once Again *ON HOLD*

It's been a month now and we are still on tour we got about 2 more months left and I am pretty sure it's safe to say that me and Harry are best friends. Right now we just landed in Sydney Australia and we will stay here for a week later.

Today I will go to my parents grave and stay their for a while considering today 3 years ago my parents died in the car crash.

We all walked out of the plane and was greeted with an excited Liz.

"LIZ I MISSED YOU SO MUCH" I dropped my bags and ran to her and squashed her in a bone crushing hug.

"oh my, Madison look how much you've grown you look so much like your mother" I smiled and introduced the girls and 1D boys.

once we had to say bye to Liz not much longer because we were bombarded with fans

"ok so there are 5 rooms meaning their will be three to a room so how about me Rachael, and Skylar" said Vivian.

"zayn, Louis,and I" said Niall

"Calum, me and Ashton" said Michael

"me, luke, and Madison" Harry said "which leaves me, Jess, and Janet" Liam said with a sigh "wait who am I sleeping with again I wasn't listening" Janet said finally looking up from her phone.

"ugh you are sleeping with Liam and I" Jess said obviously annoyed "no i want to sleep with my Lukey Poo" she said.

I literally almost vomited by the name she used for him "I will switch plac..." I started only to be cut off.

"umm sorry but I will switch places there are Certain people I rather not sleep by"

"fine but only cause you are my best friend" I said to Harry slightly upset I have to spend a week in the same room with that bitch. "thanks babe" Harry said in a friendly matter.

I giggled lightly we got to our room and Janet took the biggest bed which doesn't surprise me and I got the bed across from hers. Luke went to take a shower while Janet was overpowering her face with make-up, although nothing could beautify that ugly face she has.

I heard foot steps coming closer to me but I decided to ignore it "listen here you bitch I swear to god that if you try anything with ,Luke I will fuck up your face so badly you will look like you got hot by a bus multiple times do you here me" I just nodded knowing better then to egg her on.

"I said do you understand me.you.bitch"

"look who's talking" I muttered under my breath

"what did you say" she grabbed me by my hair

"Madison, Janet come on we are going to ash's room" Luke came out of the bathroom. She let go and I was very thankful he interrupted us.

I walked by myself to ash's room by my self considering Luke and that asshole left already. I walked up to their door and knocked on it "it's open" some one yelled who I am assuming was Calum I opened it to see everyone talking I walked over to them and was about to sit next to Luke when Janet came from the kitchen and rushed to my spot.

I rolled my eyes at her childless and went to go to the kitchen to get a glass of water. I walked back to the living room with the water in my hand and saw there was a spot next to Vivian I walked over there and Janet stuck her foot out.

I tripped and spilt water all over myself "you bitch" I yelled

"umm excuse me but isn't today the day you killed your parents and to think your calling me a bitch" I couldn't take it I got up and ran.

I kept running till I saw my parents grave I slowed down a little when I saw their grave.

I sat down in the middle of them and said 'hey mom hey dad, I'm sorry you are not living on this earth right now because of me I really miss you guys so much I know I'm a screw up I honestly don't know how you managed to put up with me for that long but I wrote you guys a song it's called Talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have
At night when the stars
Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on
The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
Oh
I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah they're talking back
At night when the stars
Light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on
The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
Do you ever hear me calling?
(Ah) oh oh oh
(Ah) oh oh oh
'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on
The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away'

"I really miss you guys" I whispered, looking down, letting the tears stream down my face

Notes

Hey guy sorry I haven't updated in 2 days but a lot has happened my parents were fighting yesterday and they made up today (which happens a lot and most of the time it's because my mom is defending us kids) it is also their anniversary, zayn is officially done with his singing career sorry if you didn't know and you had to find out by me, and I also ended up crying my self to sleep (which happens a lot) because of stress and other things going on, so it was pretty easy to write this page ~ Maria