Laura's POV Since Ally died I haven't been the same I am depressed and the only reason i haven't broken yet is because of Niall we moved in together about a year ago and when Ally died he quit the gang it was really bad because he had to get jumped out but it was worth it because now I can worry about one less person I care about dying too soon I can't sleep though. Whenever I close my eyes i have nightmares of Fred killing ally then coming back for me I always wake up screaming and Niall waking me up with a worried look on his face As much as I love Niall he can never replace Ally no one can I haven't even spoken to Victoria since Ally died because she reminded me so much of Ally... I can't take it much longer I just wish that my brother never died then none of this would have happened!